212 I'm in a hurry
"Why do you need to know?" He frowned, as if he was the one who was wronged, "I don't think you're going to hook up with him, but I think the reason why you did that kind of stupid thing last time was probably influenced by him, and I don't want you to be affected by this kind of influence again." Because we can't afford this kind of thing, if you think it's a defense against you, then forget it! Not all faults can be erased. β
I was speechless for a moment and asked, "Didn't you say you had forgiven me?" β
"These are two different things." Li Yu avoided my gaze and said, "It's like a snake bites me, I can forgive that snake because I like it, but that scar will always be there." That scar would remind me that I should be careful with that snake in the future and not let it get out of control and bite me again. As for my dad's attitude, all I can say is that you still don't know enough about him. β
The rest of the day, I didn't talk to him.
My intellect tells me that there is nothing wrong with his words, and that they are true. But even so, I still feel hurt.
However, since it was not wrong, then I naturally shouldn't continue to dwell on it, so after I calmed down a bit, I picked a topic and said, "I don't know if you remember, I once found something in Qinglan's house." It was a notebook, and I thought it was strange at the time, and today I find that the charm on the mirror is in the same language as it. That notebook is in our house, but I need to open it. Anyway, I'm fine now, why don't we go get it now? β
From the first word I started, Li Yu had already begun to look at me, and when I had finished speaking, he said, "How can I stop being angry?" β
I said, "I'm not angry anymore." β
"Liar." As he spoke, he reached out to put his arm around my shoulder. I pushed his arm away, and he got a "you're still angry" look.
I felt uncomfortable and said, "Let's get down to business." β
But he hugged him again, and said, "There's nothing more serious than you're still angry." β
I couldn't help but push his arm away again.
Now he stopped talking.
After an awkward silence for a long time, I couldn't help but look at him and say, "You were listening to that incident just now, right?" β
Li Yu nodded, but asked, "What's the matter?" β
I said, "Just the notebook." β
He nodded again, then leaned back in his chair and looked out the window.
I said, "Shall we go home now?" I didn't want to go to the hospital, and I wanted to vomit when I asked what it smelled like. β
Li Yu still looked out the window and said, "Yes." β
I asked, "Can I stay home at night?" β
He said, "No." β
This kind of conversation couldn't go on at all, so I had to keep my mouth shut and didn't continue looking for a topic.
Soon we arrived home, Li Yu and I got out of the car one after another, and as soon as we opened the door, Puto pounced like crazy. Li Yu pushed it away and ordered Neo to tie it in place with a dog chain, apparently trying to calm it down.
When I saw that it looked disobedient and still tried to break free from the leash, I couldn't help but feel a little nervous and asked, "How can it be like this?" β
Li Yu glanced at me and said, "Lack of training." β
I couldn't help blushing and said, "Although I raised it at that time, I was very irresponsible, I often went out all day and slipped it at night, and as a result, it became very anxious and made a lot of noise in the cage." The neighbors all said that they wanted to call the police, and I begged many times before finally fostering it to Luo Rin...... "Speaking of this, I suddenly remembered that when Wu Jingkang had just entered Li Yu's body, I had seen him kicking puto in the surveillance, and I couldn't help but shudder.
Li Yu said: "According to the Lan family's family chronicles, after the spirit and the body are separated, the age of the spirit will stagnate. Puto has been crazy since the change of spirit, but if you look closely, you will find that its behavior is very naΓ―ve, if it is a small milk dog doing this, it is actually quite cute, but its size is too big, and the destructive power becomes too strong. Calculate the time, he was manipulated during the time when you sent him to foster care, and it won't take long for the situation to get better. β
I said, "You know so much by now." β
Li Yu narrowed his eyes slightly proudly, "Do you think I'm amazing?" β
"Awesome." I was amused by his cute appearance.
"Why don't you jump up and kiss it?" He pointed to his face.
I looked at him and didn't go over.
He smiled at this, reached out and pinched my face, and turned to go inside.
I said hello to Neo and went back to my room, and as I passed by the studio, I saw from the outside that the mirror inside was gone. This is actually not surprising, strictly speaking, what trapped Li Yu is not the mirror, but the spirit of the mirror, the spirit is broken, and the mirror itself can't last long.
I quickly found my notebook, and as soon as I took it out, I heard a knock at the door.
I turned around and saw that it was Li Yu.
He saw me turn around, smiled, and walked over to me.
I hurriedly took the notebook and said, "Look, this is it." Here you go. β
Li Yu took the notebook, but he didn't look at it, just put it aside, reached out and hugged me, and after a while, kissed me on the cheek and said, "Hug me." β
I had to reach out and hug his waist, but he was not satisfied and continued to ask, "Tighter." β
I said, "My incision hurts a little bit when my arm is forced. β
He fell silent for a long time, sighed, and whispered, "Hello will torment me." β
I really didn't understand that, but I didn't want to answer, because I guess the next topic was the unpleasant thing I had just done in the car. I've just said again and again that I don't want to talk about that anymore, and if it's torture, I'm the one who suffers.
After a while, Li Yu let go of his arms and held my two arms with both hands, as if controlling a disobedient child.
I was so overwhelmed by this gesture that I couldn't help but bow my head to avoid his gaze, and heard him say, "Can you tell me what is going on in your heart?" What can I do to get you off the gas? β
Really......
I said, "I'm not angry anymore." β
When I finished saying this, I felt that the arm that was being pinched by Li Yu was a little painful, and it was his fingers that were straining slightly, so I could feel that he was angry.
Alas......
I couldn't help but look up at him, and when I saw him staring at me with a serious face, I couldn't help but get nervous, "You're not going to hit me, are you?" β
Li Yu was stunned, "What am I beating you for?" β
I forced a smile and said, "My arm is going to be broken by you." β
He frowned and said, "Then answer my questions seriously before they are pinched." "That being said, I can clearly feel that the clamps from my arms are much less.
I asked, "What's the problem?" β
He showed an expression of anger to the point of internal injury, bit his lip, and said, "I've been showing my face." What can I do to make you happy? β
He had already asked it twice, and I couldn't keep running away from it, so I had to say, "It's not your problem, it's my own." If only you left me alone for a while. β
Li Yu said reluctantly: "I don't want you to be left alone." I want to hear you tell me. β
I asked, "Tell you what?" β
"Reason, of course." Li Yu's face became more and more ugly, "Why are you so angry?" What do I have to do to make you happy? Do you know how uncomfortable it makes me to be so cold and violent to me? β
This is really a sin of desire, and I asked, "When did I become cold and violent to you?" β
He frowned, "You barely ignored me from just now now!" β
I really don't agree with this, and argued: "Why did I ignore you? Didn't I answer everything when you talked to me? β
Li Yu gritted his teeth, his eyes were on fire.
He's squeezing my arm again, and it hurts.
I couldn't help but have a sour nose and said, "Don't pinch it anymore, it hurts." β
This time, he didn't relax at all, and said firmly: "If you're afraid of pain, talk well, don't keep going around the bend." β
"Okay." I said, "What you just said makes me sad, I told you everything I knew, but you only shared it with your sister, and I was excluded." Your dad told me a lot of things today, and you know that too...... But I don't know, I'm like one of your men, I don't need to know anything, I just need to contribute what I know. Although your reasons are very tenable, you have to guard against me, you have to guard against me, because I have a criminal record, I can't be trusted, I am a snake that will bite you again as long as the conditions are right. I'm not trying to be cold and violent to you, I'm feeling discouraged. Hope you understand. β
Li Yu probably really didn't expect me to care so much about this, he was silent for a while, and said, "Then I'll tell you everything next and share it with you." He wiped my face with his hand and said softly, "Don't be sad, baby, I was wrong." β
"No need." I said, "I did something wrong, I shouldn't expect you to act as if it never happened, and even if you and I were to change places, I wouldn't be able to do it all." β
Li Yu shook his head and said, "I have forgiven you, there is no mustard." I just feel ......" He paused, and after a while, he showed a helpless look, "I really can't do anything right......"
I said, "There's nothing wrong with you. β
"But you're so sad." He frustrated, "I don't want you to be sad. I just think it's useless to let you know that it's dangerous again......" He said this, biting his lip, his eyes turned red, and whispered, "What's more, he's so powerful, and you used to like him so much." β
I asked, "Why are you crying?" β
He wiped his face with his hand and said, "I'm in a hurry." β
I was really sad, but at that moment, I suddenly wanted to laugh.
I couldn't help laughing, but Li Yu was slightly stunned, and then smiled too, reaching out and hugging me.
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