Shen Jingyun was calmer than I thought.

When I came to the police car where he was lying, I found that he had woken up and was sitting in the passenger seat of the police car, with the door open, smoking a cigarette and looking at me with a smile.

I had a lot of things in my heart that I wanted to say to him, and when I walked over, he grabbed my hand before I could speak: "You went to persuade Wang Lu?" ”

"Wang Yun may leave some clues, when I talked to Wang Lu just now, I think she should know something."

Shen Jingyun took a puff of cigarette very indifferently, took my hand with a slight force, and then said, "Actually, it doesn't matter what Wang Lu knows. ”

I suppressed the anger in my heart and asked Shen Jingyun, "Then what do you think is important?" Knocking me out of the way and doing what you want to do is all that matters, right? You don't have to worry about other people's feelings, and you don't have to worry about other people's worries about you, as long as you can do what you want to do, right? ”

Shen Jingyun looked at me deeply and did not speak.

And I don't know why, worried, wronged, sad, a kind of happiness for the rest of my life...... All kinds of emotions accumulated in my heart, and tears slowly piled up in my eyes.

But I didn't want to cry in front of Shen Jingyun, I broke free of his hand hard, and I wanted to leave, but I didn't want to be at this moment, Shen Jingyun suddenly pulled me into his arms with a force, and said softly in my ear: "It was really dangerous just now, I was very tired, and I was also afraid that if I died like this, would you be Helian Cheng?" ”

Listening to Shen Jingyun's words, I couldn't tell what I felt in my heart, why did he still think about Helian Cheng at such a time? I tried to break free of him, but he hugged me harder and said, "Don't move, I'm so tired, let me hold for a while." ”

After speaking, he raised his head and looked at me, and for the first time, I noticed that Shen Jingyun's eyes were full of begging looks.

I had never seen him look like this, and my heart softened so hard that I could no longer refuse him, so I stopped struggling, leaned into his arms, and whispered to him, "Promise me that you won't do anything alone, okay?" You think it's for my good, but you know what, some things are worse than death. ”

Shen Jingyun didn't speak, just gently touched my hair and said gently, "Xiaoshuang, it's really time for us to go." It doesn't matter what the clue is, Wang Yun is dead, there is no other threat, and the most important thing for me is the most important thing. How could I be willing to let you take the risk? I can only do everything in my power to give you the safest environment possible. ”

I couldn't help but reach out and hugged Shen Jingyun tightly, it was also the first time, I really forgot Helian Cheng, I just wanted to stay with Shen Jingyun like this until I grew old, even if I died together during the adventure.

And this adventure, will it be the days when Shen Jingyun and I can finally forget everything and escape from the world? I couldn't suppress the thought in my heart.

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Three days later.

Summer finally entered the hottest days, and Shen Jingyun and I also embarked on the journey to find the queen's tomb.

The only person who came to see him off was Huo Kai.

Even Nanfeng didn't know that I had thrown myself into an unknown journey like this, but this was also helpless, because the curse on my body doomed me to step into this adventure, and the bigger reason was that even if Miss Leng used a secret method to maintain Shen Jingyun's seal, Shen Jingyun's seal could only last for a week at most.

I didn't tell my grandfather everything too specifically, but he probably had a vague idea of what kind of curse I had suffered, but it wasn't too serious, and now I need to find a way to get rid of it.

My grandfather has always had a grinding attitude towards my practice, and when he thought it was not too serious, he left me to solve the matter on my own. And the reason why I don't say it, in addition to being afraid that he will worry, is more afraid that grandpa will be dissatisfied with Shen Jingyun from now on, because grandpa is a person who protects his shortcomings, if he knows the cause and effect of the matter, he will definitely blame Shen Jingyun for boldly involving me in this matter.

And in the end, it is my own selfishness, I always have the illusion that this is the last peaceful time with Shen Jingyun, so this journey, I just want to be with Shen Jingyun and two people, whether it is life or death, put aside the damn principle, I just want to have such a memory in my life.

In the early morning, it was just six o'clock in the morning, and the weather was already hot and boring.

In Huo Kai's chatter, Shen Jingyun finally started the car and started our journey.

I didn't have any boredom, until I left, I realized that my heart was full of reluctance and concern, I don't know how long it will take me to leave? Whether grandpa can take care of his body alone, I don't know what kind of emotional injury Nanfeng, a stupid girl, will suffer from Zuo Chun, I can't find anyone to talk to, and I run a good small restaurant, I'm afraid I won't be able to open for a while.

Oh, I don't know if I can't open the door for a while, or if it's closed forever?

Lin Fattou is still guarding my small restaurant, I have already made plans and wrote a letter to Zuo Qiu that will be delivered after three months, if Shen Jingyun and I have not returned after three months, I will ask Zuo Qiu to adopt Lin Fattou, a little ghost like him, if he is alone again, isn't it too pitiful?

There are many things to worry about...... Thinking about it, all I can do is make these arrangements, as for grandpa, if I really have any strengths and weaknesses, I can't think of anything that can comfort him, the only way I can think of is that the later he knows, the better, and I also explained all this in Zuo Chun's letter.

My heart is messy, I always feel that something has not been arranged, and I always feel that everything should have been arranged. In the midst of this thought, I was a little distracted, and I didn't notice until the car drove out of S City.

A piece of chewing gum was handed to me at this time: "When I'm nervous, I like to chew gum all the time, otherwise you have one?" ”

I came back to my senses, turned my head and saw Shen Jingyun's smile, a piece of chewing gum had been handed to me, I took the gum and put it in my mouth, it was the blueberry flavor I liked.

I felt slightly relieved, but I said to Shen Jingyun: "Where do you see that I'm nervous?" I'm not nervous at all. ”

Shen Jingyun had already turned around and was concentrating on driving, and said with a smile: "If you are not nervous, why do you look like you are out of the world, don't you notice that your hands are a little trembling?" ”

My hands are shaking? I really don't know, I just wanted to say something, Shen Jingyun had already turned on the music in the carriage, it was a very soothing song, flowing slowly, but it really calmed my heart a lot.

"Actually, I know that you're not nervous, you should have a lot of things in your heart that you can't let go, right? But trust me, and you will come back safely. ”

I grabbed a point in Shen Jingyun's words and asked very stubbornly, "What about you?" ”

I'm afraid that Shen Jingyun would say something like this now, as if I would be safe, I would be fine, and then exclude himself. I'm like a kid who has to get a promise from Shen Jingyun to really feel at ease, even though I know that sometimes promises aren't very reliable in the face of powerful facts.

Shen Jingyun looked at me and said softly: "Of course I will do my best to keep myself alive, don't forget what you promised me, if Helian Cheng can let go of you, you will be with me." There's no way I'm going to give you up to Helian Cheng right away, so I'll live like an earthworm tenaciously. ”

I'm already speechless, if Helian Cheng knew that he was Shen Jingyun's biggest motivation, I don't know how to feel? But at this time, I didn't want to refute Shen Jingyun anything, so I asked funny: "Why is it like an earthworm?" ”

Shen Jingyun smiled "haha" and said, "Hearing you say this, you know that you were definitely not a person who liked to have close contact with insects when you were a child, don't you know earthworms?" The most tenacious. Cut the body into several pieces and it will still be alive. ”

Earthworm? Thinking of that soft appearance, I got goosebumps, and I felt why I was so cheap, and I wanted to discuss earthworms with Shen Jingyun?

But Shen Jingyun seemed to be very excited, and said while driving: "Don't worry, it shouldn't be so miserable, I won't become a ...... for a few paragraphs."

I felt that I was about to get angry, but Shen Jingyun continued unnoticed: "Because of my family, Lin Xiaoshuang, who is brave and witty, actually got Wang Yun's diary. ”

I originally wanted to rob Bai Shen Jingyun, who is from your family? But when he talked about Wang Yun's diary, I was slightly stunned.

It was a completely unexpected receipt, and I didn't even expect to get a copy of it. And that's what happened yesterday.

When Wang Lu stood in front of my door with a pale face, I never thought that what she sent me was Wang Yun's diary.

"No matter what kind of person my aunt is, I really respect her and love her sincerely, and the point that touches me with your words is that if my aunt is really guilty, I hope that I, who is alive, can pay for some of my sins. That's the biggest reason for me to do this, so I'm giving this thing to you, and I hope that if something really bad happens, you're the one who can stop it. ”

Wang Lu didn't enter the door, but just stood at the door and said these words to me, I always remember the tone of her voice, with a crying tone, her voice trembled slightly, and she also refused my invitation to let her come into the house and sit.

I didn't know it was a diary at the time, but I wondered why Wang Lu was so eager to find the door after talking to me on the phone, and I didn't expect her to find Huo Kai and ask for my phone number.

Under her strong attitude of refusing to enter the door, I could only take the things in her hand and ask, "What is this?" ”

She told me directly: "This is my aunt's diary, I just looked through a small part of it, and I didn't want to read it anymore." Because I know that I may not be able to accept what is going on, and if it weren't for the proof of you, I really wouldn't want to open that cabinet and take out this diary...... Because my aunt told me that she wanted me never to open that cupboard for the rest of my life, if she could. ”

Thinking of this, I unconsciously took the smallest travel bag, Wang Yun's diary was in it, yesterday because I was busy preparing luggage, until now I haven't had time to look through it.