I knew that Shen Jingyun was deliberately joking, so that I wouldn't be so nervous in this strange village, after all, the people in this village have a kind of arrogance, and they are not particularly friendly to people.

Just like now, the village is not as deserted as before, and some people have appeared.

Most of them are adults with children, playing with the entertainment facilities prepared for children in this village.

In fact, there is no need to rely on feelings to perceive their powerful aura, the people of this village can still recognize them at a glance. Because the pride in their demeanor is very different from that of ordinary people, and they look at ordinary people in their eyes as if they are looking at another animal.

But this is just my feeling, because the people in this village are still friendly to ordinary people in other villages, but that kind of indifference and alienation, and even some high-minded friendliness, I don't know if those ordinary people have found out?

"To be honest, I don't like this village." I whispered to Shen Jingyun, and after speaking, I regretted it, after all, this is Shen Jingyun's side family, will he be angry?

"It's hard to get people like because they already think they're superior. But don't expect to change anything, almost all families have this attitude, they all think of themselves as ordinary people..."Saying that, Shen Jingyun's expression became a little strange, I looked at him curiously, he thought for a while, and then said to me: "Well, it doesn't belong to a biological category anymore. ”

I laughed out loud with a "poof", thinking that Shen Jingyun had been in contact with this person for a long time, and I realized that he was actually very humorous.

Seeing me smile like this, Shen Jingyun was also a little relieved, and said to me: "No matter what they think of themselves, you don't want to be affected, the focus is always on what kind of mentality you have." ”

"Okay." I nodded gently, and Shen Jingyun's words seemed to be just right to solve some of the discomfort in my heart.

In the midst of such conversations, Shen Jingyun and I had already walked to the restaurant in this village.

It turned out that the restaurant was hidden in a small courtyard similar to an ordinary family, and from the outside, I thought that there was a family living here.

I was curious about such an ancient name for the restaurant, but when I went in, I found out that it was a canteen.

It's strange that in a place like a village, doesn't every family cook their own food? How can there be such a thing as a cafeteria?

I asked Shen Jingyun, and Shen Jingyun explained to me in a low voice: "Don't think that this is a village, it's just that the family exists in this form, understand?" So for dinner, it is still according to the rules of the family, and everyone eats in the cafeteria. ”

Shen Jingyun and I were talking, and a slightly fat woman had already walked up to me and Shen Jingyun.

She is the same as the person we contacted before, at first glance she is just an ordinary peasant woman, but if you feel it carefully, you can immediately feel that she belongs to this village, proud, cold, and powerful.

Seeing me and Shen Jingyun sitting down, she just said a very simple sentence, two words: "Qualifications?" ”

I feel like I'm getting used to this kind of pride and coldness, just as we have been smiling at everyone along the way, and often responding to us are just ordinary people and children, and the people of this village are indifferent.

Shen Jingyun also took out the pass when he heard this, and the woman looked at it carefully, and only said: "You can only use the meal in the third district, the dinner plate is over there, and you can take it yourself." ”

After speaking, she hurriedly walked away, as if avoiding suspicion, feeling like I would dirty her if I came into contact with a "low-level person" like Shen Jingyun.

It's not that I'm deliberately thinking about it, but her dislike is already clearly written on her face, much more serious than the people in those villages.

Shen Jingyun didn't feel anything, stood up and went to get the plate, and soon got a bunch of food, all vegetarian food, without a bit of meat dishes. Moreover, these vegetarian dishes are not ordinary vegetarian dishes or anything, it seems to be some yams, yellow essence, poria and the like, simply cut into pieces, boiled in water, and eaten like this.

I don't complain about this kind of food, I have suffered hardship, and I feel that I should be grateful for everything I eat.

Shen Jingyun was afraid that I would not be comfortable, so he said to me: "Eat quickly, you can't waste a little, otherwise they will be unhappy." Because these things are not precious, but they also feel that they are not eaten by ordinary people, because they are not cultivated, they only eat wild ones. ”

In fact, these things are not a few wild ones.

I lowered my head and ate, and didn't make any further comments, but Shen Jingyun thought about it, and explained to me again: "As for the woman of the Shen family just now, don't take it to heart, the people who can come to supervise the restaurant are more or less in the side family have some status." In this type of family, the more status you have, the more you look down on ordinary people. ”

"But you really don't care, it's actually quite normal. Just like in real life, people with ability may not necessarily look down on people who don't, right? Seeing that I was silent, Shen Jingyun ate a piece of yam that had no taste, and his soft tone was comforting me.

I don't know why, the more Shen Jingyun is like this, the more uneasy I feel in my heart, I can't help but say, "Shen Jingyun, can I go and wait for you in the car?" When you're done, we'll leave quickly, okay? I really don't like to stay in this village, I don't like people who are so cold and impersonal. ”

When I said this, I saw that Shen Jingyun's brows were already furrowed, and he wanted to say something, but when the words came to his lips, he still said to me, "Eat first."

Actually, I don't have much appetite to eat anymore, but the food here can't be wasted. No matter what the people are here, I should still respect their rules when I get here, and I can only endure the uncomfortable feeling of not wanting to eat and eat the food in front of me.

Walking out of the restaurant, Shen Jingyun and I met the old clan uncle again, and it seemed that they had been waiting for me and Shen Jingyun here for some time.

Seeing me and Shen Jingyun coming out, he came over and said, "I have already informed all the elders in the clan, as well as the patriarch. You can come directly to the ancestral hall. ”

After speaking, he didn't wait for me and Shen Jingyun, and turned around and left.

Shen Jingyun's expression had changed to a wry smile, and he could only reluctantly say to me: "Don't mind, such a family is somewhat xenophobic, this is the treatment that outsiders should have." ”

I can see that Shen Jingyun wants to try his best to explain everything here to me, let me not mind, take it to heart, and besides, he also wants me to work hard to adapt.

I became more and more uneasy, and finally remembered some of Shen Jingyun's previous words, originally I didn't care too much, because I thought it was good to go anywhere, anyway, Shen Jingyun was here, and I didn't have to worry about everything.

I only feel chills all over my body now, and under such a sun, the sun can't shine on me: "Shen Jingyun, don't lie to me, tell me seriously, okay?" Are you going to leave me here alone, you're leaving? ”

Shen Jingyun was originally going to take me to the ancestral hall, but when he heard that I finally asked this question, his face showed a trace of unbearability, and he also had a feeling of finally being relieved, and said to me softly: "Lin Xiaoshuang, the most important thing is to be able to live. Whether it's the previous exploration of the little black house, or the experience of a mental hospital. Don't you feel that an organization is eyeing you? In this case, I can't fight against you, I have to bring you here. Either way, it's safe for you to stay here. And when you are safe, I will have the heart to do what I want to do, and I can rest assured to unite some people and pull out this nail. Not to mention completely uprooting, at least cut off their minions in S City. ”

"But I don't want to stay here." I know what Shen Jingyun said makes sense, but as long as I think of being alone here, I can't help but wet my eyes with tears, and I feel that I have never been so weak.

Suddenly, I thought of a possibility, raised my head and said to Shen Jingyun: "Otherwise, let's go to Huo Kai, his department belongs to the state, and his ability must be very powerful, let's go to Huo Kai, okay?" ”

I was almost begging Shen Jingyun.

Shen Jingyun sighed softly and said, "Lin Xiaoshuang, you don't know anything about this 'world'. Here there is its own set of rules, different from the world of ordinary people. It's true that Huo Kai can't provide you with asylum, but when things come to this point, do you think he still wants to actively provide you with asylum? Even the last time he came, he wasn't very strong. Why is that? Because of your ability, you will definitely be valued by the department, and if you owe them favors, you will definitely give something. Moreover, your identity is also in question now, and once you deal with the department, you may be dragged your family in. However, if it is a member of the Gu Xiu family, they will definitely return to the family in the end, and if you bring these troubles to the family, I am worried that there will be various problems. ”

"I just want to live the ordinary life I used to have, and I don't want to return to any family." I know I'm a little headstrong, but isn't that what I'm thinking? Moreover, I don't understand Shen Jingyun's words very well.

"The Gu Xiu family will not let their clansmen stay out all the time, this is a matter of face. What's more, you are not an ordinary clansman, your ability and destiny..."When Shen Jingyun said this, he didn't say any more, but frowned and said: "Lin Xiaoshuang, this is your fate in the future, and there is no way to resist." ”

"I'll go find Zuo Qiu, I'll go find Helian Cheng!" My voice was already a little shaky.

"The forces behind Zuo Qiu are even more troublesome, if you are human, it is best not to be involved. As for Helian Cheng, he himself is not mature, the last time he received a request to protect you, it is estimated that no, he has simply taken a fancy to the family behind him, and he is also a member of the Gu Xiu family! However, because Helian Cheng is young, very conceited, and very rebellious, he will definitely not use the power of the family, and he himself is not enough to protect you. It's going to make things go bad, you know? ”

Shen Jingyun denied all my retreats and possibilities, and a despair that I had never felt before rose in my heart, why should I despair? Actually, it's a safe place to be.

I don't understand how I feel, I just feel hopeless.