It turned out to be my villain's heart......

I asked, "And then?" ”

"Then he was depressed for a while," he said in a subtle tone, for a moment, "until you suddenly went to him." ”

I couldn't help but be a little nervous: "And then?" ”

"He said you're still so beautiful, probably because you can finally rest without your brother, so you're in a much better mood than before, and you don't look so dull, but you're still cute." He said in a gentle and unemotional tone like a narrator in an old movie: "And said that although you still don't like him, you are very flattering to him, and he wants to ...... You may be in it for the money. But he's still happy to. ”

I asked, "Doesn't he like me to come out of the mud without getting dirty?" Why didn't you feel disappointed? ”

"I don't know about that, I didn't ask him." Wu Jilang said: "But I think when the temptation is big enough, some objective factors are no longer a problem. ”

I said, "Thank you for telling me this." ”

Wu Jilang asked, "Do you just want to say this?" ”

I didn't understand what he meant, "I...... Is there anything else I need to say? ”

He was silent for a while, and then said, "The carp always thinks that you don't love him, don't you think it's important?" ”

It seems that he wants to be a big brother today, and I am very willing to talk to him about this topic, because he told me a lot of things I don't know, "What do you think?" ”

Instead of answering directly, he said, "I think you're a person who isn't good at expressing feelings." ”

I didn't speak.

He may feel a little hit a wall, paused, and said: "Nuan Nuan said that the carp is a very sensitive person, he has been insecure since he was a child, especially unable to get along with indifferent people. ”

I asked, "Do you mean I'm an indifferent person?" ”

He said, "It seems to me that you are just avoiding it, but not in the eyes of the carp. ”

I said, "In the past, the carp used to lose his temper with me, and he also said that I was cold. It seems that you are saying this today because I am really cold. ”

Wu Jilang immediately said: "I didn't say the word ruthless, the meaning of this word is completely different from what I said before. ”

"That's what the carp said." I said, "This is also an irreconcilable contradiction between me and the carp. ”

Wu Jilang said: "I think you should consider changing yourself. ”

I said, "That's a story for later, and it's not certain if you have the life to change it." ”

Wu Jilang naturally knew what I meant, and said, "Since the carp wants to have a child with you, he definitely doesn't want to lose you." Although Nuan Nuan's opinion is different from his, Carp is actually a person with a very firm mind, and I believe that even Nuan Nuan can't manipulate him. ”

I said, "Then we'll see." ”

Wu Jilang didn't speak.

I also felt that my attitude was a little bad, so I explained: "Before that incident, we always had a bad relationship, he was always angry with me, and I couldn't guess what he was thinking. I think the reason for this is that you said, I'm cold, but he's a person who needs to be people, but I don't think that's the whole reason. ”

Wu Jilang asked: "Is there any other reason?" ”

I said, "I think he has someone else in mind." But it doesn't matter, I owe him forever since that happened, and I've been waiting for a verdict. Although you know him well, you say, will he really forgive me? ”

"I don't know what 'really' you have in mind, but I think he's likely to stay with you," he said. ”

I said, "The concept of 'really' in my mind is that he has completely let go of this matter and no longer hates me and no longer fears me. ”

Wu Jilang did not speak.

It may be easy to stop hating me, but I know that it may not be possible to stop being afraid of me.

I continued: "So, from a personality standpoint, I felt very tormented with him and each other. From the actual situation, we can't be together again, I think about this very clearly. ”

He then opened his mouth, "Then why are you still here?" ”

Without waiting for me to say anything, he said again: "Although they used you before, they also tortured you a lot, and the reason why Nuan Nuan is not good for you this time is because they invited a master, and you have no effect at all." In that case, why not take this opportunity to go? You can take refuge in Jiang Yuxin. ”

I laughed and said, "Your last sentence is very interesting." ”

"I didn't say I wanted you to betray the carp, but since you know that there will be no more follow-up with him, why do you insist on being here, is it just to see how he finally abandons you?" Wu Jilang said: "If you want, I can tell Jiang Yuxin about your situation, you can continue to go back to school, I will pay the money, with her to protect you, you don't have to worry about safety." ”

I became alarmed, "What are you going to do here?" ”

"Don't be nervous." "I just want to say that if you're worried about not having a secure life when you leave, I can fix that for you," he said. ”

His words were so sudden that I was completely unprepared, and I was stunned for a while before asking, "But why did you do this?" ”

"Although the carp is my brother and Nuan Nuan is my lover, I have always regarded you as a friend." He said: "I always thought that you chose to stay with him because you loved him and wanted to continue living with him when it was all over. But if that's what you think, why should you continue to suffer here? ”

I said, "No, I don't think so. I also hope in my heart that he will forgive me and we will continue to be together. ”

Wu Jilang said: "But you still don't know what he's thinking, and you won't tell him what you're thinking." You say that he is afraid of you, but I think that what he is afraid of is not you as a person, but the one who does not love him, because you don't love, so you can be so cruel to him, if you love him very much, how can you be willing to hurt him so much? If you are afraid of this, you will naturally break yourself. In fact, no matter how close two people are, they can't really share emotions and ideas, so people need words, if you don't express your feelings, it is equivalent to creating misunderstandings, you think that you don't say anything, you don't do anything, you won't get hurt, you won't lose, but this is exactly the worst thing you do. Because what you do is to give up the initiative, make yourself completely passive, and finally be 'let with the flow' and lead to tragedy, rather than lamenting that fate has made people, it is better to blame yourself. ”

After his remarks, I was speechless for a while before I said, "No wonder Superintendent Jiang and Li Nuannuan like you......"

Wu Jilang seemed to be stunned, "What? ”

I said, "You're such a sentimental person. ”

Wu Jilang said: "I haven't talked to them about this kind of topic. ”

I patted my head, "That's right, they're all rational people, and they definitely don't like to talk about that." ”

"They don't like to talk, and they don't get tired of it," he said, after a pause, "because they are active people, and they like to control the situation and control their own fate and that of others." ”

I said, "I see......"

I felt a little sudden, Wu Jilang said what was on my mind, and also found out my particularly bad side.

One of my terrible traits is that I am very afraid that people will know that I care about them, whether it is a friend or a carp, so I am always willing to keep a little psychological distance from people.

This is what the Chi family, especially Chi Fengmin, taught me: In this world, there are only three members of my family, and there are only three people worthy of my love.

It's not all because they're my flesh and blood, but because all three of them have gone to Heaven, and they won't come back to reverse it, they won't disappoint me, they won't grieve me.

Except for the three of them. I don't want to trust people, I don't have any form of affection for them, and if I can't do it, at least pretend to be like that.

In this way, I will not be fooled, I will not suffer, and I will not be in pain.

However, judging from Song Jiayan's affairs, even the deceased person is unreliable. They also gave me a heavy blow like Chi Fengmin, but I paid the heaviest price for them.

If it weren't for the fact that I was holding Jiang Yuxin's mobile phone in my hand, I would really want to talk to him about these things carefully and spit out my bitterness over the years.

But now it must not be, when I was thinking about this, Wu Jilang said again: "I'm sorry, I preached you today, I know that people don't like to be preached, especially emotional matters, everyone has their own needs for feelings, which others can't understand." Even when I say this, it's not for you, but for the carp. I don't know if you love him or not, but I do know that he really loves you. ”

I said, "You are such a good person that you only say good things and do not criticize me for anything without knowing this." ”

"I'm a little confident in my way of looking at people," Wu Jilang said, "and since the topic is this content, how can I scold you?" ”

I couldn't help but laugh out loud, "So, do you want to scold me?" ”

I thought it was a joke, but he sighed and said, "Of course." ”

I was a little embarrassed for a moment and said, "I'm sorry, I'm a little lost." ”

He is from Li Yu's side, so there are naturally a lot of things that want to scold me.

"Don't get me wrong, I really think of you as a friend." "But that doesn't stop me from wanting to scold you on some things," he said. ”

I said, "I'm glad you consider me a friend." ”

"Then you don't want to say anything?" He asked, "It's just that I'm happy, and I'm not going to be happy?" ”

I was a little confused, "You ......"

He sighed, "It seems that what I just said has been taken by you." ”

I realized this and hurriedly said, "If I say that I also regard you as a friend, then I can inquire about your gossip stories openly and openly in the future?" ”

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