"And I'm just a copy of Benedict's 'soul', and the Eristar missions aren't really important to me...... Just as the tabula rasa wants you to take him to his brother Fishbones, in fact it is only out of pure emotional necessity, as a replica of the soul of a dead man, these things have no real meaning, and it doesn't matter if you choose to go or not in the end. ”

"I don't mean that......" Whether it is because he inherited part of Tang Chengze's personality or the experience of the year and nine months in the Apocalypse Concentration Camp, Tang Yun is a very righteous person, so he will definitely help Tabula rasa and even Sibo to fulfill their wishes, whether they are "dead" or "alive".

Tang Yun felt that the other party had misunderstood what he meant, which made him slightly uneasy.

"Benedict, of course I'm willing to help you, I don't mean that......"

Benedict laughed, "Don't be so cautious, remember what the whiteboard said?" You're the host, it's up to you. ”

"You have a soft personality and like to pander, you are not good at refusing, and you are unwilling to assert your own opinions...... It can be said that you pay too much attention to the feelings of others. Have you ever wondered if this is not a good character? ”

Tang Yun was a little confused, there are indeed good and bad things about personality, but it just appeared, happened, and accompanied his fifteen years of growth...... I don't seem to realize it.

"Tang Yun, I can't copy the memories of a living host, so I can't help you analyze the reasons for the formation of your personality."

"But more often than not, at an early age, if you have full permission in your family, your nurturers allow you not to do what they want. They won't attack or abuse you when you express your frustration, and you'll know you're safe when you say no. ”

"On the contrary, if your nurturer is too controlling over you, when you express rejection or dissatisfaction, you will be attacked, intimidated, or even abandoned, so that when you grow up, it is easy to pay too much attention to other people's feelings and not reject others."

Tang Yun lowered his head slightly, and many memory fragments were slowly connected together in his mind.

Now Tang Yun has recovered a lot of memories, he can remember his mother's appearance, he can remember the home where the winter star Bozeman often appears in his nightmares! In particular, he can distinguish clearly that his childhood residence was the Feng family in Bozeman State, which was his mother's maiden home, not the Tang family.

Then he remembered a certain extremely disgusting figure, remembered the self-righteous, cruel and stupid face, Tang Yun sighed.

"I feel like you're in a mood swing, have your erased memories returned?"

Tang Yun nodded, "I can remember most things, I hope I can go back and pick up my mother one day." ”

Benedict smiled slightly, his voice still full of calming power, "That day will not be too far away, you have to believe in the prophet's prophecy!" ”

After a brief silence, Benedict opened his mouth to summon Tang Yun back from his memory.

"Although you didn't say it explicitly, we old guys who hid in Sibo's body guessed that you are Tang Chengze's son, so there is still a baby kiss set by the elders between you and this Qin girl."

"Let's get back to the crystallization matter, and try to make you take a good daughter-in-law to see your mother in the future."

Tang Yun nodded silently, although the whole person's mood was still in that slight loss and sadness, but he saw hope and was once again full of fighting spirit to deal with the future.

Seeing that Tang Yun didn't speak, Benedict continued to speak slowly in his characteristic calm tone.

"If a person's personality is used as a metaphor for the characteristics of crystallization, and the life trajectory that has been experienced is used as a metaphor for the energy structure in the photostructure crystal...... Then because of what happened to you in your childhood, your current personality appeared, and this is a cause and effect. By extrapolation, a healthy personality is destined to go through a relatively peaceful and happy experience, which is balance. ”

"The light energy enters the crystallization and passes through each sub-energy node, as if a person has gone through every important event in his life, and these events have affected his personality. The process of tectonic crystallization is nothing more than adjusting these energy nodes as 'causes' to achieve the 'effects' we need, so that they can have the properties we need in a state of equilibrium. ”

Tang Yun had already learned the theory of optical structure from the beginner level to the upper intermediate level, if it weren't for the constraints of his age that caused him to be unable to learn one more step, he would even rely on his genius comprehension ability and hard work to eat the advanced theory of optical structure.

But after learning so much, whether it was the information that could be found on the Star Field Network or the excellent information inside the Nightmare, Tang Yun had never heard such a metaphor.

The process by which light energy changes its properties through self-energy nodes is likened to a person's life......

Although this sounds a bit too "magical", it seems to indicate a new route of light construction! Tang Yun couldn't help but hold his breath, he knew that Benedict had said so many foreshadowing words, and then he would definitely pull out something really powerful!

Sure enough, Benedict continued to speak slowly.

"The reason why Nan Guoxin asked me to teach you the light structure is not that I am much stronger than him in the theory of light structure, but that I have a slightly special reference structure, which I call 'hope'!"

"At present, the biggest difficulty for the photostructurists of the entire federation is not the theory of photostructure, but the irreversible collapse of the photostructure in the process of tectonic crystallization due to the mistakes made by the photostructurists when controlling the energy or the unknown results of the experimental structure."

"When the light energy is compared to a person, what is it that sustains him in the face of all difficulties and finally to the end? Everyone may have a different answer, but I only have one, and that is 'hope'! ”

Tang Yun emptied the clutter on the light structure platform and took a glass of water from behind him. Benedict dipped the fingers of his left hand in the water, and began to carefully draw a rare but not very complex structure on the smooth light platform.

This is a small structure with three sets of twelve sub-nodes, which is placed at the initial position of the light energy structure, and when the light energy passes through this small energy structure first, the first change in its properties will occur, so that it will pass through the entire light energy structure and reach the end as the ultimate goal!

With such characteristics, when light energy encounters a wrong node that will cause the entire structure to collapse, it will bypass the difficulties like a person with hope for the future, rather than self-destructing!

So Benedict called this structure - "hope"!