Chapter 40 Hope Collapses

"It's all gone, and you don't want to think about the things that made you miserable in the past."

Providence doesn't really blame him, it's just that the one she thought had the best relationship with, the big brother who protected her since she was a child and gave her warmth, concealed her so bitterly.

It made her feel like all hope had collapsed in that moment.

She still can't complain about him after all.

"But I ...... again" threw herself into the wolf's den, a den that eats people without spitting out bones, she choked up, but still didn't say the rest of the words.

"What's wrong? Don't they treat you well? He asked with concern.

Seeing his concerned eyes, she didn't dare to say that she had already suffered from his warmth and couldn't trouble him anymore.

"It's fine."

Providence began to bypass the topic and ask him about his current situation, in fact, she had been paying attention to him, but she still wanted to hear him say in person that he was doing well, then she would be relieved.

The two of them were already very good, and now there is no barrier between them.

When it was almost Jiang Hao's training time, she urged him to hurry up and didn't want him to accompany her.

It has been so long, and the harm she suffered is only from the pain that Wang Xiaoyan gave her.

She learned to protect herself from letting others hurt her again.

If she hadn't felt guilty about Wang Xiaoyan, she wouldn't have resisted him.

knows her mother's temperament, and it is very likely that she framed Wang Xiaoyan's mother to make him a single parent.

She looked at the milk tea and began to be stunned again, for her now, nothing is suitable.

He rode a motorcycle past the milk tea shop every day, and saw Providence and Jiang Hao talking together, he remembered Jiang Hao, he was Providence's cousin, he bullied Providence before, and the first name that came out of her mouth when he asked for help was Jiang Hao.

He also went to check on it, and when he saw Jiang Hao's companionship of Providence from childhood to adulthood, he was jealous, and punished Providence even more.

Seeing them together now, even if he was jealous, he was no longer as impulsive as before, and he often remembered the words of the girl at the bar.

And since that day when Providence left his house, he and Providence have not met again.

He had his pride, and he couldn't pull his face down to get closer to her.

But at that moment, the picture of them together kept coming to his mind, and he was crazy about why he couldn't calm down.

He rode halfway and reversed back, but the bubble tea shop was gone, and then he went back.

He tried to go to the bar to drink and forget about her existence, and as he was drinking, a girl appeared next to him, he thought it was the same difficult woman from before, and waved his hand to let her go away.

But she stood still, Wang Xiaoyan raised her head, and when she saw that it was the girl last time, he asked, "Why are you?" ”

"Who do you think it is?" Lin Yuqing raised his eyebrows and looked at him, and the wine glass in his hand was filled by him again.

"Are you still drinking? You're getting drunk, are you out of love? ”

Wang Xiaoyan listened to her, put down the wine bottle, and replied to her with a little anger: "You just fell out of love." ”

"I'm not out of love. Look at you like this, you are 100% out of love. Forget it, I'll give you a piece of advice. ”

"I've experienced your temper these days, treat girls gently, otherwise you don't want the girls you like to care about you."

She occasionally works part-time here, and he's the one she's seen the most.

Wang Xiaoyan stared at the cup quietly, thinking back to his past with Providence, he had a very bad temper and often lost his temper with her.

People like Jiang Hao accompanied her throughout her childhood, and the care she gave her was in contrast to herself, and she hated him so much, probably because of this reason.

"What if she already had someone by her side who warmed her?" He said casually.

Lin Yuqing glanced at the entire bar, most of the people here came here to find excitement and comfort because they had troubles in their lives.

"Then you don't have the ability to warm her? It's up to you whether you can get her back or not. ”

Wang Xiaoyan stared at the blue liquid in the cup, and was stunned, is he capable? He bullied her all the time and never gave her warmth.

"I don't think you're a warm man, but if that girl is what you really like, then why don't you change your way." After Lin Yuqing finished speaking, she turned around and walked into the crowd, and her straight figure seemed to contain a lot of stories.

Wang Xiaoyan sat on the bar and thought about it for a long time, during which there were also beautiful women who came and went, and invited him, but he refused.

Finally, he finished his last sip, picked up his phone on the table, and walked outside.

Sitting in the car, with the windows open, the oncoming wind rippled in Wang Xiaoyan's heart, and he was thinking.

He cares very much about the existence of Jiang Hao's character, and having him in him shows that there is no him in the childhood of Providence, he lacks the childhood of Providence, the warmth that Jiang Hao gives him, coupled with his rudeness, anyone will choose Jiang Hao.

But God's will is his Wang Xiaoyan's woman, no matter whether she has him in her childhood or not, he has to snatch her back, and a strong possessiveness arises spontaneously.

He knew that if he was to providence like before, she would definitely not agree, and only by entering her heart could it last long.

Suddenly, he smiled evilly at the neon sign outside, already having an idea in his mind.

The next day, Providence went out of the school gate to buy daily necessities, and when she went back, she accidentally caught a glimpse of Wang Xiaoyan smiling gently at her at the school gate, and this smile was the first time she had seen it.

Her heart tightened, he shouldn't want to pester her again.

Quickened his pace, quickly turned into the school, and walked away before he breathed a sigh of relief and returned to the dormitory.

Wang Xiaoyan was a little annoyed when he saw the figure of Providence fleeing, but when he remembered yesterday's words, he laughed, but he was not angry. It's useless for her to run away now, sooner or later she'll be caught in the palm of her hand.

He knew that this diaphragm should not be eliminated so quickly, and could only penetrate her heart little by little.

Providence has been out of school since that day, and she never dares to go out alone, unless Xu Yuqin has something to do and asks her to accompany her.

Who knew that Xu Yuqin had a serious cough, and if she wanted to go out to see a doctor, she had to accompany her.

So when she went out for a few days, Wang Xiaoyan stood in place and watched her.

She was faintly uneasy in her heart, always feeling that something was wrong with him, otherwise how could she be waiting for her here.

But after Xu Yuqin got better, she didn't go out of school again, but she saw Wang Xiaoyan in the teaching building, and she panicked, thinking that he was going to do something to her.

When she saw him, she would quickly dodge, but he hadn't done anything for a few days, and she began to wonder, what was sold in this gourd?

When she let down her guard, Wang Xiaoyan stopped her at the entrance of the building, and he talked to her, but Providence pretended not to hear.

Avoid him, it just so happened that she was not with Xu Yuqin today, or Wang Xiaoyan just caught such an opportunity.

"Providence." Wang Xiaoyan stood beside her, blocking her path with his feet, and looked at her with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Providence ignored it and wanted to step over his feet and go downstairs.

But Wang Xiaoyan quit, anyway, he waited for her for several days, and he didn't give him a response.

He took her hand, Tianyi was frightened and hurriedly shook it off, looking at him with an angry face: "Wang Xiaoyan, what are you doing here?" ”

"I miss you, so I'm coming to see you." Wang Xiaoyan said seriously.

But how could Providence believe such nonsense as he did?

hurriedly turned around and went downstairs, without looking at Wang Xiaoyan again.

Wang Xiaoyan leaned his head against the door, he was very frustrated with the attitude of Providence, since he was a child, he never got what he wanted.

He took a deep breath and went downstairs as well.

This time he learned to be obedient, and he didn't chase the will of heaven anymore, for fear that she would hate her, so he could only slowly approach her step by step.

has been like this for a few days, Wang Xiaoyan seems to know her whereabouts, as long as she is alone, she will meet Wang Xiaoyan.

But he didn't do anything, just said a few words occasionally, and Providence didn't bother to listen to it, so he bypassed him directly.

She also found that Wang Xiaoyan's patience was getting stronger and stronger, no matter how bad her attitude was, he was not annoyed, and kept smiling gently, this "gentleness" was what Wang Xiaoyan thought was gentle.

Providence only thinks that this and that laugh is very penetrating.

Until one day, when Wang Xiaoyan forced her into a corner, supported her left side with both hands, and looked at her with a smile on his face, she knew that nothing good happened.

He looked down at her, sprayed hot air on her face, made her blush, and said to her, "Providence, do you want me?" ”

Providence leaned up on his neck, revealing his white and tender skin, which looked particularly tempting under the illumination of this sun, but Wang Xiaoyan resisted that impulse.

The unique low voice fell on Providence's ears, rippling a wave in Providence's heart, and she shook her head to eliminate the throbbing in her heart.

She remembered his bad deeds in the past, how he bullied her, she hated him, gently raised her eyelids, looked at his emaciated face, and said clearly word by word: "The beauty you think." ”

The stubbornness in her eyes seemed to be shining with stars, and her face was a little cool.

Wang Xiaoyan was not annoyed when she heard this, and she was even more moved by her appearance, her expression was the same before, and she had never shown her another side.

He bit his lip and half-smiled, a little ruffian, and looked at her with interest, smiling without saying a word.

God saw that he didn't have the anger he had before, it was so unusual that it made her creepy, and his heart tightened, thinking that he had seen her heart just now, and pushed him away in a hurry, he staggered, and quickly ran away, and the little figure ran fast in the hot weather, as if there was a tiger chasing after him.

Wang Xiaoyan smiled even more happily and said, "Your things have fallen." ”

Tianyi subconsciously turned around, looked at the ground, and found that there was no, knowing that it was Wang Xiaoyan who was fooling her, she was angry, and glared at him fiercely.

Her cute side made Wang Xiaoyan even happier.

Wang Xiaoyan was not annoyed, but she was even more interested, because God finally had a temper in front of him, and she had always been stingy to show her emotions, so she was very happy to have such a cute side.

Providence ran downstairs in the dormitory, panting and blushing slightly, because of the running he had just made.