It wasn't until I turned around and walked a long way that I could still feel that someone was looking at me, turning the rockery made of black jade, and the sight that was sticking to me all the time was gone, but in a moment, that feeling came again, I paused but never looked back, I knew he was following me, maybe he was waiting for me to turn back, enter his arms, and wear the phoenix robe he rewarded.

Maybe it's because of the night, the air in the cold palace is very humid and sticky, and I don't care if there is anyone following me, I go around in this unobstructed palace alone, and then I pick up a relatively clean place to sit there to rest.

I took out the step shake I took out from my arms before leaving the Changchun Palace, and the step shake in my palm was extremely luxurious, delicate and meticulous, and incompatible with the decadence and messiness of this cold palace

I looked at it for a long time, and I remembered the scene that Nina had seen when she was in his dream, and I still think that the scene of him lying in the coffin with his mother and concubine will feel cold all over my body, let alone a person who has experienced it myself.

It's something he's never said to me, I know why he didn't mention it, he doesn't want to face that time when he was on the verge of death again, it's human nature, just like me, I won't face the fact that I was imprisoned for nine years, the bloody memories under the blood, that's all true.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that this cold palace had become gloomy, as if there was always a wind leaking from my body, which made people feel cold, and some of the plants and trees I felt more and more empty in this silence, and there was no sound around me, only the slight sound of my own breathing, and the occasional faint sound of a strong wind sweeping through the bushes

Someone came, and I slowly got up and looked in the direction the man was coming

"Why are you here?"

It was Xie Xiunian, her arrival made me a little uneasy, and she asked very quickly before she spoke.

"I'll see if Niangniang is still so indifferent."

She clapped her hands, sat down on the stool in front of me, and glanced at me before slowly opening her mouth.

"If you're worried, there's a place to live."

When she heard this, she didn't speak again, but took two steps towards me and asked, "Niangniang, since you know a little bit of medical science, you should know that there is a problem with the medicine I gave you before, why do you still eat it in front of the emperor?" ”

Hearing this, I lowered my eyes, Long Yuling always hoped that my illness would get better, but if I had an antidote but didn't take it, how disappointed he would be, he thought that I had given up my life, and it was estimated that I would have to have extraneous branches at that time.

"I naturally have my own reasons, thank you for telling him in front of me, otherwise he wouldn't have let me go so easily,"

I feel bitter and embarrassed in my heart, I know that things can't be stopped, I would rather be this Long Yuling told by Xie Xiunian, rather than give Ye Qing any chance to betray me.

It's because she's someone I trust that I don't want her to betray me one day because of the so-called big picture.

"Niangniang is polite, thank you Niangniang for telling me where Feng Yi went, I will go out of the palace first before I have not alarmed the Imperial Forest Army, Niangniang, take care of yourself."

She has always been a fiery character, maybe she was afraid of alarming the guards in the palace, or maybe she was in a hurry to go out of the palace to find her sweetheart, and after saying this, she was in a hurry to leave, and the whole person turned around and left very quickly.

But after only two steps, she seemed to see something terrible, and the whole person froze, looking fixedly at the dark door, one step, two steps, three steps back,

"What's wrong?"

As soon as the words fell, a bright yellow color walked in, Xie Xiunian heard my question and looked over, her eyes were very frightened, I looked at Long Yuling, he was staring at that Xie Xiunian, my heart seemed to be hit by a hammer, I got up from the bed very quickly, and ran towards Long Yuling

Long Yuling may not be able to forgive me for his deception, let alone such a person who is not very hypocritical with him.

"Nian Qianmo !!"

After he finished looking at Xie Xiunian, he looked at me, his steps were very heavy, his fingers bent and clenched my jaw, and said coldly: "You woman full of lies, I am stupid, crazy, I think that a ruthless woman like you will be afraid in the cold palace, so I want to come to you, your performance really didn't let me come to Bai."

Someone took Xie Xiunian away, Xie Xiunian's three-legged cat kung fu was not Mo Zhu's opponent at all, Mo Zhu pressed Xie Xiunian with one hand in just three or two moves, making her unable to move.

"The people in the prison are all waste, put this person in the water prison for me, and starve for three days."

It seems that he was dumbfounded, Xie Xiunian didn't say a word, just a fragment.

Xie Xiunian was taken away, and those secret guards seemed to be gone, neither of us spoke, and the silence made me very uneasy, and I snorted: "Yuling, I didn't mean to lie to you." ”

He didn't say a word, but seemed very tired and put his hand on my shoulder, and invited me to the bed where I had been lying for a long time, and he pressed me down on the bed, but without saying a word or doing anything, his head rested on my arm

But I quickly felt a little uncomfortable, and I got up, and he seemed to be dissatisfied with my movements, and looked at me with a frown.

I ignored him, just retched to the side, he looked at me in shock, and said very sadly: "I feel disgusting to be touched? ”

"No, I'm just not feeling well,"

I retched for a while, only to see someone bring in with the doctor, I was actually very curious, this doctor came so quickly, so did he bring the doctor, I wondered if he thought that my foot was really about to be wasted, so he brought the doctor.

After a while, the result of the imperial doctor's pulse made Long Yuling very happy, because I was pregnant, two months,

I don't know at all, I just know that Yuexin hasn't been here for a long time, but I drink shunzi soup every time, it's impossible for me to get pregnant, it's impossible,

Compared to Long Yuling's excitement, my face was terrifyingly pale, and I looked at the old Imperial Doctor and asked, "Imperial Doctor, this is impossible, are you taking the wrong pulse?" ”

I saw the surprise in Long Yuling's eyes, and when I heard this, it was like a flash in the pan, and the whole person unloaded his spirit, squatted in front of me, and said softly: "Why do you say that? ”

"I take my pulse every day, there's no reason to get pregnant and I don't know it, it's impossible, it's impossible,"

I hugged myself so tightly, and the scene of him personally feeding me the abortion pill came to my mind again, it was really not that I didn't want to forget, but that kind of pain to the bone was a grief that I can't forget in my life.

"You don't want to have our children?"

His tone was sad and painful, and the whole person was quiet and unreal.

"I forgot, you drink shunzi soup every time you have fun with me, so whose child is this child now?"

I lowered my eyes, I have this kind of doubt myself, let alone him, but two months ago was when I tried to make the master give up his troops to attack the city, at that time I was out of the palace for a night, and he found it back in the middle of the night.

At the same time, the master who broke his legs at the time also returned.

His question was calm and comfortable, and if he ignored the words of the imperial doctor next to him, his body trembling like chaff after hearing this,

I raised my eyes and looked at him stubbornly, endured the pain on my body and said in a deep voice: "I told you, it is impossible for me to get pregnant, and I and the master are innocent from beginning to end, fundamentally"

"I didn't even mention your master, what do you say he does?"

As he spoke, he changed his steadyness, and squeezed my jaw tightly, I bit my lip tightly, and I knew how redundant the explanation was, and how ridiculous it was.

The trust between me and him has always been as thin as a cicada's wings, and I am not surprised that he would think so, because I don't know why I can get pregnant when I drink shunzi soup every time.

"I said I didn't have it, I didn't."

"Huh!!"

He snorted coldly, and then stood up slowly, noble as a god, looked at me lightly with contemptuous eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Quipble, I see that you have too many good days, and I don't know the pain of the cold palace." Now that the midwinter is counting nine, I wanted you to reflect on it in the cold palace, but after all, the royal heir cannot allow any accidents, so you still live in the Changchun Palace."

I looked at him, and then at the Imperial Doctor, who could make this Imperial Doctor hear such words, it must be his confidant, and a thought flashed through his mind very quickly, and he said very quickly: "No matter what you say, it is impossible for me to get pregnant." ”

After saying this, I looked at the imperial doctor on the ground, and the imperial doctor reacted very quickly, knowing that I was questioning him, and knocked his forehead on the ground: "Your Majesty, Weichen has been a doctor for several years, and the Gu poison in Niangniang's body Weichen can't be solved before, but about whether the woman is pregnant, Weichen is still sure, if you don't believe it, the emperor, you can send the imperial doctor next to you to check it together."

Everyone knows that the queen has made the emperor angry, and the queen is unreliable, so she can only win the emperor's trust, he said with tears in his eyes, if I don't believe that I drink shunzi soup every time, I will believe his words.

But when I thought that this imperial doctor was lying, a light suddenly flashed in his mind, before leaving the palace, the time in the Heart Cultivation Palace, my pleading voice resounded throughout the Heart Cultivation Palace, and I couldn't beg him to let him go, and I was in a hurry to get out of the palace, so I didn't drink the soup to avoid the child.

When I thought of this, my whole body became extremely stiff, and my face was even paler than before, I looked at his uncertain face, whether his mind was hovering again to use medicine to drain the child in my belly, I trembled all over my body at the thought of this, and I didn't dare to look at him, the whole person shrank back, and hung his head to wait for his reaction when he heard the words of the imperial doctor.