Chapter 194: Leave

At the canal wharf in the east of Yangzhou City, Su Xing and Gao Wenfan were already waiting on a boat docked at the wharf, looking into the distance from time to time, waiting anxiously.

Half an hour later, a carriage came in a hurry, and the people on board saw it and hurried ashore to meet them.

Xiao Qingyue, dressed in a gray cloak and cloak, got out of the carriage and was relieved to see that the few people were safe and sound.

Xiao Nanfeng didn't come to see her off, in order to prevent Xiao Tong and the others from having any more doubts, he, Xiao Youyu, and Shen Yuzhang had already gone to her cemetery on the outskirts of the city at this time, and arranged for Li Xun to drive them off...

Seeing the Jiang family, who was a little excited, she hurriedly asked, "Mama is okay these days."

Jiang nodded again and again, "Okay, I'm fine, it's good for you to come back, it's good to come back... Seeing the forsythia following behind him, he said, "Forsythia, you're back too."

"Well, I will always stay by the princess's side in the future"

After a burst of hush and warmth, just as she was about to get on the boat, Xiao Qingyue instructed Li Xun, "Go back, forsythia, don't worry, there are so many of us here, we will take care of her."

Li Xun's face changed slightly at this time, and he hesitated and said, "The prince instructed his subordinates to follow his wife to Suzhou together."

Xiao Qingyue was stunned when she heard this, "What are you talking about!" ”

At this time, Su Xing's voice interjected, "Come on the boat, you can't delay any longer" If someone else finds out, then no one can leave.

Hearing the urging, Xiao Qingyue had to get on the boat with a stomach full of questions...

As the hull of the ship slowly moved, looking at the dock that was gradually deviating, Xiao Qingyue's heart suddenly ached, and at this moment there was no need to ask Li Xun why he left with her.

That person, after all, was not worried about her, so he left the guards who had been by his side for many years to her.

Several people looked at the silent person standing at the bow of the boat, and then Li Xun took the initiative to explain.

"The prince has long had the idea of letting his subordinates escort his wife away, and the prince said that if he told his wife in the house and let his subordinates protect his wife to leave, his wife would definitely not agree" So he kept it from her, and when he sent them on the boat, he also happened to leave together, but in this way, Xiao Nanfeng lost a right-hand man by his side.

Xiao Qingyue's heart was like a pinprick at this time, and she felt pain for a while, looking at Yangzhou City, which was getting farther and farther away, this time, the people who took her away, but left her heart.

That man really did everything for her, gave everything, and she really wanted to stay by his side. I thought silently in my heart, Nanfeng, you must be good, I will wait for you, wait for you to come, we will start again...

Su Xing, who was standing on the side, saw her like this, knowing that she was worried about Xiao Nanfeng, and was a little unbearable, so he spoke up.

"Xiao Nanfeng has always been rigorous and resourceful, he will be fine"

"That's right, his kind of person is thoughtful, and he does things even more thoroughly, who can hurt him today" Gao Wenfan's voice also interjected in time.

The person standing at the bow of the boat, still staring at the place where she left, sighed melancholy, she took off the cloak on her head, and said slowly.

"Whether it's for my mother or for me, he's done too much"

She knew that he was in love, but she didn't know that he would have reached such a point, if he hadn't met her, maybe he would still be the comfortable and comfortable prince, how could he go to such great lengths to arrange a way back for her like now, and even he himself would have to follow her.

Su Xing also felt in his heart, "Your identities are different, if you want to stay together, you have to give up many things" Giving up everything, but being able to get you, how lucky he is.

Xiao Qingyue looked at it for a long time, until the pier was no longer visible, then she withdrew her gaze, turned around and just happened to crash into a pair of sad ice eyes.

frowned slightly, then looked away, looked at the river in one place, and asked.

"After arriving in Suzhou, what are your plans" Shen Yuzhang asked her what her plans were last night, and she really stopped at that time, going to another unfamiliar environment, and there were still many things to think about.

Su Xing's gaze kept falling on the person who deliberately avoided his gaze... All my plans are related to you ...

"Let's talk about it when we settle you down."

Gao Wenfan also glanced between the two of them a few times, and said, "Anyway, everything will wait until we arrive in Suzhou to make plans, you talk, I'll go in first" The interested one avoided it for the time being, entered the cabin, and left this place to the two of them. He knew that they had something to say ...

Xiao Qingyue couldn't help but smile, smelling the fishy smell of the lake, looking up at the clear water and blue sky, today's weather is very good, the wind and the sun are beautiful, it is really a good weather suitable for travel, this climate seems to be getting warmer and warmer in the future.

I closed my eyes slightly, and in the darkness, many figures flashed in my mind. Holding his breath and concentrating, when he opened his eyes again, there was a lot more determination in those eyes.

Moved his gaze to the man on the side again, "Su Xing, thank you, I have said too much before, I think, after we get to Suzhou, let's go separately" The future is unknown, he has wasted a year for her, she can't drag him anymore.

The man's brows furrowed instantly, "Why did you say that all of a sudden?"

Xiao Qingyue looked back at him fixedly, his thoughts, she always knew that in the past, she would often hint at this person from the side, it was impossible between them, but he was still insisting.

This can't help but remind her of Yin Jun, who has been chasing what she can't get, and in the end hurts others and herself.

"I always say that people have to let go of the past in order to better walk the road ahead... I hope you can put it down too ... Su Xing, what you want, I can't respond to it after all... I'm sorry."

Hearing this, the man's eyes flashed with pain, and behind some cold eyes was his deep affection.

In the past six months, he has also worked hard in Fahua Temple, but he knows that no matter what he does, he will not be able to resist Xiao Nanfeng. Although he used to hate Xiao Nanfeng very much, this could not stop that person from always being in Xiao Qingyue's heart.

Some gods said sadly, "Since you woke up, all I worry about every day is that Xiao Nanfeng will find out that you are still alive... Day and night, I can't prevent the fate that you will eventually meet again" He is not completely dead until now.

Xiao Qingyue saw the sentimentality in his eyes, and didn't know how to persuade him, so she thought about it.

"How fortunate I am to be treated by you, but I hope you can find your own happiness, I hope you can live well and live happily like Youyu"

Su Xing just looked at her quietly, didn't speak, and whispered in his heart, "Yue'er, what I'm looking for has always been you, without you, how can I be happy?"

With a move in his heart, he said, "I often think about what would be the ending if I had accepted your marriage proposal back then" If he had married her at that time, there would have been many things in the future, he would not have married Ruxiang, he would not have almost harmed Shen Momei by mistake, and he would not let her follow Xiao Nanfeng to Yangzhou...

Xiao Qingyue retracted her gaze and looked at the gently moving lake with ripples, "After a long time, we are all responsible for the decisions we have made, I don't regret knowing Xiao Nanfeng, and I don't regret knowing you." Whatever my end up, you are an indispensable part of my memories ... You have put so much effort into saving me, and I don't know how to repay it except gratitude... Maybe the only thing I can do is to stop dragging you back."

Before Su Xing could answer, a voice came from the cabin, "You want to drive us away?" Gao Wenfan hurriedly came out of it, he had been listening to the conversation between the two intentionally or unintentionally since he went in just now.

Xiao Qingyue turned to look at the person who had now grown into a handsome son, and when she saw the expression on his face that he was about to be abandoned, she couldn't help but chuckle.

"What do you mean to drive you away, just separate, so that you will also be safer"

Gao Wenfan didn't think about it, and refused, "No! Your group are all women and old people, in case of an emergency, how can that one guard protect you?"

Women old Confucian? When Xiao Qingyue heard this title, the corners of her mouth couldn't help twitching slightly, and before she could refute his words, a person came out of the cabin again, and said with a look of displeasure.

"What's wrong with the old woman, it's not that she lacks an arm or a broken leg, and she doesn't need a child to protect her," Forsythia retorted unhappily.

At this time, everyone gathered on the deck...

Gao Wenfan was instantly stirred by these words, "Who do you say is a child?" "Although he is the youngest among them, he is not a few years different from them, and he actually says that he is a child?!

Forsythia was not afraid of him, and continued, "It's you! I hurt my princess three times twice before, and the princess still has the scar in the palm of her hand, the knife you stabbed at the beginning, and the scar left behind" After that, Xiao Qingyue was even more harmed 'tragically' in the western suburbs courtyard, all this, she can remember it clearly!

These words silenced the young man...

Xiao Qingyue saw the hostility on Forsythia's face, and hurriedly stopped her, "Forsythia!" Those things are long gone, so why bother mentioning them again"

Forsythia is still dissatisfied, "The knife in my hand is in the past, what about last year!" ”

Speaking of March last year, Forsythia couldn't help but have a little red eyes, Xiao Qingyue could put it down, she couldn't! The scene under the plum tree broke the hearts of all of them at that time!

Gao Wenfan was still silent and had nothing to say, he had also blamed himself and apologized, he thought that he would not be mentioned again This part of the past was turned out again today.

Xiao Qingyue saw that the situation was not right, and was about to speak out to ease the current atmosphere, but was interrupted by Forsythia taking the lead again.

"Princess, Forsythia knows what you have to say, and Forsythia also knows that it was he who dug you out of the tomb later and saved you by refining medicine... But that day, the knife that pierced you... Didn't he indirectly drive you to a dead end... Princess, Forsythia doesn't want to know the truth, Forsythia only knows, nothing is more important than being alive... In the capital before, we have experienced so much together, and you have never given up on yourself... But it's only been a year since you came to Yangzhou, and you didn't give up on anyone, but you gave up on yourself... ”

Speaking of which, Forsythia was already red-eyed, how desperate a person should be, she took that step, waiting for others to kill her, leaving herself no way to live.

She is now just like Xiao Nanfeng at that time, she has some gains and losses, for fear that everything now is a dream.

Xiao Qingyue was also stunned by these words for a while, she didn't know that she could downplay the past now that she thought about it, but it left such a big shadow in other people's hearts.

I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart and held the person who was a little emotional, "I'm sorry... Forsythia... ”

Forsythia, who had been suppressed for many days, could no longer help hugging the thin body, she felt that she had been living in the clouds and fog for the past two days, maybe the happiness came too suddenly, so that she couldn't believe everything in front of her.

She even said the guilt that had been suppressed in her heart in the past year, "Princess... It's forsythia to say I'm sorry... For the past year, I've been blaming myself, blaming myself for not staying by your side when I found out that something was wrong with you... Although the pothos and I are just personal maids, we know that the princess does not treat us as people at the moment... The jade princess is a good sister who grew up with the princess and relied on each other. . . The pothos and I are also people who have been with the princess for more than ten years. . . I was overwhelmed with joy at going home ... How could I have walked then... ”

Xiao Qingyue was a little moved, feeling guilty and distressed in her heart, patting Forsythia's back and comforting her.

"It's all over forsythia, I'm still alive, I'm still there"

"Princess, no matter what happens again, you must not do such a stupid thing again"

"I promise you, I swear, I will never do anything to hurt myself again"

"Hmm"

On the side, Jiang was wiping tears from her eyes, and what Forsythia said was what she wanted to say.

Fate has given Xiao Qingyue too many tests and blows, I hope that God will be able to favor her more in the future, this woman who has gone through ups and downs...