Chapter 095: It's up to you
The southern border is thousands of miles away from the capital, and it will take more than half a month even if it is a quick horse.
Yan'er, on the other hand, never thought that she and Wu Wei would be separated by such a little distance. She clearly knew in her heart that Wu Wei was afraid of some illness now, which would lead to a collapse.
In the past, there seemed to be a streamer in his eyes, which was full of heroic spirit belonging to the young man, although he didn't speak, but his temperament was already detached, although Yan'er didn't have a good impression of him at first, but he had to admit that this was a very good man.
Although the weather in the south is much warmer than in the capital, it is still the coldest time of the year, especially in the border area, where there are few trees to shelter it, and sometimes the wind still makes people shiver.
Although the tent where Wu Wei was located was warmer than the outside, there was still a hint of coldness after staying for a long time.
He was just dressed in plain clothes at the moment, and the plain clothes were as white as snow, and they were as clean as snow, and there was not even a trace of wrinkles to be seen. The face was pale, the eyes were dark, obviously not rested, a pair of eyes that should have been smooth and bright were as calm as water at the moment, and even a little too calm, but Yan'er could find a trace of sadness hidden.
His lips were dry and bloodless, his whole face had lost weight, his originally resolute and angular chin had become very thin and sharp at this time, his hair was not even tied and was scattered on his shoulders so casually, and his complexion was pale and his face was like paper.
I don't want to delay you, what do I mean I don't want to delay you. Yan'er came all the way here to find Wu Wei, but in exchange for this sentence, it was obvious that what she wanted was to bear it with Wu Wei.
Although she has lived in the palace since she was a child, the eldest princess treats her very well, and she will be rewarded with any good food and clothing, but she never cares about those luxurious things, if the slaves and maids in the womb of other masters can have such treatment as her, I am afraid that she would have been above the top of her eyes a long time ago.
Over the years, she has saved a lot of money in private, and she originally wanted to send it to her elderly parents and relatives outside the palace, but Zhao Ping has already made up a lot of subsidies on weekdays, so she kept the money by herself.
She has no longer been with her parents since she was a child, and she and her eldest brother are not very frequent for various reasons, so what has been created in this environment is her strong temperament.
No matter what she does, not bothering others is her biggest obsession, although Ye Yufu looks dignified and Shuya, but she has a somewhat princess temperament, she can't do without people around her, Yan'er is slightly older than Ye Yufu, and she also thinks of her like a sister to her since she was a child.
And she really knows very little about men, there are very few men in the harem, and the only guards are generally rarely out and around in order to avoid suspicion.
For the relationship between men and women, she still knows from some picture scroll books, and a few years ago, she also fantasized about the appearance of a lover who can be with her.
But Wu Wei is obviously not that good person, the first time the two met was in an embarrassing situation, and besides, there was a girl who could like a disciple who teased her in every way.
But in the contact after a period of time, she gradually discovered some characteristics of Wu Wei, such as he always has a vague smile on his face, his eyes are always bright, and he seems to have all kinds of vitality. Although he was accustomed to killing on the battlefield, his eyes were not stained with a trace of filth.
Yan'er is a simple person, so she naturally wants to find a simple and pure man, although she can see that Wu Wei hides a lot from her, but more often she can directly say what she thinks in her heart.
Xu has been in the palace for a long time, accustomed to seeing all kinds of flowers and intestines, and the tone of the palace Chinese crepe, and she yearns for Wu Xu's character of what to say.
Since Wu Wei gave her the white jade bracelet, the two have maintained correspondence between letters, and it is precisely because of these letters that Yan'er unexpectedly discovered that Wu Wei is still an extremely delicate man, different from the five big and three thick of ordinary military attachΓ©s.
If Yan'er was only a little interested in Wu Wei at the beginning, but knowing that she met today, she finally found that she was completely inseparable from him, and his verbal teasing at the beginning, all kinds of initiative in behavior to meticulous and considerate care in letters were deeply engraved in her heart.
She tightened the handkerchief in her hand, and finally put it down gently, and then took Wu Wei's hand. The moment their hands touched, Yan'er felt the coolness in his hands. The hands are fair, slender and long, the bones are distinct, there are a few green tendons on the back of the hands, and there are thick calluses in the palms of the hands. The hand was cold and stiff, and it shook slightly when the smoke touched it.
Wu Wei still lowered his head and refused to look at Yan'er, but he was reluctant to let go of the softness in his hand at the moment.
"I'm not afraid of being delayed by you, I'm just a palace maid, if you don't want me to be a big deal, I'll be in the palace for the rest of my life, and no one will drive me away." Wu Wei, look up and see if I'm okay. β
Wu Wei's head was slightly stunned, but after a while, he still closed his mouth tightly and did not speak.
Yan'er's biggest advantage is perseverance, no matter what Wu Wei has become now, at least he is still alive in front of him and can still speak.
"It's okay if you don't want to talk now, I said. Wu Wei, I came to you this time, do you think I want to see your, I'm here to quarrel with you, I just said that I can't be summoned and waved away, since you provoke me, you will be responsible. I didn't want to say what I thought before, but I can tell you very clearly now that I have identified you as a man in my life. β
Wu Wei bit his lip, his brows furrowed slightly, revealing a look that he had never been moved before.
Outside the tent, the wind was still howling, and the sound of the wind mixed with the laughter of the soldiers clearly reached the ears of the two, but at this moment they only had each other in their eyes, and they had long been unable to hear all the chaos outside.
Yan'er's eyes were still full of tears, which made her vision a little blurred, Wu Wei's face looked so close and so far, so close that she could reach out and touch, so far that she didn't dare to recognize it.
"Do you know how sad I was when I knew the news of your injury, my Zhao Yan'er has lived for almost twenty years and it is the first time because of a man's tears, my eldest brother said at the time that anyone who dares to make me cry will definitely make him pay, but is this what you are doing to me now."
"Wu Wei, I like you not because of your appearance, your identity, but because of your heart, and in that heart I know that there is me. I'm very careful, I can only identify one person in my life, and I don't care what that person becomes. No matter how graceful and handsome he was when he was young, isn't he a bad old man when he gets old? β
Smoke sniffled, her eyes already red from crying: "You can't leave me." Otherwise, I wouldn't have let you go. β
After she said this, she was completely broken, tears burst the embankment, and her body couldn't stop shaking.
Until Wu Wei's right hand was on her head, the familiar playful tone came from her ears.
"Don't cry, it's ugly. I don't dare to ask for it now. β
Yan'er is happy and angry, and the one who can say such hurtful things is the Wu Wei she knows.
There seemed to be more light in his eyes, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and his big palm rubbed Yan'er's head, and after a while, he kneaded his neat hair into a bun.
"You have to ask for it, you have to ask for it if you don't, I've already relied on you."
Wu Wei may be wearing a little less, so he suddenly coughed twice, his body fluctuated violently, and Yan'er was so frightened that he almost immediately bounced up from the chair, and said to Wu Wei with a nervous expression: "What's wrong with you, are you frozen, lie down." β
When Wu Wei saw her like this, he burst out laughing, and the laughter was as hearty as before, as if it had swept away Fang Cai's gloomy atmosphere.
"Mrs. Lao cares, and she is flattered by her husband."
Yan'er blushed and pushed her: "Don't talk nonsense, I haven't said I want to be your wife yet." β
But Wu Wei grabbed it with his backhand and dragged the cigarette into his arms.
Although Wu Wei was weak, the strength in her hands was still very strong, and she was holding the cigarette so tightly at the moment that she couldn't even move at all.
Yan'er struggled twice at first, but then became quiet, she leaned on Wu Wei's shoulder, he still exuded a strong smell of medicine, but at the moment this smell made her feel more reassured.
β...... Can you tell me what kind of injury you have? β
Wu Wei's body stiffened, but he quickly relaxed, and he held the cigarette a little harder. It took a long time to slowly loosen it.
"If you want to see it, let you see it."
After he finished speaking, he lifted the quilt under him, and the two legs exposed from it, one of which was covered with a thick strip of cloth, but even if it was tightly bandaged, blood still seeped out.
The smoke covered her mouth, looking incredulous, and tears began to roll in her eyes again.
She understood why Wu Wei was so decadent, he had injured his leg, and looking at the injury, eighty percent of the injuries would leave problems, how could a cripple have the ability to stay in this talented barracks in the future.
Especially for people like Wu Wei, it is even more difficult for them to get out of this kind of blow, and lame leg basically means saying goodbye to the battlefield.
Wu Wei is still young and has a great future, but he lost his career because of a broken leg.
But with his current military exploits and official position, even if he retires from the battlefield, he will definitely be able to find a good job in Beijing.
"If you return to the capital, the emperor will definitely find you a good errand."
Wu Wei didn't even want to look at his own leg, he had hoped countless times before that the enemy would kill him directly instead of hurting his leg.
"I am a dignified man, I don't fight bravely on the battlefield, I only know what kind of hero I am in the capital all day long. It's just one leg. β
"But one leg, if you really don't care, why is it so sluggish." What Yan'er hopes most now is for Wu Wei to rest and recuperate, and Jingzhong may be able to heal his leg with a miracle doctor. But his current appearance is like he won't leave here.
Wu Wei seemed to be hit by her sore spot, and his face suddenly sank.
Yan'er realized that she had said the wrong thing and quickly apologized. He also said: "Wu Wei, you and I will go to the capital together, and when the time comes, I will ask the princess to find the best imperial doctor for you, and you will definitely be cured." β
"No, I know in my heart that even if this leg is healed, I can't run or jump, let alone ride a horse. It makes no difference whether there is such a thing or not. β
"So Yan'er, you go back."