Chapter 56: Determination
When he shouted these words, Shen Jingyun's eyes flashed with a light that I couldn't explain.
The light is familiar and unfamiliar, familiar is that I have seen such eyes when I went to Wang Yun's basement with him to explore, the strange thing is that once, he is sober, and angry, this time, it is a kind of scorching heat that I can't bear.
I was slightly scared in my heart, this kind of thing was very strange to me, and I had never made such preparations in my heart, not to mention that there was still a hurdle between me and Shen Jingyun that could not be crossed.
I didn't dare to delay any longer, nor did I dare to look at Shen Jingyun, stood up, and almost trotted all the way into the tent.
Under this sinkhole, it is already a little cold after nightfall, and the tent cannot be too close to the fire for safety. I thought it would be cold, but it turned out that Shen Jingyun had plopped the tent very thick, and used his clothes to spread under his sleeping bag.
These clothes are still exuding heat, before being by the fire, Shen Jingyun took out these clothes and some blankets for laying tents and baked them one by one, I thought he was disinfecting, it turned out that he was to lay a tent for me.
With inexplicable emotions surging in my heart, I gently lay down in the tent.
Shen Jingyun's clothes that have been baked have exuded Shen Jingyun's breath even more strongly, and there is a feeling of overwhelmingly surrounding me...... It is precisely because of the baking that these breaths seem to have life, with a warm heat, just like emanating from Shen Jingyun's body, it is so fresh.
In the tent, I could not bear it even more.
But I could only lie down quietly, in the most comfortable position, trying to force myself to fall asleep, but the feeling from my body refused to let me go, I couldn't help but sit up, and quietly opened the window of the tent a little.
At this time, Shen Jingyun was sitting by the fire, his brows furrowed, smoking a cigarette heavily, and his legs shaking from time to time made him seem so irritable.
Suddenly, Shen Jingyun put out his cigarette and stood up, and suddenly took off his clothes by the fire, I was shocked, I didn't know what he was going to do? But deep down in my heart, I am not so resistant, and there is even a trace of ...... I'm embarrassed to admit the desire myself.
Shen Jingyun's undressing action was very fast, just a few clicks, and only a pair of close-fitting bottoms remained, and my heart was beating so hard that I didn't dare to look at it again. But I don't know what kind of mood surrounded me, I blushed again and continued to look, and my hands couldn't help but hug myself, subconsciously still a little defensive.
What will Shen Jingyun do next? Storming the tent? As soon as this idea came out, I seemed to be able to hear my own violent heartbeat, but at this time, Shen Jingyun seemed to glance at the tent inadvertently, took a deep breath, and the few abdominal muscles between his waist and abdomen seemed so powerful.
I really didn't dare to look any further, so I quickly shrank my head and hid back in the tent, just for a glance, Shen Jingyun shouldn't have noticed that I was peeking at him, but I always had a feeling of being spied on.
Lying in the tent, I didn't dare to move anymore, but my heartbeat was more intense than when I peeked just now, I was scared and vaguely expectant, afraid that it was Shen Jingyun rushing in, and the expectation was an emotion that I was embarrassed to admit...... Maybe it's because of such a night, or maybe it's because of such an adventure that Shen Jingyun has been moved too many times.
I was a little confused, though I understood that it was more because of the poisonous thorns, but I was awkwardly reluctant to attribute it to it.
But after a few minutes, I didn't hear any movement outside the tent, but I heard the sound of "bang-la-la-la", what was Shen Jingyun doing? I couldn't help but roll over again and quietly open the window of the tent. But this time, I saw Shen Jingyun's figure after looking for a while, he actually stood on the edge of the platform, near the place of Qingquan, using our special pot for boiling water, constantly carrying water, and then pouring it on himself again and again.
"Fool." Although I was also a little confused by lust at this time, I couldn't help but feel distressed when I saw Shen Jingyun's movements, and my eyes were a little red.
He said that this poisonous thorn is more toxic and unbearable to men, and I still feel that it is very difficult, and he did not hesitate to suppress his desires in such a cold night for me.
The tip of my nose is a little sour, at this time, should I cherish his mood more and not destroy it? I lay back in the tent, so that I would not make any noise, and I would not have a sense of existence, maybe Shen Jingyun would feel more comfortable in this way? As for my own discomfort, I decided to think about something to get through it, and if I can't do it, I should think more about the current anxiety situation.
I don't know how long it took, but I finally felt a little confused, and the annoying torture finally lightened, and I fell asleep, but it was very shallow.
I kept dreaming in my sleep, although I didn't think about it, those dreams were so embarrassing, they were all intimate pictures of me and Shen Jingyun, and they were really terrifying, even a hug made people feel a kind of burning from the bottom of their hearts.
After a few such dreams, I woke up from the torture, and the night was completely quiet, and even the wolf howls under the cliffs were gone.
However, I even heard the sound of rushing water, interspersed with Shen Jingyun's sudden sneezing. How long have I been asleep? After so many dreams, Shen Jingyun hasn't finished flushing cold water?
But he sneezed? In the distant days when he used to get along with Shen Jingyun, Shen Jingyun said that he was a person who didn't know what illness was, and he actually sneezed?
I repeated it in my mind, feeling shocked, and looked at the time, which I thought was a short time, but it turned out to be three hours!
Then it's not so strange to sneeze, in a night like this, repeatedly flushing cold water, even if the body is beaten with iron, can't stand it? My sadness suddenly came up, how many times did Shen Jingyun torture himself like this in the time I slept?
And the strange feeling on my body is still there, but it is not as unbearable as just now, what I can't bear now is that sadness, I couldn't help but sit up all of a sudden, opened the window, and by the light of the fire, I saw Shen Jingyun, who was trembling slightly, pouring another pot of cold water on my body.
He didn't notice that I was looking at him, and wiped his face, and I saw that the side of his face was already a little pale.
Maybe it had some effect again, Shen Jingyun trembled and walked back to the fire, sat down with his back to me, but I don't know how many times he did this, even the fire couldn't warm him, he was still a little trembling, how could he stand it like this?
My mind was chaotic, looking at Shen Jingyun's back in a daze, and finally I couldn't help but get up all of a sudden and move towards the door of the tent.
I hesitated before pulling open the tent, but my trembling hand finally grabbed the zipper gently, like a thief, and gently unzipped it.
Shen Jingyun didn't look back, he was usually very sensitive at this time to resist lust with all his might, and he had become a little sluggish, I took a deep breath and walked over from the tent, because of all kinds of complex emotions in my heart, my body also trembled a little, but I had already made up some kind of determination, and my footsteps still walked towards Shen Jingyun step by step.
My steps were very light, and Shen Jingyun never noticed that I was already close to him, still trembling to himself.
I stopped less than a meter behind him, this man was probably tortured, and I didn't even notice that I was standing less than a meter behind him, which stimulated me even more and strengthened my determination. I didn't want to hesitate anymore, and I didn't hesitate, I quickly took a step towards Shen Jingyun's back, then closed my eyes, used all my strength, and hugged Shen Jingyun from behind at once.
Shen Jingyun was suddenly hugged by me like this, first he was startled, and he almost stood up, and then he found out that it was me, after all, that kind of familiar tacit understanding can not be replaced by anyone, Shen Jingyun sat down again, but judging from the tense muscles in his back, he didn't expect me to be like this, he didn't relax at all.
At this time, my heartbeat calmed down slightly, only slightly, and it felt better than the moment I hugged him, my heart was about to beat out of my throat.
I didn't know what to say, I didn't dare to open my eyes, I just held him silently.
Shen Jingyun was also silent for a few seconds, and then said to me in as relaxed a tone as possible: "Xiaoshuang, what's wrong with you?" Did you have a nightmare? This place is a little scary, but I'm still out there......"
I didn't speak, but the hand that was originally holding his waist and abdomen moved gently, his movements were a little clumsy, and he trembled because of nervousness, Shen Jingyun stopped talking, his breathing began to become a little thick, he seemed to use a lot of strength, took a deep breath, and grabbed my hand, he didn't look back, but his voice was hoarse: "Xiaoshuang, what's wrong with you?" Tell me, is that okay? ”
I buried my face in Shen Jingyun's somewhat cold back, and said to him in a very soft voice: "Shen Jingyun, you ...... You don't want to take a shower anymore. ”
"Fool, that's because ......" Shen Jingyun's voice became more and more hoarse, and he tried to explain something to me.
But I have already made up my mind, and I have no intention of giving up halfway, and I have no intention of hesitating or regretting it. Helian Cheng has done a lot for me, I once thought about repaying him with my life, and I have been doing my best to repay him. But didn't Shen Jingyun have it? And what do I use to repay this man's affection? I don't regret it, and I really decided.
Therefore, I didn't want Shen Jingyun to explain, but clumsily moved my hand to Shen Jingyun's chest, Shen Jingyun couldn't say it anymore, but he was still resisting: "Xiaoshuang, do you know how uncomfortable you are for me?" ”
"You, turn back. Look at me. I don't know where I got the courage to say this to Shen Jingyun.
Shen Jingyun stiffened his back, but after all, he slowly turned around and looked at me, but his eyes didn't dare to look at me, because it was already full of hot lava at the moment.