Chapter 34: Apathy
Yufeng covered her mouth and began to sobble again, afraid that her father-in-law in the living room would hear it, so she could only hold back her crying and ran upstairs. Lying on the bed, she kept crying and crying, and she didn't know how long she cried, but she slowly fell asleep.
Daze has been in a state of not waking up, she always felt as if she heard the sound of the door opening, thinking that Cui Xinming was back, she wanted to get up to see him in her sleep, but she just couldn't open her eyes, and it took a long time to react, and he didn't come back. It's like this several times in a row.,I always thought the door was open.,Xinming came back.,But it took a long time to find out that it was an illusion.。 Tossed until midnight, Yufeng picked up his mobile phone and looked at the message, he didn't reply to her all night, and his heart felt uncomfortable again.
She suddenly felt very cold, got up and covered herself with a blanket, and never slept all night, thinking about what happened during the day. Xinming must be angry, it's all her brother who brought him trouble, he should have never been insulted like this, right? Beaten by a man who is always called a hooligan. She once tasted what Cheng Bao's fist was like, it was a kind of pain that cracked her bones, she never knew that a person's fist would be as hard and ruthless as a stone, and there was a feeling that the bones were going to shatter when they hit the body.
I still remember the scene at that time, when she was still young, she had just dropped out of junior high school to go out to work, she loved to study, and her test scores had always been among the best, but her parents thought she was wasting food and wasting their money, so they forced her to leave school to work. In fact, she didn't use the family's money during her school years, her parents never paid her tuition fees, and she often picked up junks or relied on school handouts to barely study. I still remember that day, the lightning and thunder, she was locked up at home by her parents, how could she not let her go out to go back to school, she kept crying and struggling, and the sound of bitter pleading and the thunderstorm outside were intertwined, which looked particularly tragic. In the end, my brother got annoyed and smashed a fist into her chest. She fell to the ground and never got up again, and did not get out of bed until half a month later. From then on, she never dared to resist strongly in front of her brother, because she knew how powerful his fists were.
Cui Xinming didn't come back all night, and he didn't know what happened to his wounds, Cui Jingyuan really moved to the city according to what his father said, which was far away from here, and Cheng Bao couldn't find her. Cui's mother originally wanted to follow along, but was stopped by Cui's father, Cui Shanying, on the grounds that Yufeng was pregnant and needed to be taken care of. Cui's mother was stopped, and she was originally very dissatisfied, but when she heard her grandson, she instantly turned her anger into joy, and she no longer had any complaints.
Yufeng didn't dare to speak all day, for fear of making her mother-in-law angry again, except for meal time, the rest of her free time basically stayed in her room. Either reading books or watching TV, the books are all taken from the study, and the room next to their bedroom is the study, and the study is next to a guest room on the other side, and no one lives in it all the time. The TV is hanging on the wall facing the bed, she is not very interested in Korean dramas and American dramas, even if she clicks on it, she listens to the voice of the TV talking on the ceiling in a daze, although she is not much interested in TV, but there is a voice that does not feel too lonely.
I tried to call Cui Xinming a few times during the day, but no one answered, until he finally came back at night when he was about to rest. is still pulling his face coldly, just like when he left. Originally, he didn't want to come back, but he was scolded by his father Cui Shanying, and he didn't dare not listen to his father's orders, so he could only come back hard, so if he was made to smile at Yufeng and be extra considerate, he wouldn't be able to do it. The grandson is what they strongly demand, and now that Yufeng is also pregnant, if he is allowed to revolve around a pregnant woman every day, he will go crazy.
Cui Xinming didn't say a word, silently took a shower and wiped the medicine, and closed his eyes while lying on the bed. Yufeng thought that he was still holding his breath because of yesterday's incident, lying on the side and staring at him constantly:
"What's wrong with you? Still angry? Seeing him lying there motionless, Yufeng asked again: "Where did you go yesterday~ I'm so worried about you." My brother is that kind of person, you see that he was also beaten back, and he also gave you anger, don't be angry~ Do you still have pain in your body? He beats people very well, and I have been beaten half to death by him before......"
"Alright, go to sleep, I'm fine." Cui Xinming frowned slightly, put his right hand on his head and let out a long sigh.
"You ignored me all day, I thought you were angry and didn't want to deal with me~"
"You're thinking too much, there's something else to deal with." Cui Xinming said lightly: "Go to sleep." Then he tapped her lightly on the shoulder.
Since learning that Yufeng is pregnant, Cui Xinming has never asked her belly, generally in a normal family, if the wife is pregnant, the husband is usually very happy, not to mention that since the two have been dating, Cui Xinming has always been chattering about having children, and now that he has a child, he doesn't seem to be very happy.
"We have children now, and we don't know if it's a boy or a girl." Yufeng lay in Cui Xinming's arms and tried to ask him: "Xinming, do you like boys or girls?" ”
Cui Xinming opened his eyes, as if thinking about the question she asked.
"Otherwise, give birth to a boy, if a boy is a boy, he will be as tall and handsome as you, and as handsome as you......" Speaking of the last handsome word, Yufeng couldn't help laughing. Cui Xinming glanced at her, a faint smile leaked from the corner of his mouth, but he still didn't speak, staring at the ceiling and thinking about things.
"Shouldn't we start naming babies now, and they say that they all have names before they are born. I flipped through the book today, and I can't think of anything to take, so why don't you help me think about it. ”
"His grandparents will pick up the name for him, so you don't have to worry about it." Cui Xinming rubbed his eyes, yawned and said, "If you have any good ideas, you can also give them advice." ”
"Oh, let's take it together, and then we'll sit down together and think about what to choose." After a moment of silence, Yufeng said again: "You can go shopping with me another day." ”
"What for?"
"Buying clothes for our baby?" Yufeng replied happily, Cui Xinming was already sleepy and impatient, and turned around and stopped paying attention to her.
"Huh? Are you sleepy? Yufeng raised her head and glanced at him. Cui Xinming stopped talking, and the whole room became quiet.
If it was before, Cui Xinming would definitely chat and talk with her, but now looking at his love of answering, he is completely like two people before. She suddenly hated her brother very much, if it weren't for him, the people of the Cui family wouldn't always be hot and cold to her, scolding and mocking, if it weren't for him, her mother wouldn't have come to ask her for money from time to time. How good it would be if she grew up in a normal family, this is her greatest wish, but no matter how much she longs in her heart, she can't resist the cruelty of reality. She was born into a family like this, and she can't change it.