I didn't expect Shen Jingyun to say such a sentence to me, and his gaze was clearly so cold before that.

Despite all the restraint I was already trying, a mist was cast in front of my eyes, and I tried to breathe deeply, not wanting to shed tears.

If you cry now, won't everything before become a joke? I don't want to be a dragger, and in a relationship, some things can't be forgiven. It's not that I'm stubborn and don't know how to be flexible, but I can't get over the hurdles in my heart, and then I am together, for two people, it's okay when there is a lot of affection, but once the relationship reaches a flat period, it will become the biggest hidden danger, causing a lot of pain.

Lin Ruolan - I haven't passed this hurdle, Shen Jingyun has never denied his feelings for Lin Ruolan so far, and he has never returned the answer that he needs me to give him time.

Thinking of this, my mood calmed down a little, and I was able to look at Shen Jingyun calmly, and said, "It's good to come back safely." ”

Unexpectedly, it was his warm eyes that met him, and he didn't want to hide the feelings in those eyes.

"I miss you." Shen Jingyun patted the dust on his body, and said it so naturally.

I suddenly didn't know how to respond, what the hell does this man think of our relationship? Is everything child's play in his eyes? It doesn't matter what I say, it's just what he thinks.

At this time, Helian Cheng finally came behind me, completely ignoring Shen Jingyun, just gently tugging at me, and asked me with a smile: "Xiaoshuang girl, are the dumplings still wrapped?" ”

I just remembered that I seemed to hear Helian Cheng's sigh before, and when I turned my head, I looked at Helian Cheng with some concern, he was still gentle, and there was no emotion in his eyes.

I didn't know how to respond to Shen Jingyun in the first place, Helian Cheng undoubtedly gave me a step down, I hurriedly said: "Of course I want to wrap it, everyone is back, I'm afraid I won't have enough to eat." After saying this, I turned my head and tried to say to Shen Jingyun naturally: "You are very dirty, go and clean it up." Soon, there were shepherd's cabbage dumplings to eat. ”

"You're packing with him?" Shen Jingyun frowned, and his gaze became cold again.

Obviously, he looked at me so coldly just now, and it was also because I was talking and laughing with Helian Cheng about making dumplings, right? Shen Jingyun's emotional reaction made me feel once again that I really shouldn't have used Helian Cheng as a shield, so that Helian Cheng was implicated again and again, even if he said that he liked me at that banquet later, but if I hadn't said those words to Shen Jingyun, Shen Jingyun would not be so hostile to Helian Cheng.

Shen Jingyun's question was very direct, and Helian Cheng seemed to be also angered by Shen Jingyun, and said with a sneer: "Could it be that you Shen Da Shao is in charge of the heavens and the earth, and you still have to take care of people making dumplings?" ”

Shen Jingyun narrowed his eyes, at this time, Zuo Qiu, who had been watching a good show on the side, and almost didn't hold a handful of melon seeds, finally said something, he walked over, grabbed Shen Jingyun, and said: "Shen Da Shao, Helian Da Shao, I beg you to feed, stop for a while, and it's not a real enemy of life and death." Shen Dashao, go wash up, look at your dirty, don't be here with me, such a clean kitchen is pestleed. As for Helian Cheng, you make your dumplings well, if you don't want to wrap them, go back to your room to rest, don't make a mess, you're here to help, not to fight. ”

Zuo Qiu's persuasion made Helian Cheng turn around first and continue to be busy in front of the board, Shen Jingyun didn't want to leave, Zuo Qiu narrowed his eyes, looked at Shen Jingyun and said, "Could it be that you are still worried about what they are doing?" Are you worried about this? If you can't stop someone else's affection, you won't be able to make a dumpling. ”

Having said that, Shen Jingyun finally left, I saw that there was a thick exhaustion in his eyes, if it weren't for me, he would have taken a good rest first, right?

Shen Jingyun left, the kitchen was quiet, Zuo Qiu was going to go to the front to be busy, the No. 3 club was patronized by guests every night, so he only stayed for a few minutes, explained a little, and left, and soon only me and Helian Cheng were left in the kitchen.

After Shen Jingyun's arrival just now, the atmosphere between me and Helian Cheng has also become subtle, not as natural as just now.

After making dumplings in silence for a few minutes, seeing that the filling was about to be finished and the dumplings were almost enough, Helian Cheng said coldly: "Xiaoshuang, you still like him." ”

It's not a question, it's an affirmative sentence.

I don't know when, Helian Cheng also became this unusually direct style, the movements of his hands paused, and he didn't know how to answer him.

"Xiaoshuang." Helian Cheng didn't intend to bring up this topic, but called me.

I smiled as naturally as I could, looked at Helian Cheng, and thought for a while before saying, "I definitely feel that there is still there, after all, I am not a person who clears up my feelings so quickly." However, in terms of my current state of life, even if I still like him, it is unlikely to have any impact, not to mention that I am determined not to be with him. I think it's all over to time, slowly, and it's fine. ”

I know Helian Cheng's heart for me, and I am very kind to him, and he is also very important, but I still have some feelings, and I can't reach the relationship between men and women. It's because I know my mind too well, so I feel that I shouldn't hide my true thoughts from Helian Cheng, and I don't want to perfunctory him.

Maybe honesty will make him feel uncomfortable, but it's better than deception, and the discomfort can also be handed over to time, in the long river of time, what can't be settled?

Helian Cheng obviously didn't expect me to be so frank, and he was a little flustered, but he didn't show any discomfort, but said to me gently: "I knew that you had such intentions. I don't want to respond to Shen Jingyun's feelings, but I have feelings in my heart, and I don't know what to do...... That's why I deliberately interrupted you just now, so as not to embarrass you. ”

I didn't expect Helian Cheng to think like this, and the emotion in my heart was beyond words, and when the words came to my mouth, I could only say a simple sentence: "You are really good." ”

"yes, of course I'm fine. Like you, if it's not good for you, that's illogical, isn't it? Helian Cheng smiled.

At that moment, I felt a little heavy, such a good Helian Cheng, but I can't give him an emotional response at all now. I don't think what he wants is for me to be moved, but to be able to like him sincerely.

Seeing that I was silent, Helian Cheng seemed to have seen through my thoughts, lowered his head while wrapping dumplings, and said lightly: "Xiaoshuang, I once said, you don't have a burden on my feelings. When you don't like me, I can really be your friend quietly. In the meantime, if you fall in love with someone else......"

He paused for a moment before he raised his head and continued, "I also have the courage to bless you. After all, I'm not the emperor, I like you, you must be mine. But I hope that if in the future, you let go of your feelings for Shen Jingyun, and then there is nothing else in your heart that makes you happy. So, in this case, can you formally consider me? At that time, I was confident that I would be able to warm your heart and make you like me. ”

Helian Cheng said these words very seriously, in the face of him like this, who could bear to refuse his intention to retreat so gently? But I don't know what the future holds, and I don't know how to reply. Although I was so moved in my heart and wanted to give Helian Cheng a promise, but I felt that the promise was not easy to say, I looked up at Helian Cheng's sincere eyes and said, "Helian Cheng ......"

I'm not a cold-blooded animal, I see Helian Cheng's goodness in my eyes and feel it in my heart, although I can't like him when I have Shen Jingyun in my heart, but I must admit that he is different from ordinary friends, and after these words, he has a little more special feeling for him than that kind of relative.

"Hey," Helian Cheng sighed, and my heart was cold when I heard it, did it hurt him? But he didn't want to, Helian Cheng then said: "Actually, I know you think I'm very good, but do you think I'm also handsome?" ”

He and I couldn't help but laugh, and the slightly awkward and dreary atmosphere that had been a little too old was broken.

After a busy day for most of the day, the fresh dumpling feast from spring was finally put on the table.

Zuo Qiu was afraid that everyone would only eat dumplings, which would be too monotonous, and he specially made a few refreshing and delicious side dishes to eat with dumplings.

But in the spring, Zuo Chun's body will be particularly easy to get sick, this dumpling banquet, Zuo Chun did not attend, without Zuo Chun, how can Nanfeng sit still? After eating two dumplings perfunctorily, he simply went to Zuo Chun with a small pot of dumplings.

It's hard for me to imagine that Zuo Chun is so withdrawn and has a light temperament that he would let Nanfeng go to him so casually? However, Zuo Qiu didn't stop it, just looked at Nanfeng's back and said, "Who can say clearly about fate?" ”

What kind of attitude is this? I'm guessing Zuo Qiu's deep meaning, after all, it's the south wind, and I can't help but care.

But the grandfather sitting next to me was eating one after another, not caring about what was happening, and what was even more strange was that at today's dinner table, Shen Jingyun and Helian Cheng did not have any conflicts, but ate dumplings separately very quietly.

They were like this, even Wei Mushroom was surprised, occasionally looking at this, occasionally looking at that, and occasionally looking at me.

However, it's a good thing to be able to eat quietly, and I'm happy to do that.

After calming down like this for more than ten minutes, Shen Jingyun picked up a dumpling seemingly indifferently, but said in his mouth: "Xiaoshuang, you can leave with me in the middle of the night today, the action will start in the middle of the night today." ”

When he said this, it was as if he was saying a homely sentence, and after speaking, he still stuffed the dumplings into it.

Helian Cheng also raised his head at this time, and said nonchalantly: "I will go with Wei Mushroom too." ”

Shen Jingyun said: "You can't go, at least you can't set off in the middle of the night today." ”

"Why?" This time, before Helian Cheng could speak, it was his grandfather who had been eating dumplings with his head buried in his head to ask questions.