I shook my head and said, "Just give it to him now." It's not the time for me to let my emotions come to me, and I don't want it to torture my mind before it tortures my body. ”

"......Yes too," Lan Xian'er sighed after saying this, then pulled out a smile and said: "I really didn't expect you to kill him, you obviously love him so much, and it is recorded in our family chronicles that people with weak spirits are usually cautious and kind personalities, and will not participate in killing, and you are still the first kind of person I know who dares to kill." ”

I said, "Didn't you say you don't know anything about me?" ”

"I don't know, but my ancestors always come across it. However, your situation seems to be somewhat different from what is recorded in the family history. She sighed and said, "If I'm good enough, I'll be able to solve this problem...... I'm sorry. ”

I said, "If my situation has nothing to do with the carp, then I don't care, you don't have to blame yourself, you didn't invite you here for me." ”

"It doesn't seem to be relevant at the moment." Lan Xian'er looked ashamed and said, "Originally, I just felt that you had a feeling that was different from everyone else, which made me feel that your spirit must be different from ordinary people, so I cared about you very much later because your spirit was too special." But now I really want to help you, because these two times I know I was wrong. But you know...... It was a completely subconscious move that I couldn't control. Really, I'm sorry, really. She said as she bent over like a bent ham sausage.

I said, "It really doesn't matter, like you said, human nature is selfish, I don't care." ”

Lan Xian'er didn't rejoice because of this, but said, "You don't plan to forgive me for saying that. ”

I asked, "Why do you think that?" ”

"Normal people will blame, even if they want to forgive, it is only after venting their anger." Lan Xian'er said, "So you didn't forgive me. ”

I nodded and said, "But I'm not a normal person, you told me that my spirit is very different, and my thoughts are naturally different." ”

It's not so much that I didn't forgive her, but that my relationship with her was not enough to use the word "forgive".

Lan Xian'er didn't speak, just looked at me, looking quite aggrieved.

I said, "I can't think of anything else to ask you to answer for a while, I'm a little tired now, and I want to be by myself for a while." ”

Lan Xian'er nodded and said, "I won't take the initiative to tell Li Yu." ”

I asked, "What?" ”

"He's outside, and before I came in, he told me to be careful. He will definitely ask me when I go out, I am willing to keep my mouth shut, but you know ......" Lan Xian'er said distressedly: "I can't afford to fight, as long as he slaps me, I will do it all." But you must also know that he will definitely fan. ”

I said, "Then go to the door and call him in, and leave the door open so that I may hear." ”

Lan Xian'er looked a little embarrassed, but obviously there was no better way, so she went.

Her hands were still tied, so naturally she couldn't open the door. So I heard her make a noise with her head or feet, and there was a sound of the door opening, and Ah Yi's voice came, "Is it over?" ”

Lan Xian'er said, "She let Li Yu in." ”

"It's Young Master Li Yu." Ah Yi said, "You can't call him by his name. And that is our young grandmother, please call her with respect. ”

"Your young grandmother invites Young Master Li Yu in." Lan Xian'er said, "Is that so? ”

I didn't hear Ah Yi speak.

Needless to say, this must be what Li Yu meant. He didn't care about that before, not only me, but also himself.

It makes me think he's looking more and more like a big guy.

After that, Lan Xian'er said that I wanted Li Yu to come in, and then Ah Yi asked her to go out, but she said no.

After that, there was a sound of footsteps, and someone soon appeared in front of me, it was Li Yu.

I didn't wait for him to speak, and hurriedly said, "You let Lan Xian'er go, I'll tell you what you want to ask." ”

I thought Li Yu would bargain, but I didn't expect him to just say, "Okay." Then he turned his head to Ah Yi and said, "Send Miss Lan to rest." ”

Then he came to my bedside, sat down on the same chair he had just sat on, and said with concern, "Why is your face worse than just now?" Did she say something that made you sad? ”

Now when I see him, I still can't help but feel sad, in order to be able to finish the important things smoothly, so as to dispel his doubts, I try not to look at his face, only said: "Yesterday Lan Xian'er came over and said, "Yesterday, Lan Xian'er came over and ......said, "I first told Lan Xian'er about changing the spirit for Puto."

Li Yu said: "I already know this, I'm sorry, I didn't think about it yesterday." ”

I shook my head and said, "I'm not a child, I didn't arrange it yesterday." The point is later, the spirit in Puto's body that doesn't belong to it is yours, and it's in my body now. ”

Li Yu was really interested: "And then?" ”

I tried to be as concise as possible about what Lan Xian'er told me about the dismantling of his spirit, and when I saw that he had been silent, I asked, "Do you understand?" ”

Li Yu nodded, "In this way, I know why I have the feeling that my two parts are completely parallel." ”

I asked, "Do you think that's true?" ”

Li Yu said: "I think so. But you don't get to the point. ”

"That's the point." I said, "Now that your third piece is in my body, I can give it to you." Then, we'll see if you're complete. If not, keep looking, and if it's complete, then everyone will be happy. ”

Li Yu was also very happy and said: "That's right, as soon as this matter is resolved, the biggest trouble at the moment will be solved." ”

I asked, "The biggest trouble?" What other troubles do you have? ”

"Of course it's you, you see that your face is always so bad," Li Yu said this, his eyes were a little evasive, he held my hand, and said, "Actually, I ...... I want a baby. ”

I hurriedly said, "I can't give birth." ”

"I know that your current physical condition is not good." Li Yu said: "But I hope to think of a way. ”

I blurted out, "Even if I'm in good health, I don't want to give birth." ”

Li Yu was slightly stunned, "Why is this?" ”

Only then did I realize that I had lost my words, and I stumbled for a long time, saying, "I'm afraid of pain...... Seeing that he didn't speak, I thought it might be that my excuse was not strong enough, "Not only am I afraid of pain, but I am also afraid of death." Even if I give birth to a child safely, I still have to take care of and educate me, and I don't want to take care of others anymore. ”

I thought that Li Yu would lobby me, but I didn't expect him to hear this, and directly said, "Then forget it." ”

I couldn't help but look at him.

He smiled, "What kind of eyes are you looking at?" ”

I asked, "You promised so quickly?" ”

Li Yu said: "You are afraid of pain, this can be solved, but you are afraid of death, I can't guarantee that modern medicine has not yet developed to the point that you can be 100% immortal when you give birth to a child, I don't want to lie to you." As for care and education, you are his mother, you certainly can't completely get rid of it and give it to someone else, and I don't want my children to live like this. ”

I said, "You're right. ”

"So it's up to you, don't." He smiled and said, "In this way, as long as my problem is solved, we will only have to take care of your body." ”

I was a little uneasy, "Then what if your family wants you to have a baby?" You are an only child. ”

"I'll tell them I don't want to give birth." Li Yu said: "There are other relatives in the family, and there will always be people who want to give birth. ”

I looked at him, speechless.

I was very touched in my heart, because I could see that his words were not lying to me at this moment. But I knew it was all fake, because he was missing a vital memory.

It was because I didn't have this memory that I could hear these words. Otherwise, he would have thought differently.

Li Yu showed a puzzled expression and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"I can't believe it's true," I said, "I thought you'd say, then you go find a surrogate, I didn't expect you to agree so neatly." ”

Li Yu immediately laughed, stood up and bent over to hug my body, and said, "That's not going to cry, it scared me." He said, wiping his hand against my face.

No, I didn't cry because I was moved.

It's because I'm so sad.

In fact, my life has always been a tragedy, others use the word "happiness" and sadness to describe bad luck, but I am not, I don't have to be happy, I am happy and sad, I don't even have time to enjoy it with peace of mind.

I couldn't help crying all the time, crying all the time, at first Li Yu hugged me to comfort me, then stopped talking, just kept kissing my forehead.

But the gentler he was, the more sad I became.

None of this belongs to me, but it's so beautiful.

I couldn't stop crying by myself, the reason why I didn't cry was because Li Nuannuan came.

Also with her was Wu Jilang, both of them were dressed very casually, and it seemed that they were doing some activities unrelated to business, and judging from their expressions, both of them seemed to be in a good mood, especially Li Nuannuan, who swept away the temperament of the female devil on weekdays, but had a little bit of the gentle temperament of the bird in Li Yu's memory.

After the two of them came in and exchanged a few words, Wu Jilang said to me: "I'm sorry, I just happened to be on vacation for the past two days, so I couldn't come back in time to take care of you." ”

Li Nuannuan glanced at him, obviously very dissatisfied with his words for me, "You are a doctor, not a male maid, do you have to take care of her?" What's more, you are not the only doctor in the hospital, and vacation is also part of your job. ”

In particular, she emphasized the word "work".

Actually, objectively speaking, I also think that Wu Jilang's words are a bit ambiguous, but because it was Li Nuannuan who spoke, I still felt a little uncomfortable.

However, Li Yu said: "I asked him to take care of Jiayin, is there any problem?" ”

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