"The results of spring and summer are really amazing, the English score can be 148 or the first time I have seen it, and the two points deducted are still deliberately asked by the marking teacher to correct, and deliberately did not let her get a capped score. Even when I was younger, I never got this kind of score. Teacher Ta was full of praise, he was different from Old Man Zhao, he was used to standing on the podium, but wandering below like a lonely ghost, but even a wild ghost needed a place to rest temporarily, and that location was on the edge of Sanshui, where he would choose to sleep in every English class.

Sanshui propped up his head, his face was about to be squeezed and deformed, and his confused eyes looked like he had broken his legs and feet, and only his head could think.

"What do you say, Sanshui, do you want to learn from her?" Teacher Ta slapped Sanshui on the shoulder, "By the way, I also helped Chun Xia publicize and give a speech, and several class teachers in the next class want to know how she learned." I've already promised to help you, study, just to help each other, right, Sanshui? "It seems that Mr. Ta likes to talk to someone.

"Yes," Sanshui was weak.

"I knew it! I knew it! "Sanshui began to be alive as soon as he got out of class, as long as there is something related to spring and summer, he will go berserk," this guy, this dog day thing, he is now going to let the whole school know spring and summer, originally people on this floor would like her, but now it has changed, I feel that people in a grade will like her, and then next, she may have to give a speech to the people in the first and third years of high school. ”

"Isn't that a good thing?" Ge Ge stretched lazily, and in Ge Ge's house, Sanshui couldn't sit still.

"A good thing, can it be a good thing for me?" Sanshui shook off the beer can that he had drunk, "She is getting better and better, and more people will like her, what about me, I'm so ordinary, I'm so poor, although I'm a little handsome, but so many rivals in love, how can I compare?" ”

"Your values are wrong, you can't be a garbage yourself, you also hope that Spring and Summer will accompany you to become garbage, right?" Ge Ge leaned back on the sofa, although it was a little harsh, but it was indeed the truth.

"I," Sanshui wanted to spew some dirty words but couldn't say it, "I know too, but what can I do, I'm nothing special, I'm destined to be a mortal in this life, I have no money, and my IQ is not high." ”

"Then you give up people like Chun Xia, she is destined to have an extraordinary life."

"She's not the money worshipper."

"So you're willing to let him live a hard life with you?"

"Aren't we talking a little far?"

"You think it's far away, but it's not far away, and life is almost similar a lot of the time." Ge Ge began to talk nonsense in the clouds.

"Why are you living a hard life with me?"

"Isn't what you give to others different?"

"I want to go out alone for a while." Sanshui became weak, anger was just a sign of impotence, when all the spewed magma was gone, all that was left was desolation without the breath of life, Sanshui pushed open the door, let the door be blown by the wind with a loud bang, and closed tightly.

Ge Ge fell on the sofa, like an impersonal puppet, not frightened by the sound of the door, but slowly closed his eyes, rested for a long time, took a jacket, and followed Sanshui out, but it was Sister Liang's hut.

Sanshui wandered on the street alone, there were no people he knew around, Ah Sheng Gege was not there, he couldn't feel the connection between his brothers, and he couldn't smell the familiar smell of Chun Xia, the kind of pleasure that could feel goosebumps and shivers all over his body when he smelled it, Wu Tong was not around, although he would be ridiculed, maybe he would be beaten, but he still liked that feeling.

"What if you leave everyone, what will you have left?" Sanshui asked himself, sitting on the bridge alone, looking at the quiet flowing river, at this time the whole river was flowing with black water, like an endless hell with no bottom, like an endless river of the universe.

"No wonder many people commit suicide, when they are alone, they are like a cigarette from their father's mouth, and they disappear with a wave of their hand." Sanshui thought so in his heart, his feet drooped on the bridge, like dead rabbit ears, looking at the neon lights all over the mountains, Sanshui didn't feel the slightest touch in his heart, but he was a little tired. If people don't have dreams, what's the difference between them and salted fish?

Sanshui jumped off the bridge and walked to the public phone booth, where he had seen the phone number of Chunxia's family in another classmate's commemorative book, and he would not forget this string of numbers even if he died.

Sanshui picked up the phone, close it to his ear, and pressed it tightly one by one, so that he could hear the confirmation of each button, ensuring that no number was missed.

"Hello?" Sanshui heard the voice, it's Chun Xia, yes, my father or mom who originally wanted to be Chun Xia might have to find a way to talk to Chun Xia, but now I don't need to.

"It's me, Spring and Summer, Sanshui." Sanshui's voice was a little stiff, but when he heard the sound of Spring and Summer relaxing his vigilance, he gradually became gentle.

"Where are you?" The first question in the spring and summer is not about anything.

"Me?" Sanshui was asked by her words, "I'm outside, this is the phone booth's phone, not mine." Sanshui hurriedly explained, not knowing why he was a little nervous.

"Isn't your dad worried if you don't come home so late?" Chun Xia asked, and it seemed that there was no chat gap with him before.

"No, it won't, my dad doesn't care about me." Sanshui held his breath in his chest, and he didn't know how to spit it out.

"Then I'll take care of you, go home early!" Chunxia lowered her voice, there should be someone at home, and she didn't dare to shout her voice. Sanshui laughed when he heard this voice, he thought that at least he cared about himself, and Chun Xia was about to speak, but was blocked by Sanshui.

"Spring and summer, spring and summer, I have something to find you this time!" Sanshui has been grinding for so long before he is finally ready to say the point, and he has been guided by spring and summer before.

"Okay, you say." Spring and summer are calm.

"I'm a salted fish, I also want to do something, I have a goal for life, but I don't have a suitable thing or a good goal to accomplish when I think about it, do you have it, give me one of yours, I also want to have a sober time to have a purpose to do." Sanshui said with a smile, not daring to blink his eyes, for fear that the tears inside would roll down.

"Me?" Spring/Summer was a little embarrassed, "I don't know what I want to do. ”

"It's okay, then you can make one up now, whatever you want, as long as it's yours." Sanshui doesn't want to talk any more, and if he talks too much, he will lose.