Chapter 265: Xue Duyun (29)
After spending a few days in Qinggang, I returned to Nancheng.
Not long after, Shen Yu reported the good news to me on QQ, saying that she had signed a lot of big orders. I knew that it was a drinking party specially planned by Jiang Feng in order to create an opportunity for her.
She got off to a good start, and I'm really happy for her, but I'm also very upset that I didn't help her.
I still miss her, and the good news she comes from time to time from a long distance can't fill the hole in my longing for her.
Every day when I return to the empty house, I eat, watch TV, and sleep alone, and the only thing that accompanies me is Rolling.
The summer heat still can't dispel the desertion of this home.
Rolling is not as obedient as before, I don't know if it's because of Shen Yu's absence, it has become very irritable. I always make a mess of the house when I'm not looking, and I can't bear to blame it, so I just follow behind its ass, fix the mess up, and clean up the broken things.
In these days when Shen Yu was away, I gave it all my patience.
The night before my wedding anniversary, I drove up the hill with a rolling roll to the place where we camped last year.
A year ago, I asked for her for the first time here with the strength of alcohol.
In the blink of an eye, it's been a year.
At that time, I was determined to live with her for the rest of my life, but now I am separated from her.
I always thought that my fate was in my own hands, but now I realize that there are many things that I can't control.
That night, I sat on a stone and drank a lot of wine alone, and I kept going around and around, making all kinds of noise.
I raised my glass to Rolling, "Here, cheers." ”
Roll but can only respond to my two meows.
Fortunately, there is rolling, if it weren't for him, I'm afraid I would feel even more lonely.
When I was drunk and lying in the tent, Rolling also came in and lay down beside me.
I got a strange phone call.
There was no sound when the phone was answered, and I had a gut feeling that she was calling.
Shen Yu is not a heartless person, she always misses me sometimes, right?
I was probably really drunk and talked a lot on the phone.
I hung up the phone, tears sliding down my hair.
A love word, simple to say, easy to write, difficult to say it is difficult, planted in my heart, it makes me miserable.
Na Dong went to her as a driver at my behest of me, her belly is getting bigger and bigger, I really don't worry, Na Dong is a woman, and she is a woman who knows kung fu, and she is also a woman that Shen Yu has never seen.
I knew that as long as Nadong said she had practiced taekwondo, she would definitely use her.
Having Nadong install a camera in her office was the first task I gave her.
I know it's unethical for me to secretly pretend to be surveillance, but I really miss her.
I asked Nadong to prepare a glass of milk for her every morning, and I also bought her green plants to protect her from radiation at the computer.
Every time I saw her fall asleep on the table in the surveillance, I would call Nadong and ask her to find a thin blanket to cover her.
She must have been so tired that Nadong went in to cover her with a blanket, but she didn't notice it, but just changed her position and fell asleep again.
I feel sorry for her working so hard with a big belly, and at the same time I appreciate her tenacity.
I read the news that Jiang Feng admitted that he was the father of the child.
I have started a business and I know that it was very difficult at the beginning of the business, facing all kinds of problems, and the exclusion of peers must exist. If you don't have enough perseverance, you can't persevere.
She has indeed changed a lot, and in front of the camera, she is very calm.
It was also because of this news that I decided to go to Qinggang for the second time. Even though I may not be able to do anything, it's more reassuring to be able to follow her up close than through a screen.
I contacted Nadong before getting on the plane, and it was almost dark when I got off the plane.
I received a call from Na Dong, she didn't speak, and there was the sound of fighting and Shen Yu's voice on the other end.
I know they're in danger.
I called the police, and when I found her, blood had stained her legs red and she was in a semi-comatose state.
I accompanied her to the operating table, and the doctor asked me if I should be big or small, and I didn't feel like I had to sacrifice her for the sake of the baby.
At that moment I had only one thought, I could live without children, but I couldn't live without her.
Maybe Heaven heard my prayer and left her and the child behind.
Maybe she's suffered enough that even Lord Yama can't bear to take her away, and he can't bear to hurt her again.
The moment Shen Yu opened his eyes, I was really grateful to God.
But she rejected me thousands of miles away, so indifferent, she still hasn't forgiven me.
But no matter how cold she was to me, no matter how cold she was, I didn't have a temper at all. There is only one kind of gratitude in my heart, and it is already a blessing that she can still be so angry with me like this.
Fate is always like this, when your eyes are gray and you can't see the light, when you think you have reached a dead end and can never get out again, a surprise suddenly comes, which is enough to make you grateful.
So at this moment, when I see her who can still talk to me, even if her words are emotional, even if she refuses to look at me more, I feel very satisfied and happy.
In any case, it was my fault as a husband that I didn't take good care of her and let her work hard as a woman with a child.
In the few days I took care of her in the hospital, I realized that she had really changed a lot, or had grown a lot.
She is more resolute, more thoughtful and assertive.
So I later remembered how much she owed her during pregnancy, and I often consoled myself in this way, at least the trials brought her a reward.
But at the same time, seeing her grow, I was a little worried in my heart, worried that she didn't need me, and I knew that I was extremely selfish in this worry.
"I have to learn not to be dependent." She said.
I said, "Then if one day I fall down, I will rely on you, okay?" ”
I was telling the truth.
I imagine that if there were a day like that, I wouldn't mind putting down my pride in front of her.
After I was discharged from the hospital, I tried to do what a husband should do. This month, I dropped everything and circled around her and around the child.
The rift between us seems to be slowly healing, but some things have never been in the past, and I can see from her attitude.
For example, when I kiss her, she doesn't respond. She resists when I want her.
I can't force her, or I don't dare, I'm afraid that the crack that I have managed to close will be torn open again, and I can only leave it all to time.
I vaguely felt that there was a big lump in her heart, and the conflict between us was not as simple as I thought.
I left everything in Nancheng and stayed with her for more than three months, and on the night we left, we had a meal, and it was just the two of us.
That night I confess that I was deliberately drunk by her with a purpose.
When she got drunk, she cried, and finally took off her armor, revealing her former weak side. She made me feel sorry for her.
I held her tightly in my arms, her tears, her crying voice, her reluctance to express all tormented me.
I am both distressed and relieved, I know that she has me in her heart, and she still loves me, but the deliberately modified recording is a knot in her heart that she can't untie.
I finally couldn't refrain from asking for her.
Seeing her so vulnerable, so seductive. Confused, I can't restrain myself at all. It's been almost a year since we've been together, and I really think she wants to go crazy.
While she was asleep, I found the recording on her phone, exported it, and re-cut it on my computer to make the correct word order.
Early in the morning, before dawn, she was still asleep, I reluctantly kissed her forehead, covered her with a quilt, and left the hotel.
When I arrived at the airport and it was already dawn, I sent her a text message telling her that the answer was on the computer.
Although I can't give her stability for the time being, I have to untie this knot, and I can't make her unhappy all the time.
After leaving for more than three months, the company has accumulated a lot of things waiting for me to deal with.
It's clear that they have just separated, and they have already begun to give up. Every time I call, I don't want to hang up.
She sends photos of her children every day, and I can see that the two children are the same every day.
Originally, I planned to go to Qinggang to accompany their mother and son for the New Year, but due to a sudden urgent task, I had to stay in Nancheng.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, Ogilvy held a cruise ship, and according to reliable sources, his transaction would take place on the cruise ship.
It was also during that time that we discovered the whereabouts of the suspected Dong Hui.
Dong Hui has been on the run for ten years, and I still remember vividly the hateful look at me when he turned to leave when he first caught Dong Wei, and I think he came back for revenge.
Staying late in the company, Lao Yang and I planned everything.
I knew that tonight could be a thrilling night, and no one knew what the outcome would be. Before I was ready to leave, I called Shen Yu.
"Wife, I miss you."
Actually, at that time, I was the last one to call. Because I can't guarantee that I'll be able to get out that day. I also wanted to see the child through the video, but unfortunately she said that the child was asleep.
That night, Lao Yang and I got on a cruise ship, but in fact, there were already a lot of plainclothes policemen in it.
I saw Dong Hui, although he has changed a lot in the past ten years, but because he is really impressed, he recognized it at a glance.
I pretended to be quiet because the main target that night was Ogilvy & Mather.
Shen Yu's appearance was my biggest surprise.
Actually, I recognized her when she went to the bathroom, and it didn't make any sense, maybe I was too familiar with her.
The arrest plan has begun, and Dong Hui has been monitoring me, so I have no chance to remind her again. But I was afraid that she would be implicated, so I asked Lao Yang to cut off the power for 5 seconds and took the opportunity to leave the hall.
After that, Shen Yu really followed, and I stuffed her into the room and told her to stay in it, because the storm was coming. But she still didn't obey in the end.
That night, Dong Hui went out and resisted to the death, he came at me, but Shen Yu blocked the shot for me.
While waiting for her to wake up, I kept thinking about the question, what kind of power made her, a weak woman, sweep that bullet for me with her flesh and blood?
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