420 Loneliness
Li Yu simply remained silent.
I tried to calm myself down, but to no avail, and now my mind is full of thoughts like "Li Yu calculates me".
It's not hard to think about a person in a bad way, I first thought about the hurt he had hurt me again and again before, and then I thought maybe he was lying to me these days.
Thinking about it further, anger began to breed hatred in my heart.
At first, I just wanted to hit him, but gradually, I suddenly realized that I had the crazy idea that "if only he could die".
Just as I was thinking about this thought over and over again, I braked suddenly, and the pressure on my chest was heard, and I suddenly woke up, it was a seat belt.
The car was parked in the middle of the road, and a cat stood there looking at us, and after a while, jumped into the grass.
At this time, there was only one car here, so it was understandable that Li Yu would make way for the cat.
Li Yu soon continued to drive. I was pulled back to reality after this interruption.
I was taken away from my love, but I didn't have amnesia. I knew that I had just fallen into hatred, and it was because I had no love, and my divine attribute was hate.
This discovery made me feel very uncomfortable, and I have now forgotten how I felt when love was still there, and I only knew that I hated him.
Li Yu drove the car straight to the airport, and I had no objection, I didn't want to stay in this ghost place for a minute.
Along the way, there was no communication between us. I didn't want to communicate with him, and I avoided him as much as I could, because I didn't want to be controlled by that hatred anymore, and I wanted to be reasonable.
Li Yu didn't come to disturb me, and we each occupied a room on the plane and didn't see each other again until the plane landed.
When I got home, Li Yu said the first thing to me along the way, "Are you tired?" He was nervous.
I shook my head, "Not tired at all." ”
Li Yu first showed a reassuring expression, and when he saw that I looked serious, he smiled again and said, "Then are you hungry?" I'll cook you some food. ”
I said, "Thank you then." ”
Li Yu suddenly laughed and asked flatteringly, "What do you want to eat?" ”
I said, "There's no rush. I've thought about it all the way, but I haven't figured it out, why did you believe him in a few words? ”
Li Yu said: "Your divine power is getting weaker every day, I used to think that this weakness might be due to your pregnancy. But Wu Jilang said that he felt that maybe it wasn't all pregnant, and asked me to find other reasons. I have always disagreed with his thoughts, but after coming out of Jin Lin's house yesterday, I obviously felt that your divine power had dispersed a lot, and I was scared to disperse at this pace...... I don't know when you're going to die suddenly. ”
I said, "You can't impress me at all when you say that kind of thing now." You don't know how hard I am right now! ”
Li Yu sighed and said, "It happened suddenly, and besides, I only decided this decision at that time, and I didn't discuss it with you beforehand, I'm sorry." ”
I said, "Didn't you think that Shen Manling would harm us?" ”
Li Yu said: "I thought about it, but I don't think he will." ”
I was speechless for a while, "Why do you think he wouldn't?" The reason? ”
Li Yu shook his head, "There's no reason, I know he won't." I know you know in your heart that he didn't hurt you, you just felt uncomfortable. ”
He was right, but I knew in my heart that Shen Manling didn't harm me.
But how can such a thing as "knowing in the heart" be used as evidence? I felt very angry.