I had something on my mind, so I didn't sleep deeply.

In a daze, I felt that the bed was soft, and the quilt was filled with cold air.

I woke up suddenly, reached out to test it, and felt a soft, cool touch.

Suddenly.

A force grabbed me, and the man's hoarse voice, "Can't sleep?" ”

He was pressed into his arms, his face was against his chest, his breath was full of his breath, his eyes were very sour, and his eye sockets were soon wet.

I struggled almost reflexively several times before my brain could react.

Actually, I don't want that.

Just scratching something in my head, I can't help it.

The atmosphere was so awkward and stiff for a moment.

He didn't return his hand, but grabbed me harder, put his chin on the top of my head, and touched the back of my head, "Good, don't move, give me a hug for a while." ”

Somehow, tears poured out uncontrollably, wetting his chest.

"I'm sorry," Si Hanjing sighed lowly, bowed his head and kissed me tenderly, "I've made you sad." ”

I'm sorry.......

As soon as I heard him apologize, my heart sank, and I felt an indescribable fear.

What is his apology.....

I don't dare to think about it, and I don't want to think about it.

Si Hanjing's low voice continued, "Don't cry, good girl, if you can't sleep in bed, just close your eyes and rest for a while, it's raining heavily when you come over, so I can only wait for dawn to take you home." ”

In the dim space, I slowly raised my head, I couldn't see his face clearly, opened my mouth, wanted to speak, but couldn't find a suitable line for a while, and was silent for a few seconds before I replied, "Okay." ”

I actually wanted to ask him what was going on with his engagement banquet with Qin Qian?

But I couldn't ask a word.

Si Hanjing seemed to be aware of it, grabbed my hand and stroked it to his lips, kissed it as if it was nothing, kissed and kissed, "I have nothing to do with Qin Qian, believe me, huh?" ”

I choked up for no reason, "Really? ”

"Well," he kissed me, clasped his fingers together with me, and said in a commanding tone, "sleep, don't be cranky." ”

Even if I tugged and pulled in my heart, I still just wanted to hug him and want him to be comforted by more words.

For the first time, I felt like a coward and would rather bury my head in the dust like an ostrich.

However, Si Hanjing's breathing gradually became lighter and he fell asleep.

He seemed really tired.

I was so lost that I couldn't sleep, and my heart felt like a thorn.

I thought to myself, why should I be bound by his feelings and lose control for him.

.....

At dawn, the rain that had been falling all night also stopped, and only the slanting wind and drizzle remained.

After a night of half-dreaming and half-waking, my whole body was in a trance, Si Hanjing directly wrapped me in a coat, hugged me horizontally, and walked out of the bedroom.

It was already extremely quiet, but I suddenly stopped him, "Si Hanjing, don't you say hello to them before leaving?" ”

"No, you don't."

Well, I'm really in a trance, and it's really early, and I'm just getting white.

When Si Hanjing just put me in the passenger seat, he raised his hand and closed the door.

Ahead, Han Wei happened to get out of the car.

Han Wei looked at Si Hanjing, "Are you going to leave it alone?" ”

Si Hanjing didn't answer, only asked, "Is there a result?" ”

"No, there's not a trace of it."

"Then wait for the results to be there, and contact me."

"Si Hanjing, what do you mean?"

Si Hanjing looked at Han Wei indifferently, still in that calm tone, "I'll talk about it when I'm free." ”

Han Wei was immediately angry, but suddenly glanced at me, smiled gently, and said meaningfully, "You and that woman..... Nothing really happened? ”

Si Hanjing immediately frowned.

But after a few seconds, he said expressionlessly, "What's there to question about this?" ”

"It doesn't matter if I question it or not, the point is that you woman seems to be very skeptical, and ah, I said that did you have any innocent black history before this man? Not to mention the fate of women, the trust level is still so low. ”

Si Hanjing's thin lips pursed into a straight line, and his jaw line was tight, but he didn't say anything, raised his feet to go around the front of the car, and got into the car directly.

Stared at me for a long time, "Gu Liangyu ....."

"I'm so tired right now, I probably can't digest what you say," I interrupted him a little tiredly.

Si Hanjing didn't say anything in the end, and after about a minute, he started the engine and reversed to leave.

I don't know why, when I heard his conversation with Han Wei, my heart was like a river of sorrow, floating underneath.

It was as if everyone around him knew what he was doing, but I didn't know and didn't know.

If this is the protection of me, he is not considered to have done his duty.

How difficult it is, a cold and perfect man in the eyes of others, so patient with me, put down his posture and face me day and night, just because he wants to be "responsible" for me.

.......

When I entered the bathroom with my pajamas, I suddenly paused, turned back to Si Hanjing and said, "Do you still have to go to work today?" ”

He didn't speak, but stepped forward to stop me from taking a step back, leaning against the door, trapped in his arms, and sighed, "You have a long brain, don't let people say anything that can shake your heart, I really have nothing with that woman." ”

I looked up and looked at his handsome, deep face.

I should have believed him, and I should have believed it completely.

But no one can be completely convinced.

It's probably because I'm not sleeping enough, I'm a little confused, and I'm really a little weak, "But Si Hanjing, my head hurts so much now, I'm so dizzy, I can't tell right from wrong when I'm dizzy." ”

He pursed his lips and stared at me for a few moments, "It hurts?" ”

I nodded without thinking.

"Why don't you go to the hospital?"

"No, I just want to sleep."

"Okay, let's go." Let go of me and push me into the bathroom.

"What about you?" I suddenly turned back and asked.

"I'll cook noodles for you."

When I finished washing, Si Hanjing had already cooked the noodles, spread a poached egg on the noodles, and put a cup of hot milk next to it, "Eat it." ”

"Why don't you cook yourself a bowl?" I picked up my chopsticks and asked suddenly.

"I'll go out later, it won't be long, I'll be back when you wake up."

"Oh."

I took a bite of noodles and said a little vaguely, "If you are not in a hurry to go out, you can also go take a shower, the clothes are all put away, and you can take a shower quickly." ”

Si Hanjing looked at me and smiled faintly.

I lowered my head suddenly, and my face instantly burned.

Obviously, he still has a grudge against him at this time, but he still can't help but be kind to him.

At this time, I heard the phone ringing and ringing, hesitated for a moment, but put down the chopsticks and got up to take the phone, it was Han Wei's text message.

- Rongheng Times Square has opened a new 'encounter' café, what do you want to know, tomorrow at three o'clock in the afternoon, come out and talk about it.

I twisted my eyebrows, put down my phone and continued to eat noodles, but after a few bites, I found that my hair was always falling down.

After glancing at his slippery wrist, he got up and walked towards the bathroom.

shouted as he opened the door, "Si Hanjing, I'll take something..."

I didn't knock because I didn't think our relationship needed to be so vague about avoiding something.

However.

The moment I broke in, Si Hanjing took off his ordinary shirt and quickly put it back on.

The action is fast, even extremely fast.

It's like I'm afraid of what I'm seeing, or what I'm precise, seeing in him.

Even frowned unconsciously, but quickly stretched again.

Seeing that I was standing at the door and didn't move, he said softly, "What do you want to take?" ”

"Hair ring," I replied hesitantly.

He looked at my loose hair, turned around and took the black hair tie from the basin, turned around and handed it to me.

I didn't answer, but watched his movements, and then looked at the couple watch on the basin and the hand that seemed to be unintentionally on the waist, clutching the unbuttoned shirt.

It looks like a casual action.

Actually, I didn't just see him reflexively put his half-off shirt back on, and I probably wouldn't have paid attention to that.

To put it bluntly, whenever I accidentally meet him naked or change clothes, I can't wait to have a big battle with me with skin to skin and body temperature.

Because he once said that he only 'do' and don't say, that feeling is an indescribable peace of mind.

How could you subconsciously wear it back?

Or is there something about him that I don't want to see!

For two moments, I really wanted to go up and pick up his shirt directly to make sure that there were any traces of ambiguity on his body after the madness.

Seeing that I didn't answer half-ringing, Si Hanjing asked a little tentatively, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's nothing, you can wash it quickly."

took the hair ring, took two steps back, squeezed it tightly in his hand, turned back to the restaurant, picked up the chopsticks again, and ate absentmindedly one by one.

But soon he changed his clothes and came out directly, and he didn't hear the water, so I'm pretty sure he didn't shower.

Si Hanjing touched my head, "After eating, go to sleep." ”

"What about you, aren't you sleepy?" Actually, I want to say that if you are not in a hurry, you should wait until you get enough sleep, after all, lack of sleep will not be able to do well.

Who knows, the corners of his mouth pulled a light smile, "Sleep first, I'll be back soon after I go out." ”

"Oh, okay."

Si Hanjing lowered his head and kissed me on the cheek, "Good." ”

Looking at his figure going out and the door closing, my heart swelled up with sourness for some reason.

.....

Groggy and sleepy, I slept in a dream.

I woke up only to find out that I had a fever.

I don't know when I opened my eyes, but I felt that my whole brain was chaotic, my body was so hot that I could emit heat, and my nose was blocked.

In addition to being uncomfortable, it is an even more uncomfortable emptiness.

The whole room was quiet as if it had been abandoned by the world.

I glanced at the alarm clock on the bedside table, and it looked vaguely as if it was more than three o'clock in the afternoon.

Hasn't Si Hanjing come back yet?

No.... Said to be back soon!

Unusual palpitations.

What's more, once a person is sick, his body and mind will become extremely fragile.

I especially want to be accompanied by such a person.

It took me a long time to touch the phone, and after unlocking, the screen was clean, no short breath, no missed calls.

couldn't help but send a WeChat message to Si Hanjing, "I have a cold, come back and help me buy medicine." ”

Holding the phone, I wanted to wait for him to reply, but I fell asleep in a daze.

This time, I didn't sleep so well, my nose was blocked, and I had a lot of weird nightmares.

First, I dreamed of my dad's death.

The brains were bleeding all over the ground, the flesh was so blurred that I couldn't make out the human form, and several medical staff were shoveling the corpses, and the dead fish-like eyes were staring straight at me.

Fear went to the deepest part of my heart.

I was so scared that I turned around and ran.