Chapter 12 We are tired of each other

It was already twelve o'clock when she came out of the Emgrand Nandu at night, and Yi Yan was only twenty-five meters away from the entrance of the Emgrand Nandu when she was surrounded by a group of people and was suddenly punched and kicked, she curled up on the ground and could only hold her head, without the power to resist.

Suddenly felt the pain in her body decreased, and when she looked up, she saw Yu Ning lying on her body and wanted to protect her, and the sharp-eyed people at the gate of the Emgrand Nandu immediately informed Muke, and when Muke came out, the group of people surrounding them immediately scattered and fled, and disappeared after a while.

"Are you a fool?" Yi lip snorted coldly, and glanced at Yu Ning, who was sitting on the ground with her. Yu Ning endured the pain and looked at her with a smirk.

"Are you two alright?" Mook looked at them condescendingly, his voice not salty or light.

Yi Yan moved her wrist, and when Mu Kra Yu froze, Yi Yan was already standing up on her own.

"I'm fine, are you okay?" Yu Ning shook her head and immediately asked Yi lip.

Yi glanced at Yu Ning strangely, shook his head, and stopped talking. Yu Ning is definitely not the kind of person who gets angry and disappears quickly, not to mention that she is so angry at her. Sometimes she really can't understand Yu Ning's character, it is very changeable, and the previous cowardice is gone. But there is one thing that there is some self-righteous foolishness that she does not like. Let's not talk about whether Yu Ning is sincere to her, just because she rushed in and was beaten with her, she couldn't be pretentious to Yu Ning anymore.

"Do you know who did it?" Mook asked casually.

"Know! If it's convenient for you, send Yu Ning back, I'll take care of it! Yi Li didn't care whether Mu Ketong agreed or not, and Yu Ning wanted to say something, so Yi Li hailed a taxi and left.

"You try to keep your distance from Yi Yan in the future, otherwise you will not only hurt her but also yourself" Muke's casual words were mixed with a faint warning, and Yu Ning looked up at him in confusion, "Why?" “

"It never hurts to listen to me."

"It's been a long time since you've gone back to see Mu Ke" Yu Ning looked left and right about him, not only Mu Ke said that, Gong Mo said the same thing to her. She couldn't figure out why, and she couldn't ask why, because no one would tell her.

"After this time, you can take a taxi back, I won't send you." Muck said and flagged down a taxi for her, gave her 100 bucks, and pushed her into the car.

The car drove on the spacious road, passing one dim street lamp after another, the city will never be quiet, there will never be the peace of the night in Linjiang County, the city is noisy, indifferent, mysterious, and prosperous.

It's clear that the people are full of voices, but they still make people panic and uneasy, like a lonely soul. It's so bright and bright that it's hard to get lost, forget where you came from, and forget why you're here.

The drunken man who shook his head hooked his shoulders and put his back in his mouth, and shouted that he wanted to change scenes, and the person who dragged his tired body away from the high-rise building hurriedly, not knowing what such a life had accomplished, and whether it had filled the glass heart wrapped in loneliness and emptiness.

The pain in his body came with some hindsight, as if the whole person was run over by a car, and the taxi driver's indifferent voice dropped two words, arrived.

Yu Ning just got off the station and closed the door steadily, the car whistled away in a direction, spraying her with exhaust gas, and before getting off the train, she glanced at the meter monitor and the amount on it was 89.62, and the driver who fled in order not to find money instantly made Yu Ning cry and laugh.

In the middle of the night, the old Nokia bell rang suddenly, waking up the sleeping Yu Ning, a string of numbers jumped on the black and white screen, rubbing the sleepy eyes that woke up and hesitantly pressed the answer button, not planning to speak, waiting for the other party to speak first.

"Lock the doors and windows, there are people outside." The sound of I'm panting came out of the earpiece, with some caution. This is not the first time that Yi Yi has called her in the middle of the night to ask her to lock the doors and windows, and it is not the first time that someone has squatted around Yi Li, she has become accustomed to it.

hung up the phone, and did as Yilip said lightly, and there was no sleepiness. She distinctly heard the faint sound of footsteps moving outside the door, and the crisp sound of steel pipes hitting the walls.

She was even a little angry, she didn't understand why Yi Yan always provoked some bastards who didn't do her job, she didn't understand why she was with someone like Chu Tian, and she didn't understand why she never revealed half a word to the people around her about her affairs.

She was very disgusted with this mode of getting along and was reluctant to let Yi lip as a friend, to be more precise, her curiosity about Yi lip far exceeded her opinion of Yi lip, so she calmly did not argue with Yi lip, and naturally accepted this mode of getting along.

Yi Yi didn't come back one night, she didn't see Yi Yi all day on Sunday, and she studied on her own in the evening, and the people in their class also said that she took a leave of absence. Yu Ning's phone calls were never answered, and she had some inexplicable uneasiness.

After the evening self-study, I saw Yi Yan at the north gate, she seemed to be waiting for her to get out of class, and after seeing her, she turned around and walked in front first, Yu Ning chased after her and asked, "Where have you been?" “

"Looking for Ah Xi" Yi replied lightly, her footsteps did not stop, and Yu Ning walked side by side with her.

"Was the person from that day looking for Ashi?"

"Not really" Yi lip nodded, and after a long time, he suddenly stopped and asked, "Yu Ning, are we friends?" Looking ahead, Yu Ning was not as tall as her, and she couldn't see the emotions in her eyes clearly.

"Of course, in the entire Southern City, except for Mook, I only have one friend like you." Yu Ning was in a hurry to make a statement, but did not notice the mockery that flashed on Yi's face.

"What about Nanyu?" Lip began to walk forward again. Yu Ning hesitated and didn't answer, she didn't know if she and Nan Yu were friends.

"Then, what about Jiang Chengge?" Yi asked again.

Yu Ning still didn't answer, she didn't know how to answer such a sharp question as Yi Li.

"Why did you go to Ah Xi?"

Yu Ning raised her head violently and looked at Yi Lip in disbelief, her face was pale, and her hands were clasped uneasily.

"Why do you want to tell Ah Xi Chutian that she hates that she likes me? When did you become so familiar with Nanyu? Spare no effort to help Nanyu? Yi Yan suddenly turned to face Yu Ning, looking at Yu Ning's panicked face condescendingly, and his tone was mixed with sarcasm and sadness.

"I didn't" Yu Ning denied it, her tone a little excited.

"Didn't you? Then why do you want to tell Ah Xi that Jiang Chengge is Chutian's girlfriend? Why did you ask Jiang Chengge to go to the South Gate Alley? Yi lip glanced at Yu Ning coldly, "Do you know that Jiang Chengge almost died!" Yi's lips roared, making Yu Ning's ears deaf for a short time, and she only felt the buzzing sound stimulate her eardrums.

"No" Yu Ning shook her head, explaining in a panic, "It's Jiang Chengge who Nan Yu borrowed my mobile phone to make an appointment, and it was also Nan Yu who borrowed my mobile phone to send a text message to Ah Xi." They're good friends, I thought it was just a joke."

"Jokes? Yu Ning, can you be realistic, do you think that if you please Nan Yu, you will be treated well by the rich second generation of Nan Gao? Do you think your inaction is a way to protect yourself? Yi lips clenched his fists, trying to control the hand that wanted to slap Yu Ning, the anger in his tone was obvious, and the coldness in his eyes stung Yu Ning's heart.

"Lips, I don't know why you're always targeting me. You used to say that I was cowardly, that I had high self-esteem, that I was self-righteous. However, I obviously didn't do anything, everything has nothing to do with me, what can I do? Yu Ning quarreled with Yi Yi again, "Because of you, Ah Xi is making trouble for me, because Nan Yu, Wang Jiashan and Li Qi are also making trouble for me, because of Jiang Chengge, Nan Yu has also begun to calculate me, I just want to survive in Nandu and escape from that home in Yushui Town, I just don't want to live forever like a dog who wants to wag his tail and beg for mercy at others." “

Yi lips were stunned, and carefully chewed Yu Ning's words. Yu Ning really didn't have anything wrong, and she didn't have the heart to hurt people, but she didn't have the heart to defend people, which made Yi Yan really angry.

Obviously, everything shouldn't be related to her, but it is involved in everything, which should be reflected. Perhaps, the very existence of Yu Ning is the original sin.

Looking at the pathetic girl in front of her, her cold and hard heart also began to waver, a mother who didn't like her since she was a child, a cowardly and incompetent father, and a younger brother who disliked her superfluous, it seemed that Yu Ning was not luckier than her, just because she was given life, she became the free labor force that the bottomless pit family kept looting.

Sixteen years old should be the same age as flowers, should be carefree sitting in the classroom and enjoying the time of youth, and the occasional troubles should also be the math problems that cannot be solved and the results of every exam, not the never-ending darkness, and the future with no hope in sight.

Can knowledge really change fate? It doesn't seem to be. Yes, Yu Ning is not wrong, this time it seems that it is all arranged by God, and no one can escape.

Yu Ning's hesitation, panic and foolishness are incompatible with this bizarre city, and the intricate network of interpersonal relationships envelops everyone who wants to survive.

Lip stopped talking, turned and left.

Yu Ning hurriedly followed, "I don't want to please Wang Jiashan, nor do I want to please Nan Yu, but what can I do, I am not qualified to be an enemy with them, and I don't have the courage to bear their ridicule and targeting, not everyone can live like you." I'm afraid of death, I'm not willing to be destined to be inferior to others from birth! I've used all my strength to guard against me, but others are still calculating me, what can I do? Yu Ning roared at Yi's lips, and the three or two students who passed by looked back at them, no one stepped forward to persuade them, they looked at the people who were suddenly arguing on the street inexplicably with a normal look, indifferent, accustomed to it.

Yi lip moved her mouth, she didn't want to refute Yu Ning for the first time, and she didn't have the words to refute Yu Ning, she knew what Yu Ning said, but she was forcing Yu Ning to live like her, she was unwilling to live like a walking dead puppet doll by herself, she always grabbed the people around her like crazy and subconsciously forced others to live as desperately as her, so as to prove that she was alive and not an abandoned pawn.

"Lips, I've always thought you were sick, you know? You always subconsciously force others to be like you, to live like you, to act like you, to be as lonely as you are. You can't see that others are good, you can't see others have their own circles, and you are afraid that you won't be able to blend in, so you repeatedly use self-righteous principles to exhort others to rest on their laurels and wrap them in their inner shells. “

Yi glanced at Yu Ning lightly, and stopped walking faster and faster, as if looking into the distance through Yu Ning, and as if seeing her heart through Yu Ning's eyes.

"You asked Chu Tian to help you check things, you check Nanyu, check Gong Mo, check me, check everyone around you, I start to wonder if you have a split personality. You always look indifferent and look cold, but you do things that are contrary to what you hang high. The most important thing you should check is yourself, and you should know who you really are! “

"yes, who the hell is Lip I?" Yi's voice was as light as if it was lifeless, soulless, light and weightless.

Over the years, she has repeatedly asked herself, who is Yi Li? She couldn't find where she came from, let alone where she belonged.

All she knew was that sometimes she woke up sunny and sunny, sometimes it was dark all around, sometimes she felt hot in winter, and sometimes she was in an ice cellar in summer.

She felt that she was not alive after the fire, that it was her and not someone else. Otherwise, why don't you know that it hurts, doesn't know how happy or sad, she doesn't have the feelings that others have, and she doesn't have feelings.

Yi Yan turned around and walked in front slowly, Yu Ning slowly followed behind, Yu Ning repeatedly thought in her heart if these words should not be said, what would Yi Yan think when she heard it? She couldn't control her emotions, and the words she blurted out would always regret it later.

Time flickered and half of the semester passed, and the relationship between Yi Li and Yu Ning was not good or bad. The day in May has begun to heat up, and Jiang Chengge has kept a distance from Nan Yu intentionally or unintentionally since he came back from the hospital to class, and they have not seen each other after class. The pair of goddesses who were envied by all the students of Nan High School quietly went farther and farther, going the opposite way.

Yu Ning has heard a lot about Nan Yu and Jiang Chengge, such as that they have been good from junior high school to high school, and they have always been in the same class and table. Nothing to talk about, grades are always at the top, everywhere you go is as good as a conjoined baby, even drink the same bottle of water, eat the same bowl of rice.

But why, everything has changed now. Even if there is a big mistake, it will not be strange to the point where it is so disgusted with each other.