96 I will not accompany you
"You look like your mother."
Si Cheng took the teacup I handed him and looked at me frankly, without too many waves in his eyes.
I was surprised!
But think about it, their generation is rooted in Jiangcheng, how can they not know each other.
I smiled politely, "She's colder than me." ”
Si Cheng was slightly stunned, then smiled, shook his head and said, "Your mother hasn't liked to have a cold face since she was a child. ”
I have no intention of exploring and questioning the past between my fathers.
But I know that Si Cheng will definitely not be idle today, drinking tea and reminiscing about the past.
I was silent for a while and asked, "Uncle, please speak up if you have something to say." ”
Si Cheng looked at me intriguingly for a few seconds and said, "Ah Jing, this kid is good at everything, but his temperament is too boring, he doesn't like to express, and he likes to carry everything by himself." After a long time, many people may not be able to stand it. ”
I looked at his gaze carefully, and there was a sigh in my tone, but there was no worry in my eyes.
Many people, especially the elders, will have emotions in their eyes when they talk about their daughters, or disappointed and worried, or surprised and proud.
But he didn't!
Not a single bit.
Immediately, he suddenly said, "You are a good fit for him." ”
I froze, "Me? Right for him? ”
To say that Si Hanjing is suitable for me, I think it is reasonable, but to say that I am suitable for Si Hanjing...... In my heart, I actually think that Han Wei or Song Wenwen is more suitable for him.
"Before I came, I called Si Bai and asked about you, and he thought so."
Si Cheng seemed to be smiling, "Half of the same emotional outlook, half of the similar personalities are completely different." ”
I nodded silently.
In a way, we are similar and complementary.
For example, Si Hanjing values responsibility, while I care about loyalty, and neither of them has too much hope for marriage, it is just a formality.
That's why we meet for the first time, talk for a few minutes, and get married ridiculously.
"Did he mention his mother to you?" Si Cheng's voice suddenly became distant.
I froze again, shook my head, and whispered, "He didn't mention it." ”
"Ah Jing is also very similar to his mother, he is a very persistent person, and he has the character of not looking back after hitting the south wall."
He then added, "At the age of three, Ah Jing witnessed the death of her mother in a car accident. ”
"The whole process?"
Si Cheng closed his eyes, held back the emotions that came up, and pressed his voice back to calm again, "When I arrived at the scene, I saw that his mother was protecting him too tightly at the moment of the accident, and he had little strength at that time and couldn't break free, trapped in the arms of the cold corpse for a day and a night. ”
Three-year-old, held by a cold corpse for a day and a night?
I lowered my eyes and whispered to myself, "Is he sad and scared?" ”
"Sad? He was so stunned that he didn't even shed a single tear, and if he was afraid, I hadn't heard him say a word for months after I picked him up. ”
I'm sluggish.
After a long time, Si Cheng said lightly, "At the beginning, he was also well-behaved and warm-hearted, took the initiative to please the elder brothers and sisters, and tried his best to behave." But there are many people in the compound, and from time to time someone will say some nonsense gossip, Ah Jing is precocious, smart and sensitive, and later abandoned by his stepmother, slowly he becomes more and more taciturn, and no one is particularly close. ”
"Han Shen is a well-known little bully in our courtyard, once I saw him bullied and supported him once, in the days to come, no matter where he is domineering or drilling dog holes to go out to play, or even go to the rice fields outside to fish and catch frogs, he will definitely call him."
"So the cold depth is very important to Ah Jing."
My heart was pounding, and I vaguely felt what he was going to mean.
Si Cheng put down the teacup and said sharply in his eyes, "As an elder, I hope he gets married and has children as soon as possible, but to say a bystander's words, I don't recommend him to get married, at least not now." ”
"So what does Uncle mean?"
"Maintain the status quo, there is no need to take your life to fight his grandfather, as long as you don't get married, my dad will not break this balance."
"So if the old chief doesn't agree for a day, he can't get married for a day?" I scoffed.
I'm not in a hurry to get married, but there's a big difference between not being in a hurry to get married and not being able to get married.
It's like falling in love with a man, but it hasn't developed to the point of getting married and the man makes it clear that he doesn't want to marry you, which are two different concepts.
"You can wait," Si Cheng chuckled, but said calmly.
Wait?
Again, wait.
This is what people around me have been talking to me the most recently.
I haven't figured out what to wait for.
A cold male voice sneered, "Wait for that old man to die." ”
........
Hospital, outside the VIP ward.
Watching the shadow that came out of the ward disappear at the end of the hallway, I suddenly lost the courage to go in and ask questions.
Should I do what they told me before, whatever he said?
No need to think, no need to think, no need to dwell on it....
If people can really live like this, how nice.
"Not going in?"
I turned sideways, my eyes fell on Li Feng, who I hadn't looked at seriously since I appeared, my thin lips were like slashing, my eyes were like the sea, with a light smile, and my tone was very light, "Don't expect me to come back to pick up leaks, I don't want to be a father." ”
I pursed my lips and said nothing.
"If you don't go in, go back, you can't make up in front of this kind of man who pretends to be deep, and the price will be dropped."
With that, he grabbed my wrist and walked back.
I struggled, but I couldn't get rid of Li Feng's strength, and only said, "Do you think I should go in?" He didn't want me to know anything. ”
Li Feng sneered, in one sentence, "But if you don't go in, do you want that woman to continue to take care of him?" ”
"I don't want to."
"Then get in."
I nodded and asked, "What about you?" ”
"Heh.... What's going on in your head. ”
Li Feng sneered, "You want me to wait for you?" ”
I shook my head.
"I want to take it back to Lao Tzu, and tell you, if I can send you here, it will already be considered benevolent and righteous."
“.......”
Li Feng said viciously, and then left without looking back.
The back is very chic.
......
In the hospital room.
Si Hanjing was sitting on the hospital bed, with a table and a notebook on it, and he was looking at the screen, not knowing what he was looking at.
I was instantly devastated.
He was indeed free to communicate, but he didn't inform me.
But I still didn't know how to face him, comfort him, or even tell him that I knew about his injuries.
If you ask him, he will definitely say that it is a minor injury, and it is not in the way.
There can be multiple powder fractures, broken kidneys and massive bleeding, and other internal organs are also damaged to varying degrees, how can it be considered a minor injury?
My whole heart trembled.
Hearing the movement, Si Hanjing naturally looked up.
He didn't expect me to be here, his eyes flashed a little surprised, but it was only a flash, so fast that I almost didn't catch it.
"Gu Liangyu," he whispered.
I didn't go in right away, I just stood in the doorway, watching him quietly.
"Come here, good," he said, looking at me with such a shallow helplessness.
I gently closed the door of the ward, walked to the bedside, pulled over the chair and sat down.
I didn't look at him, and I didn't take the initiative to speak.
"Angry?" He leaned over and touched my face and asked softly.
"Nope."
"Who sent you?"
I looked up at him and smiled, "Guess? ”
Hearing me say this, he was obviously stunned, and smiled randomly, "When Li Feng sent you here, did he also tell you something else?" ”
"Oh, is it? I don't seem to remember. I said casually.
"Gu Liangyu..."Hearing my attitude, he seemed to be a little displeased, "Don't be like this, I said it before, if you want to be unhappy, you can say it, you can lose your temper, just don't be stuffy, it's yourself who is stuffy." ”
"You'll know I'm upset, too?" I annoyed.
"Gu Liangyu..."
"Then why do you do it when you know I'm going to be upset? Don't be afraid that your emotions will affect your daughter's health. ”
We stared at each other and didn't speak for a moment.
Half a ring, he explained, "You see, I can't get out of bed until now, it makes no difference in the hospital or prison, instead of letting you see my miserable appearance, more irritated and broken, it is better to make you think that I am in prison, and when I recover from my injuries, I am going out to look for you." ”
Nothing different?
I repeated these words several times, and my eyes were filled with tears, "To you, what am I in your eyes, and what am I in your heart." ”
One or two sentences of questioning made Si Hanjing stunned and stunned.
I stubbornly watched his thin lips move and move, and the whole person fell back to the bed as if he had lost his strength.
"I'm sorry...."
A word of sorry completely extinguished the light in my heart.
Taking a deep breath, I spoke slowly, "I won't forgive you again if there is a next time." ”
Si Hanjing paused, and immediately came over and pulled me to sit on the bed, with his chin resting on my shoulder, and the breath of speech was sprayed on my ears.
"I don't want you to know about Uncle Niang and that waste cousin, I don't want you to have more pressure. You see that you still can't help but go on a blind date with your child in the end, if you know this, isn't it..... So, if I had to choose again, I wouldn't tell you. ”
I closed my eyes and had nothing to say.
What can I say!
Si Hanjing said that the starting point was for the good of me and the child, and he chose to do this because he was worried that I wouldn't be able to bear it.
But I really can't bear it anymore.
Probably seeing that I didn't speak in his arms, Si Hanjing's voice was a little panicked when he spoke again, "Gu Liangyu, you talk to me, huh?" ”
I looked down at his watch, it was almost half past ten, "What do you want to eat at noon, I'll get it for you." ”
"Just buy some nearby."
I peeled his hand away, stood up, and smiled, "I don't think Miss Song will buy you something to eat nearby." ”
"She doesn't know how to cook," Si Hanjing said casually, thought for a while, and added, "Anyway, she didn't make it herself." ”
Is it....
With such a good opportunity, how could you let go of such an opportunity to show so sincerely.
I tilted my head and said, "Looks like you're getting along well, and you've only been able to find out if she'll cook for you herself." ”
"When I promised her to go into the ward to deliver food, I said that if she cooked it herself, I wouldn't eat it," Si Hanjing raised his head and wrinkled his eyebrows, "I'm afraid that you will be jealous and unhappy if you know it." ”
Hmph, that's what I'm talking about, I'm still a little more comfortable.
"So what do you want to eat, continue to eat their chef's or something else?"
"You don't get angry, I can eat anything."
I looked at him and counted in my mind how many times he had stopped getting angry since he saw me.
"How's the injury?" I asked suddenly.
Si Hanjing replied quickly, "If you have a broken bone, you can just take care of it, and the other skin injuries will be fine if they heal." ”
The answer I expected was almost word for word.
I suppressed those distracting thoughts, and couldn't help but say softly, "Then you rest for a while, I'll ask Han Tao to pick me up to buy some ingredients and get you some delicious food at home, and I'm bringing it to you." ”
"Don't bother, just let Xiao Qian go outside and buy some casually."
"It's not troublesome, it's not nutritious to buy outside," I insisted.
"Then you are not allowed to go, just stay here with me," he said, looking at me emphatically, "I want you to accompany me." ”
"I'm not with you."
I touched my lower abdomen and said, "Sibai arranged a prenatal checkup in the afternoon, and the baby will be too lazy to move when he is hungry. ”
With that, I turned around and headed out of the room.
The door was pushed open at this time, and a little nurse came in, who was stunned when she saw me, and then said urgently to the person on the hospital bed, "Mr. Si, your girlfriend is scalded by boiling water, let me tell you that she may not be able to deliver you food on time at noon." ”