26. Decision

"Ancient Cool Rain"

Overhead, I remembered a familiar reassuring voice.

In a trance, I saw Si Hanjing squatting in front of me, holding my shoulders with one hand, and smoothing the broken hair on my forehead behind my ears with the other hand.

"Come home with me, huh?"

I shook my head silently, but I didn't speak, my body still trembling slightly.

Even his breathing was still a little disordered, looking at the man in front of him half a step away.

I was intimate with him last night, I was awake all night, there was no such fierce resistance, there was just a tacit understanding that made people feel comfortable to the depths of their souls, but at this moment, when I think about it, that feeling makes me feel so far away.

Whether I like him or not, I have to admit that he should be a special existence in my heart.

This awareness was enough to unsettle me.

Probably seeing that I still didn't mean to speak, I wanted to lean over and hug me, I instinctively stepped back and said tiredly, "Si Hanjing, can you let me be quiet for a while?" ”

"Good"

A moment later

I got up from the ground in a bit of embarrassment, rubbed my face vigorously, and barely became normal, tilted my head to Si Hanjing and said, "I feel so tired, I want to go home and sleep." ”

"Hmm,"

Although he tried to reach out to me several times, he finally held back.

I glanced at Li Zishu, who arrived at some point, standing in front of the somewhat decadent Li Feng, glaring at me angrily.

I frowned, and bent down to get into Si Hanjing's car just as she was about to speak.

All the way, I kept my eyes closed and didn't say a word.

The car was parked in the garage of the apartment, and Si Hanjing didn't ask for my opinion again, but directly picked me up.

I opened my eyes and saw that his eyebrows were deeper, and his face was full of yin owls, and after thinking about it, it was not a long distance, and if he wanted to hug him, let him hug it.

Actually, it's easier than walking on my own.

Back in the bedroom, put me on the bed, didn't ask me anything.

Turning around and going to the cloakroom, he handed me my pajamas, "Change your clothes and get some sleep, and get up later for lunch." ”

I kept my head down, "Si Hanjing, I ......."

"With me here, you don't have to worry about anything else, and you can tell me anything when you have a rest."

Closed the curtains, and I said "um" when he closed the door.

changed into pajamas and wrapped himself in the quilt, as if he could still smell Si Hanjing's breath when he saw it.

It makes me down-to-earth, with my heart.

At the same time, a certain decision is still stuck in the mind.

…….

In the nightmare dream, I seemed to be back in those unbearable places, and the white body was entangled, and there was a disgusting breath mixed in the air.

sat up suddenly, saw Si Hanjing sitting on the edge of the bed, and then away from the place where I could reach out, raised his hand and stroked my hand hair, "Dreaming?" ”

"Well," he asked, seeing that the curtains were not opened, and he was still not in a state, "when is it?" ”

"Half past five"

"Oh"

"Get up and go out for a bite to eat."

I paused, "Can't you eat in your room anymore?" ”

He got up and stood beside the bed, looked down and shook his head at me seriously, frowning, "Eating in the bedroom will leave a strong smell of oil smoke." ”

I held my mouth and looked at him for a long time.

I got up from the bed, leaned in, and kissed him on the lips.

He probably guessed my intentions and didn't respond to me, and this deliberate snub made me very uncomfortable.

Then I put my arms around his neck and pressed my whole body against him.

Count to three seconds under the heart.

He reached out and wrapped his arms around my waist, and slowly responded.

But this response to accomplish the task is the kind of innocent kiss that can no longer be innocent, with no further thoughts and intentions.

When it was over, he kissed me on the cheek and eyes again, and said in a dumb voice, "Heh, if you want to eat it in the bedroom, I'll bring it to you." ”

"Si Hanjing," called him again.

"Well, I'm here, you say."

I paused, didn't know how to speak, and said a little embarrassed, "Do you still want me?" ”