241 Thou knowest his heart

After I finished speaking, I was actually very nervous, this is a family matter, right? Although Li Ang just said that he regarded me as a family member, I was actually offensive to Li Ang when I said this. But after thinking about it, Li Yu is my husband, and we are also a family, and he said in front of me that my husband was not good, and I was really a little unhappy. What's more, Li Yu used to tell me that from childhood to adulthood, Li Ang was very strict with him, that kind of strictness was unacceptable to Li Yu, and that kind of strictness was disgusting in Li Yu's opinion, and he couldn't look down on Li Yu for anything.

I originally thought that maybe Li Yu was too sensitive, but later when I studied his audio-visual materials in order to disguise Li Ang, I found that Li Ang's attitude towards Li Yu was really worse than that of everyone.

It stands to reason that Li Yu is his son, and he is very similar to him in some places, and the relationship between him and his wife is also very deep, and there is no anger, I don't understand what Li Yu has done wrong to be treated like this by him.

For so many reasons, I was just detonated by his displeasure and disgust when he mentioned Li Yu.

After I finished speaking, Li Ang was silent for a long time, and then suddenly smiled and said, "I finally understand why the carp likes you so much. ”

About this ......

Actually, I don't quite understand it.

I asked, "Why?" ”

Leon was silent for a while before he sighed and said, "You know his heart. ”

"I ......"

If I had understood, we wouldn't have had so many misunderstandings before.

But I didn't say that to Leon, because I had something more interesting, "Dad, now that we're talking about it, may I ask a little strange question?" ”

Li Ang pursed his lips, a smile appeared in his eyes, and nodded slightly.

"I'm sure you'll think I'm stupid, but I'm ......curious," I said, "I don't understand why he likes me?" I said. So, isn't the type he likes like me? ”

Li Ang immediately smiled, "I knew you were going to ask this." ”

"It's really a little strange that I'm asking you this as a junior......" I scratched my head and said, "I'm sorry. ”

Leon was still laughing and said, "It's okay, you're still young after all." After a pause, he said: "You are the first girl in the carp to officially tell us that you are dating, and before that, he didn't tell us who he had dealings with." However, Carp's personality is like his mother's, he can't stand the cold of others, and likes warm and lovely people. The friends of the opposite sex that he used to hang out with were also of this type. ”

I'm neither warm nor lovable, I'm cold.

I said, "I haven't met his friends yet." I used to think he had no friends. ”

"Those people don't see them, they're just children." Leon said, "I think it's your credit that he stopped associating with them after he was with you." ”

I said, "But I didn't even know he had any friends, let alone any credit." ”

"Maybe I'm afraid you think he can't be trusted." Li Ang said: "Among his friends, only Meng Jiancong's ending is good, at least he is safe now." Some others died, and some had their parents in prison. At that time, carp only interacted with people based on their interests, but did not consider their development, and managed many useless interpersonal relationships. ”

I couldn't help but laugh.

Li Ang was puzzled, "What's wrong?" Why laugh like that? ”

I said, "I know you're very good at relationships, and your connections must be useful." ”

Li Ang was not polite, and said: "Useful contacts need to be carefully selected, and they need to be operated and maintained, and they must not only choose people and do things based on interest." ”

"Well......," I said, "but the carp is so coincidental that it does exactly the opposite of you." ”

Leon reacted at this time, smiled, and said, "He has been committed to working against me since adolescence, as if I were his enemy. ”

I said, "It's not so much that he broke off with those bad friends because he was with me, but that he grew up and started to accept some of your words." ”

Li Ang didn't nod or shake his head, but said, "What you just said is not wrong, he has his own special features, and I should reflect on it." ”

I couldn't help but wonder, "You reflect on my words?" ”

Leon nodded, "What's the matter?" ”

I said, "I thought you would think you were offending you." After all, I'm a junior. ”

"But you are his wife, the closest person to him." Leon said, "Your feelings are the closest to the truth. ”

I don't know how to answer, and Leon is a person who always surprises me.

Leon looked at me suspiciously, and said, "Your expression is strange. You kid, say anything generously, and it's too offensive to talk about offense between a family. ”

I organized my language before I said, "Although you are only a generation older than me, it is enough to be my grandfather at your age." I rushed to give you advice, but you accepted it immediately, and I always felt ...... Something seems wrong? ”

Li Ang smiled again and said very gently: "Because you think that old men of our age should be rigid and stubborn and do not listen to people's persuasion?" ”

I said, "No, it's just ...... I'm certainly not the first to persuade you. There must be someone closer to you, like your mother and sister, who have advised you more carefully. ”

Leon nodded and said, "They've all said it, but I think they're too used to him." He sighed and said, "Actually, I know why I treat the carp like this, and I know very well why he treats me like this." ”

I asked, "Why?" ”

"He was a lot like me in many ways, but he had the same simple, simple heart as his mother. In addition, he has his own appearance, and his mother and I don't want to offend people, but he has been sharp since he was a child. "The reason why I have a child at such an old age is because I have always felt that I have no conditions, and I hope to prepare everything for my child before he is born, so that he will not suffer the hardships that my mother and I have suffered, but the carp does not cherish all this." I can be tolerant of ignorant outsiders, but Carp is different, he is my son, and I think that he should naturally understand me. ”

I understand, he treats Li Yu too much as his own. In other words, he regarded Li Yu as "himself".

He created everything for Li Yu that he didn't get when he was a child, and at the same time he was angry that he didn't even cherish it, because it was what he longed for but didn't have.

I asked, "Then why did the carp do this to you?" ”

"Because he doesn't like it." Leon said: "He felt that my demands on him were already outrageous, and many of them were not based on him as a person, but ...... Myself. So he kept doing the opposite, probably to remind me that he was who he was, not what I thought he was. ”

I said, "Why do you keep doing this when you think so clearly?" ”

Li Ang shook his head, sighed, and said, "People have limits. ”

It wasn't until after Leon had left that I pondered for a while that I understood the meaning of his last sentence.

People say that Leon is good at dancing with long sleeves and is very good at being a man, and after I talked to him twice, I also felt that it was really pleasant to get along with him, and I felt that he was so tolerant, wise, and honest.

But that's the way he is, but he can't handle the relationship with his own son, perhaps, this proves that he can't handle the relationship with himself well, right?

After talking to Leon today, I feel that I have benefited a lot, and before he left, he also said that he found it very pleasant to chat with me, and I feel very lucky about this, it feels like I was praised by my teacher when I was a child. That's right, since the last time he said he forgave me, I've been touched by a lot of admiration for him. I know that his forgiveness is by no means as simple as a pat on the head and decided, but after a long struggle, because even if I was deceived, it was I who did it in the end, and this part can be said to be unforgivable.

Hey, thinking about how I feel about him, from hatred to understanding to worship, this mental path can be said to be very tortuous.

That night, I couldn't sleep at first, then I couldn't bear to fall asleep, but I soon woke up.

The familiar colorful surroundings reminded me that Wu Jingkang was here.

I walked around, but I couldn't see anything but the weird colors that were intertwined.

It was very painful to be in a confined environment all the time, and I became more and more upset, and finally I simply sat on the ground and couldn't help muttering, "What are you doing ...... mysterious?"

There was a burst of laughter.

Scold.

I didn't look up, I only heard an unfamiliar voice behind me, "I've been waiting for you for a long time, but you haven't arrived for a long time, it's not a good habit to go to bed too late." ”

I looked up and saw a pair of black lace-up leather shoes, which were very old.

I quickly stood up, only to see a man standing in front of me who looked about 180 centimeters tall, with a parted head and a childish face, although not handsome, but still handsome. He was wearing a white shirt, a striped suit and vest, and he looked like the second male number one who came out of the Republic of China TV series.

I was surprised and asked, "Is this ......?"

"The Wu Jingkang you want." He smiled and tapped his palm with the fan in his hand and asked, "How do you feel?" ”

I said, "Your eyes are bright, but he's very simple." ”

"Simple?" Wu Jingkang laughed and said, "You say yes, anyway, I don't like him very much." ”

I asked, "So who do you like to be?" ”

"Your husband, of course." He smiled and said, "You can see that his gaze is very gentle, and it makes me feel very comfortable." ”

I was speechless for a moment and asked, "Did you come last time because the carp was not allowed?" ”

"Not only that, but that little guy also scolded me," Wu Jingkang said with a smile, "He also underestimated you too much." ”

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