Chapter 124: Suicide
The already hot afternoon made the room even more stuffy because of the closed doors and windows, and what made me feel even more depressed was the current difficult situation, I bit my lip and slowly spoke: "Father, I thought wrong, I can't move the Guogong family, and now the young lady of the Shen Guogong family has entered the palace, I'm afraid she will regard me as a thorn in the side." ”
He also frowned when he heard this, put down the teacup he picked up again, stared at me and asked, "Then why did you want to make a statement to the emperor and choose that Shen Qianning to enter the palace?" Without her, the emperor still cares about you, now that you have her, you have to take away some of the emperor's attention, your top priority now is to quickly submit to the emperor, and ask him to restore your posterior position is serious. ”
There was some hatred in his words, but I smiled bitterly, and I could feel the wound on my chest that was torn because I was holding the scar, and it hurt a little at this time, I put down the scar, and said casually: "I can't move the Guogong family, it doesn't mean that I can't move that Shen Qianning, father, you'd better tell the second lady to let them all go, it's better to hide away." ”
He was a good person, and he quickly understood what I meant, his eyes widened, and he looked out the window in fear, and after confirming that there was no one around, he asked in surprise: "Qianmo, do you know what you are talking about?" Pander to? If you do this, you will affect the entire year. ”
"Yes, so you hurry up and tell the second lady to leave."
"Are you crazy?"
Because of his anger, his voice was a few decibels higher, but he was afraid of eyeliner everywhere, so he deliberately lowered his voice, which made him grit his teeth, as if he wanted to strangle my thought alive in the cradle.
"Dad, I called you here to tell you this, I just want to inform you, you'd better arrange it as soon as possible."
I heard the rattling of his hand at the moment, and it seemed that he wanted to hammer my thoughts back into my mind at this moment, but the firmness in my eyes made him take a big step back slightly, and then took another big step, grabbed my arm, but touched my wound, I gritted my teeth and looked at him calmly.
"Why, you tell the Father? Yes? Why do you have to fight that Shen Qianning's idea? You tell the Father, what is the reason for your sacrifice so great? Do you mean you don't care about accidents? ”
I shook off his hand, didn't have the patience to listen to his inquiry, and didn't intend to reply to his question, so I clenched my hands and said, "Scar, I've already found someone to protect me." ”
He saw that I was imperative, and he also made up his mind and said: "My father will not help you, if you bear to think that the Nian family and the family have been slaughtered by the Guogong family, you can just do it so blisteringly." ”
"Dad, you have to do it if you don't do it, I don't care about anything anyway, but you care about your glory and your phase, so you are reluctant to go, right?"
This seems to have spoken to his heart, no wonder he didn't help me, it turned out to be for this position that is second to none, one person and ten thousand people.
That's right, he has been from a small household secretary to a prime minister for more than 20 years, and he will give up everything once he is willing to do so.
His face was a little dark, and he was embarrassed to be exposed, and he was silent for a while before he continued: "It's okay to say anything, there is only this one young lady in the Guogong family, the Shen family is powerful, the founding hero, and there is a gold medal for avoiding death, you are simply asking for your own death." ”
I smiled, and the smile made the young man look at me in disbelief as if he had seen a ghost.
He's right, I'm just going to die.
"Mo'er, you"
His words were sharply interrupted by me, and he flicked his sleeve robe mercilessly, and said loudly to see off the guest.
Nian Zhangyuan, who walked outside the Changchun Palace, was extremely uneasy, although he had some contradictions with this daughter before, but it was his own daughter, her words and deeds, her intentions, what she wanted to do, she could understand it after a little figurative thought.
It was because he understood that he felt frightened, he hadn't seen him for more than a year, this daughter was locked up in this Changchun Palace every day, it seemed that she was driven crazy by this gorgeous and majestic Changchun Palace, the former prince was better to her after becoming the emperor, and now the emperor forced her too tightly, he glanced at it roughly, there are more guards here than the Palace of Raising the Heart, is she already crazy, otherwise why would she be bent on death.
Why is she bent on death?
He still remembered the emperor's words in his mind, and went to the Yangxin Palace after leaving the Changchun Palace, but he hesitated for a long time, thinking about how to answer His Majesty's question later, and walked extremely slowly on the road, so slow that the eunuch took a few little eunuchs to find someone on the road, and when he saw the year in front, the eunuch's feet ran fast as if he was immediately oiled, and he arrived in front of the year after a while.
Walking on the edge of the flower garden, no one has heard his voice: "Ouch, my lord, the emperor is in a hurry, how can you still have time to enjoy the flowers in this imperial garden." ”
He squeezed his hand, immediately wiped the sadness on his face, and pulled a little smile on his face, but his heart was extremely heavy, and he was uneasy, and followed the eunuch to the Palace of Heart Cultivation.
"Niangniang, the eunuch met Xiangye in the Imperial Garden, and took Xiangye to the Heart Cultivation Palace."
When Ye Qing was talking back, I was cleaning the wound on my chest, and I just paused slightly, threw down the wet towel stained with blood, and said indifferently I know.
"Xiangye."
At this moment, there are only the emperor sitting high on the throne and the Xiangye who just came in in the empty heart cultivation hall, he squinted his eyes, and it took two hours, what did the father and daughter say, he was a little uneasy, he wanted to know every word that Qianmo said, he couldn't let her out of his control, and couldn't let her do something he didn't know.
At this moment, the sentence he shouted softly was especially obvious in this empty hall, and his tone was cold and impatient, which made Nian Xiang's heart even more flustered when he didn't know how to choose.
He gritted his teeth, knelt down, seemed to remember the matter of etiquette, and arched his hand and said a word of greeting to the emperor.
"I didn't come to you to ask you to say goodbye to me."
"Then dare to ask the emperor, what is the so-called matter of calling Weichen?"
Long Yuling was stunned for a moment, this year phase was obviously not cooperative, this information made him even more unhappy, slowly got up from the dragon chair, walked to the year phase, and looked at it carelessly, looking straight at Nian Zhangyuan's heart was worried, and his back was cold, but he still knelt there without moving, like a sculpture.
"It's okay, let's go back to the New Year."
After he said this, he left, leaving the young man alone and kneeling alone in the main hall, the emperor walked for a while, and the young minister got up and walked out.
Soon it was time for dinner, and I had just finished eating, and I was sitting on the freshly tied swing, holding a miscellaneous book in my hand, and I was reading it with taste.
Long Yuling had just had dinner from the Chunxi Palace to go back to the Yangxin Palace, passing by the Changchun Palace, stopped for a while, and then raised his feet and entered, and what he saw was a woman in white clothes sitting alone on the swing, holding a book in her hand, and her brows were slightly wrinkled, as if she had seen a bad plot, and she was sorry for the people in the book.
Her whole person was immersed in the afterglow of the sunset, the dusk Changchun Palace faded away from the afternoon heat, the wind rose at the moment, a little cool, she brushed her black hair blocking the book, white and slender fingers turned another page of the book, it seemed that she didn't see the person who had been looking at her.
"Qianmo."
"Huh?"
I raised my head slightly, saw that the emperor seemed to be a little displeased, quickly got up, put down the book in my hand, I wanted to smooth his frowning brows, so that he no longer had so many troubles, but I stretched out half of my hand and stopped there, and picked up a pastry in the fruit bowl, this series of actions made people look embarrassed, my face was a little red, but he sat in front of me loudly, staring at me and didn't know what he was looking at.
"Me, something on my face?"
I asked uncertainly, and scratched my paw on my face, did I just eat on my face, but let him grab my hand at once, and then I heard him say no.
"Your Majesty, what are you doing at this time?"
I squeezed my sweaty palm, wondering if my father had told the man in front of me everything I had told him in the afternoon, and asked uncertainly.
"Just now, when I was having dinner with Concubine Jing, she told me that she came to you today, but you didn't see her."
His words reminded me of the note that the man gave me today.
I withdrew my hand slightly, but found that I couldn't break free, there was no anger in his tone, no anger, nothing, and it was extremely flat.
I sneered and said slowly, "Didn't I let you be grounded in Changchun Palace?" How to go out and meet her. ”
"She's delivered everything to the door, why don't you see it?" His tone was as indifferent as water, but I seemed to feel that he seemed to be angry, licked his dry lips, organized his language, and asked rhetorically: "Does the emperor want me to see him?" ”
He really got angry, squeezed my wrist tightly, and pressed me against the pillar of the swing, full of rage, and asked in a hoarse voice: "You don't see her, what did you suggest I let her into the palace?" How? Do you feel that Changchun Palace has too much eyeliner and dare not do something? Or is there something you are secretly planning? ”
As he spoke, his warm fingertips rubbed against my face, sliding all the way down my neck, causing shivers to shiver.
At any moment, his big palm could break my neck at any moment, and I thought that if I said something to provoke him, he would be able to strangle me.
"I didn't do anything today, I was just in Changchun Palace, I didn't even step out of the door, I was doing everything according to your instructions, I didn't go out if you told me not to go out, I didn't go out, I did whatever you told me to do, I really didn't do anything."
After saying this, I didn't dare to look at him, I lowered my head, and my eyes dodged.
"Why are you hiding, why don't you dare to look at me?"
He clenched my jaw tightly, two fingers were very hard, I only felt that the bones of my jaw were going to be broken by him, the pain made me frown, I wanted to move away but couldn't move a bit, and I was angry, and yelled very simply: "Do you believe it or not, I didn't even go out of the door of Changchun Palace, what can I do, what should I do?" Long Yuling, don't use your suspicious heart to doubt everyone around you. ”