188 without me
It was a strange feeling, and at first, I felt as if I had slept for a while, but I don't know exactly how long that "moment" lasted.
Slowly, I felt nervous.
Yes, nothing happened, but I was just nervous.
The tension continued for a while before my eyes began to clear.
In front of me was the front windshield of a car, and in front of me was a road.
The left side of the road is rocky cliffs, the right side is empty, and not only that, but it is not straight, but curved – it is a winding mountain road.
And I could see the car's speedometer in my peripheral eye, which was already over 200 miles.
And the body I was in was very nervous.
Yes, actually, I thought it would be like this when I was just "forced" to sleep.
Although no one told me, and I couldn't see the mirror, I knew that this was Li Yu from my last experience.
Although the winding road in front of him was terrifying, and his nervous mood was unsettling, it was a memory after all, so I quickly calmed down.
However, even so, I still can't help but look at the speedometer from time to time, and sigh from the bottom of my heart, the Li Yu I know has really converged too much, at least he won't drive a car on such a dangerous road speeding.
Li Yu drove the car all the way to the top of the mountain, and there was no scenery along the way.
There are a number of luxury cars of all kinds gathered on this side of the mountain, and it seems that this is the end point.
When Li Yu slowed down and was about to stop, a black sports car drove out of the window, and the person inside beckoned to Li Yu, it was Meng Jiancong.
They stopped the car and then got out of the car.
I don't know Li Yu's expression, but I can still feel that he is still very nervous, and his mood is also very low.
Meng Jiancong got out of the car and walked over to Li Yu, and at the same time, a beautiful girl with a ponytail came out of his car, she had a face very similar to Qinglan, but Qinglan looked more pure, and she was more feminine.
I naturally understand that this is Qinglan's sister, and when I think of what Qinglan told me, I can't help but feel a little uncomfortable.
Meng Jiancong walked over and patted Li Yu on the shoulder and said, "Don't drive again." ”
Now he was facing me, and I could see his face.
Although his facial features have not changed much from now, the spirit of the whole person is very different. In this memory, he seems to be high-spirited and a complete prodigal son.
Li Yu said dejectedly: "What else can I do if I don't drive?" ”
"Go find her." Meng Jiancong said: "Ask clearly, explain clearly." ”
Although I don't know what happened, I also know that that "she" is definitely not me, and most likely it is Li Nuannuan.
Thinking of this, my "heart" began to throb again, what kind of sin have I created? I didn't even want to hear it, but I had to see it with my own eyes.
Li Yu said: "When I asked her, she would only cry and refuse to explain to me. ”
"Then don't ask." Meng Jiancong said: "Look at what she has done. ”
I think of Li Nuannuan's attitude last time, I think she likes Li Yu, but she doesn't seem to be willing to give him a clear answer, and she has always had an ambiguous attitude. It really makes me hard to believe that this is the same person as Li Nuannuan who mocked me in the hospital before.
Li Yu didn't say much, was silent for a while, and got into the car.
This time he was more nervous, although he drove slowly.
After descending the mountain, the car gradually drove into the city.
At first, I didn't know where he was going, but it wasn't long before I found out that he was going to Li Nuannuan's private house. Coincidentally, I also know this route, because I have been living in that house for a few days.
Even though the furniture has all been changed, I still feel awkward.
The closer I got to Li Nuannuan's residence, the more intense Li Yu's nervousness became, and I could even feel that he was constantly thinking about something in his heart, and I thought he was most likely struggling with what to say after meeting her.
Li Yu didn't rush in directly like last time, but pulled over and parked outside Li Nuannuan's garden.
It's right in front of one of the windows of the house, and if I'm not mistaken, it's the direction of the kitchen, and the only one that can see the main road outside directly from the window, the rest of the windows only look out into the garden.
At this time, the kitchen is lit up, and people can be seen moving.
And just in front of Li Yu's car, there was another car parked.
Looking at the price of this car, it should not be high, it belongs to the very civilian type. And the parking spaces in front of the nearest neighbors are empty, so I have reason to think that this car is a guest of Li Nuannuan's house.
Li Yu seemed to be waiting for something, he didn't get out of the car, and the engine was turned off, he occasionally looked at the car, but more often, at the window with the lights on.
I was so bored that I memorized the license plate number of the car.
Li Yu waited from the afternoon to the evening, from the evening to the night, and finally from the evening to the early morning.
The lights in Li Nuannuan's kitchen have been off for a long time, and from this angle, I can't see whether the lights in other rooms are on, and I don't know what Li Yu is waiting for. If he was afraid of disturbing her, why didn't he go there when it was still bright?
I think that in fact, people will selectively forget some unimportant things, and this situation may also happen in the concept of spirit, that is, the things that exist in Li Yu's spirit should be very important events.
Finally, when the sky was getting blue, Li Nuannuan's door opened.
In a surprising scene, a tall, thin figure appeared first.
I didn't have to look at my face to know that it was Luo Rin.
At the same time, I felt Li Yu's body tense and his fingers clenched into fists. The last memory made me feel his extreme happiness, and in this moment, I felt his extreme anger.
Immediately afterwards, another figure came out of it, it was Li Nuannuan.
The two of them stood still at the door, not knowing what they were talking about, the expression on Li Nuannuan's face was very happy, and as she spoke, she threw herself into his arms.
Luo Rin also kissed it, and the two of them were very sticky and entangled.
I felt Li Yu's anger like a rocket full of fuel, and in an instant, a raging fire broke through the sky.
I felt it dangling in front of my eyes, and then I realized that it was him who had rushed out of the car. At one point, I instinctively wanted to hold him, only to remember that it was just a memory, and I was useless.
But Rao is like this, I still feel very nervous, because Li Yu's anger is so strong, I can't help but feel worried.
Next, Li Yu rushed over without hesitation, pulled Li Nuannuan away, and kicked Luo Rin down before they could all come back to their senses. I only felt that Li Yu's hand was moving, but I didn't react until I saw that thing, it was Mucang!
At this moment, Luo Rin fell to the ground, and the wooden warehouse in Li Yu's hand pointed at his head. Probably because I was using Li Yu's eyes, I could be sure that he had aimed at Luo Rin's eyebrows, and I could also feel the uncontrollable killing intent in his heart.
Frankly, I'm worried, but I'm really jealous.
I remembered that I was also made difficult by Li Yu because I liked Luo Rin, and was even imprisoned in the punishment room for mental torture. If it was because he loved me, I might feel better than I do now.
But I'm afraid all this is because of Li Nuannuan, because Li Nuannuan did this, and even if Li Nuannuan's stand-in didn't do it, he would overreact.
This feeling of "without me" is terrible.
Li Nuannuan reacted quickly, she ran over to block between Li Yu and Luo Rin, and asked in a panic, "Carp?" Why are you here? ”
Li Yu didn't speak, but I could feel that the anxiety and anger in his heart were no less, and they were intensifying.
Li Nuannuan didn't speak, just looked at him innocently, as if there was nothing wrong with what she had just done, it was very natural.
After a while, Li Yu opened his mouth, "Get out of the way." ”
His tone was calm, but only I could clearly feel that he was about to open the wooden warehouse, and even the hand holding the wooden warehouse was trembling.
Li Nuannuan seemed to deliberately provoke him, but instead opened his arms and made a scarecrow posture, "You put away the wooden warehouse!" ”
"I told you to get out of the way." Li Yu repeated it again, I don't know if Li Nuannuan heard it, his voice was already trembling.
Li Nuannuan turned his face blank, his expression became serious, and said, "I won't let it go, you can open a wooden warehouse for me." ”
Li Yu only looked directly into her eyes at this time, and he seemed to have been a little afraid to look at her directly, always staring at her shoulder.
Li Nuannuan's gaze is very firm, and she finally has a bit of a female devil's taste.
Obviously, Li Yu was also affected by her gaze, and his mood calmed down a lot, and said, "What were you doing last night?" ”
"Just as you think." Li Nuannuan said seriously: "I'm sorry, carp, I've always just treated you as family." ”
I thought to myself, when I was a family, why didn't she refuse last time? Li Yu clearly did not lose his mind last time, and with what I know about him, he is not an extreme person.
Sure enough, Li Yu asked the same words as me, "Then why are you still with me?" ”
Li Nuannuan bit her lip and showed a very helpless expression, "I...... I thought I could. ”
Li Yu did not speak.
His mood was calming down, because he was sad at the moment.
Li Nuannuan continued: "Carp...... Sister I'm sorry for you, if it weren't for me, Mom and Dad would be yours alone, and they would take care of you whenever they were free, instead of worrying about my feelings and dedicating most of their energy to taking care of me. I've always felt sorry for you. ”
Li Yu still didn't speak, I think it's because he is so sad, this sadness even makes me feel breathless.
But I couldn't help but think, did he feel so sorry for me?
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