Chapter 62: I Want to Start Fresh with You
My already crumbled hand loosened again, and I endured He Xu continuing to hold me.
"Shen Yu, I know, you still love me, you are with Xue Duyun just to be angry with me, aren't you?" He Xu's hand suddenly clenched very tightly, and his body leaned forward a little, closer to me.
The smell of alcohol he spewed as he spoke got into my nose and made me feel nauseous. But I stared at the motionless shadow on the ground for a long time, and finally spoke with difficulty.
"Yes, I'm angry with you, you are with Ji Wei, showing affection all the time, I can't stand you, I hate you for treating me like this."
At this moment, every word that popped out of my mouth seemed to be struggling with me, and my heart hurt as if a piece had been stripped away.
When He Xu heard me say this, he suddenly sat down on the bed and hugged me excitedly.
"Shen Yu, I'm confused, I'm sorry, I shouldn't hurt you, you forgive me, in fact, you also miss me, don't you?"
I stared at the shadow on the ground, swallowed a fishy sweetness in my throat, and whispered a word.
"Yes."
In the next second, the shadow disappeared, and footsteps sounded in the corridor, farther and farther away.
He Xu was drunk, rubbed me into his arms very hard, clasped the back of my head with one hand, and lowered his head, as if to kiss me.
I was so disgusted that I couldn't pretend anymore and shoved him away.
He Xu shook twice drunkenly and stood firmly, looked at me, and picked his lips coldly.
"What's wrong? Didn't you say you missed me? Or are you kidding me? ”
I didn't dare to say anything, for fear of angering him.
After a while, He Xu took my hand again, "Shen Yu, let's start again, shall we?" ”
I looked away, I was disgusted to look at him any more.
"You're drunk, wait until you're sober."
I'm really afraid that he will do something irrational when he is drunk, but fortunately he can still understand people, stood for a while, and nodded, "Okay, then you can rest well, I will come to see you tomorrow." ”
He finally left, and the room was quiet.
I fell back into bed as if I had been drained of my strength, trying not to let the tears flow from my eyes.
Growing up, I was an indecisive person, and this time, I hope to be brave and decisive.
After a while, there was a sudden noise outside the ward, and there were footsteps running around in a hurry, as if something had happened, and I don't know why my heart suddenly felt a little uneasy.
When the nurse on duty came to check on the ward, I asked her, only to find out that someone had smashed the glass of the downstairs window and injured her hand.
The nurse said, "That hand is bloody and scary, but the person is quite handsome, I don't know why he is so impulsive." ”
I couldn't speak for a long time before I asked, "So, is it serious?" ”
"It's okay." Before leaving, the nurse smiled and said, "Fortunately, it didn't hurt the face, otherwise it would be a pity for that face." ”
After the nurse left, I received a message from the seagull when I couldn't sleep.
"Xiaoyu, have you slept?"
"Nope."
I remembered that he had said he was coming back, so I asked, "When are you coming back?" ”
This time it took a little time before he replied to me, "Xiaoyu, I may not come back for a while, some things can't be handed over, and I have to deal with them personally, they don't want to let me go, and they gave me a raise, so I decided to stay for the time being." ”
I felt a little regretful in my heart, and I didn't know what to say, so I made a pouted expression.
"Little fish, no matter what, I hope you are happy every day! Have a good dream! ”
I don't know why, chatting with seagulls, the mood is always calm.
"Thank you, and so are you."
Early the next morning, Xu Yafei came to see me in the ward when he went to work and measured my blood pressure by himself.
"Did you sleep well? What do you think? He asked.
I said, "It's fine." ”
After measuring his blood pressure, he didn't rush to leave, as if he thought of something, and suddenly laughed.
"As soon as I came this morning, I heard that someone smashed the window downstairs with his bare hands last night, and I said who did such an earth-shattering thing, and I only knew that it was Du Yun, who said that it would be back in a few days, but I didn't expect to come back so soon, why, you quarreled last night?"
I was shot and froze.
Imagine that punch going down, and my hand hurts.
But why did he do it? Even if you hear the conversation between me and He Xu, it's not like this, isn't marrying me just for revenge?
Seeing that I didn't speak, Xu Yafei hurriedly explained, "Don't get me wrong, I didn't tell him about your situation, and I did hear him say that he would come back in a few days, but I didn't expect to come back on the same day." ”
"He, is he okay?" I asked in a trance.
Xu Yafei smiled and said, "Don't worry, I've seen the reception records, it's not a big deal, it's a skin injury." This little injury is nothing to Du Yun, he is very impulsive a lot of the time, and hanging the lottery is commonplace. ”
I've seen him impulsive and violent, but that impulse wasn't for me.
Not long after Xu Yafei left, He Xu came, carrying breakfast in his hand.
"Shen Yu, let's eat something." He put breakfast on my bedside and said to me.
I looked at him like a monster, after all, he had never been so considerate of me before.
He Xu probably understood what I meant from my expression, and smiled faintly, "What's wrong?" Surprised? Shen Yu, I want to start over with you. ”
I stared at him, and my heart was extremely complicated.
If he had done this to me earlier, we would not have come to this point, and now he has caused me irreparable damage, and I have changed from love to hatred to hatred, which can never be reversed.
"You should know that Xue Duyun has bad intentions." He said again.
"Don't mention him." I abruptly interrupted him.
After that, I didn't speak, and He Xu said again, "Shen Yu, you think about it, I'll wait for you." ”
I still didn't say anything, and I couldn't calm down after he left.
He said that Xue Duyun had bad intentions, but what he was doing now was not a kind of revenge?
And they retaliate and retaliate, what am I caught in the middle? I'm nothing.
After I was discharged from the hospital, I moved back to the old house from Liluo, Xue Duyun never came to look for me, and even the avatar of the "fish-loving cat" in QQ did not flash again.
Now, apart from that one certificate, he and I are like strangers who have never crossed paths.
It's Xu Yafei, after all, I work in the same hospital, I often meet him, and when I go to the hospital restaurant to eat, I always meet him by chance.
He always sat with me, and he pulled me a lot of hatred during that time.
Once, he helped me pick out the coriander from the plate without saying a word, which is a natural act that only happens between couples.
"How do you know I don't like cilantro?" I was surprised.
Xu Yafei smiled and said lightly, "Most girls don't like this taste, I guess." ”
"Pretty accurate." I bit my chopsticks and said in a low voice.
When I looked up and swept it, I immediately received a lot of envy, jealousy and hatred.
If this continues, I really won't be able to establish myself here.
So the next day, I deliberately went to the restaurant a little late, and there were not many people in the restaurant.
I finished cooking and went to the drinks counter to get a bottle of drink.
"Take whatever you want to drink, I'll please." A familiar voice suddenly drilled into my ears.
As soon as I turned around, He Xu stood beside me with a plate.
When he said that, I ended up taking nothing.
After sitting down, a bottle of Coke was placed in front of me, and He Xu also sat down opposite me.
Two nurses at a table next to me had just finished eating, got up and left with their plates, and when one of them passed me, the plates were tilted and a lot of oil and water were spilled on me.
"Oops, sorry, I didn't mean to." The nurse quickly apologized to me.
She was sincere, and although I guessed that she meant it, I couldn't blame her, so I had to say that it was fine.
He Xu had already stood up, walked up to me, and took out a tissue to help me wipe it.
"I'll do it myself." I don't want him to touch me.
He Xu still insisted on wiping it for me, but the oil stains were not like water, and the traces on the clothes were too obvious, and it was difficult to wipe them off.
Suddenly, a white coat was handed to me, and I looked back and saw Xu Yafei.
"Put it on." He said.
I took his clothes, and he put the plate down and sat down next to me. I took the bottle of drink He Xu put in front of me and replaced it with a bottle of milk.
"Drink less carbonated drinks, easy to osteoporosis." He said.
He Xu had already returned to his seat, and his face was quite ugly at this time.
Xu Yafei ate slowly, and I secretly looked at him, wondering if he knew that I was deliberately avoiding him.
"Why are you so late?" I asked, as if unintentionally.
Xu Yafei swallowed a mouthful of food and chuckled, "Yes, what a coincidence, you are so late today." ”
He Xu was quite uncomfortable, so he hurriedly finished eating and left.
During the meal, many nurses put the fruits in front of Xu Yafei, and after a while, the grapes and apples in front of him were piled up.
I was obviously sitting next to Xu Yafei, but they automatically ignored me, and I was so depressed.
Xu Yafei handed me an apple, and I waved my hand as if frightened.
"Don't, because of you, I've made countless enemies, don't hurt me anymore."
When I got off work that day, I saw He Xu as soon as I went downstairs, standing against the wall as if waiting for me.
When he saw me, he came up to me, "I'll send you." ”
I continued walking out and said lukewarmly, "Why did you leave work so early today?" Aren't you a workaholic? ”
He Xu said, "I have figured it out, I will not neglect my family because of work in the future." For your sake, I could have been earlier. ”
For me? Hehe!
I wanted him to stop following, but when I stepped out of the hospital, I saw Xue Duyun's car and Xue Duyun leaning on the body and smoking. One of his hands hung around him with gauze, and the smoke wrapped around him, looking too strong.
I was a little flustered at this moment, and when Xue Duyun raised his head and looked at me, I looked away, turned back and asked He Xu, "Where is your car?" ”
He Xu didn't seem to see Xue Duyun, and when he heard me ask, he saw a glimmer of hope, and immediately held my hand.
"I'll take you there."
I followed He Xu to the other side stiffly, not daring to look at Xue Duyun's expression at all.
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