Chapter 34: Love

Looking at Shen Jingyun's smile, I don't know why, how do you look at it and feel hateful? I was angry, obviously in such a nervous situation, I was startled by him, and he didn't say anything, and he still wanted to use the agitation method to test me?

So, I suddenly looked at Shen Jingyun with a smile, and my tone became helpless and complaining: "But I really failed, what should I do?" ”

"Really?" Shen Jingyun's voice didn't hear a trace of urgency, but slowly took off his sunglasses, looked at me with a smile in his eyes, and didn't speak.

Just look, who's afraid of whom? I also made a calm look and looked at Shen Jingyun.

So, the two looked at each other under the scorching sun, regardless of the eyes of the occasional passerby.

A full half a minute passed, and I was a little hairy by Shen Jingyun, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, so I said, "What are you looking at?" Did I succeed in this matter? ”

Shen Jingyun raised his eyebrows slightly, then rubbed his face vigorously, took a deep breath, slowly put on his sunglasses, and said with a "hiss": "I'm really sorry, my brain crashed just now, let's go, let's go eat." ”

After saying that, he naturally took my arm and walked towards the side of the street, where a white Bentley was parked, which was Shen Jingyun's new car.

I didn't understand what Shen Jingyun's series of reactions meant, I was full of doubts, and I was involuntarily pulled into the car by him. Looking at the "nasty" smile on the corner of his mouth, I reacted when I was about to start the car, and couldn't help asking: "Shen Jingyun, what do you mean, I failed, aren't you worried?" What does it mean your brain is down? ”

Shen Jingyun stopped his movements, put his hands on the steering wheel, looked at me, still with such a hateful smile, and said: "Suddenly laughing at me like this, and speaking in such a tone, I am simply ...... So, my brain crashed, I couldn't think about anything at all, and I got goosebumps on my face, didn't you see that I was rubbing my face hard just now? Come on, come on, look, still have goosebumps? ”

After speaking, Shen Jingyun leaned his face closer, and it seemed that he wanted me to see his goosebumps, so I pushed him away angrily, looked at him through gritted teeth, and said, "What do you mean, is it terrifying?" ”

Shen Jingyun stopped approaching me, took off his sunglasses and looked at me, and suddenly his tone became gentle and serious: "No, flattered." So, I want to see more of you like this, and I don't care about being on the street. ”

Even in this situation, my heart still swelled with bursts of sweetness, and I don't know when Shen Jingyun could speak like this, isn't it very annoying when he speaks? But I didn't know how to respond, so I fell silent at this point.

Shen Jingyun naturally knew what my silence meant, and he understood that in my heart, too much ambiguity between me and him in words, and too much expression of feelings, were all bad for Helian Cheng. However, we are also used to this way of getting along, his occasional confession, my silent response.

Therefore, Shen Jingyun didn't care too much, started the car lightly, and then drove towards the other end of the street.

"Where to go?" I didn't expect Shen Jingyun to really leave, is this the plan?

"Of course you want to eat, you don't have to eat because I'm handsome, right? Do you really look at my face and be satisfied with everything? Yes, even if you fail, you have to eat. My handsomeness doesn't make things work. Shen Jingyun turned around and smiled at me.

I think he really owes a beating, so I can only roll my eyes and "hehe" to him.

After being quiet for a while, I still couldn't hold back and asked, "Shen Jingyun, aren't you really worried about failure?" We're running out for time. ”

Shen Jingyun said while driving: "Recently, I found a hot pot restaurant that is very delicious, especially his tender beef is simply amazing, eating hot pot in summer is a very good experience, I'm not kidding......"

"Shen Jingyun!" I had a very powerless feeling.

"Well, again, if it really fails, we still have to eat. Otherwise, there is no need to curse, even if we are cultivators, if we don't eat for two months, we can fly immortals in advance. Besides, have you really failed? According to my understanding of Lin Xiaoshuang, if a girl who wants to be strong and independent, if she really fails, she will basically be embarrassed to say to me, otherwise she will cover it up with anger and corruption, do you think you can still laugh? Don't underestimate my IQ. After Shen Jingyun finished speaking, he lowered the window next to him, and hung one hand out of the window, whistling and beating the beat.

In that case, it is simply not enough to describe it with an underbeating.

I really didn't want to talk to him again, I was afraid that I would be angry, so I simply clasped my hands in front of my chest, leaned on the back of the chair and rested lazily, the moment I acted just now, I was really nervous.

And Shen Jingyun seemed to be in a very good mood, and while driving, he said "nonsense" to me: "Xiaoshuang, in fact, I didn't have no money before, for example, I will definitely be able to afford this car now, but I have been driving my Wrangler, I think it's very good." Because, people don't need to use a car to lift anything...... But now, why did I change cars? Because there is no way, after all, the Shen Group is the industry left by my father, I have to take good care of it, and it is also the support of the Shen family. I had to use a car to show something out of business or something. But I like to be low-key, but this car is very low-key from the outside, unlike Rolls-Royce ......."

"Shen Jingyun, you seem to have a lot of words today." I was helpless, I didn't know anything about cars, and I wasn't even interested in business.

"Didn't I want you to know more about me?" Shen Jingyun smiled at me, not caring about my attitude at all.

I wondered, "Why are you in such a good mood today?" ”

"Because everything is ready, only the east wind is owed. After today's incident, we can set off and go on an adventure together, how can I be in a bad mood? Shen Jingyun's appearance didn't look like a joke at all.

"You're not worried? You're not afraid? Do you think we're going on a tour and then going on an adventure show? That's ...... "I don't know what to say, I don't know why, Shen Jingyun's words affected me very much, moved me, and my heart was full of anticipation and sweetness.

"Stop." Shen Jingyun waved his hand and said, "No matter what it is, it's with you anyway." Life is together, death must be with you, what do I have to regret. The important thing is to be with you, understand? ”

My heart softened, my expression became soft, and my eyes unconsciously became gentle, I couldn't resist Shen Jingyun's words, after all, I loved him.

"What are you talking about......" I muttered, looking at Shen Jingyun's side face again, I couldn't help but ask, "Why do you like me so much?" ”

Yes, what's so good about me, because I look like Lin Ruolan? It doesn't seem to be, Shen Jingyun seems to surpass Lin Ruolan to me, although there is no specific evidence for this matter, but I am willing to believe it so.

"I don't know." Shen Jingyun seemed a little surprised that I would ask this, and subconsciously answered me.

But what is the answer? The sweetness just now was broken and turned into a full of grievances, but Shen Jingyun parked the car on the side of the road at once, and then looked at me deeply and said: "From the beginning, I had a special feeling, from the heart, but I couldn't find the reason. I actually hate this feeling of not being able to control myself, I like to be in control of everything, including my feelings. I've found reasons, such as ......" Shen Jingyun sighed softly, and then said: "Say something if you are unhappy, for example, is it that you are a girl who looks like Lin Ruolan, and then I treat you differently?" ”

I was upset, but I didn't show it.

Shen Jingyun didn't pause, and continued to say to me: "However, later I found out that it was really different. How so? I haven't told you about my past with Lin Ruolan, but I promise that if we can really be together in the future, I will tell you bit by bit, and then you will know how it is different. To put it simply, my feelings for Lin Ruolan are very complicated, not just liking, but also guilt, anger, and unwilling to control our relationship and feelings. But you ......"

Shen Jingyun said this, his eyes were extremely warm, and his originally deep eyes turned into gentle waves that surrounded me tightly: "I am really pure, from the heart of like, concern, missing, unconsciously want to get closer, find all kinds of reasons can not hide the essence is just want to be with you mood, very pure, very clean feelings." Just like my lover in my previous life, this life is finally, finally ......"

Shen Jingyun's voice gradually decreased, as if he was also thinking about why this unreasonable emotion came from the heart?

And my heart melted completely, and I quieted down with Shen Jingyun.

I remembered the time when I first met, the little boy who was silent, a little indifferent, with calm eyes and very quiet......

Then, he suddenly appeared in the crisis, and his face was not clear in the night, but he remembered his eyes deeply.

Then, when he appeared in the office for the first time, I was in an inexplicable mood......

Memories are like waves of gentle waves, impacting again and again, warming my heart, and thinking about it like this, I seem to be really close to him...... Premortal life? This question echoed in my mind, but suddenly I remembered one thing, the wooden plaque that my grandfather gave me, the ancient cultivator who appeared at the critical moment, the black-clothed cultivator who looked similar to Shen Jingyun and him.

Don't...... I suddenly wanted to talk about it, but I couldn't just say it...... I still have a scruple of Helian Cheng, and although I feel a little depressed, I plan to ask my grandfather privately what is going on.

"Xiaoshuang." Shen Jingyun's voice made me come back to reality at once, he looked at me, and asked with some apprehension: "Is my answer making you very angry, because I really don't know why I like you so much, something from my heart, I don't have an answer." ”

"No, I'm not angry. I understand your ......" I smiled softly at Shen Jingyun to reassure him.

Feelings, if they are clear and can find the reason, is it still called feelings? It's like if I can find a reason to like someone, then I must be able to find a reason not to like that person.