105 You can't be so selfish
Rain 20180923014832
The iPad was confiscated, the phone was gone, and I was almost isolated.
I opened my eyes and stared at the dark roof for a long time before I got out of bed unhurriedly.
His eyes fell on a man and a dog in the corner.
Si Nannan held the white and fat Wangbao as a heater, lying on the ground and sleeping quite sweetly, her yellow hair mixed with white dog hair, and her smashed forehead was exposed, as if it was not a scar, but a medal.
It can be seen that the wound is a little deep, the width of the index finger, but fortunately, the soft heart of the chicken helped him stop the bleeding, and it is not too red and swollen.
Seeing me get up, Wangbao looked at me pitifully, and then at the master in his arms, like a wronged little daughter-in-law.
Dogs are pitiful than people!
"Wake up," I kicked Si Nannan.
"What?"
He slept on the floor yesterday, was cold all night, hungry all night, naturally didn't give me a good look, and said with a cold face, "Don't let people sleep?" ”
Wangbao took the opportunity to break free from his confinement and slipped quietly along the wall.
"Do you have a cell phone?"
"No, it was confiscated on the way here."
Si Nannan hummed, glanced at the "little daughter-in-law" who had already walked away, rubbed her elbows, and shrunk herself into a ball again.
………
After lunch, the chicken mysteriously pulled me out, and when I arrived at the remote path, she took out her mobile phone from her pocket, dialed a number, and handed it to me after connecting.
I glanced at it, took my phone, and put it to my ear.
A familiar voice immediately came into his ears, "Gu Liangyu." ”
I paused, and answered softly.
"How's your body?"
"Very good."
"I will go back to Jiangcheng as soon as possible, don't think about it, rest assured that you will take care of your body there and wait for me to pick you up."
"yes, okay."
I heard the tiredness in his voice, and I didn't forget to take into account my emotions, and I tacitly didn't mention anything about the child.
So, I couldn't bear to add, "I'll wait for you to come back." ”
Waiting for you to come back safely!
There was a pleasant chuckle on the other end of the phone, and then he said helplessly, "Don't put so much pressure on yourself, those things have been going on for so many years......"
I interrupted him almost unconsciously, "Just because it's gone doesn't mean it hasn't happened!" ”
"So what?" Si Hanjing asked in a deep voice on the phone.
I stiffened.
I almost blurted out: I knew that I would rather never meet you later.
But when I was quiet, I was like a fish in my throat, and I couldn't say anything.
"Gu Liangyu!"
The sound of Si Hanjing's gritted teeth came from the other end of the phone, and I was so frightened that I shrank for a moment.
"You can be sad, you can be angry, you can lose your temper, you can vent as much as you want, but you can't deny me and the feelings between us."
The relationship between us......
This is the first time Si Hanjing has talked about having feelings for me, and it is under such circumstances.
My heart was throbbing and sad, and I still had tears on my face.
I have never denied my feelings, nor have I ever thought of denying the feelings between us, denying his place in my heart, but, but, ......
Why am I so useless.
If I had grown a snack at that time and didn't give people with ulterior motives a chance, that wouldn't have happened.
However, the word "if" can sometimes be too hurtful.
I covered my mouth to keep any sobs from coming out.
I don't know how long it took, I lowered my head, wiped a handful of tears, and asked something else, "How is Han Tao's matter?" ”
"If I didn't make a mistake in my calculations, these people suddenly appeared near our house, and they took advantage of the chaos to take Han Tao, someone should have put a message on them," Si Hanjing said lightly, his voice sounded a little faint, but no matter how faint it was, I could hear that things should be very tricky.
As Si Lao said, it's not the people he tied up who are really terrible.
"Do you want to have the money ready, just in case?"
"Well, it's ready."
I breathed a sigh of relief, "Do you think the person who released the news was arranged by your grandfather?" ”
"It wasn't instructed by him, but it was also mentioned to the people below him "unintentionally," Si Hanjing's tone was faintly ridiculed.
Halfway through, I asked softly, "Have you not had a good rest lately?" ”
"I'm fine, just be fine."
I didn't feel my voice softening a little more, "Okay, I will." You too, the leg injury is not healed, be careful, remember to eat on time, people are flesh and blood, and only when you are full of food and drink will you have strength. ”
"Well, you take care of yourself."
was about to hang up the phone, but Si Hanjing suddenly said in a low voice on the phone, "Even if you leave me, my grandfather won't help you find Han Tao." ”
I was stunned.
I just heard him continue, "He won't really make a move, even if you leave and I compromise, he won't." ”
"Why?"
"He has secretly cultivated power in the past ten years, and has endured it for many years, and now he is hacking the people around us, not simply to force you to leave, but to make me feel powerless, and then force me to desire greater power from the bottom of my heart, only in this way can he rest assured." Si Hanjing said lightly.
I see!
What Si Lao wanted was never to force Si Hanjing to do things for him, or to work for the Si family, but to force him to desire power from his heart.
A merchant is just a merchant, but there is nothing in this world that money can't buy.
As long as there is enough money, what officialdom, black ~ Dao, army...... All of them can be infiltrated.
If you can't buy it, it's just because you don't have enough money.
Si Lao has never wanted a family head who simply works for the Si family.
He wants someone like him!
Si Hanjing is not allowed to marry me and force me to leave, not because of any right person, nor because I am really unbearable, but because a head of a family who regards women as more important than power or even his own life will never be qualified.
If there are too many ties, there will be many weaknesses, and you will not be able to stand on the peak. Even if you go up, you can easily be ripped off.
That's the reason why it's cold in high places.
"Your big brother ......"
"That's what you think."
“………”
I was stunned for a long time, and I didn't know when the phone hung up.
My mind went blank.
There is only one thought: what kind of grandfather can ruthlessly ask for the life of his own grandson
……
Another week passed.
Han Tao still didn't use the news.
Si Lao obviously didn't mean to touch me, and I didn't see Han Lao again.
I was so anxious that I kept pushing myself to read, sleep, and eat to maintain a good life.
Otherwise, the tension will be like a flood of beasts, deepening uncontrollably.
The chicken moved a stool and touched my pulse, put his index and middle fingers on my wrists, and lowered his eyes.
Very focused.
"Sister, your body is still slowly conditioning, Brother Si asked me to take care of you, this is a trust in me, but no matter how good the effect is, there is too much depression in my heart, which is not conducive to recovery," Mi Ji really said word by word like a professional doctor.
Then he got up and took the shawl and put it on my shoulder.
I smiled and thanked him.
"From your point of view, if because of your selfishness, you always let the people around you continue to suffer, should we brake in time and let each other go, so as not to have more fatal injuries?" I spoke very slowly, because of my consideration.
"Sister, you can't be so selfish."
The expression on the face of the chicken was a little forbearing, "You will make him sad for him like this, and he will be miserable for the rest of his life, you know, you can't be so selfish." ”
My face was a little numb from the cool breeze.
sighed lightly, "Wouldn't it be very happy to simply love someone?" ”
I seem to be asking the chicken, and more so I am asking myself!
At this moment, I was at a loss, so dazed that I was confused.
The chicken looked at me and frowned silently, "Aren't you happy now!" ”
Fortunately, what does it matter if you are unhappy or not?
After a moment of silence, I asked, "Can you help me contact Yanyu?" ”
"This"
Seeing that the chicken was embarrassed, I didn't force it.
Mi Ji said a little apologetically, "Sister, have you ever thought about it, they all chose not to tell you about the past, in addition to not wanting you to feel guilty and not wanting you to come into contact with those dark things, maybe it is because you have been protected too well since childhood, so you are afraid that you will not be able to bear it, just like your performance during this time." ”
"How am I doing?"
"Physically and mentally decadent, constantly giving up on yourself, but still trying to force that nothing has happened, in fact, you are more worrying."
“”
It turns out that even a little girl like Miji can see through my mind.
………
When I returned to the house, I happened to see Si Nannan nibbling on apples in Duwangbao.
He paused and furrowed his brows, "Where did the apple come from?" ”
Si Nannan raised his hand and pointed in the direction of the table, "Take it casually." ”
I saw a pile of fruit popping up on the table, and immediately guessed something, "Who has been in this room?" ”
"I don't know," Si Nannan glanced at me and shook his head.
"You're not afraid of being poisoned."
Si Nannan snorted coldly, "She dares." ”
I don't know who this "she" refers to.
However, I swept around the room and looked out the door, but there was no one in sight, so I didn't bother to pay attention to it, and sooner or later the person who should appear will appear.
"What don't you dare."
I walked over to the couch and sat down, turning on the TV and asking, "Anyway, your Si family really doesn't have a good thing, and one less is poisoned." ”
"Sister-in-law, your heart is getting worse and worse now."
“”
Si Nannan took a bite of the apple, chewed it and swallowed it slowly, "But it's more and more consistent with my thoughts, because I think so too." ”
“………”
After a pause, I grimaced, "How long are you going to stay here, why don't you let them send you out, I promise you will be good for the rest of your life, how about it?" ”
Si Nannan paused instantly, "I knew you wanted me to go, but I didn't want to go." ”
"It's fun for you to hide here like this?"
"Interesting!"
Si Nannan suddenly smiled again and said, "Life is nothing more than this, just eat and wait for death, only you are happy." ”
I was so speechless that I threw the remote control aside and got up and went to the bathroom.
When I came out, I saw an acquaintance, turned around and smiled at me, "It seems that you have cultivated a good relationship with this little milk dog!" ”
I want to talk about "Porcelain Marriage" with more like-minded people, pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~