Chapter 1 If you are small, your sense of existence will be low
Senior 3 (3) class.
Summer is just right, the class is quiet, and the students are drowsy.
Syllable~!
The slightly balding middle-aged male teacher slapped the blackboard suddenly, causing many students to tremble.
Immediately afterwards, the teacher said with a bitter face: "Students, cheer up and listen carefully, now you are in the third year of high school, and your future life, whether you are a Jackie Chan or an adult depends on this year, don't take it lightly, you know?" Let's take a look at this question, the required questions of the college entrance examination in previous years, I will remind it here, I love to remember it or not, but before I explain, can any of the students tell me how to do this question? ”
When the words fell, the needles in the classroom could be heard instantly, and the students looked at each other with their eyes, noses, noses, and hearts, for fear that the teacher would see them and get up to answer this question.
Seeing this, the teacher sighed with a disappointed face: "No one knows such a simple question, right?" You're really the worst I've ever had......"
The classmates pouted secretly, this sentence has long been outdated.
Unlike the disdain of his classmates, Fang Yu looked depressed at this time.
Teacher, I'm right in front of you, I'm holding my hand so high that I'm about to poke you in the eye! Can you look at me? Even if it's a glance......
When the teacher asked who would answer the question, Fang Yu raised his hand, and he was still sitting in front of the podium in the first row, right under the teacher's nose.
But in the face of Fang Yu, who wanted to poke his hand in his eyes, the teacher was like being blind, but he didn't see it!
Although Fang Yu had expected this, he still felt a bleak feeling in his heart.
It's not that the teacher has any opinions about him, it's not that he's too naughty, the teacher has given up on him, it's just that his sense of existence is too low, so low that people can ignore it when they are close at hand!
"Is there really no one who can answer this question? Forget it, I'll explain it to you, you must take good notes......" The teacher turned a blind eye to Fang Yu's gesture of raising his hand in front of him, and looked around the classroom twice, and sighed with a look of hatred.
"Teacher......!" Fang Yu really couldn't help it, and he stood up and shouted loudly among the silent teachers.
The bald teacher was stunned for a moment, his eyes focused on Fang Yu, and he realized Fang Yu's expression and said, "This classmate, do you have anything to do?" ”
"Teacher, I'm ......"
Before Fang Yu could finish speaking, he could answer the questions on the blackboard, and the teacher waved his hand to interrupt him and asked with a look of surprise: "Huh?" Who are you, classmate? How did you come to our class? ”
"Teacher Zhao, I'm Fang Yu, I've been in your class since my first year of high school, because I'm not easy for people to remember, so you specially put me under your nose, teacher, have you forgotten?" Fang Yu wanted to cry without tears.
The teacher muttered blankly on the spot, "Is there such a person as Fang Yu in our class?" Seems a little impressed? ”
"Fang what?"
"What Yu?"
"Fang Yu? I think I've heard it somewhere, so I don't remember it......"
The students looked at each other and had a small discussion about the name Fang Yu.
However, at this time, the bald teacher Zhao on the podium suddenly slapped the podium and roared: "Don't speak, what do you look like?" Do you still want classroom discipline? Now I'm going to show you this question on the blackboard......"
was interrupted by Mr. Zhao's angry roar, and the students shut up on the spot and behaved as good babies.
So Fang Yu was ignored by the gorgeous ......
The teacher forgot the student who stood up and seemed to say something, and the classmates also ignored the student who was still standing, the student behind who was blocked by Fang Yu, they subconsciously looked sideways at the blackboard and didn't seem to feel anything wrong, and the class returned to normal order......
Fang Yu opened his mouth and sat down with a sigh, his expression lonely on his face.
His academic performance is among the best, he looks sunny and handsome, and his family conditions are good, it stands to reason that this kind of life should be regarded as winning a lot of people in the future, but he has a strange disease!
Low presence!
This kind of strange disease is unheard of and unseen, and science can't explain it, it can be said that it is a miracle that Fang Yu can live to grow so big!
His presence has been low since he was a child.
When he was still in his mother's womb, he was eight months old before his mother realized that she was pregnant......
The days after his birth can be described as a handful of bitter tears and tears, his family conditions are good, and he hired three nannies to take care of him, and he also needs to cry heartbreakingly to remind others of his own existence, in order to avoid being starved to death!
As he grew up, his sense of presence became less and less proportionate.
Before he was 10 years old, his parents called the police at least 800 times specifically to find him, 90 percent of which were under his parents' noses, and many times his mother called the police behind his back to say that her son had lost his ......
Growing up, Fang Yu gradually discovered that something was wrong with him, and it was especially easy to be ignored, such as playing hide and seek with his friends, and others went home happily, he hid and was stunned that no one went to look for him, as if there was no one to play with him at all.
There were a few times when he didn't hand in his homework and the teacher didn't trouble him, if he borrowed money from his classmates, he forgot about it if he didn't mention his classmates, and what was even more excessive was that there were several times when the traffickers had kidnapped him, but the other party forgot about him when he bought a pack of cigarettes, or he was able to go home by looking for a police uncle, and his parents remembered after returning home, oh ~ I still have a son......
As he grew older, his sense of existence became lower and lower, Fang Yu went from being lonely, panicked, and scared at the beginning, to gradually numbness in the back, and finally until he was accustomed to facing it calmly, and his central acid journey was not enough for outsiders.
Although he seems to have been abandoned by the whole world, it seems that this is not bad, quietly and happy, he can only enlighten himself again and again.
However, after a long time, he also tried to integrate into the group and try to express himself, but it was in vain, no matter how outstanding his grades were and how handsome he looked, his sense of presence in the eyes of teachers, classmates and parents was getting lower and lower......
Three days ago, after Fang Yu's eighteenth birthday, he swore that his sense of existence would definitely fall to the lowest value: zero!
That is to say, even if he stands in front of a person at this time, if he does not take the initiative to attract the attention of the other party, the other party will completely subconsciously ignore it as if he does not exist, and there will be no such thing as what you look at you, and even if it attracts the attention of the other party, the other party will ignore himself again if he is slightly disturbed......
I'm a flesh-and-blood person, a living person, not transparent, why can't you notice me?
What went wrong?
Fang Yu has been thinking about this since he realized that he had a problem, and he has not understood it after thinking about it for more than ten years.
When he realized that his sense of existence had dropped to zero three days ago, Fang Yu boldly went to the big restaurant and ordered a large table of dishes, slapped his ass and left directly after eating, and he swaggered into the black casino and grabbed a handful of chips while people were not paying attention......
Overlord meal, black eats black, on the first day, Fang Yu did something similar to these two exciting things, originally he wanted to steal a bank or something, but after thinking about it, he still didn't have the courage......
However, the next day, trouble did not come to the door.
On the third day, he went to the restaurant to settle the bill, after all, it was just for experimentation, and it wasn't that much money, but when he checked out, he made the restaurant inexplicable, and Fang Yu threw the chips caught by the black casino into the river, which is not a good thing......
Therefore, the fact that the teachers and classmates in front of me 'don't take themselves seriously at all' is not a problem at all.
I'm so straight into the transparent me!
What's going on?
It is said that life is heavier than Mount Tai and lighter than the feather, I don't even have a sense of existence, and it is not lighter than the feather!
What is my life? Dust? Air?
If you hang up one day, no one in the world will remember you, and there will be no trace of your existence in the world...... Whenever he thought of this, Fang Yu, who was only eighteen years old, felt a burst of fear in his heart.
However, he didn't know how to change his situation.
If you really can't do it, do you want to use the strange illness that you don't have a sense of existence to do something vigorous? Is this better than being a transparent person for a lifetime?
Eighteen-year-old Fang Yu is already making various plans for his future life.
How else could it be? I don't have a sense of existence now, what is the future to talk about? It's boring to do anything.
Since the age of sixteen, parents need to ring every day, and only when they look at the memo on their mobile phones will they remember that they have a son......
When the bell rang for the end of class, the teacher with a dry mouth stopped lecturing, and the students rushed out of the teacher in a swarm, and school was out at noon.
Fang Yu was the last to go, no one greeted him, no one cared about him, for everyone, he was no different from the transparent one, there was no sense of existence at all.
The reason why he was the last to go was because everyone else treated him as if he didn't exist, and Fang Yu was afraid of being knocked to the ground by his frizzy classmates, which was an experience gained from countless lessons.
Leaving the school alone, carefully avoiding the crowd, crossing the street with fear, Fang Yu was relieved until he stepped into an apartment three hundred meters away from the school.
The sense of existence is zero, and the pedestrians and vehicles on the road will not care about themselves, and if they don't pay attention to being hit and killed in a corner, the corpse is expected to be long, and the grass will not be noticed!
It's been a good day......
Standing at the door, Fang Yu pondered for a moment, did the landlord forget to ask for rent for three months or five months?
Forget it, eat something first, and send it to him in person another day, it's not easy for people.
It is worth mentioning that Fang Yu has not lived with his parents since he was sixteen years old, and every time he goes home, his parents look at him like a stranger, and it is sad.
After eating something casually and lying on the bed for a morning break, Fang Yu stretched out a finger and pointed at the void in front of him, and then, the void rippled like the surface of the water.
"Over there, what could it be?" Fang Yu looked at the distorted void and muttered.
At this moment, he had a desperate urge to go 'over there' and have a look......