Chapter 60: In Memory
I don't want to snoop on other people's privacy, let alone have a long needle's eye, a private room for two people, this kind of scene that is destined to be ambiguous and erotic, is really not suitable for a bystander.
But I have to watch, how these two people are lingering and compassionate, how physically entangled, and intimate.
When Qi Xiao took out a piece of valuable jewelry, deepened her affectionate eyes, and told her feelings sincerely, I thought that Qi Xiao was in love with Xu Lili.
And what happened next, like the pages of a book that has been turned quickly, but the scene appeared in front of my eyes clearly and distinctly.
I can't describe how it feels, if I do, it's like being forcibly poured into a strange memory, and then taken to the scene of the memory for a quick browsing.
Maybe for others, it's just a momentary thing, but for me, it's like the memory is my own, so every scene is so clear.
But it's not an interesting memory.
Speaking of which, it's all Xu Lili and Qi Xiao's scene after scene.
There are not many ups and downs, nothing more than those things that fall in love between men and women.
It's just that Qi Xiao is rich and handsome, which makes this relationship a little more dreamy, after all, a rich son falls in love with a night girl, which is also more bloody in real life.
I can feel Xu Lili's joy and apprehension, and even some vague thoughts, such as being reserved, but not too much, to firmly grasp this son, even at the cost of pregnancy.
This made me a little dumbfounded, why did I know about Xu Lili's mental activities?
And about these episodes between them, I don't want to watch them anymore, I have no choice but to control my body, so I can only be forced to watch and experience.
With this process, I was a little trance and couldn't recognize my identity, and I was about to plunge into this relationship, as if I was Xu Lili.
But the strange thing is that I always seem to have a trace of clarity in my heart, and I am very firm in knowing my identity, so that I will not be lost. So, in this half-sober and half-confused state, I inexplicably "participated" in Xu Lili's entire love process.
Gradually, from the perspective of a bystander, I began to feel that Qi Xiao's purpose was not so simple, and the reason actually made me a little creepy.
It's me from that time!
Yes, in the process of their relationship, Qi Xiao went to the night market many times to find Xu Lili, and at that time, I occasionally appeared in the picture like soy sauce.
This kind of picture made me uncomfortable at first, and I didn't pay much attention to it.
Later, after getting used to it, I realized that Qi Xiao's eyes often stared at me fixedly when Xu Lili didn't notice.
That kind of vision is definitely not love, nor is it hunting, curious, but a kind of prey-like and strange greedy eyes, which makes people shudder.
Moreover, there are a few small details in it, that is, Qi Xiao will talk to Xu Lili about the night game intentionally or unintentionally, and the questioning skills are very clever, which seems to be brought to me without a trace.
Xu Lili shouldn't have noticed anything unusual, but when I think about it, after a few interrogations, Qi Xiao actually got all the information about me that could be taken out of Xu Lili's mouth.
It's definitely not my delusion.
Even at this time of being completely restrained, discovering this sent chills all over my body.
And the picture is still going on, unconsciously, it is very close to the time of the accident that night, at this time, Xu Lili is still normal.
My emotions started to strain.
If everything is really Xu Lili's memory, then on the night of the accident, Xu Lili is no longer normal, what happened to her should appear in the memory, right?