Chapter 7: Illusions

I really felt panicked now, and then I raised my hand to look at my watch, and the time he had agreed with me before, there were only seven or eight minutes left, how should this be?

I kept counting the seconds, keeping my mind spinning, hoping that at this moment, the solution to the problem would fall right on my head like a pie falling from the sky.

Yet nothing, I grew more and more desperate, the silence around me was terrible, and I couldn't hear anything but my breathing. In the end, when there were still three minutes left, I completely gave up, put down Kong Xian and walked out of the house. I want to say sorry to Liu Yang and Lin Su, maybe we chose the wrong one from the beginning, and it was not worth it to work hard for money......

My mind was like a mess of numbness, and I finally came to the door.

But when I saw Liu Yang and Lin Su, I was really in complete despair. I saw the two of them lying on the ground, looking exactly the same as Kong Xian, and they couldn't find the reason, nor could they find a solution.

Faced with everything in front of me, I raised the corners of my mouth, and I just ...... But I couldn't suppress the tears that slipped from the corners of my eyes. I can't describe how I felt in my heart, it was suffocating, but I felt empty.

I don't know how I walked back to Kong Xian, looking at the last thirty seconds, I shook my head helplessly, all the guilt was not worth the word "try my best".

I slowly lay down in Kong Xian's arms, and interlocked my fingers tightly with him.

At this moment, I suddenly felt for the first time that there was such a person by my side so warm and happy, and I had never cherished it in the past ten or two decades.

That...... Let's just let everything happen again, when we are reincarnated and still small, I will try to be kind to him, a little better. I won't let him just pay silently, I will give him the steamed buns in my hand, and I won't stupidly burn the map he worked so hard to draw.

However, if we can still see each other on the Huangquan Road, he will blame me, right? Blame me for why I'm so stupid? I couldn't find a way to escape, I didn't finish the task he gave me, I didn't protect everyone......

I feel that my thinking is gradually beginning to enter a vague state, presumably because the time is up, maybe this time I will never wake up again, just like Xiao Shenyang said, as soon as my eyes are closed, this life will pass.

……

When the darkness completely overwhelmed me, I thought I was dead......

But!

Not long after, I suddenly felt a glimmer of light in front of me, which was not dazzling, but very soft.

I didn't understand what was going on, so I slowly opened my eyes and looked around.

However, I was stunned. I saw that the space I was in was no longer the small dark firewood house, surrounded by a large vegetable field, and a small village not far away. I don't have Kong Xian at hand, only big cabbage.

It was dusk, and the setting sun was a warm orange-red, the color of Kong Xian's lips. Smoke rose from the village not far away, and the sound of children frolicking came and went, mixed with a few shouts from adults telling their children to go back to dinner.

I got up and looked at my foot, and the wound didn't hurt anymore, but it still looked shocking.

I looked like a fool and walked into the village, hoping to find some answers.

As I got closer, I suddenly felt that the village was very familiar, and the layout of the old wells, old trees, and houses were very familiar.

"Raw! Raw! Come on! Kong Xiangyun, your daughter-in-law hugged a little boy for you. ”

Just as I was thinking about why the village was so familiar, I was interrupted by a woman's shrill shout.

Hole to even? Kong Xian's ...... Father? Is it a coincidence? Or is it ......

I looked around closely, and then I suddenly realized! This village is not very familiar at all, it is simply too familiar. This is what our village used to be! At that time, there were no brick houses, and most of the houses were still tiled houses made of earth and stones, and it was not until we were seven or eight years old that the village began to build small western-style houses. So for a while, I really didn't think about it.

At this time, everyone in the village rushed over to see the excitement, and I ran over there as well. Although he hasn't figured out how he got to this picture, he still wants to see what Kong Xian looked like when he was born.

After all, a person as smart as him should be born like Nezha, with his own background music and special effects, right?

When I ran to the front of his house, I found that the door had been blocked by water, and there were so few people in the village, and there were not many entertainment activities at ordinary times.

I saw that they were all acquaintances, so I thought I would say hello to them and let them make way for me to go in first. So I reached out and patted an aunt on the shoulder, who was usually very kind, and she must have been happy to give me a favor.

But I didn't expect that as soon as this hand fell, I found that it was empty! It didn't fall on the aunt's shoulder at all, but went directly through her body.

Hiss...... What's going on? Is it that I've become a ghost, so there is no substance? Or am I dreaming?

…… But.

Alas, at this point, I don't care anymore. Maybe it's really dead, I heard that people will look back on their lives on the lookout platform after they die, maybe I'm going through this not very exciting time.

It's just that I didn't expect that there is still a time lag in my life, Kong Xian was born several months earlier than me, how can my life be counted from the day he was born? There's a bug in the prefecture's statistics system, right?

However, it's useless to think about it so much, anyway, I can't touch those people, so I can just go directly through them to see the newborn Kong Xian. I'd like to see if he was born with a ball of meat? Otherwise, how can you be so much smarter than me? It's like it's open.

I found that I was not only able to pass through the crowd, but also through the wall, and in two clicks I ran into the house of Kong Xian and them. This is probably the time when I have the highest skill level since I can remember.

Aunt Jiaoyan was lying on her side on the bed, with a tired face, already asleep. The midwife carefully scrubbed the newborn Kong Xian with a cloth next to her, then wrapped it up and handed it to Kong Xiangyun. Uncle was also young at this time, and with a light smile on his handsome face, he couldn't suppress his joy.

I heard my mother often tell me that Kong Xian was born with much more water than me, like a boy under the heavenly Guanyin. Every time I heard her say this, I asked her excitedly, what am I like under the Guanyin seat? She would ponder for a moment and then reply, "You are like the ...... under the Goddess of Mercy seat Lotus. ”

Anyway, the psychological blow is inevitable, but she can only put the whites of her eyes at her and remind her to shut up quickly.

I've heard this kind of talk a few times, and I'm used to it. Now that I can see it with my own eyes, I can't wait, and I quickly approached to see Kong Xian in my uncle's arms.

Not to mention, most children are either wrinkled or blue and purple when they are born, but Kong Xian is different, he looks like he was born and raised for a week, there is no turbidity on his body, and he is clean like a porcelain doll. Especially those eyes, which are clearly open and round, but with a smile that seems to be a smile but not a smile. It's really pleasing to watch. and that orange lip color, people can't help but want to peck it.

I watched him smile and couldn't help but raise the corners of my mouth. The heart said: If this guy Kong Xian is a girl, isn't he a demon who brings disaster to the country and the people? That doesn't make me jealous. Seeing how cute he was, I wanted to reach out and pinch his face, but it went through him.

Oh, I know I can't touch it......

In the blink of an eye, the scene in front of me suddenly changed dramatically. But the change was not abrupt or alarming, and the whole presentation was soft.

The villagers in the house had already dispersed, and the uncle and midwife were gone, leaving only the aunt sitting in a rocking chair in front of the window, breastfeeding Kong Xian.

Seeing that Kong Xian's figure seems to have grown a lot, he looks like he is four or five months old, he can babble and hum some syllables, and the whole person has begun to become dishonest, either kicking his legs or dragging his aunt's hair, which makes his aunt love and angry, and he doesn't care if he understands it or not, so he stares at him and threatens: "If you toss again, I will take you to feed your father, and let your father pour boiled water for you every day." ”

Kong Xian in her arms seemed to be able to understand, and as soon as she said it, the whole person immediately quieted down. There was only one pair of eyes left.

"Cowardice." I couldn't help but laugh as I watched.

At this moment, the midwife's shouts suddenly sounded outside. Before I could hear clearly, I saw my aunt standing up in a hurry, and with a joyful expression on her face, she ran out in a hurry.

Seeing that she was so excited, I also rushed out.

When I looked at the door, I realized that the lively place was at my house, and the door was full of people. Someone discussed: "The Mu family has never had a girl in many generations, this is really not easy." ”

When my aunt heard this, she cheered happily, threw Kong Xian in her hand directly into my uncle's hand, and squeezed into our house. Uncle looked at Kong Xian in his hand, and then looked at the aunt next to him, and threw Kong Xian directly into the aunt's arms, and then squeezed with the aunt to our house.

I am the only child in our family, so I guess I was the one who was born?

Not to mention, I'm really curious, I don't know how far I was from Kong Xian when I was born. I rushed in to find out, and the result was ......

cough, my thoughts after reading this, I won't elaborate, after all, there are no adjectives to describe, and the word "can see" can be summed up.

To be honest, my parents and uncles and aunts are not far apart, although my mother is not as beautiful as my aunt, my father is more resolute and heroic than my uncle. The reason why I ended up being able to see it was not because I was really not good-looking, but because after watching Kong Xian, it seemed that all the children in the world were covered by him.

However, my aunts and uncles didn't feel that I was ordinary, but they were happier than my parents, hugging and teasing.

The aunt outside brought Kong Xian in and handed it to the uncle. Uncle immediately put him next to me in a hurry.

Strangely, Kong Xian seemed to be curious about me, and turned over and grabbed me with his hands. However, I also seemed to have a special affection for him, and I closed my eyes and grabbed his hand. provoked the two pairs of adults next to them to laugh non-stop.

"Muyu."

I was looking at the distraction in front of me, and suddenly I was held in my arms from behind. His voice was very soft, but it was Kong Xian!

"Why are you here?" I turned around with a look of incredulity.

He raised an eyebrow and asked, "Why can't I be here?" Did you charter the venue? ”