Chapter 193: Can't

"Although our Jin family does not ask for each other's conditions and family ranks, this woman is obviously not worthy of you, at this point, I think the eldest brother should also know in your heart that you deserve a better woman, there is no need to destroy yourself for such an unclear woman." A woman like Chen Lu is like a quagmire, if she is unwilling to leave early, she will definitely be dragged into the quagmire.

When the noble son-in-law is stained with dirt, it takes a lot of effort to wash it off, especially Jin Boyan's profession, he is not like Jin Weimo, his image needs to be exposed in front of the public in China, his achievements today are not small, but they can't be easily destroyed because of a woman.

"Yes." Jin Boyan answered.

In fact, Yan Xiangnuan didn't say it, he also knew it in his heart.

It's not that he is unkind, he did invest his feelings in Chen Lu, he is not a person with a heart, he once wanted to be with Chen Lu for a lifetime, but Chen Lu did it again and again, coupled with Zhen Long's past, and the ghost fetus in Chen Lu's stomach, all of these things made Jin Boyan can't help but die.

The woman he loves shouldn't be like this.

"Then I'll go first, your injuries are not yet complete, go back to the hospital early." After Yan Xiangnuan finished speaking, he saw Jin Boyan nodding slightly, and didn't pay attention to whether Jin Boyan listened to her persuasion, so he planned to leave.

Staying in this apartment for a few more minutes, I felt disgusted and sick when I saw Chen Lu's appearance of wanting to die or live, but she couldn't give up.

To be honest, she has prepared for the worst in her heart, looking at Chen Lu's virtue, maybe she will toss some moths out, and Chen Lu doesn't believe what the head descending master of the demon kingdom said, but she still wants to have the idea of trying it, looking at Chen Lu's attitude, she shouldn't be easily given up by her few words, she must be prepared for the worst.

"Do you need me to send you?" Jin Boyan's heart was turbulent, but he still did not forget his gentlemanly demeanor.

"No, you don't." Yan Xiangnuan smiled, turned around and left Chen Lu's apartment.

And in Chen Lu's apartment, as the high-spirited Yan Xiangnuan left, Jin Boyan was also silent for a long time, and Chen Lu's whole person was curled up on the sofa, looking at Jin Boyan timidly from time to time.

"Chen Lu, let's talk." Jin Boyan sighed, walked to the sofa opposite Chen Lu and sat down.

"Bo Yan, I don't want to talk about you and me now. You know my situation, don't embarrass me, if you still have a trace of affection for me, I beg you to help me, I really want to keep this child, especially special. Chen Lu wrapped her hands around her slightly bulging belly.

Since she learned that she was pregnant with a ghost fetus, she could feel the existence of the child in her belly from time to time, and when Zhen Long flew into ashes that day, the ghost fetus fluctuated greatly, and she also felt the feeling of mother-child connection, she clearly felt the existence of the child, as if she had really become a mother.

Thinking about it again, the child in this belly was left to her by Zhen Long, she was even more reluctant, how could she kill him, this was a piece of meat in her belly, she was pregnant with him!

So she ignored Yan Xiangnuan and said that she might die, spent money to consult a lot of metaphysical people in Huaguo, and even met the head lowering master of the demon country through a metaphysical master, and the master personally said on the phone, saying that there was a way to make her and the child safe, and she wondered if the other party was lying to her at first.

But the head lowering master said that helping her is not gratuitous, on the contrary, the price is high, and his cultivation will be damaged because of this, but after all, it is two lives, and he can't bear it, so not only does he need her to pay a high reward of 5 million US dollars, but also wants her to leave the placenta of the ghost fetus to him after the ghost fetus is born, and at the same time recite something similar to the scriptures of his own demon kingdom for 9981 days.

Because the price of the other party's opening was high, and at the same time, she also made a request, she thought, Xu is the placenta of the ghost fetus is useful to the master, so her originally somewhat skeptical mind also relaxed, she felt that the other party may really have the ability to let the ghost fetus be born smoothly.

"Can you help me? Let me go, let me go to the country of shemales. Chen Lu said, getting down from the sofa, barefoot in loose clothes, walked up to Jin Boyan step by step and squatted, and looked at Jin Boyan slightly from the angle of looking up.

Because of many things in the past few days, Chen Lu has lost a lot of weight, her already slender body has become thinner and thinner, and because she hasn't gone out much, her skin is so white that there is no blood, and a pair of eyes that are not small are looking at Jin Boyan hopefully at this moment, until this moment, Chen Lu is obviously not giving up, she is trying to use her usual means to confuse Jin Boyan.

"I can't." Jin Boyan looked at Chen Lu in front of him with a complicated expression.

"Why?" A trace of distortion flashed on Chen Lu's face, and when Jin Boyan refused, she seemed to be a little crazy, and her slender and perfect hand playing the piano also exposed her green tendons at this moment, she gritted her teeth and questioned Jin Boyan desolately, as if she couldn't believe that Jin Boyan would be so ruthless.

"Chen Lu, Zhen Long is dead."

"I know, so I want to keep this child, this is the only evidence that can prove that Zhen Long existed, but, please believe me, I love you, it's just that keeping the child is also something I have considered and hesitated for a long time to take it, I know that I am no longer worthy of you now, and I am also very painful, but Zhen Long He is my past, my entire youth, I don't want to deny it, and I don't want to erase my youth." Chen Lu said, sitting helplessly on the cold floor.

"Bo Yan, you can help me!" Chen Lu said, reaching for Jin Boyan's pants and trying to touch Jin Boyan's hand with his hand.

She kept stubbornly repeating the words to help me, as if she was expecting Jin Boyan to be soft-hearted.

Jin Boyan frowned and avoided it, not letting Chen Lu touch his body.

"Chen Lu, I can't help you, and besides, I don't want you to risk your life for a ghost fetus, it's not worth it." Jin Boyan tried to get Chen Lu to give up.

"It's worth it, the master said, this child can be born like a normal child, and I can survive."

"You believe it?" Jin Boyan asked rhetorically.

"I want to try." Chen Lu nodded.

"Since this is your choice, then I respect your idea." Jin Boyan crossed his hands and looked at Chen Lu with heavy eyes.

"So what do you mean by respect?" Chen Lu asked slightly stunned.

"To be honest, Chen Lu, I didn't expect that I was such a responsible man, and it may be that I didn't love you as much as I thought." Jin Boyan decided to say all his thoughts.