Chapter 384: Scarlet Flower Marriage (12)
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"Ling Yan." Ji Wan suddenly stood on tiptoe and touched his face.
As if to imprint him in his heart, Ji Wan's fingertips depicted his facial features little by little.
"You probably don't know, I like you, but you hate me so much, I know you don't like me, so I don't want anything in return.
But every day, I feel very uncomfortable looking at the person I like like like and hating myself so much.
I thought that as long as I stayed by your side, as long as I could see you every day, even if you didn't like me.
But I found that I couldn't do it because you weren't happy, and if you saw that I would make you unhappy, then I would leave, and that's the only thing I can do for you. ”
Ji Wan's words were like a thunderclap on the ground, which shook Ling Yan for a long time and couldn't come back to his senses.
Is Ji Wan confessing to him?
And you're going to leave after the confession?
What is this?
Ji Wan told him that he liked it, just like his sister who had worked hard to raise him, and suddenly confessed to him one day, that complicated mood.
Although Ji Wan was older than him, Ling Yan subconsciously took on his own role and was shocked to treat her as his own sister.
Although it's a sister he doesn't like very much.。
But this sister not only confessed to him, but also told him that she was leaving, and Ling Xian felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
It's like, what he thought would never be lost, suddenly lost one day, and that feeling of loss made him a little dazed.
He always felt that Ji Wan would not go first, because she was a vampire with endless life, and the decades of human beings were just a blink of an eye for her.
So Ling Xian always felt that he would die before her, and until then, she would always restrain him, and he had already accepted this setting.
But now that everything has changed, he actually feels at a loss.
In fact, Ling Xian is actually a very insecure person, he is emotionally indifferent, because he knows that once he is invested in his feelings, after he loses, he will be miserable, so he would rather not invest in feelings from the beginning, and he is afraid of losing for so long.
But Ji Wan is special to him, a person who makes him feel that he will never lose, so he subconsciously treats her as his own.
Although he didn't necessarily like the possessions, he knew it belonged to him.
When facing her, he never has to worry, she will leave, so he will subconsciously feel at ease.
Although this metaphor is very inappropriate, Ling Yan's psychology is indeed so complicated.
But now Ji Wan actually told him that even she was leaving?
"Will you like the next contractor too?" Ling Yan asked subconsciously, although he didn't know why he asked that, but he just asked.
"Who knows." Ji Wan shrugged: "Didn't you humans say that it's much easier to find someone you like than to find one you like?"
Hopefully I'll find someone who likes me. ”
Ji Wan chuckled, then smiled at Ling Yan while he was still struggling, and then jumped down from the open bay window.
Ling Yan's heartbeat accelerated violently, and he subconsciously chased after him, but he didn't see Ji Wan's figure.
Ling Yan subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, almost forgetting that Ling Wuyi was a vampire, and it was impossible to fall to death in a place like the second floor.
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