Chapter 195: Bold
I nodded, and then I saw Nina go and open the door, and after she opened the door, she asked a hand outside the door to be pulled away, and I heard King Chen say very quickly: "Your Majesty, let's take our leave first."
I hooked my lips interestingly, I was in such a hurry to run, because this dragon jade spirit was a man-eating monster.
"What are you doing so fast, I haven't finished talking to my mother?"
Nina broke free of her hand and muttered discontentedly.
After all, he still followed King Chen out of the palace gate.
"Mo'er, come, while it's hot, it's cold if you put it again,"
He sat down on the edge of my bed at once, and his tone was very soft, I looked up at his blue eyes, and thought of what had just happened, and lowered my eyes very quickly, and my eyes were red, I have never been so reluctant to bear this man in front of me as I am now.
"Mo'er, what's wrong with you? Is the wound painful again? It's all my fault, you're okay, you can torture me however you want, really. ”
He didn't seem to know what to say, his words were a little incoherent, he put aside the bowl of medicinal food he was holding, and quickly wiped away the tears from the corner of my eyes with his hands, but I just couldn't help myself, my eyes were full of tears, menacing, full of thoughts about him lying in the coffin when he was only six years old, so closed in the dark, suffocating, desperate.
I finally understood why he was so suspicious, so sensitive, and on weekdays, because my words were not right, the situation changed in an instant, I suddenly raised my hand and touched his face, and asked quite slowly: "Long Yuling, do you love me?" ”
He seemed to be stunned when he heard this, and nodded very sharply, but his excitement did not last for a second, he suddenly lowered his head, gently touched the arm on my hand, and said very guiltily: "But, Mo'er, my love can only hurt you." ”
"I know my suspicion makes you sad, and now I hurt you, Mo'er, my heart is no less sad than yours,"
The last time I asked him if he loved me, I asked him to let me out of the palace, and this time I asked him again, but I still asked him to let me out of the palace.
"Since you love me, can you let me go?"
His movements paused suddenly, but he didn't get angry, he didn't question, he didn't ask anything, just like me a few days ago, Gujing Wubo was just like that, his eyes were full of pain, but there was a huge question in his eyes, but he didn't ask.
I know he's blaming me.
"Where are you going?"
His tone was very steady, without a trace of annoyance, and he sent another spoonful of medicinal food to my lips.
I furrowed my brow suspiciously, didn't Nina say that this person's illness would get worse and worse? Why is it unusual, when I think of this, I coughed, and said in a low tone: "I'm going to worship my mother,"
The appearance of my mother has long been blurred in my mind, I have not had the love of my mother since I was a child, if it weren't for Xiangye, maybe I might not be able to survive safely under Zhao Chunan's hands, but I always blame him, I was a little choked up when I thought of this, and lowered my head with red eyes.
He seemed to be stunned, his hand holding the medicinal food trembled, the bowl fell down with a bang, the soup splashed on the back of my hand, the empty bowl rolled on the ground twice, and stopped at his feet, he seemed to be in a hurry, looked at the empty bowl, and looked at my hand embarrassedly, and asked anxiously: "That, is it hot?" ”
"It's not hot,"
Seeing him so flustered, I smiled at him and said, "I'm hurting my hands and feet now, and I don't know when I'll get better, but in a few days it will be my mother's sacrifice day."
"Let's see if the recovery is good, if the recovery is fast, I will take you out of the palace on that day, okay?"
He didn't call anyone in to clean up, as if he didn't like the presence of others when he talked to me, and waved his hand to tell the eunuch who was about to come in to retreat again.
I nodded, and said in the same tone he had questioned me earlier, rather seriously, "I think you forgot what I said earlier?" Dare to hide such a big thing from me, Long Yuling, are you not small? ”
I may be pretending to be too similar, the bowl that Long Yuling just picked up fell to the ground with a bang, this time the bowl was broken directly, and there was a crisp sound, he walked over very quickly, and asked very seriously: "Mo'er, how good is this, I have been very bold recently, and I have hidden a lot of things from you, which one are you referring to?" ”
As soon as I pulled the corners of my lips, as soon as I heard this, I knew that he had seen through my trick, squinted his eyes and gritted his teeth and said, "Wait, wait until I'm ready to clean you up." ”
"Ask for cleanup, ask for advice,"
He suddenly smiled bewitchingly, this person is like this, he gave a little good and brought his whole face over.
"Then Nina looked at the thin arms and legs, and she didn't have enough skills at first glance, how dare you take such a big risk to do such a dangerous thing?"
I was not as optimistic as he thought, but he suddenly became serious, with a hint of joy on his face, and held my face with both hands very seriously, and then the whole face came over shamelessly
Just when I thought he was going to kiss him, he stopped and said very seriously: "Mo'er, for you, I am willing to take any risk, but this matter is not thoughtful for me, I have been able to control it well, but I don't know why, when I think of you, I feel sad,"
I pursed my lips slightly, and asked slowly: "I listened to your words, and I obediently brought marks in Changchun Palace, and I didn't cause trouble for you, and I didn't have the intention of insisting on leaving the palace before, why are you still sad?" ”
When he mentioned this, he was aggrieved first, and he didn't look at my face like he did just now, so he quickly sat on the other side, and said aggrievedly: "The rumors in the palace have spread like that, and you don't come to me, so it can be seen that you don't have me in your heart; And for something as big as the post-sealing ceremony, you don't just ask, you obviously don't want to accompany me?"
As soon as I heard this, I was very angry, and I smiled helplessly and said: "It's that you didn't tell me, that Nina is the one who wants to marry King Chen, it's you who don't care about the outside things in the Heart Cultivation Hall all day long, and even the Sealing Ceremony asks me to ask, so what do you want the emperor to do, besides, I haven't been wronged, you and that Nina are in the Heart Cultivation Palace all day long, this is always a fact, right?" ”
My questioning left him speechless, and he looked up and saw the eunuch holding a bowl of medicine at the door, and he frowned and said, "Come in,"
With this sentence coming in, there was a trace of bitter smell wafting in the air, I pursed my thin lips, this medicine smelled bitter before it came in, what does this medicine look like if it is bitter?
"It's okay, I'll feed you,"
He seemed to have a mind-reading skill at the moment, and he saw through this little idea in my heart, so he naturally took the medicine, and then took a sip of his own and was about to pour it into my mouth.
I dodged for a moment, pointing my finger at the several people standing behind him.
"All go out, go out, go out,"
After he said this, he saw Ye Qing coming over with the imperial doctor, and he didn't care if there were other people here, so he immediately put his lips over and forcibly poured the medicine into my mouth.
"Oh you,"
"Well, there are two more sips, and you can see a doctor after drinking."
After he said this, he made a gesture to drink medicine again, I hurriedly pulled the other side of the bowl with my right hand, glanced at those people with a red face and embarrassment, and then looked at Long Yuling and said softly: "I, I'll just come by myself,"
He didn't insist, and even gave up his position and told the imperial doctor to kneel down in front of the bed.
The process of changing the dressing was really painful, and I looked at Long Yuling with reproachful eyes, thinking in my heart how to calculate this account in the future.
I didn't suffer such pain and grievances in vain, I squinted, and my mind was thinking about how to make up for this pain from his body in the future, so that I could feel a little more at ease.
When I think about it, I don't even feel that the wound is so painful.
I glanced at my ankle slightly, bruised and swollen, I pursed my lips, raised my head, caught Long Yuling's gaze that had not yet been dodged, and asked slowly: "Imperial Doctor, how is the foot injury in this palace?" ”
The hand of the imperial physician who was removing the gauze shook violently, and the white bandage was stained with a lot of blood and the black ointment, and there was a sharp pain when it was torn off from the most fleshy place, just like that day.
I shuddered suddenly, the gauze was removed, and I saw the bloody hole in my ankle, small but still bleeding slowly.
It hurts, but my heart hurts even more, I don't even need to look at the embarrassed and trembling expression of the Imperial Doctor, I don't need to look at the Imperial Doctor's slightly trembling hands at the moment, I don't have to wait for the Imperial Doctor to answer my question with careful language, I raised my head and swept around carelessly, and all the people everywhere I passed lowered their heads tacitly, even Long Yuling was no exception.
I pursed my thin lips, and I could tell from their expressions that my feet were almost useless.
Gong E wanted to come over and wash off the residual powder from the wound, but the man who had been sitting on the edge of the bed squatted there at the moment, reached out and picked up the towel and stirred the basin of water, and slowly helped me clean it.
I didn't say anything, and I didn't say anything about the wounds I had on my body, but he was just guilty.
In fact, he is very bad for doing this, after all, he is the emperor of the Ninety-Five Supreme,
But if he doesn't want to do it, it is estimated that the breath in his heart will not be able to get out, and he will probably find someone to pour out his anger.
The wound washed quickly, and it was very clean, Xu I just went out of my mind, I didn't feel much pain, and when it hurt again, it was the beginning of the moment, but it was already carried over, and now this is really not worth the beginning.
He and the imperial doctor had a tacit understanding of cooperation, and the atmosphere in the room was too depressing, so he glanced at him and asked teasingly, "Why are you so skilled?" ”