82 Explanation 1
The string in my head snapped.
Looking at Si Hanjing's face, I thought of countless words to question him, but if I really wanted to speak, I couldn't say anything.
It's that feeling of not wanting to say anything.
Then, without saying a word, he kicked off his shoes, pulled over the quilt, and lay down with his head covered and his back to him.
The quilt was pulled off in the next second, and the man's voice sounded behind him, "If you are angry and want to lose your temper, you can come at me, you will suffocate yourself, and you will be uncomfortable." ”
Shit, you bastard.
I said coldly, ", I don't want to be angry, I don't want to lose my temper, and I don't want to see you." ”
"Then you have a good rest, and I will come to see you tomorrow morning."
Belch?
My heart was so stuffed that I was suffocating from breathing, I turned my head and looked at him with a sneer, "You're really so fearless, aren't you?" ”
"Huh?" He frowned inexplicably.
"Do you think that if I have your child, whether I am angry or not, whether I make trouble or not, I can only obediently choose to marry you and live with you in the end, right?"
"No," he said as if helplessly, "I just think our relationship is too thin, and it's good to have a stable child." ”
"Pretty good, too?"
I repeated, trying my best to suppress the high-pitched voice and roared, "Si Hanjing, how confident are you that I won't beat this child no matter what, and I need to use a child to stabilize a relationship." Or do you think that it is a great honor for me to conceive your child, and that you can make your family accept me because of your mother's son? ”
After yelling, my eyes were hot, and I finally looked up at the man standing beside my bed.
Hearing this, Si Hanjing's mood fluctuated a little, and his voice was also a little angry, "Gu Liangyu...."
Almost the second he met my eyes, he suppressed his temper again, "Gu Liangyu, you calm down first, okay?" ”
After a pause, he said, "I just said that you can lose your temper if you want to be angry, but you don't always have emotions, it's not good for children." ”
My heart jerked.
It's all children.
Scold....
Is it that a man will never understand what a woman is willing to give birth to a child for him, and what she will lose.
I don't even understand, in his heart, what is a child?
For him, what does a child mean and what is needed?
I asked lightly, "Si Hanjing, do you love me?" Even if it's like. ”
He was stunned by my sudden question.
"Not love, do you?" I looked at him, "But I love you, but I don't want to use marriage and children to prove that I love you, and it's not uncommon to use these to marry you, even if I have nothing, marriage and children can't be a reason for you to lock me in with you." ”
Si Hanjing's dark eyes smiled in disbelief.
He smiled and looked at me for a while, his gentle hand caressing my face, "You love me?" ”
"Well, love seems to be unprincipled," I said coldly, "I hope that day you will make me unprincipled not to love you." ”
He chuckled, "You know what? Gu Liangyu, I am the opposite of you, I have extended my patience countless times, that is, I hope that I can love you unprincipled that day. ”
"Really? I'm quite honored," I said coldly.
"You should be honored, I am not dissatisfied, and I don't have to be you, but I chose you, and I deeply believe that you are mine, which makes me very surprised."
He seemed to finally breathe a sigh of relief, "I know that the agreement I forced you to sign before is now unbinding for you, and I also know that you have learned a lot of things, as long as you are ruthless, it will be a matter of time before you give up on me, because Tongheng is not so important to you, and the little guy is under the protection of the family again, you have to leave, and I can hardly stop you." ”
I froze and looked at him.
It turns out that he knows everything, and he always knows what I'm doing and what I'm thinking.
I was like a crystal clear snow ball, in his eyes, without a trace of distraction.
Si Hanjing's fingers gently held my lips, "I don't love you enough, I don't love me as much, but if I don't have any feelings for you, why should I have children with you." ”
"Because you're so selfish."
"You're right, Gu Liangyu."
The air cooled suddenly.
Terrible silence.
Si Hanjing suddenly said with a cold face, "You have always told me to be honest before, but you are always playing tricks with me, you know that some things are my handiwork, but you don't dare to ask me, you only quietly plan for your escape behind your back, do you suspect that I am having an affair with another woman, but you don't dare to ask me to explain, or do you dare to admit that in your heart, my Si Hanjing is a woman?" ”
His bunch of crooked reasoning made me unable to refute, but it hit my truest thoughts in my heart.
"Li Feng has looked for you a few times, do you think I don't know?"
Si Hanjing's Adam's apple rolled, and the hand that pinched my face became heavy, but his tone said in a coaxing voice, "How much Han Wei told you, even if I don't know very well, I know that the knot in your heart is still there." ”
I had lowered my eyelids and said indifferently, "It's you who hide everything from me and don't want me to know." ”
Si Hanjing's low voice became a lot colder in vain, and his words were gently wrapped with the taste of dissatisfaction, "So, you are calculating in your heart how to break up with me?" I had peace of mind that I was ready to leave me at any time. ”
My nerves felt like they had been stung, and the two hands that had fallen into the futon clenched tightly.
Parted.....
I have to admit that I have always been ready to part with him, because the closer I got to him, the more I felt that I couldn't catch him, and that feeling of panic was very bad.
But I didn't expect that this man would completely dissect my heart in a quiet time.
Such a man is really terrifying.
I suddenly burst into laughter, the kind of very soft, soft smile, "Why, if I wanted to break up, you would say yes, wouldn't you?" ”
"You dreamed during the day, and you haven't woken up yet, have you?"
“.........”
Talking to a man is really hard and out of tune.
"Then you're trying to tell me that you have everything I have, and you're warning me to either marry you obediently and give birth to a child, or break up with you with the ball?" My voice grew softer and my smile wider.
Si Hanjing's face changed, "I didn't mean that. ”
"Isn't that what you mean by saying so much, either break up, or don't give you a look?"
"Of course not."
He sat back on the edge of the bed and stretched out his hand to hug me, "I was thinking about coaxing you, how could I still want to break up with you, I didn't think so, so don't think about it." ”
When he said the last word, he inexplicably felt that he had implied a little bit of sharpness.
I let him hold it, but I didn't break away, "Why?" ”
After a moment of silence, he asked me, "Then why don't you want children?" ”
"I didn't want children, I just said I didn't want them for the time being."
"Well, then you've thought about it."
He took off his coat, climbed into bed by himself, patted me in fear, and said, "In this case, let's sleep, it's so late, for the sake of the child's health, your mind is not allowed to turn so much, lest the prenatal education be bad." ”
Prenatal?
This kind of cultured topic, coming out of the mouth of this monster, I really found it funny.
Then, I really didn't hold back, and I really laughed.
"You haven't told me yet, what the hell did you do to get me recruited?"
"Baidu searched for it, and when you do it, you may be hit by deliberately breaking the sleeve or wearing it until the end," he said unnaturally, "Sleep, this kind of is sown, why are you still asking so much!" ”
I smiled slowly, tilted my head in his arms and said, "Because you are too determined, I don't know how to live with you anymore, all of this deviates from my original intention." ”
I could clearly feel the arms that were clenching me tighten suddenly, and my voice was frosty, "What do you mean?" ”
"Now I realize that you know what you want too well, and you have to take it at your fingertips, and my wishes don't matter to you for your own purposes."
Whether it is a child, or he and Gu Liangye set up Tongheng Company together, he has always been arranging and planning, and I have never participated.
These things, whether I want them or not, he just gives them, as if I just have to accept them with peace of mind.
But......
"You don't seem to be forced, but you have everything in my hands, thinking that no matter what, I can't escape from your palm, and now that I have a child, you won't let me escape, but Si Hanjing ......"
I paused, pondered for a moment or two, and then said, "You are really scary like this." ”
"No matter what I chose to marry you for, a mutable marriage, it is always different, your depth is so terrible that I doubt whether my feelings are worth paying without complaints, and I have tasted the bitter fruit once."
Si Hanjing's face was tense to the extreme, and a pair of black eyes stared at me so impenetrable.
And this time, it was as if I had really made up my mind.
For a long time, the hoarse male voice seemed to overflow from the depths of his throat, "Do you regret it?" ”
Regret?
These two words flashed through my mind, and after thinking about it, not exactly.
At least, I could clearly feel the feelings for him piercing my heart like a needle.
"Yes, if you too..."
I pressed my hand against his chest, trying to see his eyes.
I only heard him snort, and his whole body seemed to stiffen.
I vaguely sensed that something was wrong, withdrew my hand in a panic, and looked at him blankly, "What's wrong?" ”
"It's fine."
He closed his eyes, and he was very good at recovering his strangeness.
Somehow, several thoughts came to my mind.
We sat up and stared at his usual face, "You take your clothes off." ”
Si Hanjing was obviously stunned, and deliberately sneered, "Look at your anxious look, I just thought about it when I was pregnant." ”
Me, "........."
Reached out to unbutton his shirt, but he held it down, and his thin lips hooked an ambiguous smile, "You make it clear first, if you harden me, will you give special services?" ”
However, before I could speak, he directly pressed the back of my head and leaned in and kissed me.
Soon he pressed me into the mattress, pried my lips and tongue directly, and conquered the city, and soon I was a little dizzy, and I still clung to his shirt in a daze.
Even when he reached out to pull away, I clenched it, only to get him a deeper and harder kiss.
The more you kiss, the more you seduce.
When I reacted, I found that my hands had somehow wrapped around his neck.
The air is full of ambiguous factors.
Fortunately, Si Hanjing stopped the car in time.
He lowered his head and kissed me on the lips, "Sleep, huh?" ”
"Okay."
It wasn't until the room was completely dark that I came to my senses.
The seven meat and eight vegetarians who had just been kissed by him, his brain was not clear, and he mistakenly asked him to take off his clothes to show me.
And what I originally minded, I still didn't make it clear to him.
What's more, in terms of feelings, as long as women don't deceive themselves, many times their intuition is honey accurate.
That's why he just said, once there is a wind and grass, I will make up countless possibilities in my brain.
The color heart is wrong.
But the moment I put my hand on his waist again, his breathing suddenly sank, very slight, so light that it disappeared in a flash.
It was like my delusion.
Soon he took my hand and pulled him away from his waist, and his deep and sexy voice sounded in the darkness, "If you can't sleep, are you interested in listening to me talk about the things that are on your heart?" ”