Chapter Ninety-Four: For Whom?
How much Gong Mo is looking forward to a home, how much he is looking forward to his parents, and how much he is looking forward to living an upright life Yi Yan knows better than anyone else. Although Shu Hua never beat and scolded her, and treated her very well, she couldn't take care of her like a mother who loved her children. Although Gong Shaohan also agrees with him as a younger sister, there are very few opportunities for them to stay together since they were children.
Even the servants on the Rosewood Road sneered at Gong Mo, would abuse her arbitrarily, and even sneered at her despite the fact that she was still a child, saying all the words that could humiliate her, although Gong Mo would sneer at her, but she longed for a real home more than anyone else.
Therefore, Yi lip does not blame Gong Mo, and even feels sorry for her.
A person, under the strong expectation that her parents can take care of her in every way, in exchange for the despair of hurting again and again, she has experienced thousands of times in Linjiang County for more than 1,000 days and nights.
That kind of obsession and despair that became a demon exhausted all their kindness and willfulness, so even if Gong Mo hated her, gave up on her and Pei'er, and gave up her promise, she was never angry.
Gong Mo accepted her back with hatred, and let her hatred grow from the bottom of her heart little by little, but every time she hurt her lips because of her obsession, Gong Mo would stop abruptly and never care what the consequences would be, and never care who she would anger.
Gong Mo is not good, and Yi Yan is not good, so they only have each other, even if they lick each other's wounds after torturing each other, they have never really resented each other.
"Little Bubble, do you still have any expectations?" Lips sighed like a sigh.
Gong Mo didn't raise his head, and replied angrily, "I'm not looking forward to it, I don't have the strength." ”
"Little Bubble, when Pei'er comes back, we will be your mother's family, and I will protect you in the future." Yi's voice was a little soft, not firm, but with some uncertain vicissitudes.
Gong Mo raised his head and laughed, "You can't protect yourself, but you still protect me." ”
"Little bubble, help Nangong Mo get Pei'er back." Yi looked at Gong Mo, her two-color pupils refracted a faint light, dim, "Then, take good care of Pei'er and pay back everything you owe her." ”
Gong Mo smiled and nodded, but in her heart she was asking herself, how easy is it to repay.
Gong Mo didn't have to go to class the next day because of New Year's Day, so he volunteered to stay with Yi Li, Gong Shaohan came back from Jiangbei and went straight to Yi Li's ward, and brought back Jiang Chengge.
Compared with two years ago, Jiang Chengge has not changed much except for her temperament, her appearance has not changed, she still looks gentle and atmospheric, she always has a light smile on her face, her eyes are gentle, and the polishing of life does not seem to have made her sharper, and when she saw the hospital bed, she asked with concern, "What's wrong with you?" ”
Yi replied without being salty, "I have done too many bad things, and I have been punished." ”
Jiang Chengge's face did not change, and he did not answer, standing alone at the end of the bed, hanging his head, not knowing what to think.
Gong Shaohan's face was as calm as water, it seemed that a trip to Jiangbei did not arouse some of his emotions, seeing that Yi's lips did not have too much expression, the corners of his mouth were a little sarcastic when he looked at Gong Mo, and he laughed: "Help her calculate me, Gong Mo, you are so capable." ”
Gong Mo's face changed unnaturally, he stood up cautiously, and took two steps forward around the hospital bed to pull Gong Shaohan, but looking at his smiling face, with a pair of stunning and deep black eyes, his steps stopped at a distance of three steps from him, and he didn't dare to take another step forward, so he cautiously called out, "Brother." ”
"You still know I'm your brother?" Gong Shaohan's smile deepened, but his eyes were as cold as ice, and his tone was even more sarcastic, "Does my Gong family owe your mother and daughter?" Well? ”
Gong Mo raised her head suddenly, looking at Gong Shaohan in disbelief, this person who called her sister with a smile when she saw her for the first time, the person who would stand in front of her as long as Gong Ying was angry, now said to her in a voice that bordered on contempt and disdain, does the Gong family owe their mother and daughter?
The corners of Gong Mo's mouth pulled away a self-deprecating smile, his eyes were full of injured looks, and he said to Gong Shaohan indifferently, "Where does Young Master Gong say, when it comes to owing, it is also our mother and daughter who owe your Gong family, how can your Gong family ever owe us, everyone says that my Gong Mo is a lonely star, with evil in fate, and his heart is like a snake and scorpion, which will only bring disaster to people, so Young Master Gong will stay away from me in the future." ”
Gong Mohan's face sank, and he gritted his teeth and looked at Gong Mo, a pair of yin owl eyes seemed to want to devour Gong Mo alive, suddenly raised his hand, and slapped it down.
The sound of "pop" was very clear in the quiet ward, and Gong Mo fell on Yi Li's hospital bed with this slap, just pressing Yi Li's injured leg, Yi Yan snorted, and fine sweat broke out on his painful forehead, Gong Mo only felt that his ears were buzzing for a long time, his eyes were a little flowery, his brain was a little hypoxic, and he forgot to react for a long time.
Jiang Chengge glanced at Gong Shaohan in anger, hurriedly pulled up Gong Mo, and asked eagerly, "Are you okay?" ”
I don't know if this sentence is the Yi lip who asked, or the Gong Mo who asked, neither of them answered.
Gong Shaohan looked at his hand that was red because of too much force with a complicated face, and regret and guilt surged in his heart for a moment, seeing Gong Mo's red and swollen half of his face, looking at him with dull eyes, he called out hesitantly, "Mo'er" Just took a step forward, Gong Mo called out heartbreakingly, "Don't come here." ”
Gong Shaohan's outstretched hand froze in mid-air, and before he could react, he suffered a sudden punch in his face, and his whole person hit the wall, his head was a little dizzy, and when he raised his eyes, he saw Nangong Mo with a gloomy face.
Gong Shaohan sneered, "Who are you punching for?" The palace foam that everyone spits on is still the lips that everyone avoids. ”
"In my territory, it's not your turn to teach people." Nangong Mo replied coldly, completely devoid of his warm appearance.
Gong Shaohan stood up and threw a punch at Nangong Mo, Nangong Mo dodged quickly, and the two of them went back and forth in the ward.
The two of them didn't talk about any moves and movements, and they only recognized fast, accurate, and ruthless. And try to pick the opponent's vulnerable place, add up fists and feet, and it is difficult to separate.
The pain in Yi's lips weakened for a moment, and he ignored the two people in the fight, and asked Jiang Chengge with a pale face and weakness, "Why did you come to Nandu?" Are you here to question why I'm doing this, or are you here to find out something? ”
Jiang Chengge wanted to speak and stopped, and it took a long time before he spoke, "At first, I wanted to question, but then I didn't want to, many things are not that I deliberately avoided and can be treated as if they never happened, some people are not that I can be safe and sound if I blindly tolerate them, the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, you are not wrong, I am not wrong, what is wrong is just that the grievances of the previous generation have to sacrifice our safety to settle down." ”
Yi was stunned, as if he didn't expect Jiang Chengge to think so. He pondered for a long time before he spoke, "Then why did you come back?" ”
"I heard that Nan Yu's situation is not good, I will come and take a look, and persuade him by the way."
"When did you know that you were actually the daughter of the Nan family?"
"The first year of junior high school. However, at that time, I only knew that my mother was the kind of third party that everyone spurned, and who knew that the truth turned out to be ......"
"That's enough." Gong Mo grabbed the glass on the cabinet and slammed it on the ground, the two people in the fight roared angrily, and their eyes turned red with anger.
The two of them in the fight really stopped at the same time because of this sentence, and there was no next action, Yi's lips saw this, his eyes deepened, and he thought of what Gong Shaohan asked Nangong Mo before, and couldn't help but tug at the corners of his mouth, it turned out that Nangong Mo would stop because of Gong Mo's words.
This reminded her of the corner of the street not far from the back door of the Emgrand Nandu a year ago, thinking about going out to breathe, she saw the two people under the street lamp in the distance, and through the hazy fog, she also saw who the two were, they were two people who didn't want to intersect, and at that moment they moved forward.
Gong Mo's whispered sobs and choking sounds were accompanied by the whistling cold wind, Nangong Mo's warm side face was gentle, he raised his hand and rubbed Gong Mo's hair, and his voice was as light as water, "I will protect you for the rest of your life." ”
Although she was fully mentally prepared and had made various assumptions, at that moment she didn't have the courage to listen to it anymore, and she didn't dare to take a step forward, so she had to run away.
I found out very early that Gong Mo paid too much attention to Nangong Mo, but she still didn't do a good job that the two people she cared about the most would walk together one day, she never thought about how to deal with herself, and she never thought about how to bless her.
Gong Shaohan glanced at Gong Mo deeply, and when his expression returned to normal, he strode out of the ward, leaving no words.
Nangong Mo watched Gong Shaohan's departing back disappear outside the door, retracted his gaze and glanced at Gong Mo and Jiang Chengge, Jiang Chengge turned his face uncomfortably, stepped forward and whispered Gong Mo and asked, "I'll accompany you to deal with it." ”
Gong Mo nodded and went out with Jiang Chengge.
Yi lip lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, Nangong Mo looked at Yi lip, and his expression was also unknown. More often than not, Yi Yan and Nangong Mo still have nothing to say, and there is no way to talk about it.
Yi Yi tilted his head to look out the window, and did not retract his gaze for a long time, and after about ten minutes, he asked calmly, "Are you helping Yan Min for Gong Mo?" ”
Nangong Mo was slightly surprised and was silent.
"Why do you have to help someone every time?" Yi's voice was tired, and a hint of blame could be faintly heard.
In the face of Nangong Mo's silence, Yi's lips, who had already been as calm as water, set off an uproar in her heart, angry, sad, forbearing, and unwilling to attack her heart, and began to hurt slightly, as if there were thousands of ants biting all over her body, although it was not painful or itchy, but she was uncomfortable.
She really wanted to blurt out and ask Nangong Mo why, why everyone could be put in his eyes, but she couldn't tolerate a single lip, and she couldn't tolerate a dilapidated and lingering breath.
Yi lip retracted his gaze and looked at Nangong Mo with burning eyes, "Nangong Mo, since you know that Pei'er is not dead, and you know that what happened back then has nothing to do with me, why do you still hate me?" Why, just won't let me go? ”