Text: Fanwai Ba, my son Wenxi, the end of the world, how vast is it, go home

Wenxi shouldn't have come back at all! He can run as far as he loves to run with that Zhao Yuan, I just hope he never comes back!

In the end, he still returned, and in the end he still lost to the relationship between father and son. In the past, I would have felt relieved, but now, I have lost the courage of my whole body.

I don't know if I had any crazy thoughts at that time, to beat Wen Xi like that, and then send him back to Chen Tianjiao.

Ziwei left, leaving behind those two sentences, I don't know what to do at all. They dare to poison Ziwei, how do you know that they will let my son go? I have lost my husband and cannot afford to lose this son again! If Chen Tianjiao knew that his son was his own, at least, the tiger poison would not eat the child... Maybe... I still have some affection for him.

Hongxuan asked me to run away quickly, and arranged my plan to go out of the province, I thought I must have been targeted, I didn't want to affect Hongxuan anymore, so I chose to leave alone. The only thing I regret is telling Wenxi that I don't want him to live well. This sentence may have ruined my nineteen-year mother-son relationship with him. Lian Ziwei just wants Wenxi to live well... But I am not reconciled, if he is handed over to Chen Tianjiao, he really recognizes the thief as his father, and I am not willing to let my son and Ziwei have worked hard to raise for 19 years be loaded into that deep pool. I only briefly told Wen Xi everything, telling him that Ziwei must have killed someone!

Over the years, I have been missing my husband and my children day and night. Even if my husband knew that Wenxi was not my own, he always treated him as his own, and my husband worked hard all his life to serve the people, but he ended up like this.

I can't see through it, I can't figure it out, I hate this barren world, I hate myself for not having the art to return to heaven, so that the rivers and seas are poured back, and the wind and clouds are reversed, but I hate that I can't do anything, I can't talk about my husband's grievances to reach heaven, I hate that I can't protect Wenxi's thoughtfulness, so that he lost two fathers and a mother overnight, and he entered the Chen family with such an identity, but it is not difficult, it can be imagined.

Only, in this green lantern ancient Buddha, silently pray for Wenxi, pray day and night, pray for him to live in peace...

Zhao Yuan found me.

I hadn't seen him for many years, and he was no longer the down-and-out young man who knelt before me and begged me to help save his father, but he had grown up, thoroughly, from a boy to a handsome man whom most women would probably fall in love with at this time. Rao is tired from the journey, the breath of the wind and dust can not hide his extraordinary bearing, and the tenacity and confidence in his eyes make people can see the monstrous storms he has passed, and can see his commanding demeanor.

What will I become, my son? I only occasionally surfed the Internet, and I saw the child standing alone in the smoke and dust, in the twilight, the child who demolished Kifu University with his own hands, on the local news in the small town. I knew he must have been out of frustration, and I knew he must have been heartbroken.

Since Chen Tianjiao and his wife surrendered to the law, and since Moqian confessed his guilt and committed suicide, I have never paid attention to the news of Xiaocheng, but as far as I am concerned, I just want my Wenxi to be safe and sound, no matter where he is in the world. I never went back to the town, I just knew that he was okay and that everything was enough.

When Zhao Yuan found me, he must have believed that I could get out of the Buddhist hall and help find Wenxi. If Wenxi wants to go back, no matter how far away it is, it is close at hand, if Wenxi doesn't want to go back, no matter how close the distance is, it is also the end of the world, what role can I, an irresponsible mother, play?

He has such confidence, I will definitely go down the mountain.

Regarding the relationship between Zhao Yuan and Wen Xi, I would never approve of it before, but now that I think about it, it doesn't matter. A veteran business president, and a returnee from a highly developed society in the United States for six years, if they can still insist on this feeling, it must be reasonable for such a relationship to exist. Entering the Buddha's door, I know that the world is big, and everything is nothing, far beyond my imagination, I don't know too much, and I choose to understand everything that I don't know.

I don't have much to say, I still need to ask Zhao Yuan and the Buddhists to do a question and answer to see what his mind is.

Zhao Yuan readily agreed.

Master Xincheng is a monk in the temple where I am, I usually meditate with my eyes closed, and I don't see outsiders, and when I learned that I was about to go out, maybe I was about to return to Hongchen, I made an exception to see Zhao Yuan and me.

"What is fate?" Zhao Yuan asked.

"All things have a fate, and all things are the thousand faces of a Buddha, so that all things have Buddha nature, and all things have Buddha fate." Master Cheng said.

"Master, I just want to ask about the love of the source of all fate." Zhao Yuan replied. I was a little surprised at the moment, Yu Buddhism, only Wenxi had read some books when he was a child, and he had studied a little, but he never knew that Zhao Yuan also had such an awareness.

"In the midst of love, I will only ask about one fate." Zhao Yuan said again.

"The star of participating in business, the flowers and leaves on the other side, do not belong to yourself, and you can't help it." Master Sincerity replied.

"The mandate of participating in business cannot be violated, and it has been like this since ancient times. Speaking of business, it is like someone in ancient times and someone now, even if the gods cross thousands of years, after all, there can be no fate to meet, this is time in the laws of nature. All things are irreversible, time cannot be returned, and from the beginning of the business, it was decided that one was in the south and the other was in the north. And the catastrophe doesn't have to be like this, if you take the other side of the flower, there may be some truth. Zhao Yuan replied loudly.

I was silent. At the beginning of the creation of all things, the destined destiny should indeed not be compared with the small fate in the red dust like the catastrophe, and the difference between one of the flowers on the other side is comparable to that of one of all things.

"The flowers and leaves on the other side, the flowers do not see the leaves, and the leaves have withered, this kind of fate is the law of nature." The master said.

Zhao Yuan groaned slightly: "Master, what if this fate is a leaf and a leaf?" ”

The master clasped his hands together and smiled slightly: "Since what you ask for is so, it is outside the law, even if it is a catastrophe, manpower will definitely be able to do it." It is like the leaves and leaves on the other side, like the stream to the abyss, and the water will eventually dissolve in the water. ”

The water will dissolve in water.

The Lingtai was suddenly clear. All waters are one, all feelings are one, men and women are like mountains and rivers, water surrounds green mountains, the world is the same, water is soluble in water, no matter how it dissolves, it is not human power can stop it.

What I said to Wen Xi and Zhao Yuan in the past was wrong.

Zhao Yuan listened, laughed, and threw a lot of money into the merit box: "The master is really an outsider, he doesn't want fame and fortune, he just talks about things, proves cause and effect, as the master said, he will definitely rebuild the Golden Buddha here in the future, and sincerely repay his wishes!" ”

After Zhao Yuan finished speaking, he turned around and took my hand: "Mom, do you think I am qualified to be your son?"

I heard him call, and looked at him suspiciously, and I remembered that I hadn't heard this word for more than ten years, which represented the most important responsibility and identity of women in the world, and I couldn't believe it. I forgot that my identity is still Wenxi's mother, or Zhao Yuanzhi's godmother.

"Mom, I recognized you as my godmother, and it's definitely no problem to call you Mom. When I get married to Wenxi, I call you mom, it's just right, I just advanced this time. Zhao Yuan said with a smile.

I took hold of his hand, and did not take away my clothes, and went down the mountain, believing that this boy would arrange everything well.

"Mom, I'll carry you." Zhao Yuan said, picked me up, and moved down the mountain step by step.

My tears suddenly fell: "Whether it is suitable or not, it should not be up to me to decide." Since the master also said that water dissolves in water, then I will help you artificially. ”

"Wenxi has grown taller and more handsome." Zhao Yuan wiped his sweat excitedly and said.

"It's ridiculous, Wenxi, how can you still grow taller?" I can't help but scold him, he is still so old, and now he is showing a child's appearance.

"When you left, he was only nineteen years old, and the boy will not grow until he is twenty-two, and Wenxi is only three centimeters shorter than me now." Zhao Yuan said.

I lay on Zhao Yuan's thick back, and my heart was suddenly full of the urge to see my son, in the past ten years, the so-called longing has never been eliminated, it is nothing more than forcibly suppressed. is three centimeters shorter than Zhao Yuan, isn't that a tall man in his early eights? I remember that he was only 1.78 meters at the time.

I held back my tears, smiled, and gently stroked the black hair on Zhao Yuan's head, this kind of talent, if my Wenxi is a daughter, how good would it be? But now, what's the point of thinking about it? Once Wenxi comes back, as long as he gives a clear idea of where to hold the wedding, I, as a mother, will definitely give him the greatest support.

Ziwei, your last words on your deathbed, you can't let Wenxi disobey and end up with a name of unfilial piety, let me help him clarify the misunderstanding of our older generation.

Along the way, Zhao Yuan told me all kinds of stories after Wenxi returned to China, which can not be said to be ups and downs, and it cannot be said that it is not the most dangerous and dangerous.

I am very relieved that Chen Tianjiao can finally treat my son well, and he will not hesitate to surrender for his son, I am very sad, Hongxuan gave up himself, his family, and everything, and used the worst evil in the world to defend the justice he once defended with Ziwei. But what can I say to him? Thinking of lotus flowers, I hope that Hongxuan can be born as soon as possible, and in the next life, he will be happy and healthy in an ordinary world.

Zhao Yuan also said that he heard from Gu Xi that Chen Tianjiao only said a few words to Wenxi before he died.

At that time, I was sitting in my hometown in Tianfu Township, here, Zhao Yuan had already taken care of everything, and suddenly, it was still the same as more than ten years ago, but the person who left will never come back after all.

Zhao Yuan didn't want me to be sad, he only said a few words superficially, but I already understood that if I used my face to make trouble, it would never be an exaggeration to talk about my past. If I can have more trust in Chen Tianjiao at that time, if I marry Ziwei, I will give Tianjiao even if I only have one chance, and things will not be like this...

"Mom, I just hope you can talk to Wenxi and let him give me a chance too! Just this once! Zhao Yuan couldn't help but kneel down, holding my hand, crying.

I held Zhao Yuan's big hands tightly: "A-Yuan, child, your father has approved of it, let alone me?" ”

The relationship can no longer be broken.

If you get it wrong once, don't miss it again.

My son Wenxi, the end of the world is vast, go home!