Chapter 49: Re-choosing

"I can listen to you......"

Yin Enfei was silent for a long time, and said this quietly. The flower goddess was just about to breathe a sigh of relief, but Yin Enfei continued to say the second half of the sentence.

"Unless you make me lose my memory again."

The flower goddess was stunned for a moment, and raised her eyes to look at Yin Enfei. Her brows furrowed, and she looked at Yin Enfei without saying anything. Yin Enfei grinned, put his hands on the shoulders of the flower goddess, and looked like he wanted to make peace.

"Don't worry, Goddess. In this way, I can guarantee that I will never reveal my identity and cause any confusion. Now that I think about it, thanks to you arriving in time just now, I would have almost told Youhua that I was Yin Enfei! Thankfully, it didn't happen, and now it's all in time. I can get closer to him as Chai Yanfei until he loves me now as much as he loved me before. At that time, I will tell him everything, and I believe that at that time, he will know the truth and will be happy. ”

"No...... When hell freezes over. ”

The flower goddess looked at Yin Enfei coldly, and Yin Enfei always felt that she had a lot of things to say. However, this feeling is vague and not very certain. She could only think that the flower goddess was just afraid of delaying the time of her ascension to heaven and reincarnation, which would affect her performance.

"Trust me, Goddess. I know Youhua so well, I know everything he likes. I believe it will be a difficult thing for him to fall in love with me again, and I am confident. ”

The flower goddess smiled helplessly, and suddenly looked at Yin Enfei seriously.

"What about Xiao Ze? You've said you'll always love him whether your memories are restored or not. What now? If you want to recover Lu Youhua, let alone whether it is successful or not, what should Xiao Ce do? ”

Hearing the flower goddess mention Xiao Ce, Yin Enfei's happy expression stiffened on her face. She suddenly became extremely conflicted at this moment. Yin Eunfei who recovered her memory was her, but the memory after that was also her. She loves Lu Youhua and Xiao Ce, but these two kinds of love are not equal. One is a fiancΓ© who has been in love for four years, and the other is for the help of the reincarnation ecology. Although unstoppable, love was also generated.

"I'll take care of it, Xiao Ce is a good person. Besides, he doesn't love me at all. He was nothing but pity for me, a pity. ”

"You're not qualified to talk about love, what you have to do now is ......"

"I know what I'm going to do. Goddess, I ask you to understand me, I love him! I love Lu Youhua! We have been in love for four years, and the memory of today's scene has returned to my mind, how can you make me turn a blind eye. Yes, I'm no longer alive and don't have the right to talk about love, but I ...... My heart ......"

Yin Enfei's eyes turned red instantly, and after all those beautiful and happy memories came back, she suddenly felt extremely sad and cold about her death. The flower goddess can understand this feeling, but what she has scruples about is not what Yin Enfei can think of at all.

"But there is a great risk of reaching out to people you knew before you died."

"I'm not afraid!"

Yoon responded with great firmness, not even curious about what the risk might be. The flower goddess sighed.

"Whether you are afraid or not, I have to make it clear. If, I mean, if you and Lu Youhua remember, or if you find something bad later. For example...... Lu Youhua doesn't love you anymore, even if he knows your identity, he doesn't plan to love you. He insisted on marrying Meng Tianyan and other things like that, and he failed your feelings, and you are very likely to ......"

"That's not a disappointment. I can understand, I'm just giving it a try. If he and Meng Tianyan are true love, I will automatically quit. But obviously, Meng Tianyan is not worthy of him, she is not a good woman. ”

Yin Enfei always couldn't wait to interrupt the words of the flower goddess, just because it was all related to Lu Youhua. The flower goddess could feel his urgency.

"I mean, probably...... You may have resentment. Yin Enfei, here I need to remind you. The spirit that generates resentment will become an evil spirit, and once you become an evil spirit, you will not have a chance to ascend to heaven and reincarnate. This means that you only have two paths left. Either a lifetime of lonely ghosts fleeing, or ...... Ashes. ”

"I swear I won't. What Youhua left me is always beautiful. Even if he is in love with other women now, I don't have any grudges against him. It's not his fault, I'm dead, but I can't ask him to be alone. I want him to be happy. ”

The flower goddess's brows furrowed even deeper, Yin Enfei had never seen her expression so solemn.

"Well, now that you've figured it out, I don't want to say anything more. Yin Enfei, what I want to say is that I don't plan to continue to care about your reincarnation in the future. If it goes well, Lu Youhua will help you fulfill your long-cherished wish, and I will wait for you to ascend to heaven in the Hades Temple. If it doesn't go well, you need to bear all the consequences. ”

After speaking, the flower goddess turned around and was about to leave, but Yin Enfei reached out and grabbed her. These days, she has developed an inexplicable dependence on the flower goddess. She always gives her advice, although most of it is a bad idea.

"Why is that? Am I not your job? You just left me like that? I still want you to help me with a plan on how to win back Youhua's heart? Are you angry? ”

Yin Enfei asked a lot of questions one after another, and the flower goddess lowered her eyebrows, hiding her loss and unspoken secrets. She jerked up her eyes to look at Yin Enfei, who unceremoniously opened her hand.

"I just don't like disobedient ghosts, I'm busy, I'd rather manage easy, obedient ghosts."

"You're just angry, aren't you? But the big brother of the migrant worker before, you can help him ......"

"Good luck."

The flower goddess ignored Yin Enfei, coldly dropped a sentence and turned around and left the ward. Yin Enfei reluctantly wanted to chase him out, but he still held back. She knew that this time the flower goddess was really angry. Although she didn't quite understand why, she knew that she couldn't persuade her to come back.

"I can do it myself! I have feelings for Youhua, I can, I can! ”

Yin Enfei muttered to herself, but there was no flower goddess, and she suddenly felt completely bottomless.

At this moment, Lu Youhua was locked outside the clinic by Meng Tianyan, and he couldn't knock on the door to pray, because this was a hospital. The corridor was full of patients' families and hospital colleagues, who had just lost face and could not continue.

"Dump Yan, you are angry now, I can understand it. In this way, it's time to go to work, shall we make an appointment after work to have a good chat? ”

Lu Youhua leaned on the crack of the door and whispered. Meng Tianyan in the door suddenly threw a book towards the door, and the loud bang frightened Lu Youhua to retreat again and again. This retreat has retreated to a person's body.

"Be careful!"

Xiao Ce stretched out his hand to support Lu Youhua, Lu Youhua turned around and saw that it was him, and subconsciously shook off Xiao Ce's hand hostilely.

"What are you doing here? Shouldn't you be in the ward right now to soothe your inexplicable patient? ”

"I'm sorry, I apologize to you for Xiaofei's behavior just now. I don't quite understand it, but I apologize. ”

"What's the use of apologizing? She and that stepmom of hers have ruined my life! ”

Lu Youhua lowered his voice and scolded angrily, turned around and walked towards the safe passage stairs. Xiao Ce followed closely.

"I know it's useless to say anything now, but I'll do my best to explain it to Dr. Meng."

Hearing Xiao Ce's words, Lu Youhua suddenly froze. He smiled coldly and looked back at Xiao Ce incredulously.

"You also think that you are more important than me in the eyes of Meng Qianyan, right? No, you're the most important, right? She'll only listen to what you say, right? ”

"No, no, no, Dr. Lu, you misunderstood. I didn't mean that, I mean, Dr. Meng and I grew up together, we ......"

"Yes! Childhood! She failed to confess to you, and I happened to show up to comfort her. That's why she reluctantly got engaged to me, and then she went back to China, and you appeared in her life again, so I'm going to give way? ”

Lu Youhua completely lost his usual elegant and peaceful appearance, and turned into a sharp blade covered in thorns. Xiao Ce tried his best to understand Lu Youhua's mood, after all, he was still the only person who could match Xiaofei's bone marrow at present.

"I'm sorry! Maybe what I'm saying isn't quite right. But Dr. Lu, please believe me, I must not have that meaning. I have a relationship with Dr. Meng as just a friend and colleague, and I don't have the same affection for her as you think. Not before, not now, and never in the future. ”

"There are no absolutes in the world. Do you really like that sick woman? ”

"Please speak with respect! Her name is Chai Yanfei, she is sick, but that shouldn't be her name. Dr. Lu should not forget that he is a healer. ”

"yes, I haven't forgotten. If I had forgotten, I would have been tempted to hit her. ”

Looking at Lu Youhua's fierce appearance, Xiao Ce frowned, a little incredulous. Lu Youhua also suddenly realized his gaffe, and he sneered twice to hide his embarrassment.

"Xiao Ce, you don't understand at all...... Do you think I did bone marrow matching for your patient girlfriend on a voluntary basis? Please, I'm a substitute teacher at medical school, what does this have to do with me. It was Meng Tianyan, who took the initiative to ask me, and even forced me to do the matching. It's all just to please you. Actually, I also know that you are coming to me now, but you are afraid that I will regret donating because of what I just did. Actually, you shouldn't come to me, you should look for Meng Qianyan. She will listen to what you say, and it will become a command to be imposed on me! And I must not resist and refuse. ”

"I'm sorry, but I still want to respect you......"

"I'll donate! I'm not going to backtrack. ”

Lu Youhua finished speaking coldly, turned around and walked away.