Looking at the frizzy child who used to be furrizzy, and now he has grown into what he is now, Yan Xiuze's heart is both relieved and worried.

He turned his head to look at Xiao Yinghua and said, "Hey, I have something to say to your Uncle Zhu Yan, you can wait for us outside first." ”

Xiao Yinghua's eyes rolled, and he seemed to be a little reluctant to do this: "What do you have to say, you have to avoid me?" ”

Yan Xiuze didn't speak, just looked at her as he had been.

"Alright, alright...... I see. Xiao Yinghua finally walked out with some reluctance: "Uncle Yan, I wish you a smooth journey on this voyage......

"Rest assured, even if the worst happens, for me...... It doesn't matter. Zhu Yan smiled, he didn't brag about this.

After Xiao Yinghua left, only Yan Xiuze and Zhu Yan were left in the test room at this time.

Twenty years ago, the two were almost ten years apart.

Twenty years later, there is still a gap of ten years, but this time, it is Zhu Yan's latecomer.

"What do you want to say to me?" Zhu Yan asked with a smile.

"Actually, it's nothing...... Have you really decided? Yan Xiuze asked: "If this voyage fails, you can survive in the universe, but it is estimated that it will not be a matter of time or a half to wait until the next launch of Qunxing-2 and get you back from wandering." ”

"If it works......"

Yan Xiuze hesitated for a moment before he said slowly: "If you succeed, then you don't know when you will be able to return to Earth." ”

"Say, you still have to take on the responsibility of exploring the planet, ten years? Twenty years? Or even longer. ”

Zhu Yan smiled, half-leaned against the doorpost on the side, and said softly: "I know what you said." ”

"Then why are you still ......" Yan Xiuze couldn't help but say, "Besides, your parents should still be alive, right?" How do you say the old saying of Huaxiaguo...... Parents are here, not far away. ”

"Is there still a sentence behind 'there must be a way to swim'?" Zhu Yan answered.

"And what is your 'Fang'?"

"Hmm...... There's no particular reason for that, I just want to go out and have a look. Zhu Yan said: "When I was a child, I especially liked the superheroes in those comics, thinking about how great it would be if one day I could go to heaven and earth like them and save the world." ”

"It's just one day, when my dream comes true, I realize that reality is far from being as beautiful as I imagined."

"After becoming a super hero, there are not only those people in front of me, but also a lot of constraints and ...... that you don't have to think about. Liability. ”

Speaking of which, in fact, the happiest time for me was when I first became a superpower. ”

"At that time, in the echelon of superpowers, I was still very weak, and I was a veritable 'third-rate hero'...... As a result, I was able to enjoy the joy of being a hero more simply, and I didn't have to take on some of the responsibilities...... Anyway, the sky is falling, and you tall people are on top of it. ”

"But then, especially after you left...... Before I knew it, I was somehow getting stronger and stronger, and finally became the strongest in the Liberals. ”

"I didn't expect that in the end, I would become the tallest one."

And so...... It is only now that I have come to understand that 'with great power comes great responsibility' is not a simple form of self-restraint. Zhu Yan sighed: "Rather, the higher the position you go, even if one day, you are tired and don't want to go higher, but the people below will push you and force you to take some responsibility." ”

"If you think it's a burden, don't you just ignore it?" Yan Xiuze frowned and said, "Is there anyone who wants to force you...... Didn't we live for ourselves from the beginning? ”

"Brother Yan, here's the problem!" Zhu Yan slapped his thigh: "It's because no one forced me!" ”

"If only the vast majority of the world took what I had done and the responsibilities I had taken for granted, and blamed me indiscriminately for it...... Then I could have cut directly with them and quit the pick! ”

"But...... But they didn't! ”

"Rather than forcibly kidnapping me with some universal value, the mere trust in me and the high expectation that is purely in the nature of prayer is more difficult to refuse, isn't it?" Zhu Yan lamented: "'It's great to have Spark Man here', 'Thank you for saving our lives'...... I don't know how many times I've heard this kind of gratitude. ”

"Sometimes I wonder if they speak ill of me...... Instead, I was able to harden my heart. ”

"I can probably understand that." Yan Xiuze scratched his head: "What really bothers you is not the responsibility imposed on you by the world, but these heavy gratitude and kindness, have they become a burden in your heart......"

"Maybe......" Zhu Yan raised his head, stared at the ceiling and said, "Maybe I'm really tired of my current life, but if I just leave, will I live up to their expectations of me?" ”

"Then ...... you now," Yan Xiuze asked.

"Then I gave myself a reason." Zhu Yan said with a smile: "If you want to unload your current responsibility, then take a bigger 'responsibility' on your shoulders." ”

"Open up the sea of stars for mankind and conquer the universe...... Big enough, right? ”

"Actually, I'm not interested in any of that."

"I just want to go out and have a look."

"Looking beyond the universe, wouldn't it be more interesting than Earth?"

Yan Xiuze was silent for a while, and then slowly grinned: "Maybe there's nothing?" ”

"That's fine." Zhu Yan laughed: "It's a big deal, I'll come back when that time comes." ”

After that, Zhu Yan's expression became more serious: "After living for so long, it's time to be willful for yourself." ”

"But speaking of which, I'm content to see you again before I leave." Zhu Yan pursed his lips: "You just came back, and I'm leaving, thinking about it, I'm really a little sorry......"

"Ha, I don't care." Yan Xiuze waved his hand.

"Hey, I'm embarrassed when you say that."

"Hahahaha!"

"Then again, Brother Yan." Zhu Yan's smile gradually converged and became much lighter: "I don't know if you have anything that you have to accomplish?" Or rather...... Puzzles? ”

"If anything, don't think too much about the influence that others have on you."

"There are many things, if you don't do them now, you may not have a chance in the future."

Yan Xiuze was stunned for a moment, then seemed to think of something, grinned again, and nodded:

"I will."