Chapter 16: Becoming a Father for the First Time
"Big brother, aren't you afraid that I will really eat inside and out, ungrateful?"
"If the other party is you Si Shao, I am willing to suffer losses and lose my interests."
Si Shao suddenly lost his words, and his dissatisfaction with Nangong Mo also dissipated at this moment, although Nangong Mo didn't say it, but for the good of everyone in Beijiuxing, it was for sure, he was still like that, he never did it and didn't say it.
"Big brother, what the hell have you been doing after disappearing for so long?"
"The last mission before the resignation of the Intelligence Bureau is out of the mission."
"Then, is Yi Xiaosi really alive?"
"Alive." Nangong Mo nodded, leaned over and picked up a bottle of wine on the table and drank it directly with his head up, seeing this, Si Shao also picked up a bottle of wine and drank it with Nangong Mo, and Yu Guang glanced at the abrupt look on Nangong Mo's face and sighed in his heart.
"But I can't find her." Nangong Mo put the wine bottle on the table after drinking, took a deep breath, and said in a slight tone, "I've been looking for half a year, but I can't find it, and I'm very depressed." ”
"That'...... Those two children ......"
"I like it very much, but when I see them, I think of her, and if I can't find her for a day, I can't be at ease for a day, and I don't dare to let myself live well."
Si Shao could feel the discomfort and depression in Nangong Mo's heart, he could feel the forbearance that Nangong Mo knew that Yi Lip was killed and forced him to calm down and end the Skynet operation, and forced himself to live like a nobody, now that he knew that Yi Lip was still alive, but he couldn't find anyone, how anxious and sad he should be in his heart.
Nangong Mo has never been a person who goes back on his word, and now it is really difficult for him to run away for Yi Yi to accept the mission of the Intelligence Bureau again.
Si Shao didn't answer, Nangong Mo didn't speak, the two of them drank by themselves, bottle after bottle, and at eleven o'clock in the evening, the two of them forced themselves to stand firm and left from Emgrand Nandu.
The two went back to the old house, Shu Shi was still waiting in the living room, a smell of wine came to her face, and when she raised her eyes, she saw their brother coming in from outside, Shu Shi sighed and shouted to Chen's mother in the kitchen: "Chen's mother, please cook two bowls of sobering soup."
Nangong Mo and Si Shao walked around Shu Shi one after another and lay on the sofa in the living room, Shu Shi turned around and walked to them and asked, "How much wine have you drunk?" In Shu Shi's impression, both of them drank very well.
Nangong Mo closed his eyes and didn't answer, Si Shao opened his drunken eyes and watched Shu Shi take a bath, leaned back on the sofa, stretched out his hand and pinched his eyebrows, and said with a sigh: "Mom, I didn't drink much, you go to sleep quickly, don't worry about us." Did Xiao Chi sleep with Yiren? ”
"I fell asleep at ten o'clock." Shu Shi replied when she heard this, sighed again when she thought of the two children, and continued: "These two children are not in front of their mothers at such a young age, and they can't drink breast milk, it's really ......."
Nangong Mo opened his eyes when he heard this, and interrupted Shu Shi's words tiredly: "I didn't drink breast milk for a few days when I was a child, haven't I grown so big?"
Shu Shi heard that there was guilt on her face, she had insufficient milk when she first gave birth to Nangong Mo, and she had no milk because of postpartum depression during confinement, and when she could feed Nangong Mo, Nangong Mo was already holding the bottle and not letting go, and she refused to drink breast milk, she had always felt guilty about this matter.
"Mom, big brother doesn't mean anything else." Si Shao saw that Shu Shi's face was not good, and he was relieved, "If Yi Yi can take the child with him, he won't send it back, don't think about it, you go to rest early." ”
Nangong Mo also felt that the words he blurted out hurt Shu Shi's heart, and he closed his eyes and sighed lightly at the moment: "Mom, I don't mean anything else." As he spoke, he felt that his explanation was a little weak, and instead asked Shu Shi to rest, "Mom, you should go and rest early." ”
Shu Shi moved her mouth, seeing that Nangong Mo looked tired and obviously didn't want to say more, she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, so she simply turned around and went to the kitchen.
Si Shao saw Shu Shi go to the kitchen, looked at Nangong Mo and said angrily: "Big brother, if you are in a bad mood, you won't be scared when you see someone, and this matter is not your mother's fault."
"I know." Nangong Mo replied with a light sigh.
Mother Chen saw Shu Shi seeing the kitchen, and asked suspiciously: "Why did you come in, the decanting soup is almost ready, you go to rest early."
"Mother Chen, I'll come, you go and rest." Shu Shi said that she was about to take the soup spoon in Chen's mother's hand, but Chen's mother reached out and gently pushed her hand away and said, "It's good for me to come, I'll come."
Mother Chen said and saw that Shu Shi's mood was not high, and asked again: "The eldest young master didn't mean to say that, he didn't feel good in his heart, you, take care of it, ah."
"I didn't take it to heart." Shu Shi stood aside with his left hand holding his right arm, and said in a slight tone: "I just feel sorry for Mo'er, he had many disasters when he was a child, and he grew up in Mingcheng, and he took on so many responsibilities when he grew up, but he didn't get God's kindness......"
Seeing Shu Shi's eyes down, Chen's tone became more and more sad, and even choked up, her heart was also sour, she reached out and put her hand on Shu Shi's shoulder and pressed it hard to persuade: "It's not your fault, don't go to your heart, it's all over."
Shu Shi raised her hand to wipe the wetness from the corners of her eyes, smiled, sighed with a smile, and said, "It's all over, when Xiaosi comes back, the family is better than anything else."
"Miss Yi Si hasn't heard from you yet?"
"Nope." Shu Shi shook her head, "I will always find it." ”
"Hmm. You'll always find it. Chen's mother whispered a word of relief, saw that the time was up, turned off the fire, poured out the decanting soup in the pot into two bowls, and went out with Shu Shi with a bowl of decanting soup.
Si Shao saw Shu Shi put the decanting soup in front of him, endured the headache and sat up straight, and saw Shu Shi take the decanting soup in Chen's mother's hand and put it in front of Nangong Mo.
Shu Shi waved at Chen's mother, and Chen's mother went back to the room. Shu Shi pointed to the sobering soup on the table and said to the two brothers: "You drink the sobering soup, go upstairs to take a hot bath, have a good rest, tomorrow your father and I plan to go to Mingcheng."
Si Shao nodded, Shu Shi and Nangong Yun would go to Mingcheng Shu's house every year on the second day of the Lunar New Year, and they would also go to sweep the graves of their parents and brother, and there would be no exception this year. In the past, almost all of them were brothers who accompanied them, but in the past two years, because there were more things, only Nangong Ze went.
Nangong Mo sat up straight, picked up the sobering soup in front of him and blew it, and after drinking it slowly, he looked at Shu Shi and said, "I will accompany you and Dad to have a look tomorrow, and Ah Shao will stay and watch the house."
Si Shao nodded when he heard this, and drank the sobering soup while blowing. The corners of Shu Shi's mouth opened up the suppressed smile and nodded again and again: "Okay, I'll go up and talk to your dad later."
Shu Shi saw that Nangong Mo didn't ask about the child at all, and said one more sentence: "Xiao Chi and Yiren are in the room where Xiao Si lived before, and they ...... tonight."
"Go to sleep, I'll keep watch over them tonight." Nangong Mo stood up as he spoke, drank the sobering soup, and the whole person was already a lot more sober, and he walked quite steadily.
Shu Shi and Si Shao glanced at each other, Si Shao knew that Shu Shi was worried that Nangong Mo was too calm, so he shook his head at her and signaled that Nangong Mo was fine. Shu Shi moved her mouth, Si Shao knew what she was going to ask, so she grabbed Bai first, and said, "Mom, the eldest brother likes Xiao Chi and Yiren very much, he just feels guilty about Yi's lips and behaves a little blandly."
"He never said anything when he felt bad." Shu Shi's eyes were moist when she heard this, and she sighed and said sadly: "This has disappeared silently for more than half a year, and it is still that tepid when I come back." I'm worried he's going to get sick. ”
Si Shao stood up, patted Shu Shi's shoulder comfortingly, and comforted: "Mom, don't worry about big brother, he will adjust himself well." You go to bed early, and you have to go to Mingcheng early tomorrow. ”
Si Shao accompanied Shu Shi upstairs, and the two stayed at the door of Yi's room before for a long time and still didn't knock, and went back to their rooms.
Nangong Mo, who had just taken a bath in the house, sat on the carpet, wearing a light gray bathrobe, the whole person looked very tired and quiet, he put one hand on the edge of the crib, and brushed the sleeping child's face with the other, and sighed in his heart that this must be a daughter, and when he fell asleep, he was particularly like Yi Lip.
There was a noise in the crib next to him, Nangong Chi kept swinging his hands to get up, but he couldn't turn over, he seemed to know that Nangong Mo was in this room, babbling and babbling words that he didn't understand.
Nangong Mo got up and walked around to the other crib, looked at Nangong Chi looking at him calmly with a pair of big eyes, stretched out his hands towards him, and babbled monosyllabic words in his mouth, ba...... ba……
Nangong Mo couldn't hear what he was muttering clearly, but he read from his eyes that Nangong Chi wanted to be close to him, so he reached out to Nangong Chi, Nangong Chi grabbed a finger from him and didn't let go, Nangong Mo sat down with a bent body, and put his hands on Nangong Chi's arm to make him stand up.
Nangong Mo looked at Nangong Chi and said softly: "Boy, do you know who I am?"
Nangong Chi waved his hands, reached out to touch Nangong Mo's face, the corners of his mouth pulled a smile, his smiling body shook twice, and he was about to pounce outside the stroller, Nangong Mo took him out of the circle and put him in his arms. Feeling the soft lump in his arms, Nangong Mo's excitement of becoming a father came a little hindsightly, and he suddenly felt an irrepressible excitement gushing out of his heart and appearing on his face.
Nangong Mo and his son stared at each other without blinking, he looked at the child in front of him as if he saw himself when he was a child, he always didn't believe others when he was a child, and now he believed it.
He wanted to take out the photo of himself when he was a child and take a good look at it to see if the kid in front of him was very similar to him when he was a child. After coaxing for a long time, Nangong Chi didn't sleep, he felt a little helpless.
"Good boy, hurry up and go to bed, I have to accompany your grandparents to the field tomorrow." Nangong Mo coaxed, the person in his arms seemed to understand his words and shook his head, grabbed his bathrobe and didn't let go, a pair of eyes widened.
Nangong Mo seemed to understand what he meant, and after watching it for a while, he asked, "Don't you want me to go?" Want me to stay with you? ”
Nangong Chi began to babble again, the hand holding Nangong Mo's bathrobe was released, and he began to dance excitedly, Nangong Mo sighed helplessly, and said in his heart, why is this kid so stupid, he is not afraid to sell him?