Chapter 302: Feelings of Compromise

Zhao Xueling smiled: "I used to be a frog at the bottom of the well, our family has no mortgage, no car loan, and this income is very good in that small county." I thought that I could at least be considered rich in Yundu, right? But actually, no. My parents are just more willing to give up on our sisters and brothers, my mother has 5,000 yuan a month, and my father sometimes has 10,000, sometimes 20,000 and sometimes 30,000. Because the family has no loans, they have a little money to spare. Actually, our family is quite provincial, and only when my brother and I are at home, the food is better. My parents spent the money on both of us. ”

Chen Feiyan listened quietly and didn't speak again for a while.

There is a saying that "a full man does not know that a hungry man is hungry", she is a person who has never enjoyed the warmth of the family, and she can't understand why the child who came out of such a happy family would give up going home and want to float outside alone?

Home is such a warm place, if she had a father and a mother waiting for her, she would have gone out of her way to return to them. Why live yourself as a warrior and face these things alone in this cold city?

Zhao Xueling stopped and looked at Chen Feiyan, who was silent.

"Fei Yan, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Feiyan came back to her senses, "What? ”

Zhao Xueling stopped talking, took off the gloves for peeling shrimp, took out two tissues and handed them to Chen Feiyan.

"Why are you crying? Did I say something that made you sad? ”

Chen Feiyan smiled and shook her head: "No, I just envy you for having parents who love you so much." ”

When Zhao Xueling heard this, her heart softened, and then she remembered that Chen Feiyan's mother was gone a long time ago, and Chen Feiyan was an illegitimate daughter. Even if the Chen family wants to recognize her, her father has a family with another woman, and there are two daughters in that family.

No wonder......

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept mentioning my parents. Don't be sad, I won't mention it in the future......"

Chen Feiyan shook her head and quickly wiped her tears.

"I didn't even know I was in tears, so to speak, I just envy you. The family in my imagination is like you, Xue Ling, you are the kind that all girls dream of becoming. Growing up in a well-off family, although you are not particularly wealthy, your family does not have to worry about food and clothing, which will not affect your growth. Even better is that you have parents who love you so much. With a warm family as a backer, if it were me, I would have the confidence to be enemies of the whole world. ”

Zhao Xueling opened her mouth, this sounds a bit exaggerated, right?

"What can you do to be the enemy of the whole world? Fei Yan, don't think about it. You grew up without your parents, and now you have everything. Look at you, you gave yourself such a good life early, and now you are a so-called professional woman with a successful career. You don't know how much the whole class envies you and Jiang Xi, both of you are role models for the whole school. ”

"Me? It's also exemplary, I didn't even get a diploma. Chen Feiyan smiled bitterly.

"What does that matter?" Zhao Xueling shrugged: "It doesn't matter at all, isn't the school cultivating talents so that many students can better adapt to this society after studying in school, so that more students can find jobs to support themselves?" Jiang Xi said that studying in school is also learning the skills to support yourself. You're already a top performer, what's the use of that diploma? You see, at the graduation party, didn't the class teacher still say that you are the pride of our class and her good student? ”

Chen Feiyan smiled, this is the reality.

"There are a few people in the class who have always had such a good relationship with the class teacher and the leaders of the department, the class leader, Fan Sitong and their class committees, how are they now? There are only a limited number of places to go to which companies are recommended by the school, and you know what? For an internship spot, they are all about to tear their faces. ”

"Who are you talking about?" Chen Feiyan asked curiously.

Zhao Xueling opened her mouth, paused and shook her head: "I still can't tell you, I promised not to say it, anyway, as long as you know, the number of places recommended by the school is limited." Moreover, even if it is recommended by the school, the company also depends on the strength, if you can't do it, then you don't have to leave. Therefore, the head teacher's emotion on the day of the dinner was that she was very pleased to bring out two students who had entered the Chaohua Club before graduation, one was you and the other was Jiang Xi. ”

"I'm also because of Jiang Xi, if it wasn't for Jiang Xi's recommendation, I wouldn't have that opportunity." Chen Feiyan will not take credit.

Zhao Xueling shook his head: "No, no, although we all think so, if you don't have the ability, you will have been rejected by the Chaohua Society a long time ago, or you have the strength." ”

"Now that everyone has graduated, Jiang Xi said before that after graduation, if you want to go to Chaohua Society to give it a try, she can help."

Chen Feiyan didn't explain it thoroughly, Jiang Xi said that he would help, that is, 80% of them could enter the Korean Chinese Society.

She was turned away at the beginning, but Jiang Xi still let her in.

So now, if Fan Sitong and Zhao Xueling want to go in, Jiang Xi should be relieved. She didn't say that she would definitely let people in, but she just mentioned this, because she didn't know what Jiang Xi thought.

Zhao Xueling shook her head: "No need, Fei Yan, do you think everyone is not working hard?" Cut, I don't believe it. ”

"What do you mean?" Chen Feiyan didn't understand.

Zhao Xueling sighed: "Just because you and Jiang Xi are both in the Chaohua Society, since you made it public, who in the class has not submitted their resumes to the Chaohua Society three or five times?" It's simply a stone sinking into the sea. ”

"How did you sink into the sea? Chaohua Club is recruiting interns, and there are vacancies in various departments for newcomers. ”

Chen Feiyan was very surprised, this news should be correct, is it still false from the personnel side?

Zhao Xueling asked rhetorically: "The people who enter your Chaohua Club are either international students or those who have jumped jobs with excellent ability, saying that there is a place for fresh graduates, but they are all returnees." ”

Chen Feiyan thought about it carefully, and it seemed that this was indeed the case.

"I've heard that it's getting harder and harder to get into the Korean Chinese News Agency, right?" Zhao Xueling asked.

Chen Feiyan shook her head: "I have been away for two years, and I have only been back for a month, and I really don't know much about the company's personnel situation." I don't know if it's getting stricter, but it's understandable that it's getting more and more demanding. Because there are more and more outstanding young people, it is understandable that the company has made adjustments to introduce talents. ”

"Alas!" Zhao Xueling sighed: "So, it's not that I don't want to go to Jiang Xi, everyone submitted their resumes, and there was no one who even received the interview notice, could it be that Jiang Xi didn't pass the first level of the resume and asked Jiang Xi to help him get an interview opportunity?" ”

After the words fell, he raised his eyes to look at Chen Feiyan again: "Didn't you also submit your resume by yourself, and people notified you to go for an interview, so you asked Jiang Xi to help say hello?" So the Chaohua Society, it's not so easy to enter. ”

Chen Feiyan nodded slowly, it seems that Jiang Xi is really different to her.

She didn't submit a resume at the beginning, Jiang Xi took her directly, and the resume was handed in on the spot.

Therefore, according to this theory, if she goes through the formal procedures, she will not have a chance to enter the Korean Chinese Society.

Knowing Jiang Xi, how lucky she is.

"Forget that, what are your plans for work? Did you do a job resume? Do you want to send a resume first and wait for the results? Chen Feiyan asked.

Zhao Xueling shook her head: "There is a resume, but I have also submitted a lot in school, and I have cast it for fun, so I tried it first, and the result, alas, there was no result." ”

"This is a blow?" Chen Feiyan smiled, "Actually, it doesn't matter, everyone came over like this, didn't they?" ”

Zhao Xueling held her face: "Otherwise, I'll go to sales, I heard that sales are very rich." ”

"Are you short of money?" Chen Feiyan asked: "Find a suitable job, you can do a job you like without lack of money." ”

Zhao Xueling hurriedly shook his head: "Why aren't you short of money?" I'm short of money, how can I live in a good place without money, how can I give myself a free space? ”

Chen Feiyan looked at her and chuckled: "It's okay, you can try what you want, anyway, you are not like us, you have confidence, the big deal is to go home." ”

Zhao Xueling smiled instantly: "Yes, yes, Fei Yan, it was because of your words that I decided to stay." ”

"Isn't it because I'm just saying what you want to do the most? You haven't made up your mind before, just because you haven't given yourself a better reason. Chen Feiyan said in a low voice: "I just gave you a better reason, that's all." ”

Zhao Xueling looked at Chen Feiyan, "You ......"

"I don't know you, I'm just guessing. After all, Wu Jie will stay here if he doesn't leave. Chen Feiyan said.

Zhao Xueling buried her head, yes, because Wu Jie was here, how could she be willing?

"His future, without me." Zhao Xueling said in a low voice, "In his future plan, there is no existence of me, I said that my parents want me to go back, but he didn't say a word to keep me." ”

Chen Feiyan felt tired when she heard it, what are you doing with this feeling?

"He doesn't love you, or rather, he doesn't love you that much, and since you can see it clearly, why force it?" Chen Feiyan asked, "Are you bad?" Is it bad? Why does he have to? ”

"I don't want to have him, but I just like him, what can I do? I just like him. Zhao Xueling shook her head, there was bitterness in her heart, how could she express her sadness in one word?

Chen Feiyan doesn't want to mix with other people's feelings, but she can't see Zhao Xueling's appearance of compromising for love.

"You just got out of school, and in the future, you will meet more and better people, and your true destiny has not yet appeared."

Zhao Xueling shook her head: "The true son of heaven is the premise of love, isn't it?" But if it weren't for Wu Jie, I wouldn't love it, would I still be my true son? ”

"Actually, you accepted the arrangement of your family before and wanted to go home to work, didn't you already accept the arrangement of your family for the rest of your life? You won't be unexpected, a year or two later, the family will arrange a blind date for you, maybe it's a good match, maybe it's a rich family in the Gaomen compound, and your home will be in the place where you were born in the future. Are you willing to be arranged by your family, aren't you ready to give up Wu Jie? ”

Chen Feiyan's words are to the point.

Zhao Xueling agreed to go home, obviously it was impossible to continue with Wu Jie.

In fact, they have been breaking up for a month, and Zhao Xueling has been living in the school, just thinking about what she should do, or waiting for Wu Jie's words.

As long as Wu Jie says a word, she will definitely give up everything for Wu Jie and stay.

But he didn't say anything.

Now in order to stay in Yundu, Chen Feiyan needs a reason to stay.