Someone said: "Hasn't Zhang Dong always cared for Lin Wenxi?" ”

"What's wrong?" Gu Xi asked Shu Xiaoman, who had been sitting closest to Lin Wenxi, but Shu Xiaoman just burst into tears, but he couldn't say why.

Chen Wanxin looked at Shu Xiaoman thoughtfully, surprised.

"Let him deal with it, it's all big men, let's not mix it up." Wang Zhengjuan immediately came up with a new game, similar to drumming and passing flowers, but shouting a piece of paper with his mouth and passing it to each other. There are a lot of beautiful women and handsome guys here, such a game of opposites attracting, the interest of a group of people is naturally mentioned again, and the waiter is called to clean up the table, and it is still noisy.

Shu Xiaoman stood up and wanted to walk out, but Zhang Anan grabbed her and shook her head slowly: "Tell me what happened." ”

Shu Xiaoman just refused, Zhang Anan grabbed Wang Xiang, whispered something, and glanced at Chen Wanxin from time to time, already knowing the probability.

"Oops, you're stupid!" Zhang Anan pushed Wang Xiang away.

Wang Xiang scratched his ears and returned to the wine bureau, muttering: "Stinky girl, obviously you didn't say anything... ”

Chen Wanxin hurriedly helped Wang Zhengjuan to stir up the atmosphere, ordered a dance music, and toasted a glass of wine, there was almost no shortage of wine, and the boys were so intoxicated that everyone forgot what had just happened for a while.

"I have to leave, help me find him, and contact me again." Zhang Dong said to Zhao Yuan on the phone.

"You can rest assured, he is my roommate, and I have the responsibility and obligation to be responsible for him." Zhao Yuan replied briefly, expecting that Lin Wenxi should not hide on campus, so he went to the nearby pedestrian bridge and looked around.

Zhang Dong got into the military car, and the driver looked at him and smiled: "Brother Dong, go out for a while, hang the lottery, don't be a horse being ridden, right?" ”

"Lao Luo, be showy, go to Mo Ye's to do business first." Zhang Dong said in a deep voice, wiping his forehead clean with a paper towel, and slowly pulling out some broken glass embedded in the flesh on the car mirror, as if nothing had happened, talking and laughing with the driver.

Zhao Yuan turned around like a headless fly for more than an hour, returned to the fountain square near the school, and sat on the edge of the fountain, which was originally lit up every night, dazzling to the late fountain, but today there was no music, and there was no water column, and there was still a unique moisture and coldness in the air after being moistened by water in winter, as if it had only stopped for a short time. Zhao Yuan let out a long breath and turned into a cloud of mist in the air.

"It's a pity, if that person hadn't gone to the music fountain just now to take a bath for more than half an hour, he wouldn't have stopped so early today." Someone muttered discontentedly beside him.

"In the winter, it's nerves, if you don't freeze to death, you will freeze to death." Someone chimed in.

Zhao Yuan felt a slight pain in his heart, imagining that a young man rushed into the fountain just now, standing there still, letting the cold water turn into rain and fall on his body, regardless of it. What's going on? He was in a hurry.

Lin Wenxi's phone was connected, and his voice was very cold.

"I'm in my dorm."

"I'll come back for you, don't run around." Zhao Yuan hurriedly said, he wanted to add something, but the phone had hung up.

Walking up the stairs, Zhao Yuan saw a line of very obvious water stains going up the steps, and at the end of the water stains was the 216 bedroom. Water stains fell from the bedroom door to Lin Wenxi's desk. Zhao Yuan saw a wet suit placed in the bucket again, and his eyes fell on Lin Wenxi who was lying on the bed. Under the blue thick velvet quilt, Lin Wenxi's wet head was covered, but the quilt trembled with his body. Zhao Yuan smelled a cloud of moisture in the bathroom, pushed open the door, and saw that the bathroom floor was already soaked, he reached out and twisted the sprinkler head of the water heater, which was cold to the bone. This idiot!

Zhao Yuan was a little angry, slowly sat on the side of Lin Wenxi's bed, ran to the supermarket downstairs, bought a box of ginger powder, soaked it in hot water, calmed down for a while, and patted Lin Wenxi's quilt.

"Wenxi, get up and drink the ginger tea, don't freeze."

Lin Wenxi lifted the quilt, his lips were a little purple from the cold, his lips were still trembling, and he said slowly: "Cinnamon, it's not for me, right?" Chen Wanxin also seemed to have a cold at that time. Then it was as if talking to himself: "I smelled the smell of fish in Chen Wanxin's tent that night, and lied to myself, next to the stove, there was fried fish for me." Why do you take my eyes as a sign and find them for me? ”

"Wenxi, what nonsense are you talking about." Zhao Yuan heard it in a fog, and he must Lin Wenxi drink ginger tea.

Lin Wenxi turned over the ginger tea and knocked over the cup, splashed the table, and suddenly got up to find his backpack, and took out a pair of pieces of paper from a tightly covered square box, on which were the pair of eyes he had drawn, looking at him fiercely at the moment, and there were two balls of blood left on it. Lin Wenxi's eyes were sour, and he actually felt that what came out of those eyes was blood and tears, and he was depressed in his heart, so he tore them to shreds casually.

Zhao Yuan was speechless, silently wiping the water stains on the table, Zheng Kai and Wang Xiang walked in full of alcohol, Gu Xi hurriedly ran to Lin Wenxi's bedside, holding him tightly with one hand, and couldn't help but help him.

Zheng Kai looked at the cup on the ground and the puddle of water on Lin Wenxi's table, and said loudly: "Wenxi, if you have any grievances, just say it, everyone will help!" Don't hold it in your heart, it's all inexplicable. ”

"Oh, there are always a few days a month for men, Brother Kai, you let him calm down." Wang Xiang laughed with him.

"Holy! He's got to the point of smashing people with beer bottles, and it's our instructor who smashes them! I'm afraid it's not like a few days a month, right? Wenxi, hurry up and say, don't panic. Zheng Kai was obviously a little drunk, and he talked more.

"Zheng Kai! Let him be quiet! Zhao Yuan said in a deep voice.

"Quiet fart! Nothing should be said to others, such a big thing, treat us as brothers... There should be ... Is there a problem? What's the matter with holding it like this! Zheng Kai sat on Wang Xiang's bed with a little shaking, he shook the dice to bet on points, and lost so much that he sighed that the world was declining, all of them had deep routines, and drank two or three dozen beers, and because he said the wrong thing, he was forced to pour two whole bottles of Lao Baigan, Rao is as massive as him, and some can't hold on. Maybe Zheng Kai happened to sit on Wang Xiang's belly, Wang Xiang hiccuped very hard and deeply, Zheng Kai suddenly got goosebumps, picked up the pillow and covered Wang Xiang, Wang Xiang scratched his limbs below, miserable.

"Brother Kai, you better wash and sleep, you can't say anything to people, do you want to tell everyone everything you have done since you were a child, are you willing?" Gu Xi couldn't help but pout.

"Yo hey, you kid, okay! If you are willing to listen, brother, I will tell you, come, talk about one night tonight! Zheng Kai pointed at Gu Xi and said.

Gu Xi couldn't help but feel a sudden beat in his heart, he couldn't wait to rush to Zheng Kai at this moment, no matter where he was, whether he drank too much or not, as long as he slept together for a night, as long as he said a night, he would be extremely willing. But seeing Lin Wenxi like this, he didn't have any idea.

Lin Wenxi was indeed asleep, the water of the fountain pool was cold to the bone, and the cold wind invaded all the way, and when he came back, he was still empowered by cold water, and suddenly got into the bed, Rao was cold all over, and because of the backlash of self-protection of his body, he quickly warmed up, and gradually his head began to be dizzy, and he soon fell asleep.

The cold in the cold wind that night, when blindfolded, there was a dead silence and a darkness that engulfed the desolation, so that I could not imagine what I was about to face, I did not know what that person was going to do to me, the suffocating panic and helplessness, as if I could no longer feel the arrival of tomorrow.

Until he was powerless to resist anymore, his body was hugged tightly, and his forehead, hair, and body were already covered with cold sweat.

No matter how helpless and heart-rending it is, it all turns into a muffled babbling, no one hears it, no one cares.

The man finally stopped, hugged himself tightly, and said sorry repeatedly.

People walk silently, like boundless alleys.

The clothes were well dressed, but it was as if they were naked in broad daylight.

Tearing off the blindfolded black cloth, still unable to see the light, he ran to the street in a panic, but did not see a single figure running away in a hurry, everyone seemed to be so serious, so hurried, neon disillusioned, broken and silent, a pot of abandoned flowers in the garbage can, trembling and struggling in the wind, tomorrow will be buried in the annihilation ruins of life.

I don't know how many times I've washed it crazy at home, but I still feel sticky between my thighs, and even in my sleep, I still feel sticky, and I haven't washed it for many years.

I will see you again in my lifetime, and I will die with you!

Time passed, the despair of the past had passed in the silence of the book and the ardent hopes of the parents, those secrets almost permanently sealed their mouths, never approached the living, only to fulfill the wishes of their parents, to fulfill the wishes of their parents, and when their parents were gone, they would also end their dirty everything - no, before it was all over, they must meet that person again.

I woke up in a dream, where is this another dream, it is clear that I just revisited everything in the past and uncovered the scars, but I couldn't take out the tumor that was once strong and could not be pulled out. Lin Wenxi woke up sweating profusely, his cheeks were cold, and the tears on his lips were sour. By the light of the sky outside the window, he saw a figure sitting quietly on the edge of his bed, sleeping with one hand on his head, Lin Wenxi was terrified in his heart, and exclaimed loudly: "Get out, get out!" Don't come here! ”

Zhao Yuan smiled slightly: "You woke up." It's okay, no one else is here, don't be afraid. Lin Wenxi fell asleep silently, and Zhao Yuan gently patted Lin Wenxi's arm through the quilt, and after a long time, his hand hung down.