Xiao Qian came to this place again, the place where his adoptive parents returned to dust, and he was going to spend his night here again today.

What a bullshit family, he misses the small fishing village that no one cared about before he was ten years old, the sunrise and the sunset, the kind and amiable villagers, the sunset, the simple food, but extremely rich.

I can't go back, my adoptive parents died because of me, and the village became like purgatory because of myself.

Suddenly, the kind and amiable villagers became hateful, betrayed others for a little profit, and the whole village fought to grab that little money.

He still remembered that he was standing in front of the two well-dressed beasts, his eyes covered in blood, and his palms were violently bleeding from his own short nails.

He couldn't see them clearly, only the hateful voice still lingered in his ears, still etched in his mind to this day, "Look! This is human nature, for the sake of interests, you can ignore anything, brothers turn against each other, friends betray, relatives complain about each other.

Do you know why? Money! Ah, power!

Do you know why your adoptive parents died?

Oh oh, it's not us, it's him, they, the villagers who have lived with you for ten years, who betrayed them for money. ”

"Huh." Bullshit!

He only believes in himself, in his senses.

In five years, he has clearly realized what kind of people his biological parents are, the devil.

What is bloodline? Is it a kind of imprisonment?

He wanted revenge too much, he wanted them to submit too much, to defeat them with his own hands, to make them kneel in front of the tombstones of their father and mother and repent.

But he hated, hated himself for being weak, hated himself for being powerless, and hated himself for being nothing without them.

"Do you know why they died? Because they deserve to die, they should have died ten years ago, but to let them live for so long, it's kind of merciful, haha......, they deserve to die when they picked you up from the mass grave, you ....... ”

The other party grabbed Xiao Gan's neck, "You, you deserve to die, how can you live, you shouldn't live, you were born full of sins." ”

As soon as the picture turned, it was my mother's face, "Xiaobao, come over for dinner, you can't be naughty anymore, put it down, put that fish down, you can't treat it like that, he will die." ”

"But don't you just want to eat them? Why can't I pinch it back and forth. ”

"There are many ways to die in this death, and the most painful thing is not death, but life is better than death!" Mom's voice suddenly changed, and it became long, as if it had traveled thousands of miles from here to a distant place.

How could he understand his mother's profound words at such a young age, how could he understand the deep meaning of her plausible answer, he only felt that he was obviously talking about fish, why did his mother say these words that were not related to him.

But for some reason, he remembered this sentence, "The most painful thing is that life is better than death." ”

Now that he understands it, he understands that life is really better than death.

"What are you doing with your child, how old is he?" Dad came back, and when he saw him put down the tools in his hand, he immediately flew into his arms and let Dad hold him.

Dad threw him down in the air, and he giggled.

Xiao Qian cried for a while, laughed for a while, thinking of the old days, the past life, he had a feeling of being in a different world, as if it was not himself, but the one in parallel time and space, his life was not broken, and he was still living so happily.

He thought about his future, when he grew up, and found a girl like him, who had light in her eyes, a river, everything in the world, and herself, clear and immaculate.

The two want to start a family like their parents, have children, rise and fall in the morning, day after day, year after year, without outsiders to disturb, no worldly intrusion, no profit driven, no ugliness of humanity, the only thing to worry about is whether there will be fewer fish caught tomorrow?

Xiao Qian carefully kept him like this in his heart, and almost reverently took it out and watched it, like a voyeur, peeping into that person's life.

Then he buried it solemnly, in a place where no one could find it, and even he didn't know where that place was.

Every time he came here, his hatred increased, but he loved the same, and this feeling tormented him, almost erased his love, and he lived by hate.

But when he saw the picture of his adoptive parents, he came back to life, and he had love in his heart, so he liked it here.

And the girl, who had a good impression from the first sight, he felt that she would understand herself, that she would understand her pain, that she would understand her actions.

But he could not reveal anything, for the girl's heart did not belong to him, but to the man sitting next to him.

The sky was getting dark, and the stars climbed into the sky, twinkling faintly.

He slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.

At this time, Mu Qing was still struggling, but her mother smelled something.

"Mom, how do you know I'm in trouble?"

"Hmph, just your little bit of caution, it's okay to pretend in front of others, but if you want to deceive your mother Sun Wukong's eyes, then you can get ......, well, it is estimated that it is impossible."

Mu Qing pouted and smiled flatteringly.

"Say, if you have any thoughts, let's say them together, so that my mother can open her eyes."

Mu Qing: ......

What does it mean to open your eyes?