Chapter 55: A Thousand Thoughts

I was angry with Song Lanju early in the morning, and I didn't know where to go, so I had to run to Yinxian Spring again.

It's not that I don't want to cultivate the Immortal Law, it's just that I don't want to be caught between Song Lanju and Si Qing, I just talked to him on Si Qing's side, and Song Lanju is always targeting me, so I really don't want to do anything related to them.

Since the Inner Dan of the Qingcheng Sect's Master was taken away by Chi Ye, there is no one guarding this Immortal Spring area, and I heard that their Master is now single-mindedly planning how to attack the Fishy Moon Sect, the whole faction is very nervous, and they don't dare to slack off for a moment, which just gives me enough space and time to meditate.

I had just arrived at the Immortal Spring, and before I got closer, I saw a person soaking in the spring, and I knew it was Si Qing without looking closely.

After seeing him, I turned around and walked in the opposite direction, in fact, he was wearing clothes, and there was nothing I shouldn't see, but I just didn't want to look at him, and now I am very entangled.

The person I believe in the most since I was conscious was Si Qing, and at that time I had more or less feelings for Si Qing, but later the incident between Shen Qianxun and Duan Xuan made me feel that Si Qing was not a simple person, and even some of what he did was harming me.

Although he is usually good to me everywhere, I can't see through him, so I don't dare to like him, just like what Shen Qianxun said to me before he died, either he is desperate and loveless, or he loves him to the bone marrow.

I just want to be in love now.

"Hitomi."

I just took two steps, Si Qing stopped me, the voice did not contain any emotion but still made me tremble, I stood there and paused for two seconds, and then thought about why he didn't let me stay, why did I stop, so I continued to walk forward.

"Qingtong, I have something to tell you."

This time his voice was noticeably closer, and he was already standing behind me in a daze.

I turned my head to look at him, soaking wet, his clothes clinging to his body, his long, half-rundy hair on his shoulders, and the ends of his hair dripping down little by little.

I said lightly: "If there is anything to talk about when you are free, I will leave first." ”

"Qingtong, your acting skills are not very good." He opened his mouth lightly, and the corners of his mouth were smiling, but this smile was sarcastic.

"I can't act, I'm always being myself."

Si Qing looked at me at this moment, those dark eyes were like bottomless pools of water, I swallowed my saliva, and pretended to look at him calmly.

"Qingtong, you like me, but you are afraid of me, you are afraid that I will treat you like Duan Xuan to Shen Qianxun, you are afraid that you will end up with the same fate as Shen Qianxun, so you avoid me, you are indifferent to me, you just want me to know that you don't like me at all."

"But Qing Tong, don't you know that the real indifference is that nothing has changed?"

Si Qing's every word was knocking on my heart, and I watched him see through my appearance, and looked at his calm and breezy appearance in the face of my caution, and I suddenly felt a little dizzy.

"Why, I said it too directly, didn't you react?"

"What kind of person are you?" I looked at his fairy-like face but felt scared at the moment, "Si Qing, I'm afraid of you, I don't trust you, I admit that I liked you before, but that was before." ”

"In the past, I only knew that Si Qing was a man like a fairy, I only knew that Si Qing did everything for my good, and I only knew that Si Qing was simple-minded and untainted, but now I know that Si Qing is not such a person."

Si Qing listened to every word I said, his expression gradually became indifferent, his eyes were full of unpredictable emotions, so I couldn't see what he was thinking, but at this moment, my eyes were full of hidden tears, and I didn't know why I lost control, maybe I thought of Shen Qianxun, or maybe I was frightened by his indifferent expression, in short, I want to cry now.

"Si Qing, I don't want to play tricks, I don't want to play tricks, I beg you not to put complicated thoughts on me, I beg you not to hurt me, I beg you to let me go."

Tears blurred my vision, I don't know what Si Qing's expression was at this moment, I could only feel the droplets of water sliding down my jaw and dripping on the ground to bloom into round spots.

"I, I, I don't want to talk anymore" I sobbed and began to burp, at this point I didn't want to bear it anymore and simply cried out happily, "I, as soon as I opened my mouth, I couldn't help but cry, I didn't want to speak." ”

I cried loudly, crying and hiccuping, looking very embarrassed, I couldn't see what Si Qing's expression was, and I didn't bother to care what his expression was, anyway, I cried, so I just cried.

"Hitomi." A hand reached over to wipe tears from my face, "I didn't know you thought that. ”

Si Qing wiped the tears from my face and put his hands on my shoulders, forcing me to look at him, I stared at him stubbornly with tears in my eyes and hiccup, but he smiled at me gently, and the doting expression made me almost cry again.

"Qingtong, I won't harm you, don't be afraid of me."