At the beginning of September, the sun gave up on scorching beings, and there were a few more graceful clouds in the blue sky, quietly watching the crowd below.

He Bingxia held a sun umbrella and walked slowly on the street, although today was a new beginning, but she was not in a hurry, she looked around and admired the surrounding landscape.

It was her first time in the area, and although she was in the same city, she had never wanted to come to such a place that was not her own.

But now, she has come to the place she has been dreaming of since she first heard it three years ago - Qiyang Middle School, a private aristocratic middle school.

She still knew this name from Chu Xingyan's mouth, at that time she had just entered junior high school, but she was not happy, because her parents were divorced, and her mother's mental condition was very bad during that time, and she was also affected by this.

- Three years ago.

Although he shouldn't say that, He Bingxia didn't feel broken by this matter, because finally he didn't have to hear them arguing, why should two people who were already tired of each other still be tied together.

This is something she can't understand, she and her mother moved out of the place where they have lived for more than ten years, without a trace of nostalgia.

He Bingxia thought: What is there to be nostalgic for, maybe there will soon be a new hostess here and a half-old child.

Her parents are divorced, who is right and who is wrong, she no longer wants to ask, she only knows that at that time her mother always hid in the room alone in the middle of the night and cried, whenever the door opened, her mother's eyes always became bright, but they were still dimmed, fleeting, but she was still noticed by Xiaoice Xia, who was delicate and sensitive from her thoughts.

Therefore, the two divorced, and she chose her mother. She thought, a person like her mother is always kind-hearted.

Just when she was lying on the table softly and distracted, someone patted her on the back, He Bingxia ignored it, she only felt that she was disturbed.

However, the hand on his back refused to give up, and He Bingxia was very irritable. However, when she heard the voice of the owner of the hand, she decided to temporarily suppress the irritable factor in her heart and become a lady.

"Classmate, what's wrong with you, are you not feeling well? Need help? I can call you a teacher for you. He Bingxia didn't react.

But I thought in my heart, the voice is so good, I don't know what it looks like.

The boy didn't hear an answer after asking, thinking that she was really unwell and didn't want to speak, so he immediately decided to go out and find the teacher.

He Bingxia heard the sound of the stool legs rubbing against the ground, and hurriedly turned around to tell the other party that he didn't need help.

The sunlight just shone on his hair, some fluffy black hair obediently on his head, the sunlight was too dazzling, she couldn't see his face clearly, but she could feel his three-dimensional facial features, and the water chestnuts were distinct.

In fact, the school uniform is not so ugly, He Bingxia thought, at least on the boy in front of her, she felt very appropriate.

She quickly glanced at the boy's height, compared to his peers, he was above average, and she didn't know if it would grow longer.

The boy hadn't done anything to change his uniform, and the zippers were neatly pulled up above his chest, like most people, but she just felt that this boy was different.

But these thoughts all passed through my mind for a moment, leaving no trace.

Seeing that there was only a little connection between the school uniform worn by the boy in front of him and the corner of the table, He Bingxia tugged on his sleeve, "Thank you, classmate, I'm fine, I'm just a little tired, and I ran too fast when I came." ”

Then he gave the boy what he thought was a friendly smile.

The boy was stunned for a moment and said, "It's okay, my name is Chu Xingyan, we will all be classmates in the future, if you need help, you can say it." ”

"Hello, my name is He Bingxia."

This classmate is really enthusiastic!

For some reason, since then, He Bingxia's eyes have always involuntarily revolved around the boy, and even when he came one day, there were a few more pimples on his face, and she observed them carefully.

Good-looking people will always have a lot of gossip.

He Bingxia was silent no longer, and learned that Chu Xingyan's family background was quite good.

He always likes to help others and has a great time with his classmates.

There were many girls chasing her, but he never responded to any of them.

He has a good academic record and his teachers like him.

His parents were very loving and he lived in a happy family.

Of course, this was not something she quietly asked, but what she saw, outside the glass window of the fast food, he saw that the family was smiling because of something; Outside a local brand store, he saw his father holding his mother's waist to choose clothes for Chu Xingyan, and she even saw their family talking and laughing in the supermarket.

Why did they laugh so happily, He Bingxia didn't understand, so she followed after the first encounter.

Mom was very depressed during that time, and she didn't have too much time to pay attention to herself, so He Bingxia was very free, but she didn't know what to do with this time.

So sometimes she would pretend to meet them by chance, say hello to them, and walk away.

Sometimes, she would keep walking with them at the entrance of the community and watch them walk in from a distance.

She wondered: Is she stunned?

Later, she learned from other classmates that he wanted to go to Qiyang Middle School.

At that moment, He Bingxia had a thought, that is, if only she could go to the same school with him, this idea shocked even herself.

It's not that she feels that she can't get in, but because she made such a decision because of a boy's words.

However, what is even more terrifying is that He Bingxia felt that this decision did not seem to be so unacceptable, so she listened to her heart.

In the next few years, she studied very hard, stayed up late at night every day, got up very early, in order to enhance her physical fitness, she also insisted on running every day, even her mother felt that this child was not obsessed?

In such a high-intensity day, He Bingxia wanted to give up several times, but when she returned to school, the person who made her full of yearning for life, the person who let herself experience the beauty of life, she was instantly resurrected.

Finally, she stood at the gate of Qiyang Middle School, she didn't understand why she didn't show her heart to Chu Xingyan, maybe it was because she saw him smiling happily every day and getting along with his classmates like that, and although she didn't have any conflicts with her peers, she was always estranged.

Or perhaps, every time I bump into him and his parents together, I have never had such a smile and such a warm family, and I have never experienced it.

All of these are god-like existences in He Bingxia's heart, which also discourages her.

The experience of the past few years has made He Bingxia accustomed to following in Chu Xingyan's footsteps, liking the food he likes, liking the idols he likes, and even walking through the places he has been.

It's not that no one has discovered this, but everyone will automatically have a cognition: it turns out that the top students even have such similar hobbies.

Even Chu Xingyan said to He Bingxia several times: "The two of us are so fateful." ”

He Bingxia only smiled, and only she knew what she thought in her heart.

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He Bingxia stood at the school gate, looking at those vehicles, many of them didn't know what kind of cars they were, and they had never heard of them.

Looking down at her feet, she suddenly felt that her feet were so heavy, and the things in the thousand pounds were pressed on them, and she couldn't step away, and she was timid.

She knows that some things will never belong to her, the life she wants has always been just a house, a dog, and a man who is willing to start a family with her, no quarrels, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, this is life, this is the life she wants.

She didn't know if Chu Xingyan could give it to herself, he had never shown anything special to anyone, he wasn't good to anyone, but he wouldn't look down on anyone.

That's what she likes about him. Forever gentle, and the happy family he has, people say that family education is very important, is it that Chu Xingyan will be like this in the future, so will he also treat himself so gently and cherish himself?

He Bingxia stood at the gate of the school, hesitating. Someone patted her on the back, she knew that it was Chu Xingyan, and she had become familiar with this way of greeting her in the past few years.

He Bingxia turned around and was pleasantly surprised: "Why are you here?" What a coincidence! Great, finally found someone I knew. ”

Chu Xingyan smiled softly at her.

She saw Chu Xingyan's expression, he was always like this, he seemed to be very tolerant of everything, and she always had a question: Did he really have nothing to worry about? She couldn't read him.

Chu Xingyan: "Yes! It's a coincidence. I didn't expect that even the school we wanted to go to was the same. ”

He Bingxia: ...... I'm here just for you.

"Yes! Let's just do it together. ”

"Okay!"

He Bingxia felt a little tired, after so long, she sometimes wondered if Chu Xingyan already knew her thoughts.

Whenever she doubted, she would stare at Chu Xingyan's face, trying to see what she wanted from his handsome face, of course, the result always disappointed her.

Slowly, He Bingxia no longer had hope, and only hid his feelings in the bottom of his heart and never talked about it with anyone.

Perhaps, in this way, can I forget him, but every time I talk to him, the feelings in my heart grow vigorously, like a seed buried deep in the ground, after a whole winter of cold, once there is a trace of warmth, it will break through the ground, let me involuntarily pay attention to him, smile at him, and be gentle with him.

He Bingxia was a little disgusted with such a self.

suppressed the thoughts in his heart and walked into the campus side by side with Chu Xingyan.

Behind him is the blue sky and white clouds, green trees, busy traffic, quiet and charming; In front of him, there is no knowing, the cliff or the spring and the scenery, He Bingxia doesn't know, but he doesn't stop.

"Did you say we're in the same class?" Chu Xingyan asked casually.

"Let it be." It's not important to be in the same class, she doesn't want to continue anymore, she doesn't want to follow him all the time.

When she looked at her parents, she thought in her heart that she must not give her feelings easily, but in the end, everything was not something she could control.