Sixty-eight

Bedroom in the bathroom

Ozawa was lying in the bathtub with bubbles all over his body, and Song Jiujiu gently washed him.

A heavenly laugh sounded: "Giggles, Mommy, I'm afraid of itching, itchy, hahaha."

"Ozawa, don't make trouble, you can wash it well to wash it white! Shrewd! ”

The figures of one large and one small are reflected on the glass door of the bathroom, and the picture is extremely warm and soft.

Lin Jingxuan, who was passing by, stopped and stood at the door in a daze.

Once upon a time, such a picture turned out to be a longing for him.

That wandering heart wants to settle down.

Lovely son, beloved lover, why can't he easily have such an ordinary thing?

There are a lot of women waiting in line for him, why are he just unwilling to compromise? Is it just because that person isn't her?

An indifferent look came to his eyes again, and he strode away, his aching heart aching again.

She was so disgusting, she inadvertently broke into her own world and lived in his heart without his permission.

But why do you want to leave ruthlessly? Is she very happy to marry Bai Shuyan?

Jealousy makes him angry, and for five years, is he the only one who is unhappy?

He didn't want to admit it, but he had to admit it, he still loved it but couldn't help but hurt it.

I want to get closer, but there's no reason to get close again.

Ozawa's immature voice came from the big bed: "Mom, why do people die?" ”

Song Jiujiu stroked Xiao Ze's head with a smile and said, "Son, if one day your mother leaves you due to illness or other accidents, you must remember that your mother will always love you and don't feel lonely." Because my mother believes that after death, the soul will float in outer space, and death is only death in the physical sense, and our soul is immortal and eternal."

Ozawa said with tears in his eyes: "When I grow up, I want to be an astronaut and go to outer space to find you, so that we can be together again."

Ozawa is a kind and emotional person, listening to him choke up and say these words,

It suddenly became clear that it was appropriate to discuss this kind of topic with a five-year-old kid.

Song Jiujiu hugged him and comforted him and told him: "Mom just wants to tell you, never forget that Mom will always love you, even if our lives disappear, I hope you are not alone, have confidence, live with love, warm and happy."

Then she told him, "Have you ever heard that when you die, you become a star in the sky, shining forever and smiling forever?" So don't think that death is leaving, the people who love you will become stars in the sky, always watching you and guarding you, reminding you that there will always be someone who loves you".

Ozawa thought about it and said, "Then I want to make a wish the next time I see a meteor, and I hope I can find you in the future."

Thank you dear son, thank you for being my son, I want to say, "Thank you for having you in life, you are my eternal angelic baby, and your arrival has made my life complete." I confess that I am a loveless person, and the thorny roses are slowly budding in the warm soil called home.

Song Jiujiu gently kissed Ozawa's forehead, Ozawa blinked his eyes and continued to ask, "Mom, don't you like Dad?" But if you don't like it, why did you give birth to me? ”

Song Jiujiu didn't know how to answer for a while: "Sleep, don't ask so much, children need to sleep more to grow taller." ”

"Then do you love Uncle White? Can't I call this dad my dad after you marry Uncle Bai? Actually, I kind of like this dad! Although he always has a stiff face. ”

"Come on, go to sleep, let's talk when we wake up, okay?" Song Jiujiu turned off the lamp.

By the pool, a familiar figure shuttles through the water, as freely as a fish.

Next to the curtain on the second floor, by the moonlight, Song Jiujiu secretly stood aside and watched.

He still likes to swim at night so much, and his swimming style is still so handsome.

He may be from the water system, how can he have so many memories of water.

The first rescue from falling into the water, the first frolicking in the sea, the first hot spring date, so much sweetness is actually related to water.

By the pool, the man came ashore handsomely, his toned inverted deltoid muscles sparkling in the light, and crystal droplets of water dripping from the ends of his hair.

Lin Jingxuan raised his eyebrows, and a shadow on the second floor moved instantly.

She was peeking at him, inexplicably in a good mood, and the corners of her mouth rose slightly.

Villa Lin Jingxuan study

Song Jiujiu was notified by Ah Qing to go to the study to talk.

Lin Jingxuan smoked a cigarette and looked at Song Jiujiu who came in.

"Ms. Wen, take the liberty of asking, is it you who peeked at me swimming on the second floor just now?"

Song Jiujiu embarrassedly denied: "No, we just closed the window and accidentally saw you." ”

"Oh, well, I'm sincere to talk to you about Ozawa tonight, but I think the bell still has to be tied to the bell, so I think it's better for us to figure out the past and then talk about Ozawa. Don't know what you think? Lin Jingxuan asked.

Song Jiujiu's resistant gaze turned away: "The previous things have passed, and there is no point in pursuing it now." Let's talk about how to solve the problem now. ”

Lin Jingxuan coldly spat out the smoke ring: "I have the right to know the past before I can talk to you about the future." Why did you run away when you were pregnant with my child? ”

"If I don't run away, will there still be Ozawa now? Will you allow me to have a baby? Have you thought about what your wife and family will do to us? Song Jiujiu asked aggrievedly.

Lin Jingxuan continued to ask, "When did you and Bai Shuyan get married?" Have you ever been in?

Have you betrayed me in your time with me? ”

Song Jiujiu gasped: "Does it make sense to say this now?" ”

"Don't talk nonsense, I need your answer."

"No, I never betrayed you. My wedding with Bai Shuyan will be held next month, do you want to come and attend? Well, I officially invite you to our wedding. ”

Hearing her answer, Lin Jingxuan was taken aback.

He always thought that they were already married, but it turned out that it was just his own imagination.

It's been five years, why are you only getting married now?

Lin Jingxuan asked vigilantly: "Have you been living together for a long time, and are you only getting a license for a wedding now?" ”

Song Jiujiu replied impatiently: "Whatever you think?" Whatever you think it is, it's fine. ”

Lin Jingxuan got up and picked up his mobile phone and flipped out a photo, the men and women in the photo hugged warmly, looking extremely intimate.

"How do you explain this picture?"

Song Jiujiu asked angrily: "How did the photo come from?" Did you send someone to follow me? ”

"The photo was taken by Bai Shuyan's wife Liu Jia, how dare you do it?" Lin Jingxuan asked coldly.

"Whatever you want, it's just a hug." Song Jiujiu responded coldly.

Lin Jingxuan walked up to her and looked at her condescendingly: "Hmph, then how do you explain that you lonely men and widows stay in the room for one night?" ”

"Which eye saw us stay all night? And even if it is, what does it mean? ”

Song Jiujiu rolled his eyes and asked, "Lin Jingxuan, what do you mean now?" Settle old scores? Don't you think it's naïve? If you don't care about your wife, why do you care about me? ”

Lin Jingxuan smiled and said, "I just want to see when your fox tail will be revealed." ”

"Then let me tell you that Bai Shuyan left you that night, did you believe it? Let me tell you that I have always been innocent with Bai Shuyan, including now, do you believe it? ”

Song Jiujiu closed his eyes angrily: "Why do I have to explain so much to you?" Shuyan and I are about to get married, and I hope you won't make trouble again. Why is your wife not good enough? Isn't your marriage happy enough after five years? Why do you keep feeling like a victim? Have you ever thought that I was a complete failure in this relationship. Unmarried pregnancy without hesitation, do you know how I survived all these years? I always advise myself that even if I can't be with you, at least we still have our children, and as long as he is there, I will not regret it. Why are you so cruel that you have to take away my last hope? ”

Song Jiujiu couldn't cry for a long time, and the pear blossom's rainy face was like tears.

Lin Jingxuan was shocked and silent, his brows were tightly locked, and his chest turned over and over.

Is she telling the truth? Should you trust her? Is she really innocent with Bai Shuyan?

Who is the person she loves? Countless questions are like little knots tangled together.

"Li Yuxi and I divorced a long time ago, not long after you left for Paris." Throwing down these words, Lin Jingxuan turned around and fled.

He needed time to digest the knot of his life, and he was destined to stay awake tonight.

Two rooms, two beds, two people, tossing and turning from time to time.

Ozawa's even breathing came, and Song Jiujiu, who was insomnia, sighed in a low voice.

In another room, cigarette butts were already piled up with ashtrays, and the thick smell of smoke permeated the room.

In the darkness, the lit cigarette butt flickered, and Lin Jingxuan's pitch-black pupils were extremely sharp in the moonlight.

The next morning

The two with dark circles met awkwardly at the dinner table.

"Mom, uncle, what's wrong with the eyes of you two? Why is it so dark? Is it dark circles? Ozawa asked, sipping milk.

"Call Dad, don't call Uncle, you are my son, no one can change this" Lin Jingxuan said seriously.

Song Jiujiu didn't say a word, picked up the sandwich and chewed it.

Probably unable to stand the hot gaze from the other side, Song Jiujiu picked up the milk and picked up the sandwich and got up and said, "I'll go outside and eat while basking in the sun." ”

Lin Jingxuan gently pinched Xiao Ze's cute little face, and asked with a smile, "Son, did your mother and Uncle Bai sleep in the same bed?" ”

Ozawa thought for a moment, "No, my mother slept with me." However, I think if Uncle Bai and my mother get married, he should rob my mother with me. Although I like Uncle Bai very much, I want my mother to only sleep with me all the time. ”

"Your mother is mine, and you will have to sleep in your own bed in the future." Lin Jingxuan said.

Ozawa lowered his head unhappily to eat bread, and suddenly looked up and asked, "Dad, does my mother have two husbands and I have two fathers?" ”

Lin Jingxuan raised his hand unhappily and knocked on Xiao Ze's head: "In the future, you are not allowed to call other people's fathers except me." ”

Ozawa touched his head in pain and cried out loud.

Song Jiujiu hurriedly ran over and picked him up: "What's wrong?" Why are you crying? ”

Ozawa shed tears of grievance, and pointed to the ice cube face in front of him with his little finger: "Dad beat me, he's not a good father, I don't want him anymore." Woowoo woo ......"

Lin Jingxuan stood stupidly as if he had done something wrong, and said softly: "The boy is crying, this is inherited from your mother." ”

"You ......" Song Jiujiu was speechless angrily, and picked up Xiao Ze into the room.