114. Give me some time

Since Gu Liangye's accident, I have been like a thorn, as long as Si Hanjing touches me, I can't help but have a seizure, and I can't help but have a few words in any place where I can make him unable to get off the stage.

Of course, he also knew where my displeasure was, so he simply ignored my cold face and cynicism.

Our relationship has entered the stage of "respecting each other as guests".

At first, I could still bear it, but patience is just patience after all, no matter how calm I can breathe, I can't stand Si Hanjing's indifference from the inside out, but I was defeated in just a few days.

The more indifferent and calm he was, the more I wanted to pierce it.

What's more, the respect between us is that he has not fallen behind the benefits that Si Hanjing should enjoy as a man, even if he knows that I will be angry, he will do it if he wants, and he will not coax him after doing it, as if angering me makes his unhappiness more enjoyable.

As a result, I got closer and closer to Li Feng, and even took the property transferred by Si Hanjing to my name, and openly partnered with Li Feng to build an e-commerce mall and an intelligent logistics backbone network, so we spent most of the day together.

So, Si Hanjing finally reacted.

On that day, the trial results of Si Hanjing's collision case came out, because Han Wei's lawyer insisted that Si Hanjing was eager to save people's hearts and deliberately hit people, and the evidence was indeed sufficient, the court finally determined that Si Hanjing's defense was excessive, and the best Uncle Yan could strive for was to sentence him to eight months in prison with a one-year reprieve.

I did not attend the trial, but went on a business trip for Li Feng to Yongcheng to meet with my partner.

But when I heard the result of the trial, my heart was still very heavy, however, I still felt that this lesson was necessary for Si Hanjing.

The perverseness of his character has become a disease and must be cured!

Although it was a reprieve, Si Hanjing didn't need to squat in the bureau, but he did lose a lot of freedom.

When he came to Qingshuiwan from the court, I had just finished talking to Yan Yu on the phone, and I learned that I had found the truck driver who hit Luo Yun, and my mood was suddenly a lot easier, so I deliberately looked back at him when he entered the door, and saw that he was not in a bad mood, as usual, with a paralyzed face and a look of 2580,000 yuan, and suddenly lost interest in communicating with him.

But when he saw the suitcase I packed, his face turned pale to the point of a cold voice, "Where are you going?" ”

"Yongcheng, on a business trip!"

"Then let Coco and Han Tao accompany you."

I looked up at him and said coldly, "No. ”

"Then don't go."

Seeing him staring at me, hooking his lips as if he was smiling, I refused to communicate with him anymore, lowered my head and continued to pack my luggage, and rushed to meet Yan Yu before going to the airport.

After packing my bags, I didn't say anything more and went straight out the door.

It's just that as soon as I walked to the door, my eyes suddenly flickered, and before I could react, my waist was circled.

There was a bang, no light, no weight, and the suitcase was thrown out. With one more bang, the door was shut.

My whole body was pressed against the door.

"Si Han ......"

Before he even shouted his name, his lips were grabbed fiercely.

The man in front of me was the opposite of the one he had just been dragging on, as if he had suddenly caught a prey, full of aggression, desperate to bite me.

Kissing my lips, sucking my tongue, almost crazy kissing, driving straight in, breathing becomes heavier and gradually worse!

I couldn't help myself at all, and my hands turned from pushing to clinging, trying not to let myself go soft.

Waiting for the long deep kiss to end, I desperately clenched into a fist and smashed it over, "Si Hanjing, you rascal..."

"Tell me," he interrupted me in a gloomy voice, his eyes dark and terrifying, "Is it that I can't find Pete to pay for Gu Liangye for a day, and you are ready to keep messing around with me like this?" ”

"Who's messing around now?"

"Gu Liangyu," Si Hanjing clenched my chin and gritted his teeth, "I don't plan to toss me, I'm going to be with Li Feng, and I'm going to force me instead." ”

"What if I said yes!"

"Unless you tell me you really like him?"

Si Hanjing's voice bit harder than one word, "Admit that you are so willful about feelings, take it lightly, love when you say you love, don't want it if you say don't, just pull a man together with you in order to break up with me...... Or do you lack men in your bones? ”

As soon as his last word fell, I roared, "Si Hanjing! ”

"Heh......" Si Hanjing chuckled lowly, with a thick evil aura, "I used to say that I was frigid, but now I haven't been trained to react, you said it yourself, did you enjoy or disgust when you were first kissed by me?" ”

He deliberately put it in my ear, causing me to tremble uncontrollably, "Gu Liangyu, if I hadn't heard you say that you liked me, I really don't know what kind of woman you are." ”

"If I like you like my body, if I can accept you, then I can accept others, and I can also like other men, right?" I tried to calm down, and continued coldly, "You are unmarried and I am unmarried, why don't you have more contact with other people, maybe someone else is more suitable for us and each other." ”

"Really?"

Fingers clenched my jaw, and the cold voice was hoarse, "Then do you know what you look like when you are kissed by me?" While pushing me away, he hooked me with his hand......"

The faint voice grew more and more indistinct in my ears, "Don't quibble, your body likes me to do this to you, even if it's just a kiss." ”

He understood how I could make me lose the ability to think in a trembling and "Let go of me." ”

"Tell me, you didn't want to be with Li Feng."

"I want to ......... Yes! ”

This bastard is washing my senses without hesitation.

Even as I struggled, my whole body was imprisoned in his arms.

At this time, it's impossible for me to lie. What's more, the body can't lie at all.

Whether it's a breath or a kiss, everything related to him can always easily make me surrender at this time.

"Si Hanjing, you bastard, you said before that you wouldn't force me and you won't force me again."

"You agreed to my marriage proposal not long ago, and you promised me not to leave me for the rest of your life, did you do it, huh?"

I said yes.

I was going to do that when I said yes.

"I can be angry with you and indulge you, and I'm willing to spend time and energy waiting for you to figure it out, because I know where you want to leave me, but there is a premise."

“… What the... Precondition? ”

"Don't be with me, and don't be with other men."

I looked up at the man in front of me, and my nervous nerves collapsed to the extreme.

His eyes suddenly became sour, and he yelled at him, "What if the person I love is still you, Si Hanjing, I'm physically and mentally exhausted, I can't give up, as long as your grandfather doesn't die and I don't find Pete's person, it will be impossible for me to live peacefully with you......"

I was really scared.

Han Tao was kidnapped before, Fu Sibai was injured, and Gu Liangye died.

Those who were plotting to seek revenge on him were in Jiangcheng but could not find a trace, and Si Lao was obviously seriously injured but nowhere to be seen.

He is not afraid of death......

I'm afraid.

I'm afraid I can't do it!

I admit that I am selfish and cowardly, and I would rather let each other go and be okay than the so-called pressure to be together that requires more pressure than I can handle.

Because I still haven't fully realized that Gu Liangye is really gone.

I couldn't cry either, and everything was spent in numbness.

When I rushed to see Gu Liangye that day, his whole body was cold, I only looked at him in a daze, and now I can feel that feeling, I want to cry a few times but I can't squeeze out the sound.

I kept scolding myself in my heart, pretending to have a few tears in front of everyone, but it was useless, no matter how hard I persecuted.

On the day of the farewell of the body, Gu Liangchen warned me not to take a last look, and I didn't feel uncomfortable in my heart, so I just said okay, I didn't look at it, and then I really didn't look at it.

Then he kept paralyzing himself and said: I don't want to see him, I don't want to see his body lying there after putting on makeup.

Then, burned!

And then, buried!

I never shed a tear.

Until this morning, I passed by the door of the bedroom where Gu Liangye once lived, and my eyes accidentally swept to the door, and I subconsciously did not knock in. However, it was empty, and there was no longer the voice that blamed me, "Why don't you knock on the door?" I burst into tears, tears streaming down my chest.

Even Aunt Zhang was frightened.

Then, in that room, I saw a sentence from a book I once loved, "The Quilt is the Grave of Youth", which I liked, and he reintegrated it.

- Helplessly, feelings are so powerless in front of people who should not be loved, perhaps for her, my feelings are as sharp as a sword when they hurt her.

— But I'd rather have a bigger wound and a deeper wound, and I hope you can have no worries for the rest of your life!

The pain and helplessness that others could not know had been buried in his heart for many years, and the feelings of not being accepted and understood made him feel so heartbroken, and at that moment, the unconscious desolation surged into my heart and soaked my eyes.

Then, I really woke up to the fact that the person who spoiled me, even though I was no longer there, and he had no way of knowing how ironic my nostalgia and grief were at the moment.

I cried so much that I almost lost my breath, and cried out in confusion, "Si Hanjing, what do you want?" ”

"I want you."

In an instant, I was completely stunned.

I saw him staring at me with low eyes, and his lips closed one by one and repeated, "Gu Liangyu, listen up, all I want is you, and it has always been." ”

"No......" I struggled violently, pushing him constantly.

"You give me some time," Si Hanjing tightened my arms, his voice was very soft, urgent, and rough, "I don't care how he treats me, but the eldest aunt is dead, Si Bai was almost shot in the heart because Han Tao was tied up, and he is still in the hospital, and he died in Gu Liangye...... So believe me, you won't be so kind and give up as if nothing happened. ”

I watched as he looked down and kept searching for my lips, his sluggish brain confused. I want to chat with more like-minded people about "{?$article_title?} ", WeChat pays attention to "excellent reading literature", chatting about life, looking for confidants~