Chapter 182: There is no one who is inherently suitable
Xue Duyun's uninjured hand suddenly scooped me up, and while I lay down on the bed, he had already rolled over and pressed me under me.
His hands were on either side of my body, and the white gauze on his arms quickly soaked red.
"Your injuries." I exclaimed.
Xue Duyun didn't pay attention to it, just stared at me for a moment, his stubborn and profound eyes seemed to see me through.
"I'm not going to get a divorce, I don't agree." He said it firmly.
Seeing the blood stains on his wound continue to expand, I don't want to admit it, but the pain in my heart is so clear.
"Can you lie down? I refuse to communicate with you again. "I tried not to show that distress.
Xue Duyun pursed his lips and looked at me a little aggrieved.
"Yes, you can lie down with me."
He was like a child with a little stubbornness, and if I didn't agree to him, he would continue to maintain this position, and threaten me with the punishment of his own body, regardless of how much blood was shed from his wounds.
In the end, it was me who surrendered, and I reluctantly said, "Okay, but you can't do anything." ”
The corners of Xue Duyun's lips raised in a satisfied arc and nodded in agreement.
"I'll just hold you and promise not to move."
I lay down anyway, and he lay beside me and hugged me, in the most natural position he was used to.
I sighed as if I couldn't help him.
"Xue Duyun, don't you think? We don't fit. ”
Xue Duyun hugged me tightly, and the heat of the wine was in my neck when he spoke.
"There is no natural right person, love and marriage need to be constantly run-in."
I shook my head, "We've been running in for a long time, and I thought we could run in to a good state, but it turned out that it wasn't suitable." ”
"If I say it's appropriate, it's appropriate." He suddenly played a scoundrel.
I was so choked that I couldn't say anything for a while.
Then he pleaded and said, "Wife, don't be in a hurry to be disappointed in me, give me a few days, I'll give you a big surprise, I only need a few days, okay?" ”
I could only sigh silently.
In fact, I thought about it, this marriage with Xue Duyun is completely different from the marriage with He Xu.
At the end of the period with He Xu, I only hated him, but unlike Xue Duyun, he really treated me well, and also gave me happiness and joy, although it also brought me pressure and pain at the same time, but I didn't hate him, even if he made that choice that day, I didn't hate except for disappointment.
After all, he didn't marry me because he loved me, so he found that I was not the most important thing in his heart and there was nothing to blame, I didn't hate, I really wanted to get together with him.
It's just that......
Thinking of the child in my belly, my heart felt very desolate.
But at this time, I can't use the child to tie him down and influence his decision.
"Xue Duyun, many times there is really a gap between the ideal and the reality, even if the ideal is small, sometimes it is still too far away."
He rubbed his chin against my hair and said, "Don't be afraid of being far away, you go step by step in the direction of your dreams, and one day you will reach it." ”
I smiled wryly as I remembered something from the past.
"I remember when I used to go to school, Luoluo liked to eat soup dumplings from Linjia shop the most in the morning, but his family was very expensive, other people's buns sold for five cents a piece, and his family sold for two yuan a piece. Once Luoluo gave me one, and after I ate it, I found that the two-dollar bun was indeed different from the five-cent bun, so I always missed the taste. But that bun was a luxury for me at the time. At that time, my family was poor, and I couldn't wait to break every penny into two cents to spend, and it was impossible to spend two dollars to buy a bun. This is the case many times in life, thinking is one thing, reality is another. ”
Xue Duyun shook my fingers, "Wife, it was different then and now, now you have me." ”
However, I don't dare to rely on him too much anymore.
Xue Duyun took over the topic of steamed buns again and said, "This steamed bun is now on the market, it is made of a bun shop of a few square meters, at that time, he must not have expected him to be so big today." So dreams can be had, as long as you work hard, you can achieve them. ”
"I can't tell you." I said helplessly.
He chuckled, "Okay, don't think about everything so hard, what are your dreams, what is your desired life, these can be thought, we still have a long life, we can walk slowly without hurry, and one day we will reach your destination." ”
After that night, I didn't even think that I would be able to lie down and talk with him calmly, and it was incredible to think about it.
It is not known when the topic ended, and later he fell asleep.
I poked his forehead and it didn't burn anymore.
I almost lost sleep all night at Jiang Feng's house last night, and I was also sleepy at this time.
In the familiar room, the familiar bed, in the arms of familiar people, the feeling of steadfastness flooded me like a tide, I can no longer enjoy this steadfastness, afraid of indulging again, but I still can't bear the sleepiness in this steadfastness, and I fell asleep.
Later, I was awakened by the thunder, and subconsciously reached out to touch it, and the side was empty.
It was raining heavily outside, accompanied by thunder.
I got out of bed and walked out of the room, almost searched the entire villa, but I didn't find Xue Duyun.
When you open the door of the villa, you will be greeted by a moist coolness.
His car was not in the yard and he went out?
He's still injured, where will he go?
I pulled out my phone to make a call, but it rang upstairs.
Walking upstairs, I searched for the sound and found his phone under the pillow.
He didn't have his phone with him, which means that he should be out and will come back soon.
But he walked quietly, as if he was deliberately hiding from me.
He's like a mystery, a mystery I'll never understand.
I'm really tired of facing such a fan.
Outside, the rain was louder, and I walked out of the balcony.
Standing on the balcony, I felt the damp moisture rushing towards me, cool.
The rain at night is not clear, but you can tell how heavy it is by the sound alone.
I was more awake than ever at this moment.
I think back to a few months ago when I went to the hospital for a check-up, and I had a strong desire to have a baby.
Now that the child has finally arrived, it was not at the right time, so I didn't have the ecstasy I expected.
My hand slowly caressed my abdomen, and there were countless tangles in my heart.
Tell yourself secretly, give each other another chance, and give the child a chance to have fatherly love, one last chance.
After about half an hour, I finally heard the sound of the car.
I stood on the balcony and didn't move.
If I had been in the past, I would have run downstairs and opened the door to meet him.
But I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to be a woman who only has him in my life. It is very sad for a woman who has only men and only love in her life, and once she loses it, she loses everything.
"Shen Yu."
He probably saw that I wasn't there when he entered the room, and called me in a nervous voice.
I turned and walked into the house, and he breathed a sigh of relief, strode towards me, and took me into his arms with one hand.
His clothes were damp and his hair was a little damp.
"Wife, I thought you were gone." He didn't hide the panic in his tone.
"Where have you been with such heavy rain? The doctor said that the wound should not be wet. I said lightly.
He let go of me, and his handsome face began to smile.
"It didn't get wet, but the clothes outside were a little wet."
"You're injured, how do you drive?" I asked,
He still laughed, "You can do it with one hand, and besides, this little injury is nothing." ”
After saying that, he lifted the things in his hand.
"I'm going to buy this."
The handbag is prominently marked with the signboard of the Linjia shop.
"As long as you want, no matter how windy or rainy, I will help you make it happen." He said emotionally.
That's a beautiful one! I couldn't help but beat my heart faster.
He handed me the bag, "Taste it, it's still not what it tasted like back then." ”
I think he braved the wind and rain to buy it back, and I had to eat some.
But as soon as the juice of the bun spilled into my mouth, I couldn't help but spit it out into the trash can.
"What's wrong? Is it so unpalatable? Xue Duyun hurriedly handed me water and patted me on the back.
After I recovered, I hesitated and said, "I'm sick to my stomach." ”
"Then I'll take you to the hospital, right?"
I shook my head, "No. ”
Xue Duyun said, "If you don't want to eat, don't eat it, don't force it." ”
I looked at him and pointed to the buns.
"Then you eat, eat it all!"
He was stunned for a moment, and I said, "I bought it all the way back, and I can't waste it." ”
After a moment, he raised his lips and smiled, "Okay, I'll eat." ”
I went to wash up while he was eating, and when I came out of the bathroom, he really ate the buns.
I was about to go to the guest room to sleep, Xue Duyun stepped over a few steps and blocked the door, with a straight face.
"Just sleep here."
I was still husband and wife with him, and if I insisted too much and seemed hypocritical, I didn't say anything and got into the bed.
Xue Duyun can still finish brushing his teeth and washing his face with one hand.
I was facing inward, leaning on my side.
After a while, Xue Duyun came out of the bathroom, the quilt was lifted, the bed behind me sank, and then one arm naturally hugged me.
I didn't move, pretending to be asleep.
He seemed to be kissing my hair and slowly moved towards my earlobe, my face, the hand that was around me trying to straighten my body.
"I'm tired." I say.
He didn't go any further, he lay down behind me, fumbled for my hand to grasp, and then said reassuringly, "Sleep when you're tired." ”
Actually, I was really tired, but the thunderstorm was so loud that I couldn't sleep.
And the change in a certain part of him clearly tells me that he is restless, and I don't think he is asleep either.
When the doorbell rang, I didn't know what time it was, it rang very quickly.
Xue Duyun let go of the hand that was holding me, took out his mobile phone and turned on the access control system.
I rolled over and looked at his phone screen.
Although the person at the door was already drenched in soup, I still recognized it.
I got up and got out of bed one step faster than Xue Duyun and ran downstairs.
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