Chapter 277: Refusal of Good Intentions
After reconciling with Jin Shaoming, Mu Lingyun felt that he seemed to gradually accept some of the small help he usually gave him, and the two seemed to have slowly cultivated a tacit understanding.
This morning, Mu Lingyun went outside to pick some flowers, looked at the beautiful flowers, and walked back to the courtyard with joy, when she walked to the door of the courtyard and was about to open the door, a picture suddenly appeared in her mind that she had never experienced.
She was in a room, arguing loudly with Jin Shaoming, the arrogance was fierce, and Jin Shaoming looked at her with a cold face, Mu Lingyun suddenly felt that her feet were weak, this picture was like a silent war of gunpowder, she was leaning on it with her hand on the wall pillar.
Mu Lingyun's hand holding the flowers was tightly grasped, her hands kept trembling slightly, she suddenly panicked, just now she felt that she could convince herself to live with them, but she didn't think of what kind of person she was before, if she used to be a violent woman with a tendency to force, it would be another matter.
Mu Lingyun walked into the courtyard with a reluctance, Jin Shaoming and Jin Feiya were making breakfast in the kitchen, she walked back to the room alone, and threw the flowers in her hand on the table.
Mu Lingyun sat on the stool in a daze, his hands hanging weakly on his feet, and he couldn't help but recall what he had done to Jin Shaoming for a while, and it seemed that his attitude towards him was very unfriendly.
She looked straight ahead, looking at the scene in front of her in a daze, and couldn't help but think about a lot of things in her heart, just when she was secretly melancholy and sighed, Jin Shaoming suddenly pushed open the door and showed a crack, and saw that she was alone in a daze, so she stood at the door and asked, "What are you thinking?" ”
Mu Lingyun saw his face appear in front of the door, her heart suddenly became nervous, she tensed her face, looked at him and stopped, and finally just sighed heavily at him, and said listlessly: "It's okay, I just thought about some things before, and then I felt a little dull." ”
Jin Shaoming frowned when he heard her say this, then opened the door, walked into the room by himself, and sat in front of her, with a cool mint smell on his body, which instantly filled the tip of Mu Lingyun's nose.
"Tell me about it." Jin Shaoming has been very active in helping her recover her memory recently, as long as Mu Lingyun remembers something, even if it is a trivial matter, he will tell her the reason.
But in this matter, Mu Lingyun couldn't tell the truth, she looked at Jin Shaoming's sincere eyes and felt embarrassed, if she was really a short-tempered person before, she would feel unworthy of being with them.
"I've always asked Jin Feiya what kind of person you used to be, but I never asked you what kind of person I used to be." Mu Lingyun's eyes glanced at him slightly, and he asked a little timidly.
Jin Shaoming nodded lightly, his eyes also looked into the distance, and someone suddenly recalled with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "You used to always babble, you didn't care about anything, you were a very cute person." Jin Shaoming's mind slowly recalled some interesting things they got along, and the more he thought about it, the more warm he felt, and the smile on his face gradually grew bigger and bigger.
"Hearing you say that, don't I have a temper?" Mu Lingyun asked tentatively, his eyes looked at him earnestly, and his heart lifted again.
"Temper, you definitely have, but I am a very cute person, and I usually don't get angry." Jin Shaoming said with a smile, looking at Mu Lingyun's eyes, rippling with love.
Mu Lingyun felt his eyes, and he looked a little awkward, so she pinned her eyes elsewhere, she frowned and thought deeply, and said meaningfully: "It is said that if a person usually has a good temper, then he must be very fierce when he is angry." ”
She put a label on herself in her heart, a violent person who usually has no temper, but when she is really angry, she may be the kind of violent person who will kill people with a knife, and she can't help but feel uncomfortable again.
Jin Shaoming looked at her depressed look and felt confused, his hand on her shoulder and patted it gently, but Mu Lingyun didn't feel a little happy because of this, he still lowered his head and his eyes were melancholy.
"Do you have anything in mind, can you tell me about it?" Jin Shaoming looked at her so sadly, and said in a soft tone, but Mu Lingyun didn't seem to hear it, and kept his head down and didn't move.
"Lingyun?" Jin Shaoming turned her body over to face her, but Mu Lingyun just turned around, still lowering her head, with a lifeless look.
"Oh, I went out in the morning to get some flowers, but suddenly the image of me having a big fight with you came to mind, and I think I might be violent." Mu Lingyun couldn't stand Jin Shaoming's repeated questions, so he told what happened impatiently, but his face was full of interest.
Jin Shaoming listened to her words, an incredible smile appeared on his face, and the hand he was originally pressing on Mu Lingyun's shoulder suddenly let go, held her hands, and said jokingly: "Are you denying yourself because of such a one-sided memory?" ”
He said it extremely softly, Mu Lingyun looked up at him at this time, Jin Shaoming's eyes were bright, Mu Lingyun was stunned by his eyes, and couldn't help but doubt himself.
"We've been together for so long, and the only time you're angry is because of what happened to me and Satsuki, and you were furious." Jin Shaoming recalled, looking at Mu Lingyun's eyes with a smile.
Mu Lingyun still couldn't believe his words, she looked at Jin Shaoming and said with a puzzled face: "Then you mean to say that I never lose my temper?" ”
"You're like a child, even if you lose your temper, it will disappear quickly, and you won't be as irritable as you think." Jin Shaoming patiently explained, Mu Lingyun heard him say this, his eyes looked at him directly, and after confirming that Jin Shaoming was not lying, a reassuring smile gradually appeared on his face.
"Now don't worry, can we go to dinner?" Jin Shaoming asked jokingly, Mu Lingyun was relieved, breathed a long sigh of relief, nodded at him, and the two of them went out of the room together, Jin Feiya had already sat in the seat, waiting for Mu Lingyun and them, seeing them entering the door side by side, like a pair of beautiful people.
"Daddy, Auntie, you really stand together like a pair of fairies." Jin Feiya was at the dinner table, teasing them, with a smile at the corner of her eyes and eyebrows.
"Nonsense, let's eat." Mu Lingyun walked in the door and glared at Jin Feiya fiercely, scolding her squeamishly, with an inexplicable look of embarrassment on her face.
After breakfast, Mu Lingyun accompanied Jin Feiya to play in the courtyard, the two of them circled around a football, having a lot of fun, Jin Shaoming saw them so lively, so he joined halfway, Jin Feiya and Mu Lingyun formed a team and confronted Jin Shaoming.
Jin Feiya was using a personal attack, grabbing the corner of Jin Shaoming's clothes to prevent him from grabbing the ball, turning her head and shouting at Mu Lingyun: "Ah Niang, hurry up." Seeing this, Mu Lingyun put the ball under his feet and kicked it in.
Jin Feiya cheered loudly happily when she saw her tactics winning, with a smug smile on her face, and Jin Shaoming laughed with her when she saw her so happy.
The three of them sat together exhausted after exercise, the breeze blew in front of them, and their hair fluttered with the wind, and their clothes followed the wind.
"It's a good day like this." Mu Lingyun closed her eyes, feeling the gentle breeze, with a comfortable look on her face, Jin Shaoming was by her side, looking at her comfortable expression, and her face also showed a relieved expression.
"We'll have many more days like that in the future." Jin Shaoming raised his head, looked at the soft and white clouds like cotton candy slowly fluttering in the sky, and also closed his eyes, feeling the wind and sunshine.
"I can't remember the past, but I think we can recreate good memories." Mu Lingyun closed his eyes, his hands propped up by his side, and he looked idle and lazy.
"A-Niang, as long as you want, we can play here every day." Jin Feiya said with a smile, she was lying on the ground with her face facing the sky, looking at the clouds above, imagining all kinds of things.
"Do you recall anything lately?" Jin Shaoming suddenly changed her words, caring about Mu Lingyun's memory, she recently recalled the past more and more frequently, Jin Shaoming felt very relieved.
Mu Lingyun shook his head and sighed helplessly, except for the memory of the little fragment that flashed in his mind in the morning, Mu Lingyun didn't remember the past for many days.
"I guess it's only when I encounter a similar situation or something that I remember." Mu Lingyun was no longer as anxious to retrieve her memories as before, and Jin Shaoming gave her enough security to make her no longer so anxious.
"It's okay, we'll help you get your memories back." Jin Shaoming's tone was also very indifferent, he pillowed his hands on the back of his head, looking at the sky, enjoying a moment of tranquility.
"A-Niang, we will be with you." Although Jin Feiya didn't understand what they were saying, she always stood on Mu Lingyun's side unconditionally.
Mu Lingyun smiled, his hand gently stroked her head, full of love for her, even if she really couldn't remember the past, but now that she had these two people around her who were not afraid of trouble, she felt very satisfied.
"We will always be a family." Jin Shaoming suddenly burst out of a sentence, but his tone was very affirmative, and Mu Lingyun looked at him with a smile on his face.