He smiled and said, "Then don't mention him." ”

I nodded and said, "But you have to tell me, do you know there's a you in the mirror?" ”

Li Yu raised his eyebrows, his expression seemed to be a little playful, "What?" ”

"There's a you in the mirror," I said, "Wu Jingkang said it was your shadow, and I couldn't figure out what it was." Anyway, he hates me very much, and his temper is very fierce, which is very different from you, but ...... There are some ways about him that he is like you. But it looks like you can share his memories too, but ......" I couldn't help but hold my forehead, "I'm feeling a little confused." ”

He raised an eyebrow, "So, you still don't think he's me?" ”

I said, "Of course not." These days, I sometimes think it's you, but more often than not, it's not. I saw that his eyes were a little meaningful, and hurriedly explained: "It's not because he hates me that I think so, it's just that in my heart, you have always been a person who is a little prodigal, but still relatively simple and pure, but that person is cunning and sophisticated, cloudy and uncertain, I don't think it's like you at all." ”

Li Yu smiled and frowned, "Waves? ”

I said, "It's the wave of the prodigal son." ”

"Oh," he said, giving me a blank look, "I thought you had finally come to light." ”

I asked, "What's the trick?" ”

Li Yu didn't explain, but said, "Then tell me, which one do you prefer?" ”

The answer to this question is very simple: "Of course it's you." ”

Li Yu was not very happy, but narrowed his eyes, like a dangerous cat, and asked word by word: "He, where, no, good?" ”

My hair immediately stood on end, and I looked at him, not daring to speak.

Li Yu didn't say a word, leaned on the head of the bed, and stared at me with burning eyes.

Although his gaze was not fierce at this moment, it still reminded me of the person in the mirror.

I've always been a person who is more good at reading people's faces, but now I understood what was going on, and said tremblingly: "Because ...... Because he beat me. ”

His face softened suddenly, but he still didn't speak.

I tried to move further, but on second thought, I realized that it was not only pointless, but would also anger him, so I gave up and asked, "So...... Did you just say that to make me happy? ”

Li Yu glanced at me and asked, "What do you say?" ”

"Impersonate, pretend to be your former you." It's hard to say, I'm afraid he'll rush up and hit me. Moreover, it is light to beat me, and now we treat each other with sincerity, who knows if he will suddenly become obsessed with the feeling of conquest......

The more I thought about it, the more scared I became.

Li Yu didn't say a word, looking at me expressionlessly.

One second, two seconds......

One point, two points......

Finally, I couldn't hold it anymore and said, "If you hadn't beaten me, I wouldn't have hated you so much." In fact, although you used to be cute, but now you are clearly better, mature, brave, and masculine...... "Well, what other good words are there?" Oops, I couldn't make it up for a while, and I was even more nervous.

At this moment, Li Yu suddenly smiled.

My first reaction was still nervousness, and it wasn't until he hugged me that I realized a little bit.

Li Yu smiled heartily, and finally was willing to speak, "You are so cute." ”

Hehe.

Take other people's pain for fun.

I didn't break free from his embrace, but I didn't want to hug him, let alone talk back, so I pretended to be a plant, and let him kiss him in various places, and heard him say, "Actually, it's me for both, but it's okay if you think so, after all, I beat you before the merger." ”

Naturally, I immediately noticed the key part of his words, "Merge? ”

"Well," he said, "it's a term I coined because it's just my own feelings." ”

I scratched my head and looked at him, and although I understood what he was saying, I didn't know what it meant.

Li Yu smiled, pinched my nose, and then straightened up again, and said, "Since I woke up, I feel that something is not right, but I can't tell what is wrong." It's like feeling like you've forgotten to do something, but you can't remember what it is. ”

I asked, "And then?" ”

"And then there was the previous thing where the body almost 'died'." He said: "I want to rely on PUTO to get rid of Wu Jingkang, he is really gone, I can feel it." Not long after he left, my body suddenly started to have problems, and after that, I lost consciousness. ”

I asked, "And then?" ”

"And then there's me seeing you in the mirror." When Li Yu said this, he was slightly silent and said: "However, at that time, my feeling was not that I seemed to have forgotten something, but as if I had deleted the file and started again." ”

I asked, "Are you saying that you in the mirror are parallel to the person you woke up in your senses?" ”

Li Yu nodded, "The summary is right. I woke up in the mirror, and neither my feelings nor emotions were anything to do with what I had done before, and if it hadn't been merged later, I wouldn't have thought of the other side at all. ”

I asked, "You woke up in the mirror?" ”

"Yes, I slept in the mirror for a long time." Li Yu said: "However, when you came, I had been awake for a while, and the reason why my mood was very irritable was because I was in prison in that place, or even worse than going to prison. In the beginning, I just regained consciousness, but I didn't regain my sight and hearing, I couldn't see anything, because the soul didn't get tired, and I didn't want to sleep, so I stayed up and stayed up...... I don't know how long it took me. I finally had sight and hearing, but I still couldn't get out of there, I was trapped like that......" The smile on his face faded and his face turned pale as he said these words, "No one was talking to me, I wanted to touch something, but I didn't have a sense of touch, I couldn't feel anything. However, the world in the mirror is different from reality, there is nothing ...... there" He said this, suddenly stopped, and cried out in confusion, "Good news? ”

I hurriedly asked, "What?" ”

"Why are you crying?" He reached out, wiped my face, and asked, "Are you scared?" ”

That's when I realized I was crying, shook my head, and said, "I don't feel scared." ”

"Then why are you crying?" He hugged me and said softly, "I'm most afraid of you crying." ”

I didn't know what to say, but I couldn't help but bury my face in his neck socket and weep.

I've always felt that I don't regret killing Li Yu, not only do I not regret it, but even if there are signs of a reversal about Li Ang's killing of my whole family, I still don't feel much regret - it's better to say that I'm just afraid that it will turn around.

But now, when he talks about it, my heart suddenly starts to ache.

I regret it.

The feeling of regret soon overwhelmed me, and it corroded my flesh, my bones, and my internal organs with excruciating pain, like sulfuric acid...... All over my place.

But I know it's not enough.

Compared to the suffering that Li Yu suffered in that mirror, my pain is not worth mentioning at all.

Even in the normal world, a year had passed since his death. And he spent so much time alone in the mirror.

What he said, in the mirror, I couldn't help but shudder just by listening to it. I can't even think of any torture in this world that can deprive all senses, leave only consciousness, and then make the other person suffer absolute loneliness.

Even if you are deaf and dumb with broken hands and feet, you still have at least your senses, and if you want to live, you will at least have a cell boss to deliver food, not absolute loneliness.

No wonder he hates me so much.

If I were in his environment, it would definitely not be as simple as hating me, I would have gone crazy.

When I think of this, I regret it.

I'm a complete idiot.

I killed the only person in the world who loved me, and he was my last relative.

It was also because I killed him that I lost my child.

That morning, Li Yu also said to me that when we have children in the future, he must take good care of them, although he also loves me, but loving children is equally important. He said that the biggest conflict with his father was this, he was busy taking care of his wife and pampering his daughter, but he ignored him alone, and he hoped that our children would be taken care of by their parents wholeheartedly.

He talked a lot about this topic that day, but I felt a little annoyed, and I thought that he was stupid and annoying, and that I was going to kill him, and he was still here to tuckle the child. I wonder how could I possibly have a baby for him? What qualifies a murderer's son to have a child?

At that time, I didn't know that the baby was already in my womb.

If I hadn't been poisoned that day, he would have crawled.

She happily enjoys everything in the family, and she has a good father who is knowledgeable and humorous and vows to love her well. You don't have to be brutally beaten to death before life begins, and your mother's womb is pulled out.

If I hadn't been poisoned that day, Li Yu would still be alive.

He would not have to endure the pain of a sudden decay of his body, and he would not have to endure the desperate prison sentence.

I did all of this.

I feel so sorry for him.

I regret it.

I let myself cry because this regret was so painful that I didn't know how to deal with it, so I just cried.

I didn't say anything to Li Yu because I didn't know how to speak...... I'm terrible, really terrible.

At first, Li Yu coaxed me, but soon stopped talking and just hugged me.

And I cried like this, and slowly I lost my strength, and then I don't know if I fell asleep or fainted, and I woke up at home anyway.

When I woke up, Li Yu was not there, and Neo dutifully told me that it was nine o'clock in the morning.

At this time, Li Yu was usually working, so I took a shower, put on a home coat, and went to the restaurant with two swollen eyes that couldn't see clearly.

I thought I had misheard, so I pushed the door open and went in, and I was stunned.

There were many people standing and sitting in the study, among which Brother Kun and Li Nuannuan were also impressively listed.

At this point, everyone looked at me.

(. = )