Chapter 50: Surge of Emotions

I am in a state of complete ignorance about what happened, from the beginning to the present, I only know that I ran with Shen Jingyun, I collapsed there alone, despaired, caused trouble to Shen Jingyun, and after making him angry, I was carried by him for a while, and finally to the current strange situation, my brain is completely mushy, and in the face of the terrifying gathering of snakes, I am about to lose the ability to think.

After finally killing a small poisonous snake, Shen Jingyun glanced coldly at the gathered group of snakes, and then suddenly lay down on the ground, ignoring the rancid mud, and gasped for breath.

And I, carefully sat up from the ground, and the extreme uneasiness made me clasp my hands on my knees, looking at Shen Jingyun, and I didn't know what to say?

The serpents refused to leave, and gathered in front of the boulder. From time to time, two small snakes want to cross the stone and swim over, and the leader of the group of snakes will let out an obvious "hissing" sound to warn, which is strange and makes people feel that there is a certain unwilling emotion in it.

I felt creepy because of the little snakes that wanted to swim over, and Shen Jingyun ignored me at this time, I didn't dare to ask him because of what happened before, but I hugged my legs harder, moving carefully, wanting to stay away from the snakes, but afraid of stimulating them.

At this time, I felt my weakness and uselessness, and my heart, which I once thought was strong and capable, collapsed in an instant.

Finally...... In front of Shen Jingyun, he is still as dependent and ignorant as he was at the beginning, when will he become a woman who can stand side by side with him? At least don't be useless...... Thinking about it, my eyes felt a sourness, and tears flowed silently. Going to this so-called underground, approaching this so-called Queen's Tomb, why am I getting weaker and more emotional?

"Don't worry, you don't have to be so afraid, as long as these snakes are not stimulated to go crazy, they shouldn't cross behind this boulder." Just when I was crying silently, Shen Jingyun's voice sounded in my ears, still the kind of coldness with a little anger, declaring his dissatisfaction in an indifferent tone.

I quietly wiped away my tears and looked up, and found that Shen Jingyun had stood up from the mud without knowing when, and stood in front of me, less than a meter away from the group of snakes, looking at the group of snakes that had gathered.

At his feet, the snakes raised their heads and made threatening appearances, furious and angry, but none of them really crossed the boulder.

After a short while, the obviously different big snakes in the snake group were very humane, and after taking a deep look at Shen Jingyun, they took the lead in fading, and the group of small snakes began to disperse slowly.

During this process, Shen Jingyun remained silent, as if he wanted to verify something? With him by my side, my anxiety and fear were slowly fading, but I still didn't dare to ask him more about what he wanted to do and what he found. And now, I realized that there are still some things between me and Shen Jingyun that cannot be changed.

For example, at this moment, he is really angry, and I will still be instinctively a little scared and dare not provoke.

It wasn't until the snakes completely retreated that Shen Jingyun turned around, he slowly walked in front of me, squatted down without saying a word, looked at me deeply, and then silently wiped away the blood that had just left at the corner of his mouth. Looking at his bloodstains, I felt sad and guilty, and I wanted to reach out to wipe it off for him, but I still didn't dare.

"Lin Xiaoshuang, you're not normal now. From the moment you enter the underground river, you are like a woman whose emotions are magnified 10 times. Tell me, why is all this? Because women are inherently timid than men? Or is it because you used to be strong and brave that you are all disguised, but in fact, you are very weak in nature, and when you reach a critical point, you can no longer pretend? Shen Jingyun spoke, his words were very sharp, and every sentence was very calm, but every sentence pierced my heart and made me sad.

And I still couldn't help it, the tears that had just stopped welled up in my eyes again, I looked at Shen Jingyun and said, "Enough, Shen Jingyun, I know that I have dragged you down, you don't need to be so cynical to me, right?" Big deal, I'm ......."

"Shut up." Shen Jingyun looked at me and snorted, and I really couldn't say anything when I looked at him.

And he didn't mean to take a step back, and he didn't have the warmth of the past at all, but said angrily: "Until now, you still can't figure out the point? Throughout, I think you're a drag? I'm just angry about two things, first, why don't you give me more trust when I don't give up. I dare to put my life completely in your hands, as long as you say that you are sure and let me believe in you, I will not give up, and I will stick to you to the end, why can't you? Second, what is it that stimulates you to break down at every turn, to give up, to think that you are great and to sacrifice yourself? Have you asked me how I feel? Are you so irresponsible for your life? I'm not afraid of death, so I dare to do a lot of things. But I also spare my life, and I will not give up as long as I have the slightest opportunity. This kind of life is not only for myself, but also for everyone who cares about me. You know what I mean? You're going to die, you're going to sacrifice, that's fine, I'll be with you. I, Shen Jingyun, came here to live and die with Lin Xiaoshuang. But I will also hate you, because my death was caused by you stupid woman, I don't want to die myself, just to accompany you. ”

Shen Jingyun's words made me cry, I obviously didn't want to do this, but I couldn't control my emotions, Shen Jingyun's words made me blame myself, guilty, and moved by his attitude, but I couldn't avoid even more chaos in my mind. In the midst of crying, I could only bury my face between my knees helplessly and said to Shen Jingyun: "Don't say it, I don't know, I don't understand." But I really don't want to drag you down. ”

Tears kept falling, crying as much as you wanted, like an emotional vent, while being sad, at least your heart will not be so blocked.

Shen Jingyun looked at me at the moment, didn't say anything, but didn't leave, just half-squatted in front of me, looking at me silently.

After a while, I felt his hand on my arm, slightly pulled my arm away, I didn't dare to look up at him, but he stubbornly held my face, the coldness in his eyes before I don't know when it had melted, turned into obvious distress, but the brows were still wrinkled.

It seemed a little hesitant, but he still wiped away my tears with the slightly clean side of his sleeve, but said, "What are you crying about?" Look at how ugly you look, mud and tears. You have to do this to me? ”

In the past, Shen Jingyun said this about me, I should be angry, right? What girl would put up with someone she loves saying she is ugly, but at this time, looking at Shen Jingyun's eyes, I don't know why my heart is a weak mess, and there is a faint warmth and strong guilt, looking at the blood stains on Shen Jingyun's shirt, I couldn't help it anymore, let myself indulge in Shen Jingyun's neck, and fell into his arms whimpering with tears.

"I, after me, will definitely be strong. I, I don't want to put it like this again, give up. I won't, I won't give you any more opportunities to sarcastically mock me. In Shen Jingyun's arms, I cried and said intermittently.

I thought that Shen Jingyun would sarcastically say a few words to me, but I felt him gently hug me, and after all, I just sighed and said, "In this kind of place, it's not wrong for you to rely on me at all." If I can't let you rely on me, I'll be very disappointed. But if that's the case, then your life is given to me, it's mine, I didn't say no, you must not give up. ”

I didn't speak, I just grabbed Shen Jingyun's clothes, tears flowed silently, the word life and death together, at this moment I felt its existence and meaning very clearly.

It's a pity that we are in this strange and extremely dangerous dense forest, and it is not destined to be too long for me to cry weakly, and the same is true of such warmth. Just hugged me like this for a minute, Shen Jingyun gently pushed me away, wiped my tears for me, and quickly said to me: "Okay, Xiaoshuang, don't cry." This is definitely not a place to stay for long. Even I don't know, what are we going to face in this little forest? We'll have to at least find a relatively safe place to stay before dark, or I'm sure we won't be able to spend a night here safely with the two of us. ”

I naturally know the cruelty here, when the cultivator arrives here, in the face of these dense forests, these strange animals are just stronger people, and the cultivator's methods are not as strong and useful as an experienced hunter against these elusive and powerful animals. Unless you can find a safe time and place to cast spells.

So, hearing Shen Jingyun say this, I nodded, wiped away my tears, picked up my luggage, and prepared to set off with Shen Jingyun again.

But Shen Jingyun was not so anxious, and just said to me: "Wait." ”

As he spoke, he quickly took out a small bag of things from his backpack, took off the somewhat dirty shirt on his body, quickly tore it open, and chose a few relatively clean pieces to put on the backpack.

The thing he took out was a small packet of charcoal, and I didn't know why he came out and prepared this kind of thing, he just told me to make a fire in the wild, charcoal would be of great use, and it would also come in handy in some special places.

At this moment, this should be the place where charcoal can come in handy, right? I saw that Shen Jingyun neatly made the charcoal he took out into very small pieces of toner, and then used the pieces of cloth that he had torn apart before, and skillfully wrapped several layers of charcoal, and he did this to make a simple mask.

"It's simpler, and you're going to use it. There are too many rotten leaves in this dense forest, and I am afraid that some places will naturally form miasma. Before, I smelled too much of the smell here and made me feel a little dizzy...... In short, with it, the situation will be somewhat better. Here we must be awake at all times. While speaking, Shen Jingyun handed me the simple, which can be regarded as a gas mask.

I took it, and because of everything I had experienced before, I was really vigilant and attached importance to this place.