The girl muttered "Ah Li" and suddenly fainted.

There was a sudden noise in the hearing seat, and Xue Li frowned and looked over here.

She was closest to me, and I stepped over to catch her fallen body.

At that moment, she still had a little consciousness, trying to open her eyes, but in the end, only two tears rolled down from the corners of her eyes, and her mouth softly called "Ah Li".

I took her to the hospital and the doctor told me after a series of tests that she was pregnant.

I was surprised to look at the girl lying on the hospital bed, she looked really young, and her face was green.

This was Wu Xiaotong's first impression on me.

Thinking back to her excitement when the judge read out the results, and the word "Ah Li" that she had been obsessively calling, I think I had guessed eight points.

She hadn't woken up yet, so I had to go through her phone to her family's contact information and help her contact her family.

A middle-aged couple walked into the ward when it was almost dark, and Wu Xiaotong had just woken up.

As soon as she heard that she was pregnant, the woman in the hospital room did not care about her body and face, and insulted her with all kinds of ugly words.

Wu Xiaotong didn't dare to fight back, but kept crying.

The woman saw me in a blink of an eye, first looked at me, and then, as if she understood something, immediately pointed at me and asked Wu Xiaotong.

"Little boy, you say, are you pregnant with his child?"

Wu Xiaotong glanced at me and shook his head vigorously.

The woman had not listened to her explanation, and pointed at me and began to insult me.

"Look at the human appearance, what are you doing, the child is only eighteen years old, eighteen years old, you have enlarged her belly, she is simply a well-dressed beast......"

I wasn't going to ignore it, but her scolding was really ugly.

I patiently said, "It's not me." ”

When the woman heard this, she leaned into her waist, and her voice became sharper and higher-pitched.

"Not? You don't want to be responsible, do you? ”

She turned her head and stabbed her gaze at Wu Xiaotong on the hospital bed, walked over a few steps, and poked her finger at the door of her head.

"You are an unassuming thing, how can you do such a shameless thing? We worked so hard to bring you up, but we were disgraced. ”

Wu Xiaotong was poked by her and tilted to the side, but he just cried and didn't dare to fight back.

"You immediately kill this wild seed, and then live in his house, I can't let you go home for confinement, the girl's family has no reason to be confined in her mother's house, bad luck."

Hearing this, Wu Xiaotong was stunned, but his originally timid gaze became extremely firm in an instant.

"No, I don't fight, I'm going to give birth to this child."

"What did you say?"

The woman's voice instantly rose an octave, and she grabbed her ears in a fit of rage.

"You're shameful enough, you still want to give birth?"

Wu Xiaotong still had tears on his face, but he said firmly, "I must give birth to this child." ”

The woman glanced at the middle-aged man next to her, who had been silent, and suddenly laughed angrily.

"Okay, you give birth, I tell you, Xiaotong, you only slept with a man at the age of eighteen, and you made your belly bigger, and you still have to give birth? If you want to give birth, you will be born, from now on, you will not set foot in my door, our Wu family cannot afford to lose this person. ”

The woman took the middle-aged man by the way, and really shook her hand and left.

I later learned that she was not Wu Xiaotong's mother, but her aunt.

She has been living with her uncle since her parents died young.

After her aunt and uncle left, she cried for a long time, and her eyes were swollen from crying.

I stood aside and didn't know how to comfort me.

When she stopped crying, I asked, "Is the child Xue Li?" ”

Two more tears quickly rolled out, and she quickly wiped them away and nodded.

"Does he know there is such a child?" I asked again.

A faint sadness flashed across Wu Xiaotong's face, and she slowly shook her head again.

"Does the kid really plan to stay?"

To be honest, I feel sorry for her.

Wu Xiaotong raised his head and looked at me seriously with red and swollen eyes.

"This kid, I want to stay, I have to stay."

I don't think I need to persuade any more, because I saw the firmness in her eyes.

I said, "My name is Xue Duyun, and I am Xue Li's eldest brother." ”

The family disowned her, and she insisted on giving birth to the child, so I had to find a house to settle her.

Think back to the night of the arrest.

In that situation at that time, there was no way to stop the action, and it was impossible to stop the action because Xue Li was alone, not to mention that he was a person who made mistakes, and he should be punished if he made mistakes. Maybe let him plant a small heel to make him mature, otherwise he will fall deeper and deeper, and then he will make a big mistake, and it will not be as simple as five years in prison.

So, this time he planted it, and it can be regarded as a timely time for him to brake on the wrong road.

Facing Wu Xiaotong and the child in her belly, I feel a little ashamed.

Later, I learned that this child was not what Xue Li wanted, it was just an accident that caused a mistake.

Everyone has to pay the price for their choices, and at the same time be responsible, Wu Xiaotong is, Xue Li is, and so am I.

I don't know if my father completely quit that thing, if not, this time Xue Li planted on that thing, he should also wake up, he should hate that thing, right?

……

Although I usually go in and out of all kinds of lively occasions, deal with all kinds of people, and go crazy with my brothers. I seem to be chic and happy, but in fact, I am very lonely inside.

Because it is destined to be a lonely road.

On the day of Nanxi's death, I drove to her hometown to visit her at her grave.

She was buried on the hillside not far from her home, which was no better than the cemetery, which was cleaned all the year round, her family was thin, there was only one mother and sister, no one had time to care about her who had been sleeping for a long time, and the weeds and thorns behind her grave were growing wildly, and they were about to block her monument.

I spent half a day cleaning it up, and another half day standing in front of her grave and communicating with her silently.

She only has her name on the tablet, no photo, but I will never forget her appearance, long eyelashes, big eyes, she lowered her head for the first time, whispered "thank you" to me, and did not dare to look up at me.

And the night of farewell, he fluttered his eyelashes in the hurt of my words, but he tried to be strong and not cry.

I've had nightmares all these years about her appearing in front of me in a bloody way, with her arms hanging on her shoulders.

She told me that she was in pain and cold.

"Brother Duyun!" A crisp voice sounded behind him.

I turned around and saw a tall, beautiful girl walking towards me.

She is Nanxi's younger sister Nan Nan, her facial features are a little similar to Nanxi, and now she is very tall, and her body is full of a strong youthful atmosphere.

I remember when she went to Nancheng to find Nanxi, she was just a small child, and she grew into a big girl in the blink of an eye.

At that time, I could see that she was bolder than Nanxi, when she first arrived in the big city, she was not a little embarrassed, but she was full of curiosity about everything, wanted to try everything, and she even went on stage for Nanxi.

Like Nanxi, she has a good singing voice.

I think, maybe one day, Nanbei can fulfill her unfulfilled wish on behalf of Nanxi, right?

"Brother Duyun, my sister will be very happy to know that you have come to see her."

After speaking, she lowered her eyes again, and added in a low and shy voice.

"I'm happy too."

When the north and south spoke, the end of the conversation rose up, which made people feel very happy to listen to.

I couldn't help but smile faintly.

"Are you sure your sister is happy, not hateful?"

The north and south shook their heads like a wave drum.

"Impossible, my sister loves you so much, how can she hate you? You love your sister too, right? I can feel it. ”

At that time, when Nanbei was cleaning up the relics of Nanxi, he found a diary, and most of the contents of that diary were related to me, and I could read her love from the diary, including her inferiority complex and entanglement.

But after spending my whole life, I can't respond anymore and make amends.

I touched the head of the north and south and said, "North and south, study hard." ”

Nanbei nodded heavily, "Well, I will." ”

When I left, I went to visit her mother.

Her mother is physically disabled, lying in a hospital bed for many years, studying outside the home, and it has always been her elderly mother-in-law who takes care of her mother.

I came to see them the year of the Nanxi accident. At that time, seeing such a difficult family, I could fully understand Nanxi's helplessness of being so timid but trying to survive in a crowded bar, and I could also understand why she had such a strong inferiority complex in front of me.

She must have been in utter despair at the moment she left, otherwise she could bear to leave her mother and sister behind, she should have considered that the family would be even more difficult after she left.

If I hadn't gotten drunk and I had answered her call in time when she called me, would it have turned out differently?

Over the years, that self-blame and guilt have haunted me, and I don't know how to atone for my sins other than to help them financially.

After returning from Nanxi's hometown, it didn't take long for the Dragon Boat Festival to come.

I don't usually go to my father's place, but I still go during the holidays.

I know that if something like that happened to Xue Li, he must be uncomfortable. I don't hate him as openly as I did when I was a child, and no amount of hatred can change the fact that blood is thicker than water.

Now I have more sense, crawling around the mall, accustomed to seeing the indifference and sophistication of the world, and of course longing for a family affection with warmth.

Wen Biru wrapped zongzi, I remembered that when I was a child, every year during the Dragon Boat Festival, my mother would wrap zongzi, obviously she was not in good health, but she always insisted, as if it had become a habit.

In fact, every time she packs so much, she eats one or two at most.

After taking a bite of the steaming rice dumplings in my hand, I suddenly felt very sad in my heart.

I knew I would never get my mother's taste again.

His father would be on the couch, not moving, and Wen Biru called him several times and he didn't come. Wen Biru wiped her tears while wrapping zongzi.

"In previous years, Ah Li liked to eat my dumplings the most, but this year he can't eat them, and he will be alone ...... during the festival."

Lonely ......

In this world, there are many people who are alone.

When leaving, I asked for two more zongzi to take with me, and drove the car to Kuanzhai Alley.

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